I Am Nobody's BackUp

http://copy-cat-criminal.tumblr.com/post/114123713837/something-happened-in-my-personal-life-that

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Goodbye, everyone.

//If you can contact me somewhere else, great, but I think I’m done. I have no desire to be on these pages anymore... and I’m sorry for that. But I feel unimportant, and it’s like I’m wasting my time these days. I’m grateful for all of you, but when a hobby becomes stressful, it just isn’t a hobby anymore.

I’m not deleting, but I don’t think I’m staying either. As of now, the following blogs will be on what I can only call an indefinite hiatus.

copy-cat-criminal, l-ryuzaki-l, the-phantomhive-master, thatscarletreaper, adopted-by-a-shinigami.

The next ones are going to be a more temporary hiatus, at least for now:

that-crazy-mun, daughter-of-a-shinigami, happy-healthy-safe

For now... goodbye.

-Rayne

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//It’s late. I’m peacing.

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What did I do wrong?

//No, I’m not asking this rhetorically.. I’m fucking serious.

No messages. Very few people bothered replying to threads. People I thought were my friends are avoiding me like the plague, and I don’t even know why.

I’m a fuck-up. I get that. But usually I know what part of things I’ve fucked up.

And right now, I DON’T. So please, somebody, enlighten me.

If I’ve done wrong, I’ll walk away and I won’t come back.

But give me the courtesy of telling me what the fuck is going on.

I’m hurt and I’m confused. And at the same time? I don’t even know if I give a fuck, because this has been slowly happening for a good six months or so with this fucking website. I don’t know anyone anymore. There’s so few of you that I even can believe care at this point. What the fuck am I doing with my life? 100+ followers on here. 500+ on L’s page. And maybe two of you give a damn. What. The. Fuck?

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FOR THOSE THAT LIKE MY WRITING AND MISS ME WHEN I AM NOT ACTIVE ON TUMBLR:

I regularly update my FanFiction.net account.

Currently, the fandoms I’ve written for include: Death Note, Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), Ouran Highschool Host Club, and there’s a Black Cat one-shot as well. I’ll soon be writing Hellsing Ultimate fics as well,, as I have tons of ideas for it!

Click here~

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RAYNE IS NOT DEAD. I REPEAT, RAYNE IS NOT DEAD.

// Holy shit, it’s been over a month. That wasn’t intentional! x_X

Um... yeah, so I’m not dead. If you want details, read below.

I’ve been doing self-improvement times, I suppose that’s the best way to explain it anyways. I was out-of-state with my brother and his roommates for a few weeks, during which I went to ACen (yes, I cosplayed, if you want pictures let me know!).

I’m back in Michigan now.

Apart from that, I don’t have much for excuses this time. I feel unimportant here, so it’s gotten surprisingly easy to disappear. I apologize, but when you don’t think anyone gives a shit.... well, you guys know how that song and dance goes.

[paradoxicalissue]

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people told me they gained over 50+ when i did this the other day so yas

[jakelong95]

wtf i gained over 80 thank u crunchier this is dope 

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nahumanity:

woah this is sick! thanks so much

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Sitting next to him, she just kind of whispered, not wanting to cause a scene or get in trouble in class. “Not many people would agree with you. Don’t get used to it though.” She opened her textbook to the page the teacher was talking about now, taking notes and hardly giving the new kid even so much as a glance. She stood her ground and that was that, she didn’t really feel the need to say anymore.

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Red eyes rolled at the girl’s response, giving little other acknowledgement apart from a soft click of his tongue. Then his attention had fluttered back to the teacher, leaving his book shut as he watched the older woman’s lips move, listening for important bits and tuning out the chatter that surrounded her lesson. At the end of the chapter, there would be  agroup project, which was why Tiffany had been paired with BB in the first place. Really, he just wanted the first day at this place to end so he could go home.

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“That’s too bad, because I do.” The ‘shy’ little thing said on instinct, almost under her breath. She thought about playing it off, but honestly? This person wasn’t all that scary to her. Sure there was that initial anxiety of meeting someone knew, but if he was going to start with something like that, she wasn’t going to sit there and cower in the corner. She didn’t look capable of it, but this blonde little spark could take and dish out almost anything. Besides, even though most people were, she wasn’t scared of him.

The new kid’s eyes widened slightly in surprise, but more the fact that somebody who’d seemed shy had said it - the words didn’t bother or shock him. Actually, they brought a smirk to his face, ruby eyes dancing underneath the artificial lights of the classroom.  So do I, just not strangers, he thought, laughing in his mind but remaining fairly neutral on the outside. “Feisty, I can work with that,” was all he said out-loud, voice flippant and unphased as he once again motioned for her to sit down with him.

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Highschool with Tiffany

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The young blonde just meekly nodded her head in approval at the teacher’s request. 15-year-old Tiffany may have been a freshman, but she was already consided an honor student. She was always helping teachers clean up their classrooms or caught in the library long after it was supposed to close, she was real teacher’s pet, if you would. Although, she had a bit of a problem making friends herself. She wasn’t very involved in student activities or gatherings…not that she wasn’t invited, she just wasn’t interested in any of that. Perhaps forcing a friend on her was just what she needed.

Tiffany tried not to think about that as she gathered her things and moved to sit next to the mysterious new student. “Hi…” She nervously offered a handshake. She wasn’t scared by his appearance, she was afraid of people in general, but it was easy to take it the other way upon first meeting her.

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When the young blonde approached him, Beyond’s crimson gaze lifted from the textbook, and he could see that the teacher must have realized he’d been listening now. That apologetic smile she gave him... he rolled his eyes at it, flipping the book shut with a soft ‘thunk’ as he turned his attention to the other student. She was obviously nervous, not even trying to hide it, and that brought a silent sigh from the back of his throat.

The teacher must be mental, pushing the new kid off to some shy girl...

Not that that is any of my business.

“Hello,” Beyond greeted her, accepting her handshake briefly. Then he folded his legs further beneath himself, giving her room to sit down, as he nodded at the seat, “Go ahead, I don’t bite.. hard.” 

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Pet Sentences

"I brought you a collar"

"You're so sweet."

"Good Boy/Girl"

"I'll make you obey me"

"Bad Boy/Girl"

"Such a beautiful pet"

"You have to sleep in the cage tonight"

"I'm going to have to punish you"

"You like being pet, don't you?"

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Seven year-old Lucas sat on the floor, playing with his toys. L watched from afar, smiling softly. "So, do you think you could keep an eye on him for me?" He asked Beyond, arching a brow. @productofbrilliance

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Beyond had found a place to lean against the wall near where Lucas played, scarlet eyes focused in on the young boy. He seemed easy enough, despite B’s lack of experience with kids. His gaze flickered to the child’s father as he spoke up, nodding slightly, “Yes, that shouldn’t be a problem.”

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“You pro'ly already know, but I’m Lucas.” He murmured, grinning. “You can call me Lukey or Princess Luke.” He was incredibly cheerful now, rather enjoying the man’s company,

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Of course Beyond had known that the kid’s name was Lucas, but he hadn’t been aware of the approved nicknames, so he gave a nod, “I’ll keep that in mind.” He gave the child a light pat on the back, as he was still curled up on his lap, head against the criminal’s chest.

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Seven year-old Lucas sat on the floor, playing with his toys. L watched from afar, smiling softly. "So, do you think you could keep an eye on him for me?" He asked Beyond, arching a brow. @productofbrilliance

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Beyond had found a place to lean against the wall near where Lucas played, scarlet eyes focused in on the young boy. He seemed easy enough, despite B’s lack of experience with kids. His gaze flickered to the child’s father as he spoke up, nodding slightly, “Yes, that shouldn’t be a problem.”

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Lucas stood and plopped down on the man’s lap, hugging him tightly. “Thank you…” He mumbled, resting his cheek on his chest. “What’s your name?” He murmured, glancing up at him.

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The unlikely-babysitter blinked in surprise when Lucas moved to sit in his lap, little arms encircling him before B could even process it. Blinking, he wrapped his arms around the little one, holding him close as he muttered, “You’re welcome, kiddo.” He smiled a little, looking down at the boy as he told him, “My name is Beyond.”

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"I'm bored. Take your clothes off." [aseconddetective]

Beyond’s eyes widened at that.

“—Excuse me?”

[aseconddetective]

Her head tilted slightly as he neared her, almost playing coy before he kissed her. “You certainly are the best choice.” Alex grinned, nudging his face away with her fist playfully before leaning to ruffle his black hair.

“Who else could I just ask to entertain me? No one else who would strip for me that is. You’re the only one who would actually call my bluff on that.” Alex admitted, pulling her knees up to cross her legs on the bed.

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The criminal let himself sincerely laugh now as she nudged his face away from hers, smiling as she ruffled his already somewhat messed-up hair. “I suppose that is true,” he granted her that much, watching as she leaned back against the bed and tucked her knees up closer to herself. 

Taking a seat with her on the bed, he sprawled out somewhat at her side, propped up by one arm. Ruby eyes sparkled mischievously as he prompted, “Shall I continue then, Alex-love, or have I made my point?” There were few people he was close to, but once he was, he actually used a lot of pet-names and terms of endearment.  As it were, he’d called her bluff, and he’d keep calling it if she hadn’t got a good enough laugh yet.

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Seven year-old Lucas sat on the floor, playing with his toys. L watched from afar, smiling softly. "So, do you think you could keep an eye on him for me?" He asked Beyond, arching a brow. @productofbrilliance

productofbrilliance

Beyond had found a place to lean against the wall near where Lucas played, scarlet eyes focused in on the young boy. He seemed easy enough, despite B’s lack of experience with kids. His gaze flickered to the child’s father as he spoke up, nodding slightly, “Yes, that shouldn’t be a problem.”

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“They won’t let me go to school.” He mumbled, pouting softly as he sat up straight. “And they won’t let me play with any other kids. It’s not fair.” He whined, huffing quietly. In truth, L and Light were incredibly protective over their son.

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For a moment, he was quiet, and then he spoke softly to the child, “No, it isn’t fair. I’m sorry, Lucas.” Unthinking, he reached over and lightly put a hand on the young boy’s shoulder, voice gentle, “Maybe when you’re a little older, they’ll loosen up. Until then..”

Well, until then, I suppose I’m this kid’s company.

And I guess I’m fine with that.

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★★★★★ c:

//Aww, thanks Mimi-chan! ♥

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Seven year-old Lucas sat on the floor, playing with his toys. L watched from afar, smiling softly. "So, do you think you could keep an eye on him for me?" He asked Beyond, arching a brow. @productofbrilliance

productofbrilliance

Beyond had found a place to lean against the wall near where Lucas played, scarlet eyes focused in on the young boy. He seemed easy enough, despite B’s lack of experience with kids. His gaze flickered to the child’s father as he spoke up, nodding slightly, “Yes, that shouldn’t be a problem.”

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The child nodded quickly, his gaze softening as he watched the man. “You’re very nice.” He murmured, sipping at his cup again. “My parents are more…” Lucas paused, trying to think of a good word to describe them. “…tense?” He tilted his head, glancing at B for confirmation.

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Beyond looked up from the ‘tea’ at the boy’s compliment, smiling softly, “Thank you..” There was some question in his voice, not sure if that was the right response to a child’s compliments. At the comment on his parents, B let out a little sigh, the stuffed animal forgotten just momentarily as he nodded, “Yes, they can be very tense. I am sure they do not mean to be so towards you.”

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★★★★★ = are you even human? DAMN.

// AWWW THANK YOU NONNIE!