almost home
roma★
Sweet Seals For You, Always
Love Begins
taylor price
bliss lane
noise dept.
Noah Kahan
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
if i look back, i am lost
untitled
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
Cosimo Galluzzi
Today's Document
Origami Around
Stranger Things
pixel skylines
h
@theartofmadeline
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Algeria
seen from Brazil
seen from Malaysia
seen from United Kingdom
seen from T1
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Cambodia
seen from Argentina
@coolbeanz96
When one opens their eyes to the possibilities of time having the ability to heal all wounds, people take it for granted and dont realize exactly what the meaning behind it is. When you sit there and think to yourself about how time has passed and loved ones are still there for you regardless its also taken for granted. We all need to open our eyes to be able to read the message in the bottle, before we drown in our thoughts around the concept of time.
See Through Your Eyes as I Read Between The Lines.
I really dont want to write these words but sometimes things have to end, usually things die fast and wuick but sadly we are dying slowly and it hurts me more then it hurts you. This is really hard for me to write because i am potentially going to lose somebody i put lots of time into, to those who are reading this you can take a guess who it might be but I won't say anything more. Busy times lay ahead of us both and you just so happened to get the easy way out. I've already broke you so you aren't afraid to leave for good, but me I can't help but let things collapse slowly but yet at a fast and alarming rate. I won't say you used me but it sure feels like that's what occurred, i havent gained anything and if thats how things were meant to be then so be it... The end is something i have to face and it feels as if a dark figure has got on top of me and is forcing my inner will to slowly suffer as someone so close slips away so easily with out any sign of looking back, do not address me after you read this for this is something i wish not to talk about it brings so much pain and it's almost to much to handle... I was a blind sheep and the virus has infected me so deeply that all i can do is lay here and watch everything deteriorate amd turn to ash, I will never feel like this again you are not poison nor toxic just played me like a game because I let you. I have seen through your eyes and now I stand alone reading between each and every line you have to say to me. I see your games now and you might just see "the go fuck yourself" attitude you wanted, it's been a game all this time and now it's a joke too me because i can rip hearts out if i wanted but i choose not to because i dont have fear in my heart of losing what is mine because they feel the same. You are not mine and you never were so how about a classic ending to things? Nah i wont end it here you dont deserve this much kindness, be prepared for hell because i will take back the time you stole.
Up and down...
Can you figure out the difference between the two? you would think so but when in reality things aren't always as they seem. I was given a big step up and I felt like I was on cloud 9, a day goes by and it all comes crashing down.
You would think riding on cloud 9 is a great feeling, well it is but when you have nobody to share it with it seems almost miserable. Trying to find your way in life is hard but this situation should have been an up in life lead to a huge drop downwards. Sometimes you have to stop and think about the accomplishments you've done just to bring yourself back up, well this time I have to fight for those thoughts.
I realize I will have nothing in the end no matter how hard I try, I seem to constantly drift downwards, deeper and deeper into this thought cycle. I will overcome this downward spiral, and I promise myself I will rein victorious of my mind once again.
Silence is all I have left...
Proposal of insult
Sometimes one can't understand the feelings of others, but at this given time I feel as if nothing matters. I feel like I've let myself get worked up over nothing, but I will always feel a great pain no matter the reason behind my mindset. I'm sorry we both feel differently in the way our lives have been going, but it feels like nobody understands the pain and the struggles of what I've gone through to make it to this point. I feel insulted by the lack of communication and understanding but we are only human and I cannot control what one does, even if it hurts me to see happen. I feel worthless and broken, like yesterday's trash even though you say different it will never make me truly believe it. For now this is all and maybe we will work things out but this is a way nicer version of what I was thinking.
Sincerely Me..
Hands of Time
When one opens their eyes to the possibilities of time having the ability to heal all wounds, people take it for granted and dont realize exactly what the meaning behind it is. When you sit there and think to yourself about how time has passed and loved ones are still there for you regardless its also taken for granted. We all need to open our eyes to be able to read the message in the bottle, before we drown in our thoughts around the concept of time.
When we go and see a loved one we think they will be there next time, and next time comes around and they are gone. maybe not for good but it has a substantial amount of stress on our concepts of time management around when they will be back next. continuing on, maybe next time they wont be there waiting for you? I know it sounds dark and depressing, but maybe it’s the truth?
If you dont open your eyes to the facts that time doesn’t wait for anyone, you will lose everyone around you before you take the step to see them next. in the end of things their life is most defiantly not the beginning of yours...
When you pass away everyone around is paralyzed from the fact that time didn’t wait. Never take “I’ll see you tomorrow or next weekend” for granted, it takes a single second for a person to pass regardless of condition. Once the mind slips into the other realm it has a hard time leaving because everything you couldn’t do is now possible. Remember the thoughts of losing a loved one because in the end those are what will drive you to see the remaining ones regardless of how busy you are, it takes one phone call to brighten the day of grandparents or even parents.
Time doesn’t always heal the wounds left behind, but time will help you get over the initial sting of things, and it will help you remember the feeling of not being able to be there when someone needs you the most.
Lead balloon.
The dying dream as become close and it has become intensely complicated to describe how things will work out. I used to write for someone now I write for myself, nothing left to carry on about so this may be a bunch of random gibberish.
I wish I could open up my eyes and see the greatness but the road was hard and you were soft. I used to run to you but no more, this will slowly fade away and we will both have forgotten how things used to be. You may say you wont carry on but I know you will.
I have watched you drift away and its nobody's fault but my own, I am hear to make notice of my actions and apologize for the things I have done in the past. I dont expect you to wait as I feel the emotions surround me, it's hard to let go but maybe it's time we let thi go cave in.
Dont let my past mistakes define who you are you deserve better and honestly dont settle for anything less, just let the feelings out and I'm sure someone will come to your crys. Not as a hero but as a friend who you can maybe trust one day.
I guess this is the end and the anchor has finally dropped and the final song was sung.
Anchor tied to my ankle.
I feel like I'm drifting away, a tight tug from below the darkened surface of the sea has me feeling alone as I fight for one last breath. This last breath will be my last and final grasp of life as I start to sink, deep into the unknown abyss as one would call it. I feel nothing but a tight pull on my ankle and the feeling of pressure on my chest is starting to cave in, nothing I can do but let myself feel alone and sink deeper and deeper. You can consider me a wolf out at sea, dominate on land but cowardice at sea. Why do I feel this way you might ask? Well let's be honest here, I was accused and charged with something that costed me time with my loved ones. No it's not jail but it damn well might of been, this pressure I feel is my time as a dad cracking and falling apart, I cannot go anywhere public with children around or where I may think they will reside. I've hidden these thoughts away in the back of my mind, but as the date for my trial inches closer I feel the anchor start pulling once again and the thoughts creep their way back into my mind. I've been crippled with this case against me, I am a family man but cant do family things. Once this case is over I will not forgive you nor will I try and ask why you did it, but i will rise above this and prove to my peers that I am better man because of these thoughts and actions. This wolf at sea has overcome and adapted and overcome the pressures of the sea and the pull on my ankle, I've transformed into a majestic creature and will break free from this and conquer any feet thrown my way. This wolf at sea has become a something nobody has seen before.
Escape a world imposed by Man
When everything turns to dust in a world that has been inspired by greed and control nobody has any idea where to turn. frankly it’s sad how we the people have no general idea what to do during a major catastrophe, as we are dependent on our government and town officials to guide us like sheep. It really takes a lot to break out of the mindset that we have been taught since we were all wee children, but determination and understanding is a key feature required to break out and overcome what has been imposed over thousands of years.
Who we were in past will never be capable of surfacing again, the hunters and foragers of society, as well as the healers aka (Doctors) and many key peoples are lost because of an imposed system of faith and fear. Our lives are going to keep changing due to significant events in the coming years, and it will result in us having to try and tap into our natural instincts as humans to survive. As I mentioned we wont be able to resurface as the people we once used to be, because we have no idea how to truly act on our own without acceptance of a higher power or official.
Darkness will have fallen and our technology will be obsolete, society will be in ruin as the higher government will be deploying their assistance programs to try and keep control, but in reality it was them who ignited the massive crisis and have an agenda to follow. Yes they may help you temporarily but we all know what happens when a dictatorial regime starts, people go missing and soon the population will be halved and exposed of, only those who show potential in striving in the new chaos will be given a chance. This isn’t meant to scare, threaten, or discriminate anyone, it’s meant to be a message to the people of this vast and outstanding nation we call Earth. We shouldn’t live as nations divided but as one nation equal to a society of understanding and acceptance. This will only be accomplished if we choose to help one another and don’t discriminate, the person you just flipped the bird may be your only chance of survival if you cant think for yourself in chaos. Let this be some advice if you’re willing to accept it, remember this is one man’s opinion on how to Escape from a world imposed by man.
Weathering The Storm.
Most people think that once you lose something you can expect the scab on your wound to help keep things from flowing or gushing out, but point of fact is that the scan is only there to help use look past the tragedy and become stronger. The longer you keep your eyes closed and your finger crossed from the truth and let every passing moment swing by without seeing them is a big mistake, one cannot live their life behind there own fears of the world because the world we all live in will swallow you up whole and you will only fall deeper and deeper into a hole of regret and disappointment. This world we live in is full of pain and grief, nothing can stop that but its our duties as our own individuals to take responsibility of our own path and let our inner self walk us along a path no matter how treacherous or discouraging it may be. We all end up in a place in our lives where we don’t know what our purpose is in this world, I happen to be in that spot and i continue to look and pass through the hoops to try and better myself and this cruel world I live in.
Jealousy, Lies, Greed, Misery.
We pick at this scab, it bleeds and bleeds but what do we do to keep it contained? Nothing we just let it spill over and over again. I wish I could go back to who I was in the beginning, the one you fell in love with instead I’ve become my own demons and tore your heart out with my greed and selfishness. Sometimes I feel you don’t need me and I worry you are drifting away to find someone new are to fill the void I have left you by doing what I did. This is not a confession but a statement on how I feel, I feel empty on the inside. Why? Because I tore your heart which was connected to mine, the pain you feel, the betrayal and the hurt all feeds to me through your energy. My emotional wall is up because I don’t know how to feel, we try to carry on with this but we can’t, it’s drug up every couple days and pains me to see you in such deep hurt. You have connected with someone worth you while I guess, but remember this I am your Joker and you are my Harley. The lies I told you i wish I never said them, what is killing me so much is that I hurt you so deeply you trusted me and I tore that connection for my own greed. I wish we could go back to who we were back before this, loving and happy with no walls between us, but the more you talk to your new friend I feel the wall getting bigger and it hurts because you push me aside. I deserve this though, I am not afraid to be alone in can live with my own misery. The only question is for how long before I collapse… every minute breaks me down just a little bit more but I have done this to myself, there is no room for me to fade away I have to much at stake, I see you trying to carry on but every step is a guess and you aren't sure if it's a step in the right direction, but I want you to know we will always be strong together. I want to give you a safe haven at the end of all this and I want you to know I am here and I will always love you. We are each other's worlds and we can't let that wither away.
Sir. Daniel Brooks
To those who may not know me very well I have about 4 personalities that live inside my head, I don't have a personality disorder i just like to express myself in different names or as a different person. This specific side of me I'd like to bring out is Sir. Daniel Brooks, this side of me attaches to music and can play almost any beat in his head. He sings with that scratchy deep metal voice but can also equally sing a soft and light tone, his passion is music and writing being a creative mind is Daniel's job in my original day to day life. He isn't the weird and quirky person you know he is the quiet type of person who goes deep into thought within a blink of an eye. Daniel can be left alone but he prefers sharing his passions with people and it doesn't really match My original mind set of being left alone and being a semi hermit. There's lots more to explain about Daniel and my other personas but I will have to cut this segment short, in a different piece I will gather everything about everyone because Sir. Daniel Brooks is going to have a blast listening to the killer playlist he just made.
Sitting On Edge
Every day I try and sit here and make someone smile, but truly I only want to see you smile. I wish we could runaway and never look back, the coastline shimmering as we clance over the open ocean as the ferry takes us to our final destination. I never want this to be over the feeling of being loved is something I have longed for, but not many have been able to handle me and my decisions. Our memories of midnight walks under the vast open skies and the many shooting stars bring me back to who I used to be back when I was in love. Take my hand and we can work through life together and maybe we’ll accomplish many great things. You never were daddy’s little girl, you are as rebellious as i am when it comes to being told what to do. You play god in your own life and I admire that about you, you may have been erected and cast aside but in my eyes you are a powerful and beautiful goddess. You leave my mind on edge because i am always wondering what will occur next with you and it leaves my emotions growing strong and brings more passion to when we spend time together. Everything we have done this past year has been a blessing and I’d like to say that I’m sorry for hurting you as much as I did, I honestly thought I was replaced and that nothing would bring you back to me as you thought the same. You may have wasted time in your past actions but I hope you realize that my time with you won’t be wasted, our time together will bring great adventure and many stories to tell. The fire that burns deep inside our hearts is something as not ordinary love, but it is something that drives us both to be the best we are for each other. I want you to know that you are appreciated and loved in every way, I hope you don’t question our meaning together. Many may try to be your boyfriend or you advice giver but you truly know who is worthy of that, i will never lash out about things you cannot control. I care for you and wish you were here with me but things aren’t meant to happen for a reason, hopefully you enjoy many of the memories about to be made. I Love You and you shouldn’t ever question that.
Fuelling the Fire
Sometimes it takes a strong willed person to constantly carry their own heart and their losses with them, but it takes an even stronger person to over come the walls that they built themselves and put their heart on the line. Those who wear their heart on their sleeves are a special kind of person, for they know what its like to have their own heart broken. The feeling that you don’t need anyone is a strong and distinct feeling, you want to make amends with everyone who broke your heart so you can move on and love somebody new. those strong enough to tear down their walls know how to treat others who are just as fragile, or better yet just as strong.
To carry on with out anything blocking the view of what they truly intend to do in their life is something not many people can do, they learn to not be preachy if they want to be loved or cared for. with that being said they tend to carry on to the bigger picture which is staying true to what they truly love and what they want to become. Fighting for something you love takes a great deal of courage but in the event that the person feels at a disadvantage they dig deeper then ever before and pull out a significant amount of self willed raw power. What really fuels the fire with these kind of people is having the odds against them, proving people wrong is exactly what these types of people do and there is no way around an argument with them because they will push to hear both sides of the story. They will burry you with everything they know in hope you understand what is running through their mind at that given moment, never take what they say to heart because they don’t have much of a filter until everything in their mind has been processed.
Finally, When it comes time to say goodbye these people have a really hard time forgetting what was there. Emotions linger and will play tricks on the mind, physical touch bugs them because they miss being held or miss being hugged when things went wrong. Mentally these people are strong at goodbyes, they can deal with it like nothing happened but once left alone with their thoughts they go utterly insane because they scavenge every last memory of the person they had to say goodbye to. they practically lie to themselves just to get over a person and it leads into a depression stage or self doubt, these people are just humans and when the fire is being fuelled with all of the above watch out they don’t like being led on or being played as a fool.
Going On or Giving Up
My secret is I truly don’t care about anything anymore, friendships fall apart with every passing week, relationships ending in a blink of an eye. Time for me to pull myself together and bring my feelings closer and tell the universe about my feeling of emptiness, bet you thought this was going to be a piece about inspiration on not giving up? Well tough lucky. I’ve been searching for who i am and it really is clear to me now after i put myself theough heartache after heartache and nights of no sleep or little to no sleep, I am Mr. Shroomie as i have stated before but i have more to offer then a silly name. People may not know it but i do know how to stimulate certain feelings thepugh my speech, i can turn the most upset heartbroken woman into a hopeful and happy lady, or the most anger stricken man into a warm heartfelt boy. I would just like to point out i can manipulate things pretty good but it hurts to even do it not physically but mentally, so when i write this piece I decided to go site by a lake and have the moment just right so i dont get to emotional about it. I may have felt emotional down the last while but today i feel confident and able to tackle anything therefore i am going to openly talk about feeling empty and going on with my everyday life, for me to just simply give up means i fail a lot of people who look to me for advice and for inspiration. Everything that i have done the last couple weeks have really taken a turn for the worst but i have to suck it up and deal with the pain i have caused myself. I truly feel sick and that something is actually eating away at me from the inside, it makes me sick to the point where i feel so out of control of how i handle things. I hope one day i can handle this thing itching inside me i see it as a disease but really it’s my true inner self taking over. The cause of my emptiness is due to lack of socializing with the outter world, trying to find someone to love in such a small circle which never ends up well. I am one of those hollow souls waiting for something to live for aside from a purpose to help those who come to me. I pushed away those who cared and asked them to find others to care for because I couldn’t handle seeing them wishing i would love them back. The whole truth about me is i am alone in the dark and nothing seems to breach the darkness i like to call my mind. Finally to summarize everything up in a short yet long way I get my hopes up about feelings for others and how they feel about me, I’ve had enough of self doubt and thus creating a void of emptiness.
Lurking
The one lurking behind the shadows pushes me away from the one i swore to help, it is negative and it was brought to this world from the two people who you once called your parents. This negative being has deemed itself to be sent from Jehovah and has the intention to get rid of me, I will face this being and be fearless but until that day arrives everyone is at risk who gets to close. This is short because i can't explain anything else just know i am sorry.
I'm Sorry...
The things i have said and the things i let you believe, my past is finally catching up to me and my eyes are open to the things i have done. If i could burn down the supports that hold my emotional side up i would, there comes a time where all one can do is say sorry to those they have hurt and made suffer. I am so sorry that everything seemed to be a lie and i regret not showing the same amount of passion, we choose to battle through broken dreams and step on broken glass just to prove how strong we are. I am not perfect everyone will agree on that, i am sorry but i am leaving things where they stand someone new has come in and swept you off your feet and you dont see it just yet but one day you'll be looking at the sunset off the alantic coast and thinking about the things that could have been. Just be glad you're home and no matter what i am truly sorry for everything and that is all i can say... I'm Sorry...