Night-Thinking Day-dreaming

[cookiebear72897]

I’m done hating myself for feeling. I’m done crying myself awake.

[suicidal-silhouette]

Every God damn day...

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

It feels unsafe how quick my mood can change. One moment, fine. The next, falling. The next, drowning. I can't keep up. I just want to be brave. I want to be stable. I want to wake up in the mornings and trust myself, trust the day to not go dark at a moment's notice. But it's always restless here. My mind can move so fast sometimes, it makes my head ache.

[academicssay]

[positivedoodles]

[thedepressednurse]

Yes!!

[theslaybymic]

Watch: Kristen Bell opens up about the mental health double standard and how she manages her own struggle.

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[laureninlilly]

Hit reblog on this so hard

[geniusorinsanity]

SHOUT OUT TO KRISTEN BELL’S MOM THOUGH? WHAT KIND OF FANTASTIC SELF-AWARE PARENTING, WELL DONE MA'AM

[anxietyproblem]

[infpisme]

[abnormall]

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[cookiebear72897]

Sober

I’m sorry to my future love, for the man that left my bed. For making love the way I saved for you inside my head.

I don’t I don’t I don’t know why, I do It every every time, it’s only.... when I’m lonely. Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don’t want to fight, I try and I try and I try and I fight, it’s only, when I’m lonely.

[cookiebear72897]

He had a passion for things he knew could hurt him, but he never stayed long enough to get hurt. Sometimes, I guess he found that feeling with me, and the other times.... he found it being lost.

[cookiebear72897]

The memories

If what we had was real, how could you be fine? I remember the day you told me you were leaving...

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia... and forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you, and the memories I never can escape.

[booksqouted]

“You’d rather make up a fantasy version of somebody in your head than be with a real person.”

— Jenny Han, To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[moveoverlucifer-deactivated2017]

I have no more fight in me when it comes to friendships and relationships… if you want to go, go.