𝙸'𝙼 𝙶𝙻𝙰𝙳 𝙸 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄

𝐛𝐚𝐝  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬   𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧  𝐭𝐨  𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞  .  .  .

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*   EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE

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been cheated on     |    been bullied    |     had your heart broken    |    broken someone’s heart    |   told a horrible lie  |     been betrayed   |     been framed / set-up     |     stolen something of value   |     overdosed on drugs     |    been drunk    |     cheated     |    bullied   |    been publicly humiliated    |   punched someone in the face    |     been beaten up   |    broken a bone   |    been admitted to a hospital   |    put someone in the hospital     |   had a near - death experience  |     been drugged   |     done drugs     |    smoked     |     been arrested    |     been homeless   |     been forced to commit a crime     |     died and come back to life     |     kissed someone you weren’t attracted to     |    bled severely   |    killed someone    |     been forced to kill someone   |   had an attempt on your life    |    made an attempt on your own life     |   lost someone   |   loved someone   |     watched a loved one die    |    failed to save / help a loved one  |   felt helpless |    watched your world die / disappear   |   had your life’s work stolen / destroyed     |    gone without food for over three days    |   gone without sleep for over three days    |    been tortured   |    been shot   |   been stabbed   |   been poisoned   |    been held prisoner    |   been trapped    |     been buried alive    |     been held hostage   |   held someone hostage   |     been stuck in a different world / universe / time     |    been slapped / punched by a parent or higher up    |   been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you    |   had a panic attack     |   had night terrors    |     been in a car accident    |     lost your job     |   lost a fight   |    had sex with a stranger     |     been divorced     |     been abandoned    |     passed out from pain    |    cried yourself to sleep   |     spent a whole day in bed    |   hurt yourself  |   taken your anger out on yourself   |    taken your anger out on someone you love  |   been used  |   been manipulated   |  felt used   |   manipulated someone else   |   had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with    |   been taken over by a hostile force    |    been terrified  |     played a cruel game on someone    |     been forced to smile   |    felt too many things at once   |    laughed when you felt like crying    |   been in denial  |   been denied  |    faced your demons

TAGGED BY.   @merceditaes​​ ( thanks ! ) TAGGING.   @dominusornatum​  ( clementine ) ,  @aintfair​​​  +  you !

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↪       luke / aintfair‌:

@convictcd​ asked :                          ‘ take it easy. you hit your head. ’                            hurt prompts   /   accepting .

                                       SLOWLY , IN & OUT OF CONSCIOUS ,                                                 maroons frantically dart around the room ,   going once at lee ,   then at random spots his eyes decide to rest at .   it  was  as  if  he  was  looking  for  someone  in  particular  …  who would he be looking for ?                      ❛   — where’s clem ?   is she okay ?   ❜

           “ yeah , she’s alright , luke . “ he replies , his tone soft when he brings up the warm towel to the younger’s forehead . lee had been the same way -- hell , he still was -- whenever it came to clementine’s safety . more than once , he had gone out of his way to hunt down and kill anyone or anything that had hurt her .

              LEE EVERETT contemplates this fact for a moment before speaking again , “ but you’re reckless , kid . “ he says this with a shake of his head before a sad look appears on his face , “ i appreciate what you’re doin’ and i’m sure that clem does too but y’can’t go lookin’ for trouble , you’ll get yourself killed that way . “ he pulls the towel back and dips it in the water .

           “ i don’t think she’ll like it if you were killed trying to save her . she didn’t like it when i almost did . “ he pauses then grins at him , “ but that won’t stop us , will it ? “

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updates , anyone ?

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↪       mercy / @merceditaes​

fight or flight does her no help.  instead,  the little girl freezes when the stranger approaches — with a huge gun,  no less.  arms clinging to the sleeves of her coat,  mercy’s feet only make feeble shuffles away.  but he lowers his weapon.  he can’t be all bad,  at least now.

❝  no,  i —  ❞      she can’t just leave.      ❝  we were driving,  but i fell asleep.  and when i woke up,  everyone was gone.  i tried to look but …  ❞      a glance back into the woods makes her stomach churn.  she’s gone too far.  what if they came back for her and couldn’t find her?  what if they just got even further separated?  god,  she should have stayed and waited.  but why would they leave her completely alone without even douglas to watch her?  what if someone else had found her there?

the world had changed months ago,  and she still wasn’t used to it.  her dad said she would be eventually,  but that day felt decades away.  that on its own frustrates her.  stranger danger was one thing before,  but now it means too much more.  but sometimes you have to trust them — it’s all so complicated.

but his offer seems like her only comfort right now.  whether or not he’s lying is a different thing entirely,  but mercy’s mind has been occupied by the dread of being alone for a little too long.  no walkers had crossed her path yet,  luckily,  but that’s not to speak for the next few hours — few minutes,  even.

❝  i’m mercy.  i … my parents might be looking for me.  ❞

            he looks at her for a long moment , the last time he heard that from a little girl was when he first met clementine , when she had questioned on whether or not she should stay at her house in case her parents came home . in all honesty , he doesn’t know how to reply to her when she says this -- just as he didn’t know how to reply to clem because he knew that they wouldn’t return -- because he is UNSURE of mercy’s parents and their whereabouts .

            so he hesitates before speaking again , “ it’s not too far from here , mercy . “ his tone is gentle , not wanting to scare her away . he doesn’t want to doubt her when she says her parents are coming to look for her . “ it’ll only be for a little while -- we’ll keep you company until they do come and look for you , okay ? “

               he slings the rifle over his shoulder by its strap to offer mercy a hand , “ don’t worry , i’m sure they’ll be able to find us . “

[musingovermusings]

The  l a w  ain’t never been a friend of mine,                                  I WOULD  K I L L  AGAIN TO KEEP FROM DOING TIME.

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I took the pistol and I shot out all the lights,       I started RUNNING in the middle of the night!

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                                                continued​​ FROM here !! | @vxmpire-bxt​

                he wondered if it really was clementine or just another girl who had managed to steal her hat away but that didn’t quite stop him from approaching her after watching her stumble backwards 

                 when she looks at him and says his name , LEE EVERETT doesn’t know what to do ;  he had been SEARCHING for her for , endlessly , tirelessly , and , most of all , hopefully after he had awoken days after he had told her to leave him behind . 

                “ clementine ? “ he hears himself ask , his expression crumpling into something pained and grateful all the same . falling to his knees in front of the girl , he looks at her , the corners of his lips pulling upwards into a sad smile , unsure if he should pull her into his arms or remain at a distance . 

                he chooses the latter , too afraid of being yelled at by the girl who had also been convinced that he was going to DIE . after all , he had been bitten and his arm had been amputated by hand , he had gone to the marsh house and saved clementine from that MAN , only to grow weaker as time passed .

                   she had been a witness to almost all of it . you could leave me . . . it’s okay . . .

                   he had woken up a few days afterward , alone , and it was terrible .  he wets his lips before speaking again , “ are you alright ? he didn’t hurt you too bad , did he ? “

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                                  @crackinthewhip​​ EXPRESSED ❝ i’ll do what i got to.  ❞

      ​                ↪       caring sentence starters    —     STILL ACCEPTING !!

              LEE EVERETT quirks a brow , “ you know you don’t HAVE to do anything , right ? “ he asks softly . “ these people aren’t exactly helpless , they’ve survived this long without anyone helping them ; i’m sure that they’ve got what it takes to take care of themselves . “

                 he overlooks the walkers that roamed the city from atop the building he was currently staying at , a bottle of water in his hands . he takes a long drink before continuing to speak , “ i know because i’ve seen helplessness -- hell , i’ve been helpless -- before and they don’t look like it . ”

                 he presses his lips together in a tight line , “ but it’s your life and i can’t make these decisions for you . “

[horrificmemes]

Betrayal & Regret Sentence Starters

“I told you not to get too close to me.” “From the day we met, I knew I’d hurt you eventually.” “I wish you never had trusted me.” “I told you to leave, but you didn’t. I gave you the chance!” “We were never friends. I’m so sorry.” “I did something terrible.” “It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” “I’m mainly sorry that somewhere along the way, I started to care about you.” “I guess this is a lesson in not trusting people, right?” “How long?…Since the beginning.” “I wish I could just make a wish and become a better person.” “None if it was real, but I wish it was.” “Do you think I liked hurting you?” “I hurt people. It’s all I’m good at.” “I did it because I had to, not because I ever wanted to.” “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.” “You should have walked away when you had the chance.” “If we had never met, it would have saved us both some grief.” “I know it hurts, but I’m still glad we had the chance to know each other.” “Hurting you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.” “I didn’t want it to be like this, but I had no control!” “I guess I’ve just never been a trustworthy person.” “I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t want to forgive me either.” “So? Aren’t you going to say something?” “If I tell you what I did, we’ll probably never see one another again.”

“When were you going to tell me about this?” “Why me? Of all people, why me?” “You planned this all from the beginning?” “I wanted so badly to think you were different.” “How could you lead me along like that?” “None of what we had was ever real, was it?” “So, our friendship didn’t mean anything to you?” “I would have done anything for you, but you’ve ruined all of that.” “All of the things I sacrificed for you didn’t mean a thing?” “I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person.” “If I could go back, I would just walk away.” “I forgive you, but I’m not going to forget what you did.” “No. I don’t accept your apology.” “After all your lies, how do I know you mean it when you say you’re sorry?” “I hope you realized what you did was cruel.” “I still care about you.” “Just tell me that your feelings towards me were genuine.” “What on earth is worth betraying someone who loves you?” “If you want to regain my trust, you have to earn it.” “Don’t just say you’re sorry. Show me that you’re sorry.”

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                                                  @merceditaes​ LIKED for a starter !!

               he kneels in front of the girl , concern written all over his features for her well-being . of course , LEE EVERETT , was a caring and concerned man despite his pent up anger and disdain towards some of his current group members : those ‘ people ’ only being LARRY . 

               but this was a child -- a little girl around clementine’s age , walking alone in the woods not too far from the MOTOR INN . lilly had strictly said ‘ no more newcomers ‘ ever since lee had invited ben and his friends to join the group only for his teacher to turn and attack him . 

               he was almost positive that she was all by herself through this -- at least now but he didn’t want to assume what her life was like before lee had stumbled upon her while he was hunting . he had lowered his RIFLE whenever he saw her walking even though he wasn’t sure if she was a walker or not and had automatically approached after alerting his presence to her . 

               he trusted too easily , lee , who knows what this girl had in plan ? what if she had group members who had sent her out looking for others ? 

            she’s just a little girl , he told himself , she might need help .

            “ are you out here all alone , honey ? “ he asks , quirking a worried brow , “ because i have a place not too far from here -- we don’t have a lot of food but we can offer a safe place to stay . “ he wants her to come with him ; not because of sinister intentions but because of ones that are as pure as it could get .

            “ you don’t have to be alone through this -- hell , i’ve got a little girl and boy around your age at the camp . my name’s lee , what’s yours ? “

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                                                   @angerdad LIKED for a starter !! 

             " kenny ? is that you ? “ LEE EVERETT had been looking for clementine as he has for the past three years when he ran into the man he had thought had died after trying to save ben when a horde surrounded the alley ; kenny had told lee to run . his brows furrow a little more as a new wave of emotions hit him : kenny was alive and he was too . where was CLEMENTINE ?

             tears . how long has it been since lee had cried ? he could feel the familiar sting but his tears had all since run dry the day he had awoken and clementine was gone and he was truly alone : he didn’t have his left forearm , didn’t have clementine or kenny - let alone anyone that he had found joined up with along the way . it was most likely that clementine had left with christa and omid as he had wished her too .

             he is quick to approach , to close the distance between the two of them and throw his arms around the other . he closes his eyes , grateful for whatever HIGHER POWER might be out there that returned his FRIEND to him .

          “ i’m so glad that you’re alive . “

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                                                   @aintfair LIKED for a starter !!

          he’s alone on this cool night , looking up at the sky that overlooked the lake -- it was a good spot to think , really , and that’s what LEE EVERETT tended to do at times like these . he had a bottle of whiskey in his hands -- a rarity nowadays and he intended to keep most of it to himself .

          when the snapping of a stick brings his attention from his thoughts and back to REALITY , he turns with a worried expression on his face . though , the look of concern soon fades and becomes something relaxed .

          “ luke . “ he says in acknowledgement with a sheepish grin . “ you scared me -- i didn’t think it was you or a person , actually . “ he says this in reference to the WALKERS because confrontations with the reanimated weren’t exactly pleasant , especially when all you had was a half-empty bottle of whiskey .

          he looks around for a second before offering the bottle to the younger male , “ want a drink ? you look like you need it more than me. “

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                                                    @quxlm​​​​ LIKED for a starter !!

          lilly had explicitly told him not to bring any other survivors into the motor inn , not take pity on anyone he passed by or heard cry for help , and , most of all , to keep his head down .

           LEE EVERETT was never one to listen anyways . 

             he approaches the crashed car slowly , afraid to alert anyone who may or may not remain inside the broken vehicle . “ hello ? “ he calls , “ are you alright ? i’m here to help -- don’t shoot . “

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                        @apocalypseraised​ EXPRESSED ❝ it hurts to be without you ❞

    ​                        ↪       angsty sentence starters    —     STILL ACCEPTING !!

          “ i know , sweetpea . “ LEE EVERETT murmurs into clementine’s hair as he holds her close in a tight embrace . “ i know but you’ve made it this far without me . “ it’s been three years since he’s last seen her .

             currently , he’s still missing his left arm -- though it is now an unbandaged stump that he’s managed to work around -- and he’s very much alive .

             reunions were always BITTERSWEET in his opinion but this one is different -- he’d been looking for her since the moment he woke up after passing out due to the pain -- after he had been convinced that he was going to DIE ; after telling clementine to leave him behind . 

          “ but i’m here now and i’m here to stay . “

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                                         @apocalypseraised​​​ LIKED for a starter !!

          “ clementine ? “ LEE EVERETT asks , before kneeling down in front of the girl he’s vowed to look after . “ what are you drawing ? “ he looks at the art that she’s doing , a soft smile lighiting up his features in appreciation of her youth and imagination -- lee could never do something like that .

             at least not now : he’s got too much on his plate with lilly and kenny arguing all the time and with the guy whom lee had CHOPPED THE LEG OFF OF still lying unconscious in the bed of the truck near the gate . he hoped that he wouldn't die -- he’s seem too many dead bodies already .