fanfic sideblog (mostly)

21 this was originally for fic stuff but now I just use it for whatever main is @no-idea-what-imdoing so any likes and follows come from there :) My Ao3

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this is where all my writing has gone to, my microbio lab electronic lab notebook

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a program i’m doing is requiring a personal statement draft by sunday so the odds of me updating just went down even more

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finally opened docs for the first time in weeks last night, sorry I kinda disappeared, I’ve had a lot going on recently. Going to try and work on some things this week between getting harassed by my family and studying for biochem so hopefully I’ll be able to have an update to something up by the end of spring break (I doubt it’ll happen, but we can hope)

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spreak starting tomorrow (afternoon), maybe i’ll finally be able to update a fic

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if you want to know why I haven’t been updating at all, there’s this french woman in her fifties trying to ruin my life (teach me about metabolic pathways and how they’re regulated for a second time)

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i am very close to just chucking my laptop out a window (i’m not, i kinda need it, but it’s pissing me off rn)

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also i was literally trying to write tn after doing some light biochem and i could not, i was literally about to fall asleep with my laptop open on google docs

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there’s a high possibility of no chapters of any fics i’m working on being up until mid-march, i’m so sorry, I just realized that I have three exams in two weeks, I’ll try to get at least one of the two things i’m working on rn out before the end of the month but no promises bc I have to lock tf in on my classes ;-;

I also just have not had the time or energy to write anything recently </3 or even edit, i spend many of my waking hours dealing with biochem and a lot with microbio (the lab specifically is meant to torture me, I wrote like a 5 page write up on it last night)

so i’ll try to get something done by the end of the month but odds are it’s gonna be March at the earliest :(

just wanted to update everyone on that.

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either I found some novel bacteria or I minorly (or majorly) fucked up this lab, the second option is more likely but the first option is funnier (but much scarier considering it came from my skin)

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someone get me out of lab report hell I do not want to write this up

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oh also i am being tortured by a french woman now 😭 the fucking evil french woman from last semester who put the chicken dance on the projector the last day, she’s back and i have to deal with her like 4 times a week until april and i already saw one guy sucking up to her like “i love your teaching style you’re so much better than the last professor” (lying)

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oh and now that i’m not getting actively murdered by biochem (only passively murdered) here’s a snippet of chapter 21 (unedited, but i’ve had midterms for the past week and been sick so I haven’t really worked on anything)

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i’m FREE

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i am going to throw my laptop into the surface of the sun if these keys don’t start working

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it heard my threats and the keys woke themselves up

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and now it’s being a piece of shit again, this laptop is literally one year old (i may need to clean out the keyboard)

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i am going to throw my laptop into the surface of the sun if these keys don’t start working

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it heard my threats and the keys woke themselves up

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i am going to throw my laptop into the surface of the sun if these keys don’t start working

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as expected i’m feeling the regret of not going to sleep until 2 AM (my alarm went off idk how many times (i had 4 set and hit snooze repeatedly) before I finally got out of bed)

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oh also I missed the first bus by literally 30 seconds but didn’t think to change while upstairs for five minutes so now i’m wearing too thick of a jacket because it’s a warm 45° not a cold 45