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i told myself i was gonna write 4 pages today but i wrote about 1 and a quarter and then reformatted some of what i had already wrote so im tapping out

ultimately i have built up my tolerance for writing so much and im really proud of that but i think i will just always be somewhat of a slow writer under any kind of pressure to complete something

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i think the biggest issue with gracie abrams is that her nepotism is actually a hinderance to her being taken seriously as an artist but not in the way it normally does for other nepo babies. she really shouldnt be famous at all and should just be one of those knock off phoebe bridgers that has one or two songs go viral on tiktok but ultimately plays smaller venues and is successful but not famous but now just because of her proximity to fame she is put in the category with people like taylor swift and olivia rodrigo where she will never be able to compete

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1979 WHITNEY HOUSTON PASSPORT PHOTO

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i see myself living in a big house with lots of family living with me but maybe i have my own little house out in the backyard that i can be completely alone when i need space

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cant stop sticking my tongue in the new hole in between my teeth after my cleaning

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Went to Paloma wool and they made me fill out a form to try clothes on but then I just waited for a while and realized no one was coming to help me so I walked out. Now I’m sitting in the dentist waiting room with 4 teen boys in baggy jeans

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😅 I just dipped into my savings to buy this

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getting my teeth cleaned today and i think ill leave early because i kind of want to go to the grove. i have to go to samys camera which is just down the street

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4 days no nicotine i feel fine most of the time and then i panic or feel a deep feeling of anxiety and and then i calm down and its okay

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i got oats and am gonna start having oatmeal for breakfast. i got a jar of pistachio butter in san clemente and put it in my oatmeal this morning and its so good

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went to take photobooth photos and wondered why A the camera quality is so good and B why i was invisible and then realized somehow my phone camera had been connected to my computers photobooth

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everyone i know who came from the midwest is like randomly loaded i guess you have to be to make it out of the midwest

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i only ever get really envious of people who were like born into wealth and access but then i remember like my life and my story is beautiful because its mine and no one else's

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all of a sudden feeling the urge again to perform and more than that become a d list celebrity for like a few years and be on a fox show that gets cancelled a year before syndication but its fine because im doing cool stuff outside of my day job like really artsy indie movies that play the smaller festivals and then i randomly get into like real estate and find out im really good at it and completely change career paths or maybe i start a talent agency and eventually i save up enough money to buy a house in the hills