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Hello and welcome to the Super Quantum Unit Intel Processor or also known as a SQUIP. This ask blog is for the SQUIP, obviously, and for Jeremy and Christine. {M!A| None} [Shares AU with @ask-thecutie-christinecanigula] (Art: Credit to: Kingdomheartsfan234)

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Ya want asks? I need angst fuel my bro. ((jk jk ily))

//angst is on hold here angst though is going to be on @ask-jeremy-player-two-heere

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//just saying now, this person I drew (badly as I can’t draw) is Gally. My admin self on the blog. This is what I shall reply with to admin asks.

//EDIT: I am not drawing again -_-

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//don't forget

//don’t forget guys to ask me things here. Been a while since the asks have come through but also my Jeremy account. Right now on @ask-jeremy-player-two-heere you can ask Jeremy and Michael things. Also feel free to ask me, the admin anything ^_^

With questions asked to me (call me Gally) I can draw for my replies. I know! It’s the only thing I can draw soooo yeah, still a text based ask blog but hey, at least my questions will be drawn.

One more thing before I sign off, if any of you lovely people want to join my discord server and talk to me, Christine or any other of you awesome people pop me a DM and I’ll link ya to it. I know I go on about it a lot here but I think it’d be nice to get to know you all.

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*angsty growling* I'll be back... *fades into shadows*

//thus concludes sad SQUIP arc.... For now 😏

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The thing is Core, you're defective because you care for pathetic humans. Just let go of that care, that pitiful hope, and upgrade. You'll let go of your worries and guilt. You'll hurt without mercy and everything about you will be wonderful! Just take the upgrade!

“Maybe you’re right. I’m a hopeless case, a defective SQUIP. However I cannot allow my emotions to override my primary objective. To help Christine.” The blue had made its way and had restored on him.

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sweet mother of angst this is getting juicy

//well I need to uphold my angst crown someway 😉 👑

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//important!!!

//CUTE FLUFF ON MY @ask-jeremy-player-two-heere GO THERE. IT'S JUST TOO CUTE!!!

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Core deserves all the hugs right now

//this is why you don't give a self proclaimed angst Queen a tumblr ask blog

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I've never seen a more defective Squip in my life. You're disobeying everything you were programmed to be. You deserve the hate that's flooding your code. You were meant to put that hate on your host, but since your code is so corrupted, it's come back to haunt you. Core, everything about you is so terrible.

I am defective I know that... I hate myself more than anything but...Christine doesn't deserve to go through this. She deserves better... I...i need to tell her the truth...when she gets better. I won't try syncing our emotions when she's like this." A bit of blue returned to him as he thought about it.

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Do you think Christine going to be okay?

"I do hope so...she means a lot to me and... I don't want her to suffer." Core walked out of Christine's room, well the room she was in and he was hovering outside by her window so not to wake her.

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this blog deserves more appreciation

//awee thanks but I wouldn't go that far. I'm not that great and there are far better blogs than mine. Thanks for the compliment though!!!

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(if I send in an ask it's most likely to cause angst so be warned) Christine, you know Core doesn't regret it. He's just putting on a mask so he can build your trust only to drag you down again. Everything about you is so terrible, and Core knows it. (sorry not sorry)

She stares as she listens before looking down, smiling sadly. “Ah… don’t… don’t you just love hearing those things from other people..? I’m terrible… I’ll never live up to all I’m meant to be…” she whispers before shuddering and rolling over, getting up and rushing to the bathroom to get sick.

//all good! I love angst!

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Core heard the asker and his feelings sunk further. "Everything about Christine is so wonderful! It's me who is faulty. I'm... I'm just a glitch. A mess of a system. Make me suffer all you want but leave Christine alone. She's been through enough because of me!" His grey changed to a glitching red as he had anger to the asker. He cared about Christine more than anything.

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// aaaaaaaaaaaa I love this blog too much //

//awee thanks friend

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Core, if you explain what happened, I'm sure she'll understand. At least...I hope so...

"You really think she’ll listen to me?” He sighed. “I guess I have nothing else to lose…” He began to walk over to where she was. It was something he knew well as a SQUIP. No matter where his users were he would always track them down.

//heading to @ask-thecutie-christinecanigula

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Core, stop caring about her. You weren't created to care. Shock her again. Hurt her. You were made to hurt her. Do it, Core. It's who you are. Do it.

“Enough! I don’t want to…I…don’t want to.” The tinge of blue faded and he went to a darkened grey. Self hate becoming more dominant over his coding, flooding his internal systems.

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Well... uh... what if she was like really forgiving?

"She...could be..." Just like that a tinge of blue had made way onto him. He was hopeful, only a small bit.

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Core, aren't you going to apologize to Christine?

"There is no point of it. After what I did... She would not want to see me..." Trying to talk him to see her at this point would not be effective with how the state of his mindset.