I roll my shoulders, god is it time to go to the massage therapist again? I think itâs only been a few days, I think as a wince from trying to soothe the tension hijacking my shoulders.
I continue trying to crunch the numbers, trying to get profits up- no doubt to pad my bosses Christmas bonus. I look over my monitors, my eyes sore from the constant blue light, rubbing my bleary eyes and all of a sudden my boss is right in front of me. âJesus christ, sorry sir, didnât see you thereâ I exclaim catching my breath.
âHaha, working hard or hardly working, eh?â A saccharine smile spreads across his face, âmake sure that report is finished and on my desk by tomorrow morning.â he taps my desk and leaves as quickly as he appeared. Leaving me no time to argue that its already 4:30pmâŚ
I walk through the door, sluggish and smell dinner already waiting for me âsmells great love, thank youâ I say as a way of greeting.
I sit and he begins massaging my shoulders âthat job has you wound upâ
Sighing, âI canât just leave it thoughâ I argue.
âwell what if I had something else to help you⌠unwind?â And I swear I can feel the corner of his mouth quirk up into a sly smile.
Exhaling through my nose the way you would when responding âlolâ to something mildly funny. âYea? What did you have in mind?â And settle further into his kneading hands.
He rudely stops massaging and sneaks off to our room and comes back a minute later, a plastic bag in his hand. he holds it up, the contents some light brown dried mushrooms. We have talked about it before but Iâve always been hesitant, Iâm not even a fan of weed, what are psychedelics going to be like? He says itâll melt my stress and âexpandâ my mind to see everything with clarity. That I might just learn something about myself hidden in my subconscious. To me, it sounds like total bullshit but honestly, Iâm desperate to try anything. a clipped âfineâ leaves my mouth and he promptly makes tea.
A few minutes later and itâs ready apparently. Set down in front of me, I just stare at the dirty mud water. My reflection staring back at me while my boyfriend softly rubs my back, letting me take my time and showing support. I pick it up and chug it down quickly, it tastes like pure dirt and my face winces in disgust. âUghhhhâ I release as I swallow and take the cup away from my mouth.
For 30 minutes I laze on the couch trying not to vomit and keep the tea down, were watching our favourite show while my head lay in his lap, while his fingers gently tangle in my hair. giggles escape my lips from something that wasnât even that funny looking back. I swear, The colours looking more vibrant than usual and the popcorn ceiling above us starts shifting and moving in patterns that would inspire Van Gogh.
âItâs pretty, right? Everything just seems to make sense and the fog disappearsâ my boyfriend says to me, clearly noticing my state of mind.
âOmg you werenât kidding! This is so nice to feel so lightâ my hand resting on my forehead in disbelief.
âYou know thereâs other things Iâm right about too, right?â He says to test the boundaries but Iâm feeling too good to fight about it. He stands in front of me and holds his hand out for me to follow, holding his hand so I donât get lost on our way to the bedroom.
The carpet feeling amazing under my feet and I appreciate the art that adorn our walls in a way I never have before. The walk upstairs feels like itâs taken forever but finally weâre here. my world shaken in an instant and colours around me blur and my stomach fills with flutters and my face hits our soft sheets. Instinctively my ass rises off the bed waiting for him to slip a nice, warm, plug inside. âOh no baby, not yet. Sit up.â he commands and my body slumps slightly, âOh donât be disappointed, itâll be better than anything like thatâ I feel his whispers sink deep into my brain and my eyes roll closed, basking in the horny feeling and out of my mind.
Behind me, he fidgets with something I canât see and he threatens me to not look behind me. A giggle comes out and wonder if I should, just to see what would happen. Before I have long to contemplate, something cold touches my face, and stretched into place, feeling like a face lift and my lips swell as theyâre forced out the small hole. the black absorbs any trace of colour and I feel a zip pulled down with an almost silent click. Locking this thing on. Iâm completely blind.
âGood, now you canât fight me anymoreâ he says in a tone that demands respect and I feel my pussy mess my panties. The tight hood feeling incredible, I run my hands all over my skull and swirls appear in the black abyss. âawe, see? I told you youâd love it if you just relaxâ he whispers low and circles my clit, feeling the mess Iâve made.
A moan slips from my lips and his hand covers my mouth âIâm going to speak now and youâre going to listen for once.â My head nodding as I hold onto his every word. his hands leave my aching clit and rolls my nipples between his fingers, âGood, now Iâm going to dress you how I want to and youâre not going to fight. Well, you can, but youâll find out why that isnât a good ideaâ without warning, my nipples light up in pain and pained moans leave my mouth âgot it?â He gets close to my face, I rapidly nod, anything to make the pain go away. Every sensation intensified. he stops touching me and I sit still, fearing what may come if I donât do as instructed to the letter. Time moves weird, it both seems like its been forever and only a moment but he places what feels like a couple stickers on my ass cheeks in various places âthis will just make sure youâre obedient, quick little testâ I jolt up and scream in surprise, panting hard from the startle. âGood, behave or I will activate that again. just so you know, I can also dial up the intensity if i deem that necessary.â He states in a frank tone.
His hands coat my body in a gel and when I wouldnât stop asking questions, my mouth was filled with a mouthguard and a panel gag placed over. Silent and left with only my thoughts while my body is manipulated to his wishes, responding to all his commands âlift your left legâ something rubber feeling slips over my foot as he guides the garment. âGood, nextâ I feel a bodysuit slides up my body and my arms are directed into the long sleeves. The bodysuit threatens to give me a wedgie, I try to pick it out but electricity courses through my body âIf I have to restrain you next, I will. I was trying to leave you some sort of control and independence but I can take it away; itâs a privilege to have free movementâ His tone unyielding and matter of fact. Once the bodysuit is in place and heâs satisfied, I earn myself a cum, without warning, a vibrator is secured to my pussy. His hand holding firm and prevents me from relieving the pressure, the vibrations turn me into a puddle and I collapse to the floor a shaking mess. I get out a muffled scream past my gag as I orgasm and the vibe is removed before I may steal another.
âDonât get greedy babyâ he pats my head while I kneel on the floor in front of him. I feel something hard gently rub on my latex covered pussy, my lust leaking out the sides of my bodysuit while the tight material suctions to my skin. âIf you really want it though youâre always allowed to hump on my shoesâ I hesitate from embarrassment and the pressure increases slightly. My arms wrap around his leg, I scoot myself forward, and seat my pussy on his dress shoes. it feels good. To let go and let myself enjoy being a slut and feel everything, I get lost in the pain and pleasure my memories are fractured into bits and pieces. only sensations remain, the intoxicating smell of the hood, the tight embrace constricting my body, and muffled sounds. This is truly heaven.