♡ Sweetener World Tour - M&G 05.17.19 ♡

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♡ Sweetener World Tour - M&G 05.17.19 ♡
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THE YEAR WAS 1430 AND aria was clad in a dress so heavy yet so full of holes that it simply didn’t make much sense. mother was incapable of holding her own, father past the times of living and her brother too young to do any sort of acceptable work ― the reason aria had been sent off to work for royalty.
she wasn’t the fondest of the royals, not because of who they were as people but because the title was something of a sickening topic to her. the fact that there was a family out here who ranked themselves above everyone else ― and society allowed that. maybe without power and authority there wouldn’t be order, but who was to say that? no matter aria’s argument that’s where she was meant to be, went through the process of meeting the king and queen and their nobles, became chosen alongside some of the other maiden’s to offer themselves up to be a part of the castle crew and leave home simply to provide for whoever they had left behind.
feet gently hit the stone steps as she made her way inside, a small cloth bag full of only a minor set of delicates held in her hands. she was instructed to visit her quarters and get herself settled ― and she did ― coming out late in the night to once again greet the royals. the king and the queen were side by side as usual, and she was told that the prince should have been wandering about, and to simply introduce herself upon running into him ― easy enough ― until she was set down a dimly lit hallway and actually did. the man was rugged, taller, dapper. he did look like every common woman’s dream ― but that wasn’t what aria was there for. hands gently clung to the sides of her shirt and she curtsied, head bowed in greeting ― although he was her age he was still the prince, and being formal was the requirement. “prince clifford,” she spoke in a gentle tone.
CLIFF’S FATHER AND HIM have very different definitions of ‘ princely duties ’ . being a prince is all about serving the people, right ? that’s what he thought, but his father seems to only believe in serving himself. its a constant struggle between them, a wedge that had cliff straying farther away from the royal quarters for longer periods of time. profusion is not something that cliff especially enjoys, especially when it comes so easy to those around him. hard work and practice should be rewarded ---- but if God chose his family to be royal, then surely he did not agree.
he has a nasty habit of not watching where he’s going. people usually just move out of his way ? it’s not his fault. clifford does feel bad at first when he runs into a smaller figure. the flicker of light from the candelabra didn’t allow him to register their facial features at first ---- but then he did. suddenly, he didn’t feel so sorry anymore ---- he felt lucky. “ pardon me... ” he says, a bit speechless. he watches her, eyes studying her dimly lit features as she bends into a curtsy. “ you’re new around here, yes ? ” he knows the answer. “ i would have remembered a face like yours, i’m sure of it. ”
@hazcrd
this summer had been so much more than xavier could have asked for. what had started as a desperate attempt at somehow occupying his time -- forced upon by his BRUTE of a mother -- had turned into something so much MORE; and it was all because of madden. the other had consumed his thoughts and his time for the whole duration of the heat-filled months, fulfilling a thirst that xavier didn’t know needed to be quenched. seeing madden’s curly hair and dopey smile was the on sort of SALVATION that xavier readily accepted. he walked the beach, finding himself at THEIR spot underneath the pier -- a spot that was meaningful and a little bit terrifying. xavier didn’t look at his phone, knowing that somehow madden would know where he was in the almost deserted beach. saying goodbye after months of whatever they had shared would be hard, but was nothing that x couldn’t handle -- or so he told himself.
⌈ TEXTS ✱ MADDEN & XAVIER ⌋
MADDEN: that isn't a word u goof
MADDEN: i mean it's more of a 98.999999974889% but most likely ...
MADDEN: will u b there ???
XAVIER: yes it is
XAVIER: shut up
XAVIER: if there's a chance of you meeting me there then definitely (:
⌈ TEXTS ✱ MADDEN & XAVIER ⌋
MADDEN: dont flatter me now
MADDEN: mayb i will come
MADDEN: ((((:
XAVIER: i can't help it (:: ur so flatter-able
XAVIER: maybe???? ):::::::::::
⌈ TEXTS ✱ MADDEN & XAVIER ⌋
MADDEN: is that so ... hmm i'll consider it
MADDEN: u know i blushed when i read that
XAVIER: ): come
XAVIER: i can imagine that sweet lil rose shade on your cute lil face ):
XAVIER: please come )::::
⌈ TEXTS ✱ MADDEN & XAVIER ⌋
MADDEN: we'll see then ;)
MADDEN: how bad do you want me to be there
XAVIER: you know exactly how much i want you to be there don't play innocent
XAVIER: can't properly enjoy a beach day without u
⌈ TEXTS ✱ MADDEN & XAVIER ⌋
MADDEN: hey ((:
MADDEN: are u going 2 the beach tmrw
MADDEN: i already miss u
XAVIER: miss u too, babe ):
XAVIER: i will if you're gonna be there ;)
R O C K Y ;
they were twins, counterparts, but oh so different, & it was times like this that it showed above all. beckford was violent with his fists, yet rocky was violent with his words. they both, should needed, could kill a man twice their size in ten minutes flat, but beckford got enjoyment out of that, whereas rocky preferred a subtler form of torturous behaviour: W O R D S. once in the kitchen, the man couldn’t help but chuckle half-heartedly at his twins complete & utter disrespect for their stepmother. in fact, he had the urge to turn around & give him a fist bump - and he would’ve done, if they were still twelve. his lookalike emerged through the door from the hall, followed swiftly by their ‘ M O T H E R ’, and headed to stand beside their father, whereas rocky maintained in the doorway for a moment longer, lingering as if with silent hope to get out of the situation. he huffed once the man of whom terrified him gave him daggers to the eyes, a silent warning to get in properly, but listened and moved to sit down in the adjacent room where they were to dine. he gave a slightly TOO LOUD scoff, which could’ve been mistaken for a chuckle, at beckford’s words and raised his brows. “good question.” he muttered, causing their father to shake his head through clearly gritted teeth. “boys.” he roared, contained voice full of anger which caused rocky to lean back, concealing his evident fear. “you smell like cigarettes and day old cologne.” he heard a female voice to the left of him and glanced over to see one of their THREE step-sisters looking in disgust. “and your eyebrows look like shit. what are we, stating the obvious now?” he fired back, causing her to scoff and her, or as she liked to think, their mother to step in. “rocky, apologise.” she spoke with a stern phlight, causing rocky’s grin to only widen. “fuck that. she can insult me but i can’t insult her ass back? ugly ass fucking bitch.” he turned back to the table, glancing over at beckford on the other side. “she’s sixteen, you’re twenty-two.” the older woman explained. “and you’re a goldigger.” he turned again. “i thought we were done playing the obvious game?” he raised both brows, and the woman glanced over at their father. “you’ve been here five minutes.” he muttered and, although he’d live to regret it, rocky moved to turn back to the older man, stood beside his twin. “oh, are you joining in the game now. what are we gonna state next? uh, lets see. beck put a guy in hospital last week.. i fucked toni.. hmm,” he moved his slender fingers against his chin chauvinistically, but by this point, mr.ashkahni was stepping over to him and gripping his shoulder tightly, flinging him back to TERRIFYING reality. “one more word out of you,” he warned. “either of you,” a glance to beck, now. “and you’re gonna regret it. got it?” rocky winced because he could take a lot, but his fathers grip wasn’t up there. “got it.” he murmured and the man gave a false smile. “good.” he hummed, letting go of the skin to which he was sure would be broken by the morning, and shuffling around to take a seat at the table. “darling,” rocky rolled his eyes at the pet name, shooting a patronistic glare to his twin. “could you go and see where susan is? surely the meal is ready by now.” rocky moved to lean back once more, glancing to see the foundation of it all, their stepsister, smirking at him with triumph. he bit his tongue and instead got up to sit beside beck, leaning over as their father conversed with his mistress to whisper in his ear. “we need to get the fuck outta here.”
beckford had never been good with emotions, but he knew all too well how rocky felt about his father -- a man that could strike FEAR deep within from just a gaze or a thought. a trait that would be inspiring to beck if it wasn’t for his overall hatred for anyone who wasn’t rocky. his father made beck’s already phlegmatic demeanor even more frigid because of how much beckford really SHOULD fear him. instead, in the place of fear, thoughts of his father were greeted with nothingness. which, were he anyone else, would have been worrying. beckford clasped his hands behind his back as rocky inquired further as to what exactly they’d be eating, which was only met with disdain from mr. ashkahni. “yes, father ?” he asked innocently, although everyone in the room knew that beckford was ANYTHING but innocent. the twin’s reply was met with nothing but a piercing LOOK, the one that silently commanded obedience. the small altercation between rocky and their stepsister was not missed by beckford, consciously taking in every word and rolling his eyes at the puerile jibes and the rebuttal from his twin. as always, the small confrontation escalated into a borderline skirmish, which beck wished had come. the surgical student felt an overcoming feeling of deja vu, which he hated. repetition was his second least favorite thing behind complete tranquility and boredom. what he REALLY wanted to do was give all parties, excluding his twin, a quick punch to the face ( just for fun; an exciting break to the over all disaster of a dinner party ), but he’d learned how to contain the person who wanted to fucking KILL everyone ( except for last week, that was a minor slip. hospitalization was nothing these days. ). a chuckle broke through his stolid façade as rocky called their step mother a gold digger, a response that warranted another LOOK from his father -- which beckford ignored. “what ? that was funny. you can’t tell me that wasn’t funny.” he justified, laughing dramatically just to piss his father and stepmother off more. “five WONDERFUL minutes, i love these family gatherings, i really do.” beckford commented, words so full of SARCASM that he himself almost couldn’t spit them out. at his double’s recounting of the little hospital trip ( not his, obviously, the other guy was a fuckin COWARD ) beckford raised his hand to his father for a high five, only to be received by another LOOK, which... repetition. after lowering his hand, beck nodded at his father’s warning. he hadn’t REALLY been paying attention to what the other had said, but beck really DIDN’T CARE enough to start and sort of scene other than the one that would make everyone end up in a hospital -- but that really was last resort because orange definitely wasn’t his color. beckford too was disgusted by the pet name, but not for the same reasons as rocky. he genuinely didn’t understand why anyone would use the words darling, babe, baby, etc. when referring to someone that they loved. they weren’t two, were they ? they weren’t a BABY, so why would anyone want to be called one ? that was one of the many things that beckford didn’t understand about “normal” people ( as if HE was the freak when they called each other “baby” ). hearing his twin’s words whispered in his ear, beckford silently agreed. this dinner, although it had only been ten minutes tops since they’d arrived, had drug on for far longer than beck was equipped to endure. “please save me, god.” he whispered back, although he definitely didn’t believe in anything holier than the last girl that had spread her legs for him. “what’s our plan ? i’m up for starting a fist fight with someone if it comes to it.” beck didn’t know how, under any circumstances, it would come down to a fistfight, but he wanted rocky to know he was willing.
R O C K Y ;
it was absolutely inevitable that they’d be here because, like themselves, their father had a very stubborn dominance complex. when he was first told of the dinner, he’d refused upon invitation, & mr. ashkahni hadn’t even entertained the idea. it had been a straight up boys, you’re coming. the twins were gangsters - had anybody else tried to dictate their evening they’d be comatose by the unruly hands of beck, & honestly rocky wouldn’t of stopped him. however this was their father, & if rocky was scared of anybody, it was him. “tricked?” it’s a SCOFF that first left his lips, & he shook his head, tongue clicking against the roof of his mouth for extra measure. “more like f o r c e d.” he mumbled, the shunt of his jersey accent sleeting from his words. upon first glance, the home was friendly, & even for a moment rocky was fooled. big, stately, G O R G E O U S, clearly the prized possession of a very wealthy family. most of those things were true. the home was gorgeous & the prized possession of a very wealthy family, but it wasn’t friendly. far from friendly. the ashkahni twins knew that too well. stepping back with a quick shot glance to his sibling, rocky awaited the opening of the door, his knuckles turning white with the way they perplexed his fingers against his palm. his eyes incessantly rolled upon seeing the recipient of the knock, their stepmother, answer. “boys,” she spoke with a false smile, clearly a façade, but rocky didn’t entertain it. “how lovely to see you. come in.” she said next, & he rolled his eyes once more, pushing past her before she could say another word. “how nice of you to invite us into our own fathers house.” he muttered, leaving no room for pleasantries as he approached the kitchen, greeted by the persons of their father & stepsisters. his stomach knotted in fear at the sight of the man, but eyes threw daggers at the girls. “what are we eating & how quickly will it be happening? we have BUSINESS to tend to.”
beckford let out a small chuckle, something that rarely happened around anyone other than his brother. “that’s true, i’m way too BRILLIANT to be tricked anyway.” he shrugged, teeth grinding together in the most casual way as beck awaited certain DEMISE, or an hour of pure entertainment. it could go either way, depending on a variety of factors, mostly the behavior of himself and rocky -- but who could really forecast the future ? seeing his stepmother open the door was not a surprise, nor was it pleasant. from beckford’s viewpoint she had sunk her perfectly manicured claws into the ashkahni twins’ very DANGEROUS, but also very rich father for no other reason other than that mr. ashkahni was worth more than she could ever make in her lifetime. “always nice to see you, mumzi.” he greeted with faux cheerfulness, the term of endearment meant as anything but how it traditionally appeared. “house looks great, although i’m sure that that’s because of the maid, not you, am i right ?” he asked; big, pseudo smile spread across his features as he patted her shoulder and made his way past the woman. beck always was more covert with his insolence, but he had never been the type to just say what he actually meant. actions speak louder than words, after all. beck barely looked at his step sisters ( they weren’t worth his time ) and went straight next to his father. beck knew he should be feeling a certain type of way, but his person was void of emotions. a lot of the time beckford felt as if IRRITATION was all he could feel. “yeah, not all of us can sit around all day in our fancy mansions like you, dad.” it was a joke, but one that was probably best kept to himself. it really wasn’t beck’s fault he had no filter. “what did susan make for us ? because we all know mummy over here can’t cook for SHIT.”
@rcligions
despite his insistence that he was always and forever would be very busy, beckford had somehow been roped into this family dinner. he’d complained to everyone he knew about the trepidations of the eminent family dispute, not that he was actually frightened by the impending altercation brimming upon the all-too-close horizon. “this is gonna fuckin’ suck, can’t believe i was tricked into this mess.” beck rolled his eyes, shaking his head as he thought about how much he wanted a smoke ( a sweet SALVATION between his fingers ), how he wanted to be anywhere but here. “however, m’sure that we can find SOME way to make this bearable.” he tried, looking over to his twin to give him a closed mouth smile. beckford’s knock on the IMPECCABLE white wooden door was without any intent, looking up at the house that hadn’t felt like home in a long while. he hoped that neither his step mother, satan ( which is a lot to say coming from beckford ) nor her daughters, satan juniors, opened the door.
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[BREATHES DEEPLY] I NEED A PLOT WHERE MUSE A AND MUSE B HAD BEEN DATING FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND IT WAS REALLY HELLA SERIOUS BUT ONE DAY MUSE A JUST UP AND LEAVES BECAUSE SHE GETS SCARED OF THE COMMITMENT AND ALL OF THAT AND THEN LIKE THREE MONTHS AFTER SHE BROKE UP WITH HIM IT’S POURING DOWN RAIN AND SHE SHOWS UP AT HIS DOOR STEP COMPLETELY SOAKED TO THE BONE AND SHIVERING AND SHE’S PROBABLY GOING TO GET A COLD AND SHE’S ALL “I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO GO” IDK ??? LIKE THIS IF YOU WANNA DO IT