I am here and here is what matters.

[love-personal]

[rai-r]

[artsyfartsyartsy]

[naturaekos]

[cityhoppersgarden-deactivated20]

[trulygreatadventure]

[marmastry]

Filipino inspired Ocs

//the 1st one is a design for my finals plate. We had to design a kimono based on the culture of the country we choose…but I didn’t use it and regretted it

[imwhatimbitches]

Damn I’m dead finally

[minuty]

“Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never, have enough.”

— Oprah Winfrey (via amortizing)

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Sometimes people who need help look nothing like people who need help.”

— Glennon Melton

[imjaebumaf]

💦☂️

[twinmoles]

me during exams Cr: BADXX

[razorshapes]

Yayoi Kusama’s Infinity Rooms

1. Infinity Mirrored Room - The Souls of Millions of Light Years Away, 2013

2. Chandelier of Grief, 2016

3. All the Eternal Love I Have for the Pumpkins, 2016

4. Infinity Mirror Room (Phalli’s Field), 1965

5. Aftermath of Obliteration of Eternity, 2009

6. Infinity Mirrored Room - Love Forever, 1996

[defwang]

no matter what, he’s still a cutie 

[duhdaniel]

when my friend introduces me to someone: “this is y/n, the one that likes kpop.”

me:

[littlestpersimmon]

in Philippine folklore, Urduja was a warrior princess, who lead an army of men and women. The captain of her own fleet, She was said to be unrivaled in strength and beauty. 

[consteriable]

I hate how you dont contribute to chores anymore. I hate how you walk all over me and make me do the simplest things that I know you can do for yourself.

I’m turning 21 in three days yet you boss me around. This is why I can’t stand up for myself. You guilt-trip me the same way, even though there are some times where I know that you don’t mean it.

Don’t worry. Next year, I will be paying my own bills, food, and things just to earn your respect for me. I’m emotionally and mentally exhausted.

Sometimes I think if I could just have one day of me not existing at all in everyone’s lives, they’d be much better. If I had the chance to die without pain for one day, I want to see everyone’s lives (past and present) brighten. I think about jumping off the building and throwing myself in the middle of the road a lot, but the process terrifies me.

I wish I could just die. Not necessarily go through process of death, but more so in disappearing.

So that way, when I disappear, my depression won’t be everyone’s burden. And my happiness and me striving for it won’t be a burden to you all.

It sucks that it’s a huge risk. Because if I go after what I know what’s best for me and what makes me happy, I’d have to sacrifice the “love” you have for me.

It’s just that in the end, I want to be me. I want to be entirely me. Even if I don’t know who I am, I want to simultaneously be someone who smiles and someone who cries. I want to be me, who chases after her dreams. I want to be me, who takes care of herself and herself only. Who wants to enjoy self-care without any worry or guilt. I want to be someone who can do the very best for herself. I want to be someone who can bring the best in herself, because I’m the only best friend and significant other I could ever have.

I don’t want to die, but I want to sleep for a very, very, very long time. If I could go hours or days or months or possibly years without waking up, I’d think that might be a blessing to have, despite knowing that there’s still love and beauty in the darkest spots of my life. I’m just tired of looking for them sometimes. Only because I’m constantly held back by people who are uncomfortable with who I truly am and my happiness. And that says a lot if I don’t go after my dreams simply because they are unhappy.