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[owlhouse127]

I finished watching Dark... and now I really don't see any sense in my life anymore.

I miss Martha and Jonas 😭

[cooperm8]

not enough hours in the day

between preparing for classes, writing a 15000 word dissertation and studying for exams, managing my own workload and managing other people 24 hours a week at my job, and going to the gym everyday, i honestly don’t feel like i have enough time to do it all without giving up on something. tomorrow i’m going to try and go to the gym BEFORE work. this will be a difficult task as it’s hard enough getting out of bed at the latest possible time when it’s dark, cold and raining torrentially outside, let alone any earlier. i’m hoping it’ll be worth it to feel the gym endorphins from the start of the day, and to have some extra time to play with at the end.

[cooperm8]

Heyyyy tumblr 😍 Captured a lovely sunny night in my home city 🌞 Check it out - would be appreciated xox

[hunterscoffee]

Me: *Stares at blank document, expecting words to magically appear*

Computer: *Staring back at me* This is one dumb bitch.

[cooperm8]

i mean i’ve now written 1000 of 2500 and just expect the rest to appear from nowhere 🌚 but they always do somehow x

[cooperm8]

Heyyyy tumblr 😍 Captured a lovely sunny night in my home city 🌞 Check it out - would be appreciated xox

[jigglypuffsvevo]

my kink is closing doors so that i am in complete solitude

[caseykaui-deactivated20220420]

[the-fashion-alba]

[taz-62]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[cooperm8]

always. 

[coltre]

[cooperm8]

lil update

not that anyone cares, but I just like getting my thoughts out in the open, it’s therauptic etc 

honestly feel like I’ve had the longest winter break! finished uni before my birthday so around mid december and I’m still not not back for another week 

I’m also not starting my new job until next week either and so I’ve literally had about 7 weeks just chilling. don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining, but I’m also looking forward to some structure in my life again!

got 2/4 uni results back in which I got an A & a B, so I’m happy about that! however there’s still two more to get :( praying that I’ll have passed everything and that’s semester one DONE WITH

over my time off I’ve been back at the gym and eating healthy again, it’s been so difficult! I’m currently following a new gym work out and it’s been proper hard work, I’ve been aching EVERYWHERE. been eating relatively healthy as well, had a slip up at the weekend when I was hungover and just had the overwhelming urge to eat shit

not lost any weight since I last checked which is frustrating me, although I do need to remember that I’m using weights a lot more so I’m likely to lose weight slower

got a fun week ahead of catchcing up with friends and enjoying the last of my time off before it’s back to the grind, excited!  

so yea, apart from that it’s full steam ahead with positive thoughts, setting goals and making them happen. 

xoxo gossip girl 

[noncool-deactivated20210111]

[ps1]

[godshideouscreation]

If you think about me you have to tell me, that’s the rule.

[vanillish-deactivated20211102]

[ardhangini]

bro these days i’m ready to go to bed at like 7 pm

[cooperm8]

i’m genuinely always falling asleep about 7pm but when I get to my bed I’m wide awake