go free, go off the map

cj indy

[distinguished-mind]

Arón Piper for Número Netherlands by Filip Ćustić

[cooper-james]

knox died, i’m still here, though i don’t really feel like it.

he’s been gone 4 months and my heart still beats, but it aches. I cry for him every day.

the world keeps turning. his absence means nothing to anyone.

I miss you. I love you.

[cooper-james]

there is nothing honest about me or my life

[cooper-james]

when knox dies, i’m out of here. got nothing left

[trueblueboygenius]

happy butch appreciation day to her

[starspulledfromyoureyes]

Julien during the boygenius performance in Belgium photographed by @/mat_book

[cooper-james]

i’m worried it will always be you

[l-amouur]

[cooper-james]

what am i meant to do with how much i loved you?

[julienbakr]

BOYGENIUS | The Rolling Stone Cover

[blond-shell]

BOYGENIUS Rolling Stone (2023)

[julienbakr]

LUCY DACUS, PHOEBE BRIDGERS & JULIEN BAKER boygenius | The Rolling Stone Cover

[julienbakr]

i would do anything you want me to whatever she wants whatever you want

[neckkiss]

[livingwiththeinternet]

Francesco Levy, The Constellations of Summer

[cooper-james]

“I felt an abject unconcern that only comes when there is nothing left to dread, when you find yourself in a cycle of failure so inevitable that it might as well become deliberate. In the addiction literature I read later — desperately, begrudgingly— I learned this is not an uncommon feeling. I found there was a twisted delight in self-obliteration, a relief in the voluntary surrender. It was a shred of power, bleak but gratifying, the kind grasped for when a person’s only recourse against the absurd helplessness of living becomes the ability to destroy their life completely, willingly.”

[blond-shell]

LUCY DACUS / PHOEBE BRIDGERS / JULIEN BAKER