His knot would be so large that it stretches your cunt to its limit, and you can feel how every part of him is churning up your insides- making a mess of your guts as he continues to rut into you like the needy pup he is.
All you can do is sit there in his lap all pretty, legs straddling him, your womanly juices squirting making the perfect little mess on his lap, coating his thighs, and that wonderful knot you can’t get enough of ~.
You're a whore for him, you're his bitch and you'll gladly sit here and take it. You'll be his good girl, allowing him to use your cunt as he pleases while he nips and suckles at the fragile skin of your throat… Even when he bites down a little too hard, leaving an angry red mark that will surely bruise, you'll take it and thank him. You'll even praise him and tell him what a good boy he is for you, that it’s okay of he bites down harder~.
You’re his personal onahole until he is satisfied, until that knot of his has pumped you full- until it’s painted your squishy insides a pretty white… until you’re bloated with his potent seed~ ♡.
Clinging to him, your nails biting into his skin as you try with all your might to hold back a pained whimper, his knot growing in size to your surprise. His arms wrap around you as he places tender kisses along the bruises he’s left in his wake.
Choso’s so lodged within you, unable to pull out because his knot has swelled to its maximum size now… A part of him feels bad, that you’re forced to stay there with him, trapped on his lap- stuck on his fat knot… So he offers a few whispered sweet nothings, before he goes back to fucking your brains out, forcing his knot further into your abused pussy until there’s tears brimming in the corner of your eyes, rolling down your cheeks as he fucks the life out of you.
[ { Synopsis } ] ➤ You'll never accuse your boyfriend Choso of being too jealous of a lover after he reveals to you he has absolutely no problems with sharing you... (part one) (part two)
[ { Need to know } ] ➤This is a What-If scenario that stems from my fic; The F*ck List— A tale in which Gojo Satoru blackmails you into seducing a list of people to clear his debt.
[ { Content & Warning } ] ➤ f!reader, language, threesome, dirty talk, tw; possible men smooching, rough & semi-soft sex, choking, praise, degrading, etc.
[ { Parings } ] ➤ Choso x f!reader & Gojo x f!reader.
[ { Word Count } ] ➤ 6.8k (this entire thing is so long & I am no longer the same woman I was before I wrote this)
The two men don't think they've ever moved faster to do something in their lives. Gojo was scooping you up into his arms in the blink of an eye and Choso was rushing to clean the mess you'd made of his couch.
They were both oddly in sync, seeming to have had the same thought process of what they were about to do with you and how. Choso stayed where he was to clean up a bit and Gojo was carrying you off in the direction of Choso's bedroom.
He was carrying you bridal style and your eyes were all wide and up on his pretty face. You couldn't read his expression very well and you're not sure if that's because you were too fucked out to do so or if it was because you were just distracted by his features.
It's been so long since you'd been this close to Gojo, you nearly forgot how angelic his features are-- even when he's about to ruin you. Gojo catches onto your staring and glances down at you for a moment as he makes a turn, letting out a soft scoff in reaction to you.
"Why're you lookin' at me like that?" He hums before lifting his gaze and peering down the hallway ahead of him. He had no idea where he was going but he'd soon figure it out.
You tilt your head and smile a little, "Third door on your left, 'Toru." You instruct, to which blush spreads across his face as he clears his throat.
"Yeah, I knew that..." Gojo pouts a little and you can't help but find him cute while he continues his little walk, "But you didn't answer my question."
"I'm not looking at you any kinda' way, am I?" You ask with an innocent bat of your lashes.
Gojo makes it to Choso's bedroom and he's quick to walk in and kick the door almost shut behind him as he does so. You wonder why he tried to close the door for a second but you don't get much time to ponder on it as Gojo b-lines for the bed and lays you on it.
Then he's hovering over you, his eyes low on yours, and this look of pure desire washing over his face, "You're giving me that needy lil' look," He explains, "Like you want me to hurry up and fuck you."
You shrug, "Maybe I do."
"You don't wanna wait on your boyfriend?" Gojo asks. He's taunting you now. It's so very obvious with the way the corners of his lips curve into a smirk.
You swallow hard and don't answer for a moment. The two of you just gaze at one another for a long while, Gojo steadily inching down toward you and tilting his head opposite of yours.
His larger body was in between your legs so it's no surprise that you feel his cock brush against you as he gets closer. What is somewhat surprising is how wet his tip is as it brushes over your skin.
Then Gojo's lips are less than an inch away from yours, "Hm? Answer me."
You blink, "He's taking too long," You murmur in response with a slight pout. Lifting an arm and wrapping it around Gojo to pull him impossibly closer, you whisper right against his mouth, "Why wait when you could just fuck me right now? You know you want to."
Gojo's not sure he's ever had this much restraint in his life. Especially not when you sneak a hand down in between your bodies and grab a light hold of his leaky cock just to try and align him with yourself.
Your lips and his were right against each other but you two weren't kissing, simply breathing each other in, staring so longingly for one another. Hell, you might've been too into this because you genuinely forgot about Choso for a moment.
Then Gojo's pushing his hips down into you ever so slightly and his hard and flushed cock is just pushing against your cunt, begging and aching to enter you.
"You're so lucky you aren't mine," Gojo whispers, shifting to kiss only your lower lip before he repositions slightly and moves your hand away from his dick only to grab ahold of himself and tease you by dragging his tip in between your folds, "I'd lock the door and force Choso to listen to me fuck you senseless."
You grin, "What's stopping you? That's probably what he wants anyway..."
Gojo smiles, "What happened to you being nervous about cheating on him?"
"It's not cheating if he wants me to do it, right?" You hum.
A sight leaves Gojo's lips and he starts pushing only an inch of his cock inside you, feeling the way your legs move to wrap around his waist and how your pussy tries to suck him in deeper.
He's then shaking his head, "Thought' you wanted us both?"
"He can join later," You breathe out, your voice airier than before, "J-Just put it in Satoru."
Gojo draws his hips back and you let off a whine. Then he moves to tap his cock against your cunt, listening to how wet and lewd the little smack is, "Want' me that bad, huh?"
You nod, "Mhm..."
"Beg for me," Gojo utters, "If you want me to fuck you so badly and you just can't wait for your boyfriend," He's leaning into your lips again and speaks against you in such a messy way, "Beg for me."
"P-Please?" You whimper, feeling his cock nudge into you again but only an inch, "Fuck, Satoru please?"
"Please what?" He sneers and this time he's pushing another inch in, making you moan slightly.
"Just fuck me," Your words come out in a desperate little whimper and it drives the man crazy.
Gojo lifts his face up and slightly away from yours and pouts, "Just fuck me," He mocks, to which heat rushes to your face and you turn your head to the side, "So fuckin' needy," He groans as he finally starts pushing his cock inside you.
Truth be told, he couldn't wait either. Not when he had you to himself for a second, not when you were looking at him so longingly, and not when your cunt just squeezes around his shaft as he enters you.
It was like you wanted to push him away and yet suck him all the way in at the same time. You were so perfect. Gojo couldn't help but stare at the way your eyes flicker as he gets about halfway in-- you were too damn cute.
All that whining moments ago just for you to start struggling already. And to think you're supposed to be able to handle both him and Choso?
Gojo starts snickering, "Fuck, you're adorable," He says as he flashes a smile at you.
You glance out of the corner of your eye and furrow your brows as he continues pushing in-, fuck how much more does he have to go?
The man tilts his head at you and inclines down again, "Face me, sweetheart," He says, "I wanna watch the way your face twists up when I'm all the way in."
You swallow and slowly turn your head to him, your lips grazing his as you do so.
Then Gojo bites his lower lips, "Good girl," He praises, earning a whine from you. And that's all it takes for him to shallowly thrust the remaining inches of his cock into you.
Oh how he loves watching your entire facial expression change. Eyes rolling, jaw-dropping a bit, lips parted, and a sexy moan leaving your throat. Gojo pretty much forgets what the hell he's supposed to be doing at that point.
Because then he's pulling back out and thrusting deeper in, his hips crashing into yours and another moan, this time of his name, pouring out your mouth. Yeah, how did he get here again? What-, no who was he supposed to be waiting on?
Ah, he couldn't remember. Not now at least, not when your arms and legs are moving to wrap around him comfortably. And goddamn the way your pussy squelches around his dick, so loud and messy for him and he's barely even worked up a pace yet.
He'd fix that relatively quickly though, allowing you a few thrusts to get used to him before he can't take it anymore.
Gojo's eyes bore down into yours and he drinks in your face while he starts drilling himself into your tight hole. Then he's talking, "Fuuck, y'like that? Like' bein' an impatient lil' slut and gettin' dicked down without your boyfriend, huh?"
God, you hated his mouth. Or at least, you think you do. "M-Mmgh, Satoru-"
"What's he gonna think when he walks in, hm?" Gojo taunts, shifting to angle his hips differently and fuck into that one mushy spot inside you. Then he scoffs, "Actually, moan a lil' louder so he can hear ya'."
You bite your lower lip on purpose to keep your sounds in and then shake your head no.
Gojo scoffs, "No? Fuck you mean no?" He grunts, his voice getting so low as your brattiness ticks him off. Then he moves a hand to your face, grabbing a rough hold of your chin and moving his thumb to pry your lips apart, "Let your boyfriend hear how impatient you are," He huffs out.
"Fuuck-, S'toru p-please," You whimper, a slight bit of drool leaving the corner of your mouth.
He smirks, "Goddamn brat," The tip of Gojo's cock is just hitting deeper and deeper and deeper, "Tellin' me no," He huffs, "The hell has gotten into you, huh?"
You whine again, "M'sorryy... mmmh, hahh-, ahh..."
He tips his head to the opposite side, "M'sorrryyyy, she says. Please fuck me, Toru, she begged. Aaand yet here you are; fuckin' whining," Gojo mocks you as he just buries his dick as far in as he can go.
It felt like he was tearing you apart. His hips were so mean and brutal against yours, never giving you a chance to properly breathe before he's drilling into that spot that makes you see stars. You couldn't even think straight anymore unless he was talking to you and even then his words only made your situation worse.
Hell, you were cumming around his cock before you even realized it.
"Ohh, look at thaaat," Gojo huffs out, "Now she's creamin' on me-, fuuck..."
A shaky hand moves and tries to go to his mouth because fuck you just needed a second to breathe, to process what was happening, and to shut him up. But of course, Gojo just grabs your wrist and then pins it up over your head.
"Tryna shut me up?" Gojo snickers, "Why, pretty girl? Am I not makin' you feel good?" He whispers.
The heavy smack of his balls to your ass echo throughout the room, the loud and sloppy sounds of his harsh thrusts heard everywhere. In and out and in and out, Gojo wasn't slowing down for even one moment. He was damn there pussydrunk already.
By this point his mouth had a mind of its own and his hips wouldn't stop ramming into you. His soaked tip hit yet another spot that had your breath leaving your throat over and over and over again.
"F-Fuck-, oh fuck-," You gasp, eyes widening as your back arches up into him a bit, your chest flush with his as he then rolls his hips down into you to really dig into that very spot, "Oh my g-god- fuuuck, 'Toru p-please."
Gojo moves his free hand and trails down along your body until he feels the prominent outline of his cock inside you. Then he smirks just as he presses down on it, "Yeah? Feel' me right there, huh?" He whispers sensually.
His voice drove you insane and it's just perfect that he simply never stops talking.
And of course he moves over to whisper in your ear as he pounds into that spot of yours, feeling your walls clamp and clamp around his cock, "Forgot allll about your lil' boyfriend, didn't ya?" He taunts, making you let out such a whiney moan in response, "He's gonna walk in any second now 'nd catch you makin' a mess all over my cock."
You unintentionally squeeze around him and Gojo moans before his hand dips lower down and his thumb makes a messy connection with your clit, the initial contact making your entire body jolt and your legs clamp up, "F-Fuu-uck-, p-please-, please... hahhh," You're not sure what you were begging for but it's all you could say as his thumb circles your no-so-forgotten clit so tortuously slow.
Gojo kisses the crown of your ear softly and his thumb continues to draw tiny little shapes around your clit despite the rough thrusts into your pussy. Your cunt was spasming around his cock, twitching and throbbing all around him and making him groan at the way you squirm.
"C'monnn, y'know what I want," Gojo utters, his words caressing your ear so softly, "Cum f'me, sweets. Squirt on my fuckin' cock," He pleads, voice deep yet desperate with you, "Lemme prove your boyfriend wrong."
"Hahhh, S-Sa-, mmmgh-, Satoru," You whine out, voice slurred as you feel that sensation building up in your core again.
Gojo's eager for it so his pace grows a bit animalistic, sloppy even. So badly did he want to experience you squirting because of him, not your boyfriend. Choso's little comment from earlier still has Gojo upset so, he's taking it out on your poor overstimulated cunt.
All whilst he's whispering into your ear, "Fuuck, c'monn. Give it to me," He groans, "Fuckin' give it to me, sweetheart," Gojo's blurting out whatever comes to mind as all rational thoughts fade from his mind, "Y'know I'm fucking you better than he does anyway."
And with that, it happens.
Well, not you squirting again but your boyfriend walking in. Neither you nor Gojo realized until Choso huffed out a scoff, "Not like that, no you aren't." He comments in response to Gojo.
Maybe it was the shock from hearing Choso's voice, or perhaps it was the way Gojo thrust in balls deep as he too was shocked but either way, you do experience another leg-shaking orgasm.
As you do so, you're letting out a moan and you feel like you're about to pass out. You came a lot but, you didn't squirt— which ultimately leaves Gojo disappointed.
His lengthy cock is still buried into the hilt of your pussy but he stops moving at the sound of Choso’s voice. His breath is felt against your ear before Gojo grits his teeth a little— he knows he was close to getting what he wanted.
Then Gojo sighs and leans up, not daring to pull out of you yet as he sits back on his heels and pulls your hips along with him. It’s like he didn’t want to separate from you at all.
Turning his head back, he spots Choso standing at the doorway, leaning against the doorframe with his eyes low and on the lewd scene before him. The two men lock eyes before Choso shakes his head.
Gojo frowns as he finally processes what the hell he’d said to him, “What do you mean not like that, no I’m not?” Gojo huffs, “Had you not come in here, she would’ve wet me up like I wanted.”
Choso scoffs, “Yeah? Think so?” He taunts.
“I know so,” Gojo argues, eyes narrowing at the dark-haired man, “I felt it.”
“Uhuh,” Choso chastises, smirking a bit as he crosses his arms over his chest, “And what ruined that, me?”
“Yeah.” Gojo huffs.
“Aw,” Choso frowns, mocking Gojo’s expression as he pushes off the doorframe and slowly walks toward you two, “You’ mad cause you can’t make my girlfriend squirt?”
“I can,” Gojo emphasizes, “You just ruined the moment.”
“No one told you to stop,” Your boyfriend argues.
Gojo’s fingers are gently tracing indescribable shapes on your hips as your cunt keeps his cock nice and warm, “No one told you to come in here.” He fires back to your partner.
Choso raises a brow, “No one told you needy lil’ sluts to start fuckin’ without me.”
Gojo’s cock twitches inside you, “I’m not the needy one. Your girl here was the one beggin’ for my-“
“You told me to,” You mumble.
The man doesn’t even look down at you. Instead, all Gojo does is move a hand and squat his thumb over your clit again, making you jolt as you take that as his way of telling you to be quiet.
“Pretty girl couldn’t keep her hands off me, what was I supposed to do?” Gojo says as your back arches a little and your hips roll upward for more friction.
Choso couldn’t exactly see you too well yet but it was pretty obvious what Gojo was doing and he could hear the gentle whines you released. “Wait,” Choso says, “You were supposed to wait.”
A groan leaves Gojo’s lips and he rolls his eyes before turning his head away from your boyfriend and down to you, his eyes softening as soon as they land on the way you’re looking up at him. You had a hand trying to reach down and push his finger away from your clit but you were struggling— adorable, Gojo thought to himself.
“How could I possibly keep this,” His hips roll into yours and you moan, “Waiting?” Gojo questions.
“Toru,” You hum with a pout on your face.
He smiles and tilts his head at you, “Hm? That’ feel good?” He coos, his thumb shifting a little and pushing against your clit before he swats at it again. You nod in response and he continues his motions.
Choso rolls his eyes at you two. Despite the attitude he was putting on, he can’t deny how painfully hard he’s been. Even as he was cleaning the mess in the living room moments ago, he could hear you and Gojo going at it so he knew what was happening.
And when he had walked in and saw the way your cunt stretched around Gojo’s veiny cock, he couldn’t help but stare. Choso had to swallow hard at the sight because it made his dick throb wildly.
He was actually just watching for a bit before he even said something, his hand groping his erection at the sight before he couldn’t take it anymore.
All of which leads to now as he approaches the bed and you and him finally catch sight of one another.
Choso tips his head to the side as your eyes lay on his, “Look at youuu,” He murmurs, “Havin’ fun gettin’ fucked by someone else, huh?”
You frown, “N-No,” Gojo suddenly spits down on your clit and your body twitches as you talk to your boyfriend, “W-Want you too, Cho….”
He smiles, “Do you? Y’look like you’re havin’ a great time without me.”
It’s so sexy how you reach a hand out in his direction and whine for him, “P-Please, Choso?”
“You’re so cute when you beg for me, baby. How could I ever say no to ya’?” Choso comments with a smile on his face while he moves to get on the bed.
You and him forget Gojo’s there for a moment as Choso makes his way closer to you and then leans down to your face, his eyes gazing so intently into yours.
You try lifting your face to his to close the distance and kiss him but he leans up a little, “You want a kiss?” Choso teases.
You nod, “Uhuh.”
His hand carefully moves to grab a gentle and loving hold of your face, completely forgetting that he earlier said he was gonna put you in your place— Choso can’t even think of that right now when you look so fucked out and gaze up into his eyes so lovingly.
He sighs and leans down to you again, “Promise me somethin’ first.”
You bat your lashes at him and your eyes widen a little, “…Okay.”
All while Gojo’s sulking as he watches you two converse so intimately and just leave him out. As if to insert himself, despite his cock literally resting deep inside you, he spits on his thumb and rubs against your clit gently just to make your conversation a bit more difficult for you.
A breathy sound leaves your lips and Choso smirks, whispering to you so that Gojo can’t hear, “Stroke his ego a lil’ bit f’me, okay?” Choso instructs before placing a soft peck onto your lips.
You hum and then furrow your brows a bit as he pulls away.
“Make him feel good, baby” Choso hints and you think you get the idea of what he wants you to do.
Then he presses his lips into yours and carefully makes out with you. Ah Choso couldn’t help but forget why he was ever even upset with you. Why’d he call Gojo over again? What was all this for?
He was mad at you about something, right?
Oh who cares, all he wants now is to watch you lose your mind more than you already have as you get pleased by two men. And, he can’t deny he is a bit excited to taunt you with the help of Gojo— he makes things entertaining.
So he gets a little lost in kissing you, having not felt your lips on his in what felt like an eternity. Choso’s not even thinking straight as he groans against your lips and shoves his tongue into your mouth where it oh so rightfully belongs.
And he’s thriving in doing so up until you move a hand down and start reaching for him, your fingers grazing his waistline and making him moan into your mouth.
Your lips curve into a smile and you hum as he shifts so that you can reach him properly, your fingers sliding to grab ahold of his cock through his clothing and making him moan filthily against you.
His hips instantly push into your hand as your fingers cup his length. Choso pries himself off your lips for a split second, “Fuck, I missed kissin’ you s’much,” He grunts into your mouth.
You grin, “M’sorry, I m-missed you too baby,” You murmur against him.
Choso lets out the sweetest little whine as that nickname hits his ears and he had half a mind to just kick Gojo out of the situation entirely and make love to you.
Pulling away from your lips with a slight smile on his face, Choso huffs, “You have no idea what you do t’me, do you?”
You give him a cheeky little smile, “I do.”
Gojo suddenly clears his throat, “…Am I interrupting something?” He teases.
You and Choso look at him in sync and scoff at him.
You then roll your eyes, “Yes.”
“No,” Choso corrects, glancing at you once more to tell you to behave yourself through his gaze before looking to Gojo again, “You’re not.” Then Choso cocks his head to the side, “What, did you want a kiss too?”
Gojo’s got this little pout on his face after being left ignored for so long even though his cock had been sitting inside you all this time. He’d felt you clench and twitch around him numerous times ever since Choso walked in.
So, playfully, he shrugs, “Maybe.”
Choso rolls his eyes for a moment before he sits up, “Y’know, I was gonna say no buut, I have an idea.”
A very faint shade of red flushes over Gojo’s face as he blinks. Choso was considering his answer? He’s gonna kiss him? Why? What-
“If you can make my girl squirt,” Choso starts, cutting Gojo’s thoughts off, “I’ll give you a kiss…….. if that’s actually what you want, of course-“
“Okay,” Gojo breathes out and the two make eye contact.
Gojo looked all too excited and Choso couldn’t tell if it was to kiss him or make you squirt but either way— it was kinda cute.
Your boyfriend smiles briefly before looking down at you and nodding his chin toward you, “Remember what I said,” He hums.
You nod before looking at Gojo and then moving to sit up a little, holding yourself up on your elbows. Gojo meets your gaze and for a moment, he’s not even sure where to begin.
Choso chuckles at the two of you before he says your name and you look at him, “C’mere,” He directs, watching the way your eyes light up as he stands on his knees.
You’re quick to wiggle yourself away from Gojo, who lets off a whine as his cock slips out of you. The sound catches your boyfriend’s ears and he shakes his head.
“Relax,” Choso says to Gojo, “You’ll get to feel her again in a second.”
Gojo frowns and simply sits on his heels as he then watches you move to crawl over to your boyfriend, your legs wobbly and thighs wet from all activities done thus far. Then Gojo’s staring at your cunt and he starts to get the idea of what’s about to happen.
You hastily get to your boyfriend and just as he opens his mouth to say something, your hands are at his hips and your lips are making sudden contact with his lower abdomen. Choso swallows thickly as he stares down at you, moving his palm over your head of hair and smiling at you.
“Hahh,” Choso breathes out, “Eager, are we?” He taunts.
Your gaze flicks up to him for a moment as you kiss lower and your fingers slip beneath his pants. Then you’re tugging them down and moving to pull his cock out, your eyes going a bit wide as you see how painfully hard he was.
Choso’s cock was throbbing and twitching like crazy, so much so that it made your mouth water. You start to move your lips toward him but he pushes your head away a little.
Frowning, you glance up at him again and your boyfriend smiles down at you. Taking his cock into his free hand, he moves to tap his tip against your lower lip as he speaks, “Take care of our guest first, princess.” Choso hums.
You whine before angling your head back to make eye contact with a very pouty and slightly forgotten Gojo. With a sigh, you part your legs and reach a hand back to spread yourself invitingly.
Gojo bats his eyelashes at you, “Is that supposed to be an invitation, sweets?” He teases as a smile starts to spread on his face, cock dripping at the sight of you.
You nod your head, “Mhm…”
“You want me inside you again?” Gojo asks while he begins to move toward you, already knowing the answer to his question.
“Obviously,” You huff out, your gaze rushing him.
He takes his time anyway until he’s finally behind you, quickly aligning his tip with your messy folds and rubbing himself against you, “Thought I fixed that attitude of yours already?” Gojo says with a scoff.
Purposefully, you roll your eyes and start to face forward again, glancing up at Choso afterward.
“Baby,” Choso coos, his brows furrowing a bit, “Go ahead ‘nd arch your back, show him what you do f’me,” He utters softly.
You frown but do so anyway, the curve in your back making Gojo swallow hard as he takes in your form. “Damn,” He breathes, shifting a hand to palm your ass, “This is perfect.”
Choso can’t help but smile proudly because of you, “I know right? We gotta reward her for that, don’t we?”
Gojo nods his head but his eyes are stuck on how you’re trying to wiggle your hips back onto him, “Yeahhh, she’s so needy f’us too.”
Meanwhile, you’re also moving your mouth forward and pressing your lips into Choso’s aching tip— watching how his entire body tenses up and he flinches before looking down at you.
“S-So fuckin’ needy,” He unintentionally stammers. Then he moves one of his hands to your chin and opens your mouth for himself, “Nice ‘nd wide f’me, baby.” Choso instructs.
Naturally, you listen, dropping your jaw and even sticking your tongue out for your boyfriend as he carefully pushes his hips forward.
All while Gojo’s still teasing your cunt by rubbing his tip all in between your folds and even purposefully pushing his cock past your pussy wetting his shaft up with your slick.
Gojo’s hands then slide up along your body until he grabs onto your waist, still admiring that arch of yours before he finally rolls his hips forward and pushes his cock back into you. A moan leaves your throat immediately but the sound is muffled by Choso stuffing your mouth full of his cock.
Your boyfriend lets out a deep and guttural groan at both the feeling of your wet mouth around him and the way you moan against him. Then there’s Gojo who moans as he finds himself buried into the hilt of your tight cunt again.
Gojo swears you got tighter than before because he barely even realizes he has to move for a minute as he just sits there submerged in your pussy— feeling your walls clamp and clamp and clamp around him just because you’ve got two cocks inside you.
“Fuuuck,” Gojo whines a little, his head tipping back as you squeeze around him so perfectly.
While Gojo’s busy… adjusting to your pussy sucking the soul out of him, Choso’s in front of you easing his cock in and out of your mouth.
As he does so, you’re flicking your tongue against that one sensitive vein he has trailing along his shaft and the sensation makes your boyfriend moan above you. The sound stirs Gojo out of his trance and he blinks back into reality.
Glancing up, he pulls his hips back before rolling them forward so very slowly just to match the pace at which your boyfriend was going. And of course, you moan at how in sync they are, feeling Gojo’s tip kiss your cervix as Choso’s cock dips deeper into your throat.
All your moans were muffled against Choso and he groans just about every time he feels your warm mouth vibrating against him. Then there was every time he pulled himself back, your tongue would twirl around his tip so sloppily that he couldn’t even take his eyes off you.
Then suddenly Gojo’s pelvis snaps into you, the harsh thrust making you whimper while Choso’s dick slips right back into your mouth. Your boyfriend’s hand then finds its place on your head to hold you steady as he ups his own pace, biting his lower lip at how good your mouth feels.
“Shiit,” Choso whines and you feel him twitch against your tongue, “Makin’ me feel so fuckin’ good, princess.” You hum against him and he flashes a lazy smile down at you, his eyes low and breath heavy, “Enjoyin’ this, huh?”
Sloppily, you nod and then there’s a sudden jerk forward of your body as Gojo grabs onto your hips and snaps his own into you yet again. Your eyes flicker and you moan yet again.
Then Gojo lands a hand on your ass, smacking you harshly as he grows a bit rough, “Course’ she likes this shit,” He suddenly groans out, “Pussy won’t stop squeezin’ me,” He hums with a heavy pant.
Choso feels you suck on his cock a bit more eagerly and he starts thrusting in and out a bit faster as if to match how needy your mouth was moving against him, “Yeah?” He huffs out to Gojo, “Well,” Choso tilts his head and lifts his gaze to Gojo, “Looks like you’re strugglin’ over there.”
Gojo’s brows push together and he pants, “Shut up,” He grunts as he shifts to fuck into your sweet spot, feeling how heavenly your cunt throbs around him and listening to the wet squelch that emits from your hole every time he pushes in.
Your boyfriend feels you gag a little and he eases his hips back but doesn’t look down at you just yet— keeping his eyes on Gojo who’s definitely losing his mind right now.
His hair was wet with sweat, messy white locks sticking to his forehead and sweat dripping down along his body. Choso thinks he’s jealous of this guy’s physique as he stares at him, watching how aggressively he beats his hips into you— his slutty lil’ girlfriend.
Gojo’s eyes suddenly flicker and Choso’s feels you moan. The white-haired man then whines, “S-Shit, m’gonna-, fuuck… m’gonna cum-,”
Choso’s fingers suddenly curl into your hair and he grips onto you a bit tighter as he ruts his hips into you, your nose meeting his pelvis with his every thrust as he mindlessly fucks your throat.
“Yeahhh, I can tell….” Choso blurts out, his face instantly going red as Gojo locks eyes with him and raises a brow.
Gojo, never being one to back down from some harmless teasing, rolls his hips into you and huffs, “Oh can you now?” He sighs, cracking a half-smile at the man.
The red in Choso’s face deepens before he shifts his gaze down to you, “Fuck off ‘nd focus on makin’ my girlfriend squirt.”
Gojo grunts a little as you squeeze around him, “Kinda hard t’do that when you’re starin’ at me, y’know.”
“You liked it,” Choso argues back thoughtlessly.
Now it’s Gojo’s face that was brightening up, his eyes widening as he opens his mouth to argue back. Unfortunately for him, you suddenly pull your mouth off of your boyfriend and shift to lift yourself up and grab ahold of Choso’s jaw.
Your boyfriend bats his eyelashes at you as you toss one arm around him and hold his face close to yours whilst Gojo continues thrusting into you.
“S-Stop flirting with him, it’s annoying,” You huff out, your voice slurred as you moan in between your words.
Choso blinks, “I wasn’t-, wait… baby, were you gettin’ jealous?” He coos.
Gojo shifts behind you, leaning his body forward and wrapping one arm around your waist before trailing his hand down. His fingers roll over your clit and your body twitches as his lips suddenly press into the side of your neck.
You were being sandwiched by the two at this point but you weren’t complaining at all.
“Scared m’gonna steal your boyfriend from ya’?” Gojo taunts in a low whisper.
Your brows furrow and you remove your hand from Choso’s jaw, dropping it to wrap your fingers around his cock possessively, “No… he knows who he…. mmgh-, b-belongs to,” You huff out as you stare into your boyfriend’s eyes.
Choso chokes at the sound of that and to make it even worse for him, Gojo peers over your shoulder, and all three of you are all too close to one another.
His hips push into your touch and he whimpers, “Y-Yeahh, yeah I do,” Choso sighs out, nodding his head in agreement to your words.
And then your lips are on his and the two of you are a moaning mess against one another, Gojo moving to sink his teeth into your shoulder just to never once feel left out. He bites down hard enough to leave a mark and then Choso moves a hand in between you and him just to reach up and grab ahold of your neck.
Their touch was everywhere at this point, large hands all over your body that it was making you dizzy. Choso’s fingers tighten around your throat, Gojo swats at your clit again as his cock bullies your insides, and then there’s his other hand at your waist, holding onto you for dear life whilst his tongue swivels over the area he’d bit.
Your hand was busy jerking Choso off and the bedroom was filled with such sloppy and filthy sounds of sex. You and Choso were whining into each other and Gojo was grunting near your ear.
Then, similar to earlier, he’s talking into your ear, “Takin’ me so well, sweetheart,” Gojo groans, “Fuuck, m’gonna cum inside ya’ if you keep squeezin’ like that.”
Choso suddenly pulls off your lips and you whine. Then your boyfriend glances at Gojo, whose face is closer than he expected, “Y-You’re gonna do what?” Choso questions.
All three of you were more than fucked out by this point but Choso’s ears twitched at the sound of Gojo saying he was gonna release inside you.
Gojo smirks, “What? I can’t cum inside your girlfriend? C’monnnn, don’t be mean,” He teases with a little pout on his face.
Your head drops into the crook of Choso’s neck, his hand falling off you as you do so, and his face gets even closer to Gojo’s because of it— the two nearly sharing breaths by this point.
“M’not bein-,” Your hand tightens around Choso’s shaft and his eyes nearly roll back, “S-Shit-, m’not bein’ mean, y-you can’t-“
“Please?” Gojo whispers, his eyes lowering and his face shifting into something needy, “Lemme cum inside her, p-please? She feels so fuckin’ good… I gotta-, agh-, f-fill her up,” Gojo moans out.
Both men are struggling with their words due to you. Then, your hand begins to slide along Choso’s cock a bit faster than expected and you take a peek down just to realize he was cumming.
“Oh fuck-,” You whine at the sight, “Choso,” You moan.
Gojo lets out a loud groan and he starts drilling into you a bit sloppier than before, his sanity waning as his orgasm approaches, “Please,” He begs, “P-Please? Fuuck, I can beg all day, man. Please-“
And suddenly, Choso’s leaning in and grunting into his mouth, “Okay,” He hums as he suddenly acts on impulse and kisses Gojo.
Your body was being completely squished between the two and with each of Gojo’s mind-numbing thrusts, your body just presses into Choso’s. The tip of Gojo’s cock is digging and digging and digging deeper inside you, making your eyes water with how hard he was fucking you all because of Choso suddenly kissing him.
And the two had the nerve to be loud with it too, lips sliding over each other so messily as they kissed each other without second thought.
You believe you were too out of it to even process the fact that your boyfriend was making out with Gojo because then you’re experiencing that mind-boggling sensation again, gummy walls suffocating Gojo’s cock as your body jerks and twitches in between the two.
Then, all at once, you’re seeing blissful sparks of white in your vision, making a filthy mess in between the two as Gojo’s cock slips out of you and you squirt yet again. Choso’s hands move to hold your body tenderly as you start to fall over a bit and then his mouth pops off of Gojo’s.
“Fuck,” The two breathe out in unison.
Gojo’s eyes are down on the lewd mess you just made and he notices his cum leaking out your cunt— wondering to himself when it even happened? One minute he was begging Choso to cum inside you and the next…
The next he was kissing him…
Meanwhile Choso’s dazed as he shifts to get a good look at your face.
You think you were a bit lightheaded, lashes fluttering so softly as you pant heavily trying to catch your breath. Your eyes just barely meet Choso’s and he smiles at you.
“You okay?” Choso murmurs. You frown and shake your head. “Tired already?” Your boyfriend continues, then you nod and he moves to kiss your forehead, “S’okay, baby. You did s’good for us.”
Gojo’s behind you moving to wipe the sweat off his forehead, “Too damn good…” He comments.
Your eyes narrow at your boyfriend and your voice is hoarse again, “…You kissed… him.”
Choso’s face flushes and he swallows, “I was in the heat of the moment, I’m s-“
“And it w-was so fucking…” Your body leans into him a bit more as you shut your eyes, “…Hot.”
Both Gojo and Choso are at a loss for words and neither of them really wants to discuss what they just did, both telling themselves that they weren’t thinking straight (literally) despite both of them having thoughts of doing so a few times throughout the night.
Choso starts shifting to wrap his arms around you and move you away from the… filth below, just to lay you down as you start yawning.
Then, he hovers over your face and watches how you sleepily blink at him, “No more sex-ban, right?” Choso whispers.
You pout but close your eyes, “…Mhm.”
He leans down and kisses you, “Promise?”
“S’long as you invite Satoru over again, yeah,” You hum.
Choso freezes and glances back to Gojo for only a second, before smirking and looking back down at you, “Yeah sure, whatever you want princess.”
he’s definitely inviting Gojo over for himself, not you.
[ { SYPNOSIS } ] ➤ A tale in which Gojo Satoru blackmails you into seducing a list of people to clear his debt. Sounds easy enough, right?
[ { CHAPTER CONTENT } ] ➤ language, fluff, sexual tension, & tiny weeny smidge of angst.
[ { A/N } ] ➤ This is NOT the last chapter, please do not ask me if it is, there is still more to go. Also, for anyone who didn't see, here's how I visualized Choso for this chapter; here.
[ { WORD COUNT } ] ➤ 6.3k
[ { PAIRINGS } ] ➤ jjk men x f!reader. gojo x f!reader. geto x f!reader. toji x f!reader. choso x f!reader. sukuna x f!reader. nanami x f!reader.
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——OF COURSE, AFTER all you’ve been through, the very least you deserved was a perfect date with Choso Kamo. Or, at least an almost perfect date.
There was a little bump in the road but the date in itself could still be considered perfect nonetheless. Choso was such a gentleman too, not that you weren’t used to this already, but still, he opened every door for you, held your hand as he walked you to his car, made sure you were buckled in before driving off, and all of the above.
The ride to the designated restaurant was slow but, you didn’t mind. You were actually really excited and couldn’t even wipe the smile off your face for the majority of the ride. Choso’s fingers were intertwined with yours, the connection resting over the center console as he drove with his other hand.
It was all fine up until you noticed he kept squeezing your hand the closer you guys got to the restaurant. You sent him a glance or two but his expression seemed fine. That was, up until he was parked outside of the restaurant and was holding onto your hand a bit tighter than he probably realized.
Was he nervous? As you wondered, your head turned to his and you saw how he was looking out the window, slightly chewing on his lower lip anxiously.
“Choso?” You hum, earning a quick turn of his head. “Are you okay?”
He nods, his words falling behind his head movements as he so clearly isn’t fully okay, “Y-Yeah, m’fine baby.”
You smile and tilt your head, “You sound nervous.”
Choso exhales carefully, “Okay… maybe I am…”
It was cute how his facial expression showed you everything you needed to know. To ease his mind and heart, you pulled your embraced hands up to your face and shifted to kiss the back of his hand, unknowingly making his heart skip a few beats and his brain stutter.
“Don’t be nervous,” You comment softly, planting another kiss in between your gentle words, “It’s just me ‘nd you, remember?” You remind him, locking eyes and smiling against his hand.
Choso blinks and he loses a proper response to that. “I…”
He was so adorable all flustered like this so, you wanted to tease him a bit more, “C’mon, get it out…”
“Y-You’re not making this any easier for me y’know,” He tells you before pouting and turning away.
You let go of his hand and reached over to the man, lightly grabbing his jaw and pulling him so that he’s a bit closer and also facing you. Your eyes skim over his face tauntingly slow and you don’t miss the way Choso gulps.
Tipping your head to the side, your fingers caress his jawline and you feel his skin tense up under your touch. He breathes heavily through his nose and his eyes are all over your face, desperately trying to figure out why you’re looking at him the way you are.
“Baby…” He murmurs.
You grin, “Hm?”
“Why uh…” Choso swallows, “Why’re you lookin’ at me like that?”
“Cause’,” Your head tilts and your grin spreads into a cute smile, “You just… You look really handsome all put together.”
It’s slow but, you watch as a shade of crimson spreads across his face and his eyes widen in shock. Yes, he heard you refer to him as handsome earlier but this is so much more direct and he’s flustered by you complimenting him so suddenly.
“T-Thank you,” He manages.
You snicker and inch closer, quickly planting a brief kiss to his lips before responding. “Mhm, I feel like I should start complimenting you more often. You’re so cute when you blush.”
His face reddens even more and he looks off to the side, “I’m not blushing…”
“Cho…” You smirk, “Your face is bright red right now-“
“W-We’re gonna’ be late to the reservation.” Choso cuts off nervously.
“Uhuh, sure we are,” You laugh before letting go of his face and turning to open the car door.
“Do not open that door,” Choso instructs.
You look at him and raise a brow but he’s already moving to shut the car off and exit the vehicle. Then, you watch as he rushes around the front of the car and over to your side before opening your door for you.
There’s a giggle that slips past you as he holds his hand out for you. You take his hand and he carefully pulls you out of your seat, stepping behind you for a moment to shut the door before locking his car and sliding his arm around your waist.
His movements were so smooth all of a sudden and you were pretty sure his nervousness had faded. Your body was carefully urged closer to his and the two of you made your way into the restaurant.
The smell of fresh and delightful food filled your noses before you even got inside and once you both entered, sounds of laughter, clinking, and chatting hit both of your ears nicely. Something about the aura of a nice restaurant sounded, smelled, and felt so refreshing. You couldn’t help but smile yet again, the action something you’d find yourself doing multiple times throughout the night.
You and Choso are soon escorted to your designated seating and he’s quick to pull your chair out for you. After that, you both settle into your seats and the host informs the two of you that a waiter will be with you guys in just a moment.
Taking a moment to glance around, you find yourself satisfied by how nice this restaurant is, “This place is fancier than I thought it’d be,” You hum as you spot a pianist not too far away adding to the ambiance of the area with some sweet melody.
Choso chuckles, “Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”
Your eyes trail over to him and you grin, “It’s a great thing.”
“You weren’t expecting me to take you to McDonalds or something… right?” He questions wearly.
You start laughing, “No, of course not. I don’t know what exactly I was expecting but this place certainly exceeds what I imagined.”
It makes him beyond happy to hear that, the man feeling overly proud of himself for his choice of dining, “Well you deserve the best of the best so, I took my time trying to find the perfect place.”
“Aw, really? How long did it take you to find this place?” You ask curiously as you tilt your head.
Choso shrugs, “A few hours…. but, there were a lot of other great spots, I just took extra time going through all the reviews,” And visited each place he saw online, checking out their menus, and even how the food looked in person but, he doesn’t tell you he did all that.
“You went through all the reviews too?” You say with a laugh.
“Yeah,” Choso hums timidly, almost as if he were embarrassed by it, “I just uh… I really want this to be perfect.”
Your eyes widen slightly, “It would’ve been perfect no matter where you took me, I’m happy to be anywhere with you, Cho.”
Again, this shade of red flushes over his face, and his eyes wander off to the side and away from yours. Choso clears his throat and smiles a bit, “I know, and I’m happy to be anywhere with you too but, I dunno’ I just wanted our first real date to be memorable.”
“Mhm, I understand,” You reply with a nod, “And I appreciate you for that so,” Your hand reaches over the table and he looks down to it. Choso brings one of his hands to yours and you take a hold of it, “Thank you, Choso.”
He doesn’t know why but, the happy expression on your face, the light touch of your hand, and your thanks to him just made his heart race in his chest. Okay well, he does know why— it’s because he’s crazy in love with you, and everything you say and do makes his heart rush.
Swallowing, “Anything for you, princess,” Choso responds simply.
Just as the words leave his lips, a waiter approaches the table ready to take orders from you two. So caught up in each other, you both forgot to take a look at the menu so you started off with something to drink. After the waiter takes that and leaves to prepare beverages, Choso glances down at the menu and starts telling you what he thought looked good.
There’s something fuzzy building up inside you over listening to him talk about something so simple. This was real, you were really on a date with Choso. He points at something and then flicks his gaze up to you, asking you something about your thoughts and you answer but your mind is still occupied with the surrealness of this.
Instead of only going out with some kinda goal, you’re here with the intention of only having a good time. It was different. On the last date you went on, the goal was to sleep with the man by the end of the night but in this case— the goal is just to enjoy yourselves.
It was perfect.
You don’t think you’ve ever been happier than you are right now.
As the night progressed, so did conversations with Choso. You think you could talk to this man for hours and never get bored or find yourself at a loss for words, and even if there was a moment of silence, it was still just as comforting.
Eventually, the two of you not only made an order for food but also received your plates not too long after. As you both ate, you found yourself just admiring Choso.
Something about him was just far more appealing tonight than it had been before and you have no idea what it was. Maybe it was knowing this man was going to be your boyfriend by the end of the night? Or perhaps it was that staring at him reminded you of how you’d spend as long as you could with him?
At one point, Choso’s head was turned to the side and his eyes were on the pianist not too far away. He was talking about something but you couldn’t register his words with how caught up in your gaze you were. The man was mesmerizing you and he had absolutely no idea.
Choso leans back in his chair a bit, moving to bring a napkin to his face to wipe his mouth clean, and then licking his lips in the middle of his sentence. Your eyes traced the outlines of his lips, your body remembering how they felt against you, how soft and warm they were, and how much you loved that feeling.
Then you found yourself staring at the tattoo running across the bridge of his nose, the sight reminding you of his other tattoo and how hidden it is. A mark on his body only for your gaze, how beautiful is that? This man in front of you was so devoted to you that he imprinted your name on his body.
The suit he wore was sitting on his body just right, moderately tight in all the best places, especially his crotch when he sat down, or maybe that was just the size of his manhood beneath the clothing… Either way, his attire complimented him perfectly. You got a glimpse of the way the fabric of his pants hugged his thighs slightly and even his sleeves were stretching and smoothing over his muscles so nicely.
The suit wasn’t too tight but it was definitely doing him justice. And since he leaned back, his legs parted and you just got a glimpse of his lower half and how sexily he sat in a manspread. At this point, you didn’t know if you wanted to continue eating your food or get Choso home as soon as possible and-
The sound of your name being said snaps you out of your mind and your eyes shoot up to his face, catching sight of this little smirk on his face as he continues to look over at the pianist.
“Hm?” You hum innocently.
“Are you okay?” Choso asks, his eyes glancing to you for one moment as he starts playing with the end of his tie.
You nod, “Yeah, why?”
“You uh,” He chuckles, “You have that look on your face.”
Your eyes bat in a confused manner, “What look?”
Choso turns his head to face you and he tips his head to the side, “You know what look I’m talkin’ about, baby.”
“No I don’t…” You murmur with a little chuckle. After which, you reach your hand over to the glass of wine you previously ordered for yourself and have been sipping on this entire time.
Choso shakes his head at you, “Have you had too much to drink already?”
“No…” You hum, “This is only my second glass, and what does that have to do with the way I’m looking at you?”
“You only look at me like that when you’re horny,” He explains, shaking his head a bit, “And you always get horny after having too much to drink…”
You roll your eyes and let out a snicker, “Cho, it’s just wine. I’m not drunk or horny, I was just admiring you.”
He blushes again but it’s more tame this time, “Yeah?”
You smile, “Yes, Choso. Am I allowed to do that?”
“Sure,” He shrugs, “Just stop eye fuckin’ me.”
His words make you start laughing, “Eye fucking you?”
“Yeah, that’s what it feels like you’re doing,” He hums, chuckling.
You swallow down a swish of your wine, the liquid slipping down your throat so smoothly as you smile at the man sitting across from you.
Choso sighs after his laughter dies down and straightens himself up in his seat, leaning forward a bit to rest his elbows on the table, “I was serious about you drinking though,” He says, “Second glass or not, you and I both know how you get.”
Although he’s serious, you chuckle again, “I’m not that bad when I get drunk, am I?”
“Bad, no. Clingy, horny, freaky, messy, and distorted, yes.” Choso lists out flawlessly.
You blink, “Okay wait, clingy? I’m not clingy when I’m drunk…”
“Yes you are,” He argues, “I don’t mind it but there was that one time we drank together and uh, after we had sex you wouldn’t even let me go to the bathroom alone.”
“I-,” You snicker, “Really?”
“Yeah, you don’t remember?” Choso asks with furrowed brows, smiling a bit, “You literally had your arms around me and followed me to the bathroom. Then uh, then you asked if you could uhm…”
“If I could… what?” You question, eyes widening in worry, “I didn’t ask you anything crazy did I?”
“Uh,” Choso starts laughing, “You asked if you could hold my… y’know, while I pee,” He whispers to you.
Your jaw drops and you bring a hand over your mouth, “I did not ask you that.” You utter in disbelief of yourself.
“You did,” He purrs, smiling all too hard.
“Well…” You raise a brow and lean forward a bit, “Did you let me?” You whisper curiously.
“Damn, you really don’t remember anything from that night, do you?” Choso asks, “This is exactly why I said we’re never having drunk sex again-“
“Nono, I remember the sex, for the most part, just not… afterward,” You mumble.
He smirks, “Sooo, you don’t remember anything that went down in my bathroom?”
“No…” You reply.
“And here I thought that was such a special and significant moment in our relationship,” He sighs.
“You let me do it…” You point out as you realize, “…Didn’t you?”
“Of course I did,” He shrugs.
“I… I don’t know if I should be happy knowing that but I think I am,” You say with a smile creeping on your face.
“I mean,” Choso shrugs, “You almost made me miss the toilet a few times but, it was cute.”
You start laughing, wishing that you could remember this moment with Choso but the memory is not coming to you at all due to how out of it you were that night. “Okay we really shouldn’t be talking about this during dinner but you should totally let me do it again so I can remember,” You request.
He hums for a second before shrugging again, “Sure, why not? Though, I don’t understand why you wanted to do it in the first place…”
“It’s romantic, no?” You say with a cute little smile on your face.
“I-,” Choso laughs, “Yeah, I guess so. But, if we’re doing that while sober… Just uh, be gentler.”
You blink, “Was I not gentle the first time?”
“You were not, unfortunately. And uh, I think the only reason I didn’t get hard is because I was spent,” He explains.
“Oh.” You hum, “Ohhh…” You repeat as you gather what that means, “So, if we do that while sober you think you’ll get hard?”
“…Have you seen the way my body reacts to you? Yes, princess, yes I think I’ll get hard,” Choso sighs simply, “But that’s only if you’re not gentler and squeeze too tight-, actually y’know what, we should not be talking about this now anyway,” He rambles.
You’re sitting there just smiling at him, “You got excited thinkin’ about it, didn’t you?”
“No,” He hums, “Got’ excited thinkin’ about the way your hands look wrapped around my c-“
“Okay,” You breathe out, shutting your eyes, “You were right, we shouldn’t be talking about this. Where are our manners actually?” You say with a scoff.
Choso smirks, “Nono, I liked where this was goin’.”
“People could be listening,” You whisper.
“So? They should’ve stopped listening at the part where we started talking about you holding my dick while I pee,” He says bluntly.
Your face gets all hot for some reason and you smile, “Okay but still, this conversation is lacking class… We’re on a date…”
“…And that means we can’t talk about our intimate moments?” Choso asks.
“We can but…” You sigh and glance off to the side, “Not the explicit parts.”
He rolls his eyes sassily, “Fine fine, yes ma’am.”
“We need to behave ourselves, y’know?” You say.
Choso freezes and raises a brow at you, “You do know this whole convo started because you kept undressing me with your eyes, right? If anything, you need to behave yourself.”
You pout, “I am behaved.”
“You better be,” He warns.
Your brows quirk up, “I better be? What happens if I’m not?”
“Baby you’re playing a dangerous game right now,” Choso explains, “We’re still in public, remember that.”
“I-,” You blink, “Aw, Cho are you threatening me right now?”
“Threatening you? No, princess, I’m warning you,” He says sternly, “We both know where all your teasing gets you by the end of the night.”
You scoff and tilt your head, “And where is that again? Remind me.”
“Physically or verbally?” He asks.
“Verbally for now.” You respond.
Choso’s eyes are directly on yours and he doesn’t look away for even a moment, “Every time you spend a night teasing me, you end up underneath me moaning and whining about how you can’t take my cock anymore.”
You choke, “I-“
“Slow down Cho,” He starts mocking you, smiling a bit as your face flushes, “S’too big,” He whines.
“I do not sound like that…” You grumble.
He chuckles, “Yeah you do, ‘nd it’s sexy— it’s like music to my ears.”
You sigh, “Is it?”
“Yeah,” He hums, “I love the way you sound when you get all whiny, and don’t even get me started when you start whimpering and your eyes get teary-“
“Okay, you can stop now.”
“Fuck, I’m gettin’ turned on jus’ thinkin’ about it…” He points out, his voice lowering, “But, I didn’t wanna have sex tonight so, I’ll stop.”
You blink, “You… You didn’t wanna have sex tonight?”
“No?” He scoffs a little, “Today’s supposed to be about our relationship and our love for each other.”
You shrug sheepishly, “We could make love to each other…”
“That’s having sex, princess,” He says with a laugh, “I love you and sleeping with you but I wanted today to be about our feelings and somethin’ more than us pleasing one another.”
For some reason, that mindset of his is strangely attractive to you. Has your mind been consumed with sex that much that you forgot what a normal date night is supposed to be like? Sex is optional now, not mandatory.
“Oh, okay,” You agreed, nodding your head.
“But if you do get needy tonight, my tongue is always available for you to sit on,” He offers.
Your body heats up and you squeeze your thighs together at the mere thought of his tongue and that wonderful piece of metal that lies in the center, “Choso you can’t just say things like that and expect me not to get all worked up.”
“Yeah I can,” He claims with that stupidly attractive smirk on his face. Then, Choso moves to stand up and your eyes follow him, “Learn some self-control baby.”
You frown, “Whatever…” You mumble in response before tilting your head, “Where are you going?”
“Bathroom,” He answers, “S’that alright?”
“Yeah, I guess…” Your eyes wander off.
“I’ll be back in a few minutes, alright?” Choso tells you as he moves to start walking past you and toward the direction of the bathroom.
Just as he starts to pass you, your hand reaches out and grabs his sleeve, causing him to halt and look down at you with raised brows.
“You’re not going to jerk off or anything, are you?” You question skeptically.
The worry he had for a moment fades and he laughs, “No, princess. If I was, I’d bring you with me.”
Your eyes widen, “Oh-“
“Yeah,” He hurried out, “Now, can I go use the restroom now?”
“Mhm,” You hum while releasing his arm.
Choso flashes you one last smile before leaving. You watch him walk away until he’s out of your line of sight and then you turn away, looking at his empty seat in front of you.
Smiling to yourself, you realize how much you’ve enjoyed this date thus far. All this and Choso’s plan for the night wasn’t even to sleep with you. He really wanted to show you that he could impress you and make you happy without sex even being a factor.
Your heart thrums in your chest the more you think about it and you sit there smiling like a fool in love the more you think about it. The way he looks at you when he talks— how he doesn’t break eye contact and his pupils remain blown out during each passing second with you… fuck, you love that-, you love him.
For one, roughly seven minutes pass and you start to worry only a little but he did say he was going to the bathroom so maybe he’s having issues in there? With that thought, you go to grab your phone.
You were going to text him to make sure he didn’t fall in the toilet or something but you spot Choso’s phone sitting idly on the table so, he wouldn’t be able to respond to you.
Your head turns back to the direction he went and you sigh as you don’t spot him anywhere. How long does it take for him to-
A phone buzzes.
Your head turns to your table and your eyes search to see if it was your phone or Choso’s phone. Another buzz is heard and felt in your hand and your eyes drop down to your device. You blink as you realize you’re receiving a call and your throat runs dry a little.
What perfect timing for Gojo Satoru to be calling you, right?
You probably shouldn’t answer. You’re better off leaving a text and saying you’re busy. After all, you are on a date and the last person you should be talking to is-
“Hello?” You hum as you ignore all your thoughts and answer, bringing the phone up to your ear.
You could hear the way Gojo smiled over the phone, “Hey sweets, you busy right now?”
“Uh,” You turn around to see if Choso’s coming, seeing no sign of him, “Yes and no.”
“Yes and no?” Gojo chuckles, “What do you mean?”
You shrug, “Well, I’m on a date but-“
“Shit, you’re on a what?” He stammers.
You relax in your seat and face forward, sighing at the man over the phone, “I said I’m on a date, Satoru.”
“Fuck,” He curses, “I knew I should’ve texted you instead. We should get off the phone, I don’t wanna interrupt-“
“You’re not interrupting,” You cut off, “He’s in the bathroom.”
“I feel like that makes this even worse,” Gojo sighs, “We shouldn’t be on the phone at all while you’re out with Choso.”
“How’d you know I was with Choso?”
“Who else would you be with?” He voices out plainly.
“I-,” You laugh, “Fair point. But, I can spare a few minutes I think.”
“No, I wasn’t calling for anything important anyway,” He laughs nervously, “Jus’ wanted to ask a few things but uh, you kinda answered my questions already.”
“What were you gonna ask?” You question in a soft tone.
“It doesn’t matter, sweetheart-, actually, I should probably stop calling you that,” Gojo rambles, he sounds like a mess and like he’s all over the place.
You smile, “Satoru.”
“H-Huh? Yes?” He breathes.
“Are you okay?” You ask, your voice kind and careful with the man in ways that make his heart ache.
Gojo swallows hard and loudly over the phone, “Mhm, m’fine love-, fuck, I mean-“
“It’s okay,” You chuckle, “I mean, you’ll have to stop with the nicknames eventually but, me and Choso aren’t dating just yet so, it’s okay for now.”
He shakes his head, even though you can’t see him, “That just sounds wrong.”
“How?”
“I-I dunno, but… Y’know what, as I said, we shouldn’t be on the phone, I’ll uh, see you when I see you-“
“Satoru, what did you call me to ask?” You rush out.
“Nothing important-“
“Satoru.”
“S-Stop saying my first name.” He mumbles, almost weakly.
“I won’t until you tell me what you called for.” You say in a stern tone.
Gojo lets out a frustrated sigh, “I just wanted to see how you were doing after the whole cafe situation. Suguru told me what happened and I wanted to make sure you were okay.” He explains.
“See? Was that so hard?” You say tauntingly.
“Yes,” Gojo answers dramatically.
You laugh, “Whatever, Satoru. Anyway, I’m fine, as you can tell. Me and Choso talked everything out.”
“Really? Did you…” Gojo pauses for a moment before continuing, “Did you tell him about it?” He asks, referring to the list.
“I told him what he wanted to know about it,” You reply.
“So, you didn’t tell him about it?”
“I did, just not the details.”
Gojo nods, “I see… Well, I’m happy you guys worked things out.”
“Are you?” You question in a concerned manner.
“Yeah, of course.” He answers honestly, “You know the only thing I want is for you to be happy so, knowing that makes me happy.”
“Right…” You hum.
“Everything okay?”
“Everything’s fine.”
“You sure?” Gojo asks again.
You hesitate for some reason, “Y-Yeah.”
He goes quiet for a few minutes but after his moment, he sighs. “Alright well, I’m gonna hang up now…”
“Okay,” You breathe out softly. Why’s your heart panging?
“Uh,” Gojo stammers for a moment, “But, before I do…”
It was like you were waiting for him to say something specific with the way your ears perk up, “Yes? What is it, Satoru?”
“Well, this is probably the last time I’ll be able to say this since you’ll be in a relationship soon,” Gojo sighs, “So uh, I… I love you.”
You’re quiet for a while, his words running through your ears and swirling around your mind. “I know,” You whisper, “And, I’m sorry I can’t love you back anymore.”
“Don’t be sorry,” Gojo chuckles lightly, “I’m happy like this. This is perfect.”
“But-“
“No buts, sweetheart,” He cuts off, “I’m fine, okay?”
You roll your eyes, “You’re not.”
“I am-“
“Stop lying, I know you're not.” You utter a bit more passionately. You knew deep down Gojo was hurting but you don’t know why you cared so much.
“I really am. I’ve only ever wanted you to be happy.” He reminds you.
You scoff, “Then why-“
“I’m gonna hang up now, love.”
“Satoru-“
“I’ll see you when we burn the journal.” Gojo cuts off. He really wanted to end the call.
You bite your lower lip in thought, “…Okay,” You huff out, “Fine, whatever, don’t tell me anything. Keep me in the dark like you always do-“
“It’s for your own good,” Gojo claims, “Just let it go, it’s over now.”
“I can’t just-“
He says your name in a serious tone and you stop talking. “Let it go, please?”
“…Fine. I’ll… I’ll see you later Satoru,” You say.
“Mhm, call me when you’re ready,” Gojo says finally.
You nod, “Okay.”
“Alright.”
The two of you don’t move to get off the phone.
That was, until Gojo sighed heavily, “I’m hanging up now…”
“M’kay,” You murmur.
The call disconnects and your hand drops to your lap, your eyes wide and on your blank screen. Why couldn’t you hang up? Why are you still holding on to him and all he’s put you through? Why is your heart racing right now?
He’s an asshole. Always has been and yet here you are left with this feeling of longing in your chest. You don’t know what it is you want but you hate knowing he’s not really happy— he’s just telling himself he is.
What can you do about that anyway? Leave Choso and go to him? For what? More toxicity? More harm to your heart and mind? You found peace so why not keep it?
Your eyes shut and you release a shaky exhale. You hate how much you’re thinking about this-, thinking about him. It felt wrong.
One phone call and you can’t even focus anymore. Just let him go already-
Choso suddenly says your name and your eyes snap open, your head flying up in the direction of his voice. There he was, standing beside your chair with that concerned look in his eyes. Did he see you on the phone-
“Are you okay?” He asks, tipping his head to the side.
You nod slowly, “Y-Yeah, I’m fine.”
He raises a brow and you wonder why he’s not going back to his seat yet, “You sure?”
“Mhm,” You hum, smiling a bit.
When the man you’ve found peace in stands before you, what reason do you have to think about the man who’s brought you sorrow and confusion?
Choso smiles and he suddenly holds his hand out, “Good. Now, can you stand up f’me please?” He requests.
You glance down at his hand for a second and then place your palm in his, feeling him help you to your feet. Once standing you furrow your brows before looking to your left, the same direction he came from, and seeing someone stand there with this overly large bouquet of flowers.
“Oh my,” You breathe out as your eyes go wide and your heart flutters. They were purple roses assorted in this huge bouquet that covered the torso of the person holding it. “Are those…”
Choso moves to take them from the person and nods at them with a quiet thank you being uttered before he turns to you and holds them out, “Yes, yes they’re for you.” He says.
A big flustered smile spreads across your face and you can feel your heart melting as you take them from Choso and your eyes admire their vibrance, “Choso these are beautiful-,” You cut yourself off as you look up to find him gone.
The flowers in your hand were rather large so you had to move them to the side to spot Choso down on one knee all of a sudden. Anxiety shot through your body and you were worried he was about to ask for your hand in marriage for a second.
Choso reaches into his pocket and your breathing grows heavy until he pulls out nothing more than a small jewelry box that’s larger than one for a ring. You sigh a little, too shocked to say anything just yet as he opens the box and holds it up to you.
Revealed is this pretty, expensive-looking bracelet that makes your breath hitch. “C-Choso-“
“This might be a lot,” He starts off, “Maybe even too much but… I…” His face is burning red and it’s taking a lot for him to get through this without stuttering. Choso takes a deep breath, “Since I met you, you have made me so happy. I… I’m not good with words and I practiced this like eight times b-but… fuck, you mean everything to me, and I…”
You’re speechless as you gaze down at the man. Heads started to turn and most just knew he was about to ask you to marry him— people awwing and cooing at the two of you.
“I love you so much,” Choso breathes out, swallowing down his nerves, “So, will you do me the honor and allow me to be your boyfriend?”
There’s a gasp or two from some people watching nearby, some woman laughing somewhere behind you. “All this as a dating proposal?” She uttered, “I can’t even get my man to look at me.”
There’s another voice beside her, “That’s because he’s not your man…”
She scoffs, “Yes he is-“
Their words fade out from your hearing as you focus on Choso, your heart pounding and throbbing, your breathing unsteady, and your eyes all teary.
You frown and try to bite back sudden tears of pure joy that overwhelm you, “Y-Yeah,” You squeak out, nodding your head, “You can be my boyfriend, Choso,” Your voice was faint and soft but he heard every word, rushing to his feet and meet you with a hug.
His arms wrap around your waist and you have no idea where the bracelet he had out for you went but you were too wrapped up in him to care. Your arms flew up and around his neck, the bouquet held in one hand as you did so.
Choso squeezes you and the two of you hug so tenderly as those who were watching start applauding you guys. All of which faded into the background as Choso moved to press his lips to your ear.
“I once told you I couldn’t give you the world,” He whispers, “And I realized that’s only because you are my world-, my everything,” Choso claims, pulling his face from your ear and watching as you turn your head to meet his eyes.
You bat your eyelashes at him and a few tears slip out as you smile, “I love you Choso,” You claim.
He smiles and both of you tilt your heads in opposing directions before pressing your lips into one another’s, Choso mumbling his words into your mouth, “I love you too.”
Bliss engulfed his body and your own. Such a sweet and tender connection of bodies, hearts, and minds finally privileged enough to bask in a rightful moment. His lips were passionate and careful against yours and you could feel the bouquet in your hand slipping, smiling against his mouth as you’ve never been happier.
“Choso-,” You breathe out, “Flowers’ are slippin’,” You mumbled against his lips.
He nods, “Mhm, I’ll buy you more if they drop,” Choso tells you before pushing his tongue into your mouth.
You ease your arms down a bit and kiss him back sensually, trying your best not to release the flowers in your grasp.
It was perfect, he was perfect for you. You couldn’t have predicted a better night than this. How could you think of anyone else? Anything else when you had him?
He loved you and you loved him. It was so painfully obvious now how much the two of you longed for one another even when you had one another.
Thoughts of Gojo Satoru would come another day, another time but, not now, not today— not when you’ve got a man giving you all he has and loving you in an indescribably beautiful way.
He’s typically shy but still went out of his way to make a dating proposal public with all nearby eyes on the two of you. He put aside his anxiety and dislike of mass attention on him for you. Choso did so much for you and your well-being.
How could he get any better? How could this night get any better?
Bump in the road with Gojo or not, it was perfect. Everything was perfect and you wouldn’t have asked for it all to go any other way.
If you had to complete the list all over again just to end up in this very position, you’d do it a thousand times because somewhere deep down— you think it was worth it.
All that pain, suffering, and confusion was worth it so long as you ended up with Choso who heals every hurting part of you.
Summary: Growing pains don’t go away the moment you reach adulthood, instead it goes by a different name: Regret.
Word Count: 17.9k ( I have a problem, no I cannot fix it)
Tags: Alhaitham x Fem!Reader, Pianist!Reader, Aspiring musician!Reader, Slow burn, Slow fic (look at the word count), Heavy Angst, Smut, NSFW, Modern AU, Childhood Friends AU, Childhood friends to lovers, friends with benefits to lovers, a lot of memories from the past, Fluff, Second chance romance, TW: Character death (Alhaitham’s grandma), TW: Themes about regret and low self-confidence, Heavy adult themes, gifted kid burn-out, toxic family, unhappy childhood, unhealthy relationship dynamics, unhealthy coping mechanisms, Service top! Alhaitham, mutual pining? kinda, unrequited love? sorta, slightly obsessive!Alhaitham, Soft!Alhaitham, Alhaitham is not faultless his current views have been formed through trial and painful error.
Authors Note: This is very experimental. I almost didn’t want to post it, but I just believe even the most stoic person isn’t without their past mistakes and regrets. Alhaitham doesn’t understand most forms of art… but he does value music. Enjoy.
Summary: For two people that love to read, words seem like a complex.
Word Count: 13k (yeah… this is slow burn, might want to get a drink and snack)
Tags: Alhaitham x Fem!Reader, Slow Burn, Smut, NSFW, Fluff, Angst kind heavy?, Modern AU, Omegaverse AU, A/B/O relationships, slow fic, marriage, arranged pairing, dubcon, themes about not liking yourself, TW: gender dysphoria (you don’t like your secondary gender), TW: Very vague and brief mentions to possible past domestic trauma, Jealous!alhaitham, slight yandere!alhaitham, mutual pining, miscommunication, breeding, biting, ruts, Alpha!alhaitham, Beta!reader. You agreed to the pairing due to tax benefits. A lot of references to literature.
Authors note: This is my first attempt at slow burn and yeah… I got carried away. I want to explore how slow alhaitham would open up and how love can come from the mind instead of the heart. Enjoy.
◇ tags ◇ modern!au, established relationship, suggestive (on some), fluff (mostly), a dab of angst (kaeya), mentions of reader skipping meals (diluc)
◇ a/n ◇ unfortunately i can’t really make a readable ‘script’ version for this??? since i’m not sure how i’d display the branching dialogs and all. so uh yeah if this didn’t work on your phone then maybe try your pc!
◇ notes ◇ recommended to view via pc/laptop screen ◇ you will be prompted to give your name, but if you don’t feel comfortable you can skip them entirely - if you do give your name, the data will only be stored locally on your devices
some little tidbits / notes:
yes, the wallpaper changes based on your local time.
there are no ‘wrong’ answers, so go ahead and see if you can find all the possible combinations <3
(optional) send me screenshots of your favorite interactions or line lol
if you have yet to see ‘This chat has ended’ then- well, the chat has yet to end! be patient, it might take him some time to reply~ ;)
if the ui glitches, try turning the screen upright, back down, and then wait for a little (thanks @/prinrestcess for the tip!)
if you don't feel like thinking, here are the helper tools for heizou's chats: [morse code] [utf-8]
this took me literal d a y s to figure out... so if you enjoyed it, i would super appreciate your reblogs <3
Also now with the genshin update Im just cry laughing imagining cyno texting unfunny jokes and the reader is just rating them out of 10. Reader also sends dum jokes to cyno to one up his shitty humor. Bonus points for cyno sending in his terrible jokes to Tighnari and sending screenshots of his reactions to reader lmao.
Then Tighnari is just being a motherhen to reader if he ever gets his own dedicated chat.
summary | kazuha chooses to spend his birthday doing some of his favorite things
pairing | kazuha x fem!reader
warnings | smoking weed, intoxication, high sex (both parties are stoned), birthday sex, oral (m ⇾ f), creampie, slight exihibitionism
wc | 0.9k
a/n | happy birthday to my softest boy <3
“c’mere.” kazuha’s lidded gaze falls on you expectantly.
you crawl over to him lazily. your eyes already glazed over from the substance kazuha has been providing. you stop when your face is just centimeters away from the samurai’s. his free hand reaches up to hold your jaw gently and he pinches your cheeks ever so slightly.
“open up for me.” it wasn’t a question.
you do as you’re told, mouth opening into an ‘o’. you watch as kazuha takes a drag of the burning joint in his other hand and inhales. he leans in, face directly in front of yours once again, and blows out the smoke straight into your own mouth. you eagerly suck in as much leftover smoke as you can. kazuha has a habit of giving you more than you can usually handle, so when you finally release the large amount of smoke from your lungs, you splutter and let out a small coughing fit.
“such a good girl…” the soft spoken wanderer scoops you up into his arms, having already discarded the joint, and submerges the both of you into the private hot springs you were spending your day at. it was kazuha’s pick of course, today being his day and all, it was only fair he got to pick its activities. being a well traveled warrior took its toll on kazuha, so he grasped onto any chance he got to have a relaxing day at the hot springs. it’s the best bonus he gets to bring you along with him.
you’ve both already disrobed and the skin to skin contact felt like heaven to your foggy senses. kazuha sits down and places you on his lap. you’re only given a brief moment to take in your surroundings before kazuha’s lips latch to yours. his kisses are slow and soft. kazuha is always so soft with you, despite his samurai status he is an incredibly soft man. his feather light touches ignite your skin in its wake.
kazuha drags his lips down your own then to your jaw to where it meets your neck. that’s where the gentle sucking and nips start. you sigh in content as you tilt your head back for easier access. it's all very sloppy and lazy but you didn’t mind it, feeling lethargic yourself. you let out small noises but they’re enough to drive kazuha mad. he reaches for your hips under the water and grinds you into his lap.
your fingers weave into his loose tresses and tug, eliciting a melodious moan to slip past his lips. kazuha lets out a playful growl as he picks you up and places you down on a nearby rock. he gives you no room to question him because before you can even process what was happening, the samurai had your legs opened, head resting in between your thighs and tongue running through your folds. he’s quick to wrap his mouth around your sensitive bud and suck.
your hands, once again, finding their way to his hair and begin tugging. your head falls back from the vibrations that follow the moan you bring out due to your actions. a slick finger prods at your entrance softly before kazuha is entering the digit inside of you. a gasped moan falls from your lips and everything feels electrified. you’re vaguely aware that while some of your senses are dulled right now, the others are heightened. you feel every jolt of pleasure tenfold.
kazuha is just as enthralled as you, his hips moving to rut into nothing. he doesn’t last long, he needs you and he needs you now. kazuha releases your clit with a ‘pop’ and removes his finger from your already pulsing cunt. you let out a whine but kazuha is quick to shush and coo at you as he takes you in his arms and sits back down. you’re back to sitting on top of the wanderer but this time he lines you up with his aching cock and sinks you down onto his length.
you both moan in pleasure, the feeling of the other almost too overwhelming. “fuck- always feel s’ god damn good, baby.”
“f-feel good too, k-kazu~” you’re already incoherent, babbling as you try to keep your mouth from just hanging open.
kazuha snakes his arms around your waist and holds you closer as he buries his face in your chest. he’s able to hold your body and slam his hips into yours. his actions nearly knock the wind out of you. both of you moaning and gasping over one another. it doesn’t take long for either one of you to get to your peak and you start chanting his name, unable to form any other thought.
“yeah? it f-feel that good, hm? gonna cum for me-e, baby? ‘m gonna cum too- gonna c-um. mmm c’mon, baby, cum with me~ cum~” kazuha’s soft but demanding tone has you pummulting down with a cry.
your orgasms were always intensified by your current state, but this one had your vision going white and ears ringing. kazuha is spilling into you at the same time, his movements stilling as he fills you up with his cum. you slump into the samurai and rest your hands on his chest to ground yourself. kazuha takes his time to catch his own breath but his hand reaches up to absentmindedly smooth over your hair.
kazuha smiles and places a kiss on the crown of your head. you hum in content, completely relaxed, and rest your chin on his pale chest to gaze up at him.
themes : established relationship, fluff, headcanons & scenarios, Collei-centric as she deserves, incoherent writing (i am sleep-deprived and will not remember what i wrote in the morning)
(First) Two Akademiya giants, infatuated and hooked to a simple adventurer from the Adventurer’s Guild. But there seems to be one member of the formula unaccounted for - let’s take a look at the unofficial daughter.
Your first meeting with Collei was… cringe.
Her words, not yours, no matter how many times you and your lovers assured her that it was totally normal. But it was hard to persuade the girl when she can remember that day crystal clear in her mind.
It was evening that time and approaching dinner time. One of the many nights that the General Mahamatra would be joining for supper.
Hearing the approaching footsteps from the path leading to Sumeru City, Collei already knew who it would be. So it was a surprise to see Cyno guiding someone else by the hand, clad in green and white - an adventurer, the color easily recognizable to her after years of being a trainee ranger. But that wasn’t what caught her attention:
genshin characters (diluc, zhongli, childe, albedo, scaramouche, or any of your choice) having a crush on reader they only met online. they're very far from each other, like an ldr but just talking stage. how do you think would they act or make an effort to talk with the reader or maybe go to them🧐
ft — diluc, zhongli, xiao, dainsleif, albedo, scara
warnings — very, very long..
a/n — helloooo, i hope you have a great day or night, or evening.. other than that i love this idea and im so sorry that i couldn't do this one earlier :( i have many requests to do and if you're someone who requested something and haven't gotten anything please just know that i do see each and every one of your guys requests and please be patient!!
fun fact: i was nervous to even post this cuz 1, this was way too long and 2, i was scared if it flops as i spent weeks on this and you know.. but i finally gave in by using my bestie(wheelspinner) and it said to “yes, post it” so here it is..
recommend listening to: sickick - mind games
streamer! diluc x online friend! reader
ok first of all, how did you catch diluc's eye?? like?? how.
anyways.. you and diluc met on discord, it was before diluc was well known - when he had around 3,000 followers.
diluc met you on a server and you both became friends really quickly, despite diluc being known to be "cold" and "reserved" diluc was always open and it was like a shy and scared cat opening up to its owner
ever since the day diluc and you talked, diluc found himself always giving you "good morning" and "good night" messages, he also finds himself always checking if you're online or not so he could text you and spark up a conversation.
you and diluc also gave each other your socials so you could talk to each other not just on discord(insta, twitch, etc.)
when diluc gave you his twitch, you immediately checked his account right away and you saw how many followers he had and you was amazed!!
you and diluc knew each other really well and because of diluc's schedule you could only talk to him on certain days on a certain time.
whenever diluc was streaming you would always be in the stream hanging out with diluc and interacting with him, diluc also put you as his mod <3 if you wanted to(which you did) you and diluc would be in vc playing games together on stream.
he also made a server for everyone who enjoyed his content(viewers and fans too) to join, he made a role only for you. and only for you - "the best" or any cute nickname.
(he may or may not have given you co owner or owner)
day by day diluc's channel started to grow to where he almost had 10,000+ followers, to almost 1 mill.
you made sure to screenshot whenever diluc hit his goal, so one day you could show everyone how diluc started small to big so that whoever wants to be a streamer, all these screenshots are proof that everyone starts small at some point and then gradually grows big <3
but the problem is, the more diluc's channel grew, the most busier he got and that means that you both dont really have time to talk to each other and that pains both of you.
whenever diluc has time off or just have time to squeeze in any "y/n time" he makes sure to make the most of it.
you're one of diluc's greatest supporters, you've been there with him from when he had 3,000+ followers to now, and he really appreciates it - and especially since you're his crush he values you and adores you 100x more
moving on, in diluc's server you're given either your own special role that comes with all perms, owner role or co owner role.
he allows you to do ANYTHING, anything you want. he trusts you that much and he knows that you won't do anything stupid.
he has his own vc just for the two of you, it's called "me n them <3", you must be blind if you can't even see these hints or maybe you do know but is just waiting for the right time..
ANYWAYS.
he even makes a whole category dedicated to you, for example: "y/n fanart | give y/n love | appreciation | y/n supremacy | y/n talk"
and many more, he also makes sure that nobody makes you feel uncomfortable - if anyone is talking about you in an inappropriate way hell immediately mute them and if the situation is much more worse he'll ban them and makes sure to tell everyone to report them.
you and diluc have both been thinking of meeting up irl, but you both haven't spoke about it to each other as it might seem weird.
you also both know what each other looks like because you know, you guys are extremely close and it just seemed right to show each others face.
(that's if you're comfortable only. if you didn't/dont want to show your face then it's okay <3 diluc loves you either way - he's not here for ur looks.)
diluc has always dreamt of meeting you irl, to see each other face to face, to take you on expensive and lovely dates, to give you his all but of course, everything comes with a problem.
because of covid, some flights have been delayed and closed for the time being, which means that diluc can't fly to you or you can't fly to him.
when you had finally built the courage to tell diluc, you was surprised by his response. "diluccc?? can i speak to u abt something rq?" "sure y/n, what's up?"
(just telling you, he responds to your texts so fast - whether he's streaming, buying food, etc)
"well i've been thinking about like yk, meeting up?" diluc, when he read that message was in SHOCK. i mean like, he was going to say it anyways but the fact that you too also thought about it? wow, that just made diluc want to fall to the ground and roll around squealing while making happy diluc noises but i wont go any further.
what i mean is that diluc is now smiling like a mad man while responding to your message "well, i was thinking about that too. but because of covid i dont think we'll be able to meet up. what if covid restrictions are lowered? would you be able to fly over?"
NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO ROLL AROUND AND SQUEAL.
you immediately respond, typing extremely fast that your message turns out to be looking like this -> "if covid resitrction ar elowered yes ofc, would u be able to fly oevr to me thoygh?"
you've left diluc worried and dumbfounded..
anyways you and diluc spend the next few hours talking about meeting up irl and planning on what to do if covid restrictions DO lower.
you and diluc are both super excited about meeting up irl. imagine the feeling when you finally meet up with the person you love the most. euphoria.
now the thought of meeting up face to face is all that occupies dilucs mind, you and diluc seem to be eager to meet irl so diluc makes sure to check the news everyday just to see if they've lowered the covid restrictions
diluc also checks up on you everyday, from the morning, afternoon to night. he makes sure that you're feeling alright.
diluc also sends you boxes of plushies and clothes to you <3 you know those people who ship people self-care packages? yea it's just like that but instead diluc ships you a whole box filled with plushies that you've told him you wanted because they're just so darn cute
diluc also ships you matching clothes so that you could both match when you do meet up.
ALSO SENDS YOU FOOD!! snacks you've always wanted but never could because of your parents? oh what's this lying on top of everything - the snacks you've always wanted? no way!!
also gives you free diluc merch. always. sometimes daydreams about seeing you wearing his merch <3 intentionally ships you the larger version because.. oversized clothes..
diluc makes sure that no person is harassing you, if they do well.. lets just say that their account gets banned in the next hour because of diluc telling everyone(and i mean everyone.) to go report their account and makes sure that their account is banned.
"y/n you seem uncomfortable, is everything alright?"
(normally you text him within a few seconds yet you're texting him after like 4 minutes which is not normal, unless ur busy or something)
"oh yea, some creep is just making me feel uncomfortable right now" "user?" "oh uh it's ___" diluc in the server: !!everyone go report this user rn "___"!!
diluc literally sends them a rude message - "dont ever talk to y/n or any person like that again you disgusting perverted creep, go get a life instead of leeching off women and other people you fat piece of shit", then diluc goes on to report them, block them.
y’all know the “sweetest pie w/ wink” song? yea just imagine diluc blocking them in slow mo(just his fingers showing) and then him winking when the wink sound comes on while throwing his phone.
there's also a channel for edits, and majority of them are ship edits, edits of you and diluc. the only reason why diluc even made a channel named "edits" was just so he could see the edits people made of him and you. he saves them and sometimes even rewatches them just so he could see that moment over and over again.
wishing that something like that would happen, wishing that a miracle would happen.
streamer! zhongli x online friend! reader
zhongli, also known as "morax" was always known for his cool, calm and collected nature, his soft, honey like voice and his amazing gaming skills despite being always calm.
he was never like those hyper energetic streamers who cried whenever they lost a battle, he just responds with "gg" and resumes playing.
and because of that, zhongli has attracted many people who are now, his loyal fans.
even though zhongli is always calm, his looks do not help either way. everyone goes crazy over his long and healthy hair, and his face
and zhongli is aware.
zhongli had met you through a server on discord, it was a server for those who loved to play games and find a partner to play with. so when the bot matched you and zhongli to play - you two become very quick friends.
zhongli admired your skills and you did too!! you both exchanged ways to kill an opponent. you didn't really know that is was THE morax so when zhongli asked if he could friend you, you agreed!! you've just made your very first friend.
(im kidding, maybe not.)
since that day, you two would play together and battle against each other - it wasn't about winning, rather it was about having fun and that was exactly what you and zhongli were feeling.
when you told and showed everyone about your new friend, they all said that, that was morax, THE morax - the famous and skilled streamer.
when you found out about it, you talked to zhongli about it and he confirmed. you, was in shock. you.. were talking with an extremely talented and popular streamer? how could this be..
but that didn't change your relationship. zhongli had thought that once you found out that he was a famous streamer you would take advantage of him and just use him for fame but - nope!
your relationship with zhongli was still the same, you weren't using him, begging him for expensive items and etc.
after you found out about zhongli being morax, zhongli just made you mod for his stream because why not and invited you into his discord server.
just like diluc, he made you - your very own special role!! it was called "them<3" and if you wanted to, zhongli made you the owner.
zhongli is a mature person, and is very wise so he knows what he's doing.
may or may not have made a vc only for you and him..
you and zhongli have a pretty close relationship, you both check up on each other and your personality matches with zhongli's really well, no matter how crazy or calm you are.
if you're extremely hyperactive and is.. a bit crazy - zhongli has no problems with that. he IS always calm and collected so he doesn't mind you acting all crazy like a childe that had just eaten 5 packets of sugar.
if you're like zhongli, quite calm and doesn't really make a ruckus - you two are like the perfect match. if you two were next to each other, you both would be sitting down, legs crossed as you watch your friends being extremely crazy. unbothered of course.
zhongli had always thought of meeting up with you. he has always have, the thought of having you in his arms makes his heart swell.
the more you talked with him, the more he fell in love with you. your personality, the way you cared for him and others, the way you never changed your personality whenever talking with people, there wasn't a single flaw about you. you, were perfect.
when zhongli brought up the topic of "meeting up irl" you immediately replied "i've been thinking abt that too^^ do you want to meet up?"
ha.. haha.. you've got to be kidding me, right? OFC HE WANTS TO MEET UP W/ U
but back to the meeting up plan..
you and zhongli talk about meeting up for the rest of the day and you both agree that once covid has calmed down a bit, zhongli would fly over to you
also sends you cute plushies that remind him of you, sends you merch of his own
zhongli gives you a plushie of him to you <3
you also give zhongli a plushie of you and you know those bfs who take care of the plushie their gf gives to them? that's what zhongli does to them.
when your plushie is shipped to zhongli, as soon as it arrives - zhongli makes sure it's in good condition and takes care of it, it was like zhongli taking care of a baby.
every night he puts the plushie on his bed and puts the covers over it, pulls out his phone and takes a photo of it, sends it to you and sends the message "lil y/n is going to sleep now"
every morning he brings the plushie with him to the bathroom, he puts the toothbrush next to the plushie and takes a picture of it with the caption - "lil y/n is going to brush their teeth now"
it's just so adorable, he also does this every time he's doing something, eating lunch, streaming, writing, going to the gym and etc.
sends you his merch!! for free ofc. also buys you snacks, self care products and cute decorations for your room or house.
streamer! xiao x online friend! reader
xiao's a complicated one, well for other people. he's reserved, doesn't interact with many people outside, and always has a nonchalant expression so it's hard to read his feelings.
you and xiao both met on discord, you two shared the same interest so you two got along pretty quickly. despite xiao known for not communicating well, you, somehow made xiao felt like himself
that might sound cliché but the way you always made sure that he felt comfortable despite it being an online relationship made him feel safe, you didnt use him, pressure him, or try to get anything from him and that reassured him that you weren't a bad person at all.
since day 1, xiao found himself longing for your attention, he wanted to text you everyday and he hoped that you would too. and you did!
after a few weeks, xiao surprisingly told you that he was a streamer and other information about him. you checked his account and god.. he had over 1 million subscribers
but just because xiao was famous doesn't mean anything, you continued to talk and xiao and still treated him the same way.
just like diluc and zhongli, he makes you mod and invites you to his discord server. he welcomes you and asks if you want a special role
"hi everyone, this is my friend y/n. please welcome them :)"
"you can give me a special role if you want xiao" now, xiao doesn't want people thinking he's a simp but at the same time.. he wants you to feel special as you made him feel this way.
xiao gives you a role called "y/n <3" WITH THE HEART. not just "y/n", "y/n" with a heart.
he also gives you all the perms, so technically you're kind of the owner??
just like diluc, dedicates a whole category about you, and for you.
often checks what's posted in there, makes sure that there aren't any nsfw posts about you - and if he's checking the edits well.. he's going to be saving all the ones he likes and goes onto his tiktok and followers the tiktoker who made that edit.
also he sets an event where the best edit of y/n that he has been sent will be the winner and get nitro ^^
"why not an edit of u??" "no."
he just wants to see you.. in an edit. not him, he has seen multiple edits of him but he'd rather see you <3
did i talk about how xiao literally talks to you every single day? no? okay well.. every single day xiao sends you a good morning and good night text and he makes sure to put EFFORT when texting you.
no small or dry texts, he makes sure that you dont think he's being dry and all..
you know those little xiao keychains and plushies? yeah xiao gives you them.. when you get them you almost immediately put the keychains on your bag and put the little xiao plushie on your bed
you take a picture of the plushie and send it to xiao, xiao's heart nearly burst just looking at the photo.
xiao has seen many videos of online friends/besties meeting up irl at the airport and blah blah blah - but xiao can't help it but continuously watch those videos, pretending that it was actually you and him meeting up irl.
you and xiao have actually talked about this, and you both agreed that you would fly over to his place and hang out there.
but that would only happen once covid restrictions lower.
lemme just tell you something, online or not - xiao will always smile like a mad man whenever he reads your text, why? no idea.
just you talking or even interacting with xiao makes him feel so happy.. you make him feel some type of way and xiao wants to cling onto that feeling.
also if you told your parents and friends about xiao he would be the happiest man alive.
xiao brags about you to his friends <3 they get so tried of it honestly
"yea like y/n is the best. they’re so kind and i just cant, no words can explain how much i love them." "i get it xiao. you've been talking about them for hours now.."
in all honesty, if xiao could, he would be kicking his feet in the air, his hands clutching his phone as he covers his mouth with the phone, rolling side to side while squealing.
(i mean like.. he would tho)
he would also be giggling whenever you send him a "good morning" or "have a great day <3" text, yk those men who like chuckle but it also sounds like a giggle? like not a high pitch giggle but like a kind of.. soft yet heavy giggle?? yea.
streamer! dainsleif x online friend! reader
HOW ON EARTH DID YOU CATCH HIS EYE(ATTENTION)?????!?!?
give me your ways please.
but enough of me begging, lets get into the good stuff >:)
you and dainsleif met a LOONG time ago, online of course. you two first started to interact with each other when the owner of the server(in which dain and you were in) was recording a youtube video and the title was “matching people to become lovers” and im guessing you know what happens.. no? OH WELL- ahem. i mean, oh well basically..
you were just minding your business when all of the sudden you were put into a discord call called “lovers <3″ with another person- their user was, yup! you guessed it! “dain”
by some miracle that name wasn’t taken so it was pretty rare
“ooo and who do we have here? y/n and dain? seems like a pretty good pair!!”
after being put in the vc you immediately wanted to leave the call until you heard a “how are you.”, it wasn’t a “how are you?” it didn’t even sound like a question.
you didn’t want to leave this man hanging so you responded “im.. uh alright, you?” “mhm, good.”
now this voice wasn’t one that you didn’t recognize. before you’ve been in many vc’s and you’ve heard this man called “dain”s voice before - many women in call would swarm and fawn over him
of course you were one of them, except you were extremely weird with it and you weren’t like “OH MY GOSSSHH IT’S DAIN!!! AHHH” you were the “he has a nice voice. cool.”
but what was weird was that HE actually started the conversation first, dain never talked first, only talking first if he was being asked a question.
after that you and dain started to talk more and more
“sooo, do you know why we were being put in this vc?” “not a clue, but anyways”
after that conversation dain sent you a friend request and of course you accept!! who wouldn’t? and surprisingly, dain only had a few friends(5.)
dain would always decline other friend requests as he had no clue who they were but the fact HE friend YOU first?? mad luck.
day by day you and dain grew closer to each other, you and dain actually had many things in common, how you both liked the same game, how you both liked the same food - it was like a “match made in heaven”
sometimes you and dain would play 1v1 games, just to play together y’know? but the thing is, dain is way too easy on you. why is that?? like get ur big balls on
BUT ANYWAYYYYS, sometimes dain teases you and honestly, that gets you flustered cause.. dain is never known to tease and yet here he is, teasing the hell out of you
“dain!! you’re being way too slow!” “i know.” “?? wha-” *gets shot* “who’s slow now?” “.”
now months later, dain is absolutely IN LOVE with you, you were so kind and considerate. you was always there to give him encouraging words when he needed them the most and you always went out of your way to cheer him up - and those are only a few reasons why dain adores you so much.
and dain finally accepted that he’s an absolute simp for you.
after a few months you and dain were close and comfortable enough to show each other faces to each other and that’s how you find yourself complimenting the shit out of dain :)
like once dain sent his pic you were in?? shock??
*sends pic of him* “you’re not real.” “yes i am, do you think im lying?” “NO IT’S NOT THAT YOU’RE JUST SO... PRETTY?? LIKE HELLOOOOO??? give me your good looks pls..?”
i don’t think i mentioned how dain was in complete shock when you sent your pic first?? because good lord, he was red. extremely red. like yea he loves likes you but the fact that you’re absolutely gorgeous?!
drop deap gorgeous.
yes, dain had a nosebleed upon seeing your picture(selfies??).
i could 100% see dain buying and sending you plushies of him.
“dain, why did you send me a plushie of you??” “because, free merch.”
free merch?? was he some youtube or something??
once you questioned him about it dain finally revealed the truth: he was a streamer
at first you didn’t know what to say but there was one thing you needed to do: find him on twitch.
you hop onto your pc while dain keeps on sending you messages like “.. hello? y/n?” “y/n.. are you..”
“DAIN. WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?? i could’ve seen your pretty face the whole time ;(” *dain blushing profusely*
yes, and now you watch dains twitch there and then(everyday) and you always donate to dain sending him cute messages like “how are you dain?? - y/n” or “Y/N’S HERE!!”
dain always softly laughs at your messages, he finds you so adorable
now, because of covid, there was a really low chance that you and dain would be able to actually meet up.
you and dain have been thinking about this for a few weeks now, you two have been extremely close and you two were practically best friends now..
so why not meet up??
you and dain discuss about this and decided that dain would come over to your place for about a month or so once borders open up and have fun together - you two would also be vlogging and going to many places together <3
dain is SO excited to meet up with you, he has dreamt of this moment since forever.
he wants to take you everywhere, spoil the absolute shit out of you and kiss you
dain would be so shy if you two met up irl, although he has been dreaming about meeting up with you - he can’t help but feel nervous. even though you both aren’t meeting up right now it seems like it.
you and him talking about meeting up just makes him nervous(in a good way!)
+ dain would buy you cute chibi keychains of himself, he might even make one for you!! a chibi keychain of you and him holding hands <3
streamer! albedo x online friend! reader
him? having a crush on you? you must be dreaming.
there’s no way that the one and only albedo, the famous and handsome streamer had a crush on you.
how is that even possible? albedo never showed any emotion towards anyone, only smiling and laughing sometimes. but never have albedo looked at someone with genuine love and care.
and that makes you feel some what special. but what can you say? you feel the same way towards him anyways <3
so, how did you two meet? well.. once upon a time albedo was just streaming when he accidentally(how??) joined the wrong server and you were the owner and welcomed him
you were so kind and albedo felt bad if he left so he just stayed and replied with “thank you” and the rest they say, is history.
im just kidding, let me just throw in bits and pieces of the most important details
about albedo, albedo was one of those “among us” streamers during quarantine
and that’s when his popularity started the bloom
most of his viewers were just there because of his content OR his looks, he looked like he was an goddess, his face looked like as if it was carved by angels themselves, his hair looked soft and silky and his calm demeanor and soft/calming voice made girls fawn over him.
because of his calm demeanor, people have always thought of him as an unproblematic(WHICH HE IS!!) streamer and a shy man but nope, albedo IS unproblematic but he isn’t quite.. shy
but after meeting you - things changed, you changed his life and.. him over all.
you and albedo talked after you welcomed him - then things started to escalate(not really), you and albedo had a lot of things in common and that ended up with albedo friending you and honestly, he didn’t mind friending you. you were fun to talk to and he meant it
and since then you two have been talking non stop <3
within a few weeks albedo’s fans started to notice odd changed with his behaviour
albedo always paused his game or said “sorry guys, i need to do something” and got on his phone, typing something and then.. smiling?? who’s this? this is NOT albedo.
albedo would also seem more happier? he seemed like he was in a better mood every single day and not that anyone’s complaining.. it’s just, odd.
moving on!!
you would always send albedo cute cat videos and very concerning tiktoks but did albedo care? no, as a matter of fact albedo goes onto elaborating the tiktok you just watched which sometimes is a bit unnecessary but also funny.
“ALBEDOOOOO” “Y/NNNNNNNN” :GUESS WHAT ‘BEDO??” “WHAT IS ITTT???” *sends a tiktok of milk* *sudden change in text* “hm, this is rather interesting. i’ll look into it more, thank you y/n.” “?? ALBEDO WHAT DO YOU MEAN? IT’S JUST MILK..” “there’s a deeper meaning.” “...”
not to mention albedo is NEVER dry to you, never ever.
but to others? yes.
does he have a crush on you? yes
but do you know that? absolutely not??
OH OH AND ALBEDO HAS TIKTOK!! YES!! I KNOW RIGHT!!??
you two have tiktok of course, and you and albedo sometimes duet each other LOL
it would be absolutely random but the comments would always match your energy and honestly, you loved it.
sometimes you would hop onto tiktok trends and dance to whatever
albedo would OF COURSE like it and favourite it
(also are we not going to add that he’s literally so supportive of you when you do those “tiktok viral dances”??)
(*posts a tiktok of you dancing to a viral song not even putting in effort* albedo: YOUR MOOOVVVESSSSS!! <3″ “>:) ikr”)
and seeing you on tiktok makes albedo want to meet you in real like and honestly, albedo already thought about this but did he tell you? no
he’d rather surpirse but then again.. would that invade your privacy??
would that make you hate him?
that’s when albedo decided to ask you and what you said surprised albedo
“hey y/n, i just want to ask, would you like to meet up one day? like irl?” “i’ve been waiting for you to say this, YES” “it sounds like you’re saying “YES” like i proposed to you..” “oh?”
and now you and albedo are waiting for the covid restrictions to lower so you two can finally meet up irl <3
just the thought of you two meeting up excited the hell out of him
albedo is growing more and more impatient as time goes by
but enough of that. what would albedo ship to you?
well, he would ship you his merch, his very own plushies(high quality), keychains, and his very own stickers <3 AND SO MUCH MORE TOO!!
would package them neatly and makes sure nothing breaks during transportation.
also puts in some snacks for you <3
and adds his own personal card/letter to you!!
soooo.. how do people know that albedo likes you? easy!
it’s the change in behaviour whenever he’s “around” you
albedo could have a nonchalant manner on but as SOON as he hears a “ding” he immediately grabs his phone and once he sees something(your text) his face lights up and a faint smile forms
it’s so obvious, that this guy does not care about anything except you.
streamer! scaramouche x online friend! reader
what’s it like constantly being bugged by the annoying scaramouchey?
good? bad? alright?
honestly, it isn’t thatttt bad to be bugged by scara BUT sometimes he says the weirdest stuff ever and it concerns you.
but moving on :)
what do i even start on..
right! how did you and scara meet? well it all happened way before scara hit 1 mill subs
you and scara had been online friends since forever, you two met on a gaming server and since then you two have been getting closer and closer every day <3
scara was always mean to you, not that you care anyways - you and scara would go back and fourth throwing insults at each other before one of you give up(which was never scara)
but after a few months(years..) scara finally opened up to you and started to be a LITTLE bit nicer to you.
then scara decided to become a streamer as he has seen articles that said that becoming a streamer makes you thousands and even millions of dollars
scara informed you about his doing and you encouraged him :) you said that you were going to be there by his side during every step of his journey - and what you said to him seemed to have an effect on his brain.
scara seemed to appreciate you more day by day and you loved that about him, he wasn’t as mean as before but he was a bit better.
throughout his streams he grew more and more
and of course you helped him!! by supporting and promoting/hyping him back!!
you would post things like “GO SUB TO SCARAMOUCHEY!! >:)” and “hey y’all.. it would rlly help me and my scaramouchey if u could sub to him!! my son would be so so proud ;(”
and of course scara would be so embarrassed every time you posted something like that.. who wouldn’t?
once scara hit around 300k subs he started to gain popularity on tiktok WHICH boosted hi dono’s and subs
but there’s one thing that scara always did at the end of the stream, start of the stream and is always in his bio - he always makes sure that your @ / name is there. he wants everyone to know that it was YOU who supported him through out the years
but even though scara is embarrassed that he’s doing something so “lovey-dovey” he still allows it to be there. and you’re always reminding him of that and teasing him but at the end he still doesn’t remove your @ / name
why? well.. he just doesn’t want your name out of his sight.. hhhhh
time skip
scara has now more than 1 mill subs and your name is still on his bio!!
what a faithful man, y/n get the hint!!! >:(
you and scara have NEVER met before and that really saddens you(and perhaps scaramouche too..)
yes you could’ve met each other a long long time ago BUT you two were young and your parent(s?) were extremely strict and wouldn’t allow you both to meet up.
but now that you’re both grown up.. that means you can meet up with each other!!
scara already booked the tickets for.. the next month..
scara will never admit this but: he really wants to meet up with you, like really bad.
he wants to feel your touch
he’s too much of a tsundere to even admit that..
he’s always mean towards you that you doubt your relationship
“why are you always so mean to me :(” “im not even mean to you.” “yes you are, you hurt my feelings” *scara: panicking that he hurt your feelings* “ok fine, im sorry.” “are you really..?” “yes. now shut up” “ouch.. that hurt my feelings..” “...” scara really wants to punch you but in the middle of the punch he puts his fists away and kisses you instead.
AHEM. but i wont go into too much detail about the plan for the meet up..
moving on
one of the things that scara doesn’t do but everyone does(^^) is that he does not send you stuff, like at all.
the ONLY thing he’ll ever send you is his merch. that’s all. nothing else.
he says that you’re “not worthy” for “other things” and that makes you sad, but what can you do? he’s scara
scaramouche will be scaramouche..
(but secretly he does want to send you stuff but is too scared that you’ll think he’s weird)
but you being scara’s crush.. it’s kind of complicated.
though scara is mean to you and all he still has his own way of caring for you
maybe he’ll show you his way of loving when you both meet in real life..
note: if you would like to be added to the genshin taglist pls just ask me!! dont be shy <3
taglist: @tomansimp @one-offmind @miitchiji @dainsleif-when-playable
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another note: sagau x reader fic and event coming very soon!! please give me some ideas for my event, i dont mind any :) tell me if you would like to be in sagau x reader taglist(to be early lmfao) <3 also scara’s and albedo’s part is rushed so im sorry if i doesn’t make any senssseeee
" the nice person at the counter today? that’s my lover, y/n... they gave you a free drink and snack? that’s definitely something they do to people that they deemed nice, you’re wondering why during the attack of dvalin they weren’t here... that’s because they’re a scholar at sumeru academia, every time they get time off the academia they help me in handling the tavern, i'm glad they weren't here or else you would've see me in a worried state every second."
“ yes yes, the rumors are true, i am dating the one and only captain y/n, come on paimon why are you looking at me like that? it’s shocking? come on now, anyone falls for my charm and it happens that my amazing y/n fell for it~ “
“ y/n was merely a mortal when i first met them, i was present to the first people of liyue, and they were one of them, when celestia granted them a geo vision they showed it to me proudly even saying they’ll be the next geo archon, i'm glad that i can spend time with them not as gods anymore but mere mortals. "
" the person with teucer earlier? oh! that's my fantastic lover! although both of us are always so busy we barely have time to spend together and but when we do have time, we go back to snezhnaya and do fun things with my family, my family loves them so much that when i go back to snezhnaya without them, they look at me as if i committed a heinous crime! "
" oh, hi traveler and paimon! i made (favorite animal) shaped cookies for y/n today, i'll give the both of you three cookies each! does it taste good? it's perfect? thank you! i had to ask lady ayaka for help because i lost the ingredient list and i didn't memorize the ingredients. but anyways, i'll be off to y/n now, stay safe traveler and paimon! "
" y/n? you mean my love, my bro, my dude, my tcg buddy, my onikabuto hunting partner, my partner in crime, my snack dealer, and basically my everything! granny oni adores y/n! they're buddy buddy with that kujou tengu though *scoff* but that doesn't matter, y/n always beats me in onikabuto fighting, i don't have a single idea how they do that! maybe it's the immense luck archons give to my amazing beautiful fantastic lover! too much? okay. "
" one of my greatest members of the shuumatsuban? it's y/n, and no, i'm not being based just because they're my lover.
before we even started dating they're already my most talented member, swift moves, great at deceptions, and so on, i could go on for hours describing how amazing they are. "
" so you remember y/n? well...i still couldn't find them, they were a great inventor, writer, and alchemist, as well as one of the best knights khaenri'ah had, maybe they joined the abyss or became like these mindless creatures...perhaps, our love was in a wrong time and wrong place. "
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Your energetic best friend has always been there for you, especially when you ask favours of her
So when you ask her if she could be your fake girlfriend to scare off a girl, she was more than happy to oblige and help
Word got around that the two of you were in a relationship
Sure enough, the guy that was harassing you backed off
You both acted like the perfect couple everywhere you could
Everyone envied your relationship and wished they were you both
But after a month, you broke up like originally planned
Even then, Amber couldn’t get you out of her head and knew she had to try
“Everything we did together was so amazing. I want that with you. Genuinely.”
𝗔𝘆𝗮𝗸𝗮:
She was completely onboard with the idea when you asked
You needed a partner to impress your family and she was the perfect candidate
First, you made a big scene at school with asking her out on a date
After everyone knew, you began the fake couple's treatment; holding hands, giving gifts, and talking about how amazing each of you is to everyone else
You even took her to your family dinners so they could be impressed with your relationship
But, soon enough, you both grew more genuine with your affectionate actions to each other
Both of you were so confused on your true feelings, until Ayaka's brother gave her a little nudge in the right direction
Her confession was heartfelt and full of promise
"I didn't mean for things to grow like this, but I promise that I will show you nothing but the best if we're together."
𝗔𝘆𝗮𝘁𝗼:
You came to your best friend with an emergency request, saying you needed a fake boyfriend for a little bit
You were being consistently asked out by a secret admirer, and wished for it to stop
Ayato was more than willingly to be of help, and you both agreed to the deal
As time progressed, you both pretended to be dating each other in the presence of others
Ayato played his role a little too well, leaving you small love notes and beautiful cheek kisses during class
People became jealous of how dreamy your relationship with you best friend was
But even after the notes from the admirer stopped coming, you didn't want what you had with Ayato to stop
And one day, he revealed the same thing to you as you went on a drive to a beautiful cliff
"What started out as fake has turned into something real. And I wish to keep this reality forever if you would let me, dearest [Name]."
𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱𝗲:
He was the perfect canidate for a boyfriend; jock, popular, and good looking
You both came to the agreement to fake date to try and make others jealous and get who you want to be with
He actually proposed it to you after his ex-girlfriend broke up with him, and you obliged to try and catch eyes
Ajax treated you like royalty; in front of people and in private
He became really overprotective of you
Like, if he saw anyone flirting with you, he would immediately pull you close and tell them to back off
You ended up getting into an argument about how he was acting and he began questioning his true feelings towards you
Eventually, he pulled you aside to talk and finally asked you properly to be with him
“I’m sorry for the way I acted before, but I truly want to be your real boyfriend and protect you. Will you let me?”
𝗗𝗶𝗹𝘂𝗰:
He was your childhood best friend who knew what high expectations you had to live up to
So when your dad suggested the two of you get together, you agreed to do it
But only for appearances
He acted like the perfect boyfriend and truly did care for you
Even in private he always made sure you were good and comfortable
Then, he began talking about someone he possibly could ask out
Well, jealousy overtook you and you broke things off with him
A few days later and he was at your doorstep in the pouring rain and out of breathe
“Please, I don’t want anyone else. I want you. Only you, darling.”
𝗜𝘁𝘁𝗼:
Arataki Numero Uno; The best fake boyfriend around!
You needed to get your crush’s attention and he was the best candidate
So of course he agreed when you asked
He treats you like the absolute royalty you are at school
Like, everyone else is so insanely jealous
As the days went on, he grew more attached to being your boyfriend
But then, you broke things off like planned and thanked him for his help
It took poor Itto two weeks to realize it, but he had truly fallen in love with you
"Listen.. I don't do this often, but you're really special, you know? There's no way I could even think of letting you go be with someone else."
𝗝𝗲𝗮𝗻:
Your responsible friend that your parents absolutely adore
They were continously pressuring you to find someone to date, so you asked her to fake it with you for a while
She agreed to help you and did her best to act the part
You mainly showed her the ropes and initiated a lot of the more physical aspects of it all
The two of you faked it and everyone around you both truly believed you were dating
Including Jean herself
So when you brought up the topic of ending things, she got really stiff and quiet
You frowned and told her that things didn't have to be this way and she agreed.
"The past few months have been truly incredible, and I don't want that to end."
𝗞𝗮𝗲𝘆𝗮:
He was so insanely popular at school; everybody wanted a piece of him
He just so happened to be your next door neighbor
And when you came and asked Kaeya for help with becoming popular, you both began fake dating
He introduced you to his friends and treated you like royalty
You showed up to his games to support him and even went out to diners after with everyone
He'll admit that he caught himself staring and smiling at you stupidly one of those nights; but he won't admit it to you
Kaeya's feelings for you only grew and so did yours, but both of you were scared
And so, after one of his winning games, he ran to you on the sidelines and confessed in front of everyone on his team
"You mean the world to me, and I have fallen in love so hard. Let's keep what we have, yeah?"
𝗞𝗮𝘇𝘂𝗵𝗮:
He was your quiet neighbor you often saw around under a tree at school
When your friends were trying to match you with someone you didn't like, you told them you already had a boyfriend
Desperate, you went and asked him and he agreed as long as you introduced him to new people
As your deal continued on, you became the couple everyone wanted to be
You were as convincing as could be, and soon enough you two were the talk of the school for a picture perfect couple
Kazuha ended up growing a huge liking to you, and became more flustered at doing coupley acts in front of people
Then, you kissed each other in private one night, and he ran out because of how overwhelmed he was
Soon, he was back at your window at midnight with a huge confession of his love
"My intention was never to hurt you. I don't want our relationship to be based on a deal anymore. I genuinely want to go out and love you, my dear."
𝗦𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗲:
The school delinquent who just couldn't stay out of trouble
He came to you asking if you could agree to date him for show
He accordingly told his friends he had a partner and his old one broke things off, so you agreed to help him out in exchange for protection throughout school
The two of you faked a relationship and satisfied his group of friends
Of course, your reputation went down when people learned who you were with
But as your feelings grew for him, you didn't care
One day, while walking to the bus together, you admit how you genuinely feel to him, only for him to push you away and tell you to kick rocks
Later that night though, he showed up on your doorsteps with an apology and confession
"I thought to push you away to keep you safe from me. Turns out I'm only hurting us both that way, darling."
𝗧𝗼𝗵𝗺𝗮:
Your childhood best friend who is the vice president of the student council
He's of high regard, and your family absolutely adores him
So he wasn't too suprised when you asked him to fake date for a month to get your parents off your cases
You were a pretty convincing couple
Tohma treated you perfectly with forehead kisses, talking you up to everyone, and holding you during lunch underneath a shady tree
He always had to convince himself it was all for show
But as the deadline of a month came closer, he just didn't want to let you go
He asked you to meet him at the front of the school, where he confessed to you with flowers
"I know it wasn't supposed to be real, but I can guarantee that everything I'm doing right now is based on my real feelings for you."
𝗫𝗶𝗮𝗼:
Your quiet classmate who sits next to you in chemistry
One day, a guy came and begged for your number, only for Xiao to intervene and say he was your boyfriend
After the guy left, he said that he'd be willing to fake date you for a little to help out
He wasn't the best at making a show of things, but you gave him guidance
You even showed him ways to slowly come out of his shell and be more open and social
He soon caught himself falling for you; hard
He had no idea what to do, so he tried throwing subtle hints your way
When you didn't catch any of the not obvious signs, he just straight up told you how he felt one day in class
"I like you, okay? And not faking this time, like genuinely. This is embarrassing.."
𝗬𝗼𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘆𝗮:
The leader of the cheerleading team
She caught your eye after one of the football games and didn’t leave since
When you came to her asking if she could fake date to make your crush jealous, she was more than happy to help
You both began dating after a Yoimiya publicly asked you on a date
Everyone was amazed at how well you two fit together
And soon, she began trying to become more intimate in public and private
You confronted her and asked about it when she tried to kiss you in your room
She sighed and gave you the truth
“Well, I’ve got feelings for you. Real ones. I don’t want our friendship to be ruined, but I want what we have for real this time.”
𝗭𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗶:
The guy you always saw when you entered the library
One day, he heard you arguing on the phone with your parents about finding a good partner for the future
He offered to help you out in exchange for you funding his book collection
You began “dating” and your parents adored him
And you began to realize how smart and generous he really was
Soon, your feelings began to grow
One day, you invited him over and sat on your porch, spilling about how you feel
He only laughed and smiled, holding your hand gently in his own
“I’m glad you feel the same. My apologies for not confessing sooner. I hope we can make something of us for real this time.”
THEMES. hurt; some of them are crack/fluff, some angst; a few arguments; reader is jealous and petty? Maybe, maybe not; a bit implied cheating on some; reader is kinda tipsy at kaeya’s part (i swear he’s the only one that has fluff)
NOTES. This is actually a request I received and it was specifically for lumine, so i made it that way. Also, i found it difficult to write dain for this for some reason so im sorry if he’s not included in this one.
It was difficult to doubt ZHONGLI at first. Your trust in him was beyond anyone else, to be quite frank. There was no other reason for you to feel or think otherwise, after all.
Rex Lapis’ death greatly affected the citizens of Liyue, and probably much more with the Funeral House that your lover was working at. You did not mind, as it was his work, after all. Even if it was at the expense of your daily tea-times, or even suppers. You could not even figure out if he had gone home last night if it were not for the soft thud of the door that had woken you up by the morning. You assumed that it was him, already ready for work and walking out so early, but it was unusual nonetheless. He never went to work unless he had woken you up first.
And that was when you saw it. He was giving a Glazed Lily to someone else, and it was a traveler.
kazuha, xiao, albedo, gorou, heizou, scara & zhongli comfort you during an anxiety / panic attack. short headcanons.
gn! reader
genre: hurt / comfort
warnings: implied anxiety / panic attack, self indulgent bc i’m not having the best time rn. first time writing for so many characters, challenging myself to get out of my comfort zone, feedback appreciated. scara’s part is suggestive bc yeah hori is like that and spoilers for his real name. i hope this can comfort someone or that you guys enjoy <3 (also no headers this time bc there would be too many).
kazuha
“a soothing breeze, he who makes your pain fly far away.”
if someone is good at comfort from all of these guys, that’s kazuha. you don’t even need to show in any way you’re not feeling good, your posture and the way you carry yourself today are enough for the wandering samurai to notice something’s not right. for all the flowers that usually come out of his mouth, kazuha is silent now, just taking your hands in his and sqeezing them reassuringly, to wrap his arms around you afterwards, your head buried in the crook of his neck, his soft hair of moonlight tickling you. his touch is delicate, yet warm at the same time, a sunny autumn afternoon, in which the songbird carried by the wind and the red leaves calm one’s heart, happy memories from a time long past finding their way inside of it.
xiao
“a guardian angel, the wings that carry you out of the abyss.”
xiao may not be the first to pick up on your feelings right away, but when your hold around him is more tight, your trembling evident, he’s willing to fight heaven and hell for your sake. don’t expect xiao’s comfort to come in the form of spoken words, instead he holds you against his chest like his life depended on it, which quite literally does, for you are his light and he could not stand to see your shine dim; so the vigilant yaksha holds you, one arm around your shoulders, his other hand on your hair. he knows your strength, but when the weight of the darkness is too much, he’ll be there to spirit all your demons away, enveloping you in the light he himself carries inside, your sun in the storm.
albedo
“blossoming flowers in a bed of snow, solid ground amidst an icy ocean.”
aloof as he may seem, don’t be fooled: albedo is very observant, so it’s only natural he recognizes every tell of yours; it could be as simple as a slight change in the lilt in your voice, how it sounds a bit smaller and strained, which confirms his hypothesis regarding your state. when this happens, his research suddenly is put on hold, albedo’s arms hugging you from behind, his face close to yours. and because he is no expert in the topic of comforting phrases, he’ll just settle for talking to you about all the wonders and mysteries yet undiscovered in this world, his soft voice calming you, the steady beat of his heart, your anchor.
gorou
“the sweetness of your favorite dessert after a long day, butterflies fluttering in the spring sunshine rays.”
the one who shows his worry the most of them all, expression concerned, his ears downwards, tail waging nervously. but as the warrior he is, gorou knows he must stay strong for you. so he does what always cheers him up in his down days: he will get your favorite snack for you, or even attempt to make it himself. even if it’s not perfect, his good intentions and kind heart would be enough to turn the tides in a lost battle. he sits beside you, hugging you from the side, guiding your head to his shoulder, his tail between you two, caressing your skin whenever he moves it, soft and warm, much like his heart, loyal, forever with you.
heizou
“a whirlwind, a hurricane that washes away your gray clouds.”
picks up on your own emotions before you’ve had the time to figure out why you’re not feeling like yourself. heizou’s plan will be to get you out of your mind. cheeky as he is, he will start peppering your face with kisses, teasing near your lips every now and then, not giving up until he sees the smile he fell in love with light up your face again. he may have solved many cases, but his detective mind is now solely and completely focused on you, on bringing back your contagious laughter that makes his heart pick up peace, its beating betraying his playful tongue.
scaramouche
“the thunderstorm that tears apart all that dares to hurt you.”
if there is one thing scara absolutely cannot tolerate is having to see the only one he cares about and loves in pain. he simply won’t allow it, not while he’s yours and you are his, which is to say, until his last breath. when he sees the one who makes him feel alive, the one who makes him feel truly human, reduced to shivers and choked back sobs, his only goal in mind will be making you forget, your mind focused fully on him. so scara will start kissing the sensitive spots of your neck, he knows them by heart, leaving the occasional mark. for once, kunikuzushi doesn’t care about the crimson blush spreading over the moonstone of his usually cold facade, not until he hears your breath hitch in pleasure and your little moans.
zhongli
“your shield in a meteor rain, the one who will always dry your tears.”
zhongli’s warm and comforting presence is enough for you to let your guard down, raw emotion coming out of you in waves of crystalline tears, akin to the dew of dawn over glaze lilies, but the ex-geo archon could never consider them beautiful, not when they mean your heart is heavy with the burdens weighting your spirit down. so he wipes them away, his nimble fingers tracing the curves of your cheeks, strong arms around your form, making you impervious to the horrors trying to latch into your soul.
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cw/tw; SPOILERS FOR THE NEW QUEST, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED. Hurt/comfort.
word count; 1.7k
notes; I come with a small little thought I had after the quest. It started raining when I had to meet with Xiao when we were out of the cave, and this came to mind. I haven’t written in a while so this might be a little rusty feeling, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless :,) I will most likely post this on ao3 too - Bunny
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When Wangshu inn was devoid of a certain adeptus, you knew all was not well with Liyue, or more specifically, its protector. Even the sky, which was usually so vibrant with blue, had become darkened and grey. Rain had started to fall, the growing rumble of thunder booming in the distance as the gloomy weather spread across the land.
You knew if you had simply called his name, he would come to you, but there must’ve been a reason he was avoiding the only destination he seemed to frequent. Something must’ve happened. Even if sometimes your beloved yaksha wasn’t at the inn, he was at least patrolling the plains, close-by in case of emergency. But the fields were empty - no sign of any demonic entities, and no sign of the exorcist.
“My dear, you shouldn’t be standing out in the rain like this.” A deep voice, dripping in rich honey, spoke behind you. You didn’t need to turn your head to see who it was, and even though he was right, you still couldn’t bring yourself to budge.
“Mr. Zhongli… Do you know where he is?” You asked quietly, shifting your gaze to look at the taller man standing beside you. Ever the gentleman, he shielded you both under a large umbrella, keeping you from getting any more drenched. He didn’t respond, so you continued to speak. “I’ve not seen him for days… He’s not been here, or anywhere in the marsh. I know I’m just a ‘mere mortal’, and he’s a divine being, but I…” You let out a heavy sigh, hanging your head down slightly. “I’m worried about him.”
“Even though you do not possess divine power, that doesn’t mean you’re not powerful, even if you’re only a mortal.” Confused, you turned around to fully face him. “Your emotions are strong enough to break the steady walls of a mighty adeptus. Is that not power?” Golden eyes slid down to look at you, the corner of his lip curled upwards slightly. The ex-archon turned his head to look at something in the distance your eyes could not follow, then let out a quiet sigh. “So perhaps, you could get through to him. Apart from you, think about what else he holds dear. Then, you will find him.” Suddenly, he lets out a quiet chuckle. “Apologies for the riddle, but I made a promise to not divulge that information. But if you know him as well as you think, this shouldn’t be too difficult of a task.”
“… Thank you, Zhongli.”
“Good luck, Y/N.”
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It didn’t take you long to narrow down what Xiao truly cared for. Liyue, you, and The Yaksha’s. You knew that if this was about you, you would at least be able to feel his presence around you, and for once you did not. If this was about Liyue, you knew that Zhongli would’ve advised you not to get involved. Which only left one option: The Yaksha’s.
Your partner rarely talked about them. If the topic came up in conversation, it was very brief. You knew one thing, though - The Yaksha’s were once a source of true happiness for Xiao. When he spoke of them, there was a gentleness in his eyes, a softness in his voice, one that seemed to be reserved only for his loved ones. And it was clear, he loved them very dearly. Perhaps, deep down, he would even consider them his family. The adeptus never seemed to let himself think of them for too long, and usually that brief moment of nostalgia and remembrance would be tossed away with a soft shake of his head. ‘Never mind’, he would mumble. ‘Forget it’, he would whisper. You didn’t want to forget, but you never pushed it.
The temple was fairly new, and one of the only ones that were visited in the modern times. Even now, you could see the leftover smoke from the freshly lit incense coming from the open window. If you focused, you swore you could smell grilled fish, and another smoke trail intertwining with the other. And in the shadows, just above the small building, you could see a lone figure perched on the edge of the hill.
Found you.
A short climb to the top of the hill and you were next to the person you were looking for. The slight ache in your muscles was worth it, just to see him. Droplets of water from the pouring rain slid down the apples of his masked cheeks, landing on one of his idle hands that were resting on his lap - the other, resting against his bent knee. He could almost pass for a statue, if it weren’t for the subtle rise and fall of his chest.
“Xiao…?” You called out when you were nearer. His head turned towards you slightly, an indication he had heard you. After waiting a few seconds to see if he’d greet you, you slowly shuffled towards the short male, sitting down beside him.
“I know you see yourself as a weapon, and nothing more… But no one can hide from their emotions forever.” Your hushed voice murmurs over the gentle, tiny splashes of rain hitting the ground.
As expected, you heard no response from the adeptus. Just as you were about to stand up, however, you heard a quiet inhale of breath. Your head turned to look towards him, surprised to see his own was turned away from you. Another questioning whisper of his name left your lips, your hand raising towards the blackened mask, fingers sliding underneath the cheek you had cupped. When your eyes connected with his, silently asking for permission to remove it, he didn’t move. Being as careful as you could, you removed the mask.
Still as ethereal as ever, the divine being stared back at you - with red rimmed eyes. Fresh tears continued to spill down his face, collecting at the ends of his jawline. Is this why he was wearing his mask in the first place? You supposed he had grown used to hiding everything underneath the identity of a bloodthirsty, ruthless yaksha.
“What’s happened, my love?” You asked quietly, your thumbs already beginning to wipe underneath his eyes. Instead of giving you an answer, his own hands took a hold of yours.
“Promise me.” He murmured, his eyes hazy, almost as if he was looking through you instead of at you.
“Promise you?”
He nodded. “Promise you’ll call out my name when you need me. I… Can’t lose you, too.”
His tone was sombre, and as much as you wanted to dig deeper into what was causing turmoil for your beloved, comforting him was more important.
“I promise.”
And then, he did something that neither of you could’ve predicted. His hand slid to your own to your wrist, pulling you face first into him, his arms wrapping tight around you. His arms shook as his grip only grew stronger.
“I have to protect you. I couldn’t protect them. I couldn’t…” His voice began to trail off, and you felt the familiar sensation of Xiao’s face burying into your neck, a shaky exhale of breath fanning against your skin. “My family… There was nothing I could do. For you, I will not make the same mistake twice. If you need anything, call my name. I will make it right.” I will protect you until my last dying breath.
Those words went unsaid, but you could hear it in the way the wind whipped fiercely around both of you, and how the rain grew heavier.
I really liked the same height s/o you did, thank you so much for writing it.
Again, feel free to ignore this request. I think I made it confusing and too detailed(?)
Can I get a sagau Xiao with player reader who is always super affectionate when maining him?
Calling him affectionate nicknames and using a soft tone with him?
Like, reader likes talking to Xiao about their day and talks to him as if he's there?
Or they log in the game to see him alone, esp when they have a bad day?
I ramble ;-; anyway, would he break the code to speak to reader, or would he stick with the code, but somehow finds a way to temporarily meet/talk to reader irl somehow?
Also, what will he do if reader calls him their boyfriend before knowing he's sentient?
Hehe thank you for requesting that last one
This idea is really cute hehe sorry for taking so long to write
Sagau- Xiao x Reader
Lately you've enjoyed playing this adventure game called Genshin Impact, and overall the game was well created, the scenery, the characters, but one specific person had caught your eye.
His name was Xiao, and you had really loved everything about him and had looked into his lore more than the other characters. You built him to the max and took extra care of him making sure to keep a shield on him and help him lose the least amount of hp.
Even though you knew it was just a game and that he wasn't real, you couldn't help but develop a strong affection towards him and you loved talking to him about the exciting things from your day and the not so exciting ones as well. You liked to talk softly to him and call him cute little things because he wouldn't hear right? Not that it mattered, but what you didn't know was that a certain little yaksha could hear each and every single word you uttered to him and he was glad you weren't able to see the light blushes developing from your bold words. He was the Conqueror of Demons afterall, he wouldn't be affected by some mortal would he?
Xiao was really surprised at first when he felt his body moving on it's own. But after being controlled for a bit he could hear voices and as time went on, there became progressively clearer. He learned that there was some mortal controlling his body on and off and that he actually existed in a game called Genshin Impact. He didn't like the feeling of not being in control of his body, but after a bit he was accustomed to it and didn't really mind it. He enjoyed you logging in and your affection. He loved the soft tone of your voice, and he loved when you didn't get angry at him when he didn't crit. But he still tried his best for you.
Sometimes, he wished to reply to some of your comments, especially when he can hear that you were having a hard day. It really does pain him after spending so much time with you to hear you cry, he wishes to comfort you, but how would he? Should he break code and his walls to talk to you?
While you were offline from Genshin, he started looking through many books, he found a craftable gadget in ancient scrolls to get to you, not for long, but long enough to be able to say the things he must to you if ever needed. He would be able to, but he won't unless absolutely necessary. Not extremely possible, but just a precaution.
The day you reached friendship level ten with Xiao, was also an incredibly tough day for you, you used genshin as an escape source from all your problems and hardships. And when the 10 notification appeared on top of his name you burst our crying. From happiness of his friendship and name card but also from just all the pressure you've been feeling. And Xiao's heart just shattered at it. On reflex he took out the gadget and activated it. All of a sudden you both saw flashing bright lights and you were suddenly face to face with... XIAO?!?! IN YOUR BEDROOM???!!! WHY WAS HE IN YOUR BED ROOM (not that you were complaining... but like-)
He was right on top of you propping himself up using his arms to keep himself from falling on top of you. Both of you were extremely quiet as you stared at each other. This was definitely not how Xiao planned on meeting you for the first time. After a few more seconds of staring as each other you both scrambled away from each other. Keep in mind that you were just crying so your eyes are all puffy and swollen and you just looked very tired and messy. You snatched your blanket to cover your face as Xiao thought about what to do next. He didn't have much time in your world so he wants to just get to the point.
You felt a pair of long slender arms wrap around you as you look up from shoving your face into your blanket to see Xiao, real life, and actually there. Holding you. You put your arms around his waist and hugged him back as you both sat there for a few minutes in comfortable silence.
You two ended up talking about worlds and some similarities and differences. You both also asked questions about life in your said worlds and have a wonderful conversation. But alas, all good things come to an end. You and Xiao both felt him slowly fading and being sucked back into the game. A soft light came this time to take him back to his world. You, started tearing up again, and Xiao just softly smiled and patted your head. As he slowly faded back into his game he said one more thing, "Just so you know the nicknames you call me are really cute~ you should keep talking to me about your days and the fanfictions you read about me~"
And with that, the Conqueror of Demons went back into his world leaving you open mouthed and red as a tomato.
whendidhehearthatwhydidhehearthatdoesthatmeanhecouldhearmethisentiretimehelpwhatdoidoimdyinghelpthatissoembarrassingbyepleasegodsaveme.
Who knows maybe he'll visit you again, whatever he heard from your rambles can be the next time you two meets' problem.
A/n: Sorry this took so long a bit of ooc Xiao but I feel that he'd warm up and become a bit affectionate after you two spent time together so that's my reasoning sdjfg
That's it. You all can just know me by the Large amount of Xiao.
(n.) the act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full
With: Xiao
Words: 800
Genre: Fluff, and some amount of soft angst
Note: My compensation for the soul punching archon quest, so spoiler alert for 2.7
Soft lips brush against his own, gently, lingering; savouring every little touch, every little sensation. Almost delicately, afraid that if you pull away for even just a second, you’ll lose him.
“Breathe…”
Xiao’s hand on your waist tightens a little, as if to get you back to consciousness. “Y/N, breathe,” he murmurs softly.
You pull back a little, looking somehow dazed down upon his golden eyes that are mustering you with such tenderness in them your heart wrenches.
After the recent events in the chasm - being trapped somewhere between time and space, the illusions, …Xiao’s sacrifice for all of you – it is safe to say that you didn’t leave his side for some time after that.
In fact, neither did he.
Therefore, today you’ve contrived to wander down the path near Wangshu Inn; even if it would be just for a couple of hours, you wanted to spend this time with him, focus on what you have, treasure what you nearly lost.
You’ve chosen a somewhat tranquil spot near the water, to settle down for a while. Both of you lying on the soft grass, your elbow supporting your body as you try to focus on Xiao’s eyes that are looking up to you now.
He lifts his hands to brush some strand of hair behind your ear. “Your heart is racing too fast.”
You chuckle lightly. “Can you blame me?”
Your eyes travel over his features; from the gold of his eyes, over the darksome skin beneath them to the still not yet completely healed wounds on his cheek and around.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
Gently you lean down a little to place a kiss on his wounded cheek. “I’m just glad you’re here,” you mumble, giving him half of a smile.
Xiao eyebrows furrow. “If it’s about what happened in the chasm- “
Again you bend down to kiss him, this time, though, on his lips, surprising him a little. But nevertheless, he responds almost immediately.
You try to savour this feeling, to remain in this moment with him, you really do, but your mind keeps bringing back short and sharp images from the day before. Especially the crucial moment when Xiao decided what he had to do. The determined look on his face, the sheer panic you felt when the anemo barrier appeared, and you tried to reach for him, to stop him, to do anything - but he was already gone.
Or rather, you were already gone while Xiao was facing his verdict, swallowed by the darkness beneath. The horror when you realized what had happened, what you lost without even the chance of a goodbye.
You hold him even closer now, kisses turning somehow longer and relentless, feeling every despairing emotion.
At some point Xiao feels sudden wetness upon your cheeks, unconsciously some tears have slipped out of your eyes.
Right away he is sitting up, pulling you with him so you are now sitting face to face. Xiao tilts his head a little, clearly shocked when he realises what effects his past actions still have on you.
“I can’t completely comprehend your demeanor,” he admits and cups your face with his hands, brushing away the tears. “Everything turned out fine, didn’t it?”
“I almost lost you. Of course I’m a little emotional.”
A line appears between his brows, while he studies your face. “This is my purpose - to protect. It always was and always will be. No matter the consequences.”
You press your lips together, an icy but burning feeling forming in your chest. “Xiao…,” you say softly. “You think you’re doomed to die in the place of someone else, that it’s an honourable way to go by sacrificing yourself – weather it’s for Liyue or the people you cherish most. But the people who cherish you, who love you, they don’t want you to go. Especially not that way.”
You lean forward, enough so your foreheads are touching. Then you take a deep, somewhat shaky breath. “I know this mentality is widely established in you, but… Xiao, I couldn’t live a life without you in it. I couldn’t imagine – I don’t want to imagine it.”
You feel his kiss against your forehead, causing you to close your eyes in devotion; then he bends down to meet your lips.
Xiao isn’t particularly a man of words, moreover for him, no right words exist to express his emotions, his sentiments. Or maybe it is also because both of you know, that in the end his mindset would remain, nonetheless.
Arms wrapped completely around him you hold him close to you, feeling the warmth of his skin, the beating of his heart.
“I love you so much. I hope you know that,” you mumble, brushing your lips together, lingering for another moment.
Thanks for reading! :) Comments and reblogs are appreciated <3
warnings: crying ? lmao i guess, spoilers for 2.7 interlude quest, reader has a mini breakdown, terribly written probably, no pronouns used, slight angst ?
meilin’ s notes: my first time writing a full (kind of) fic ! hopefully i do gender neutral some justice since i’ve never written gn before, only fem ;v; lmk if theres anything i need to fix !
“why did you let him go?” you asked zhongli, who was gazing into the plains on the balcony of wangshu inn. “surely you know the dangers that lie in the chasm, rex lapis.”
zhongli’s silence irritated you, your heart beating painfully. just the thought of your companion entering unknown and highly dangerous lands made you feel anxious, and sick. of course you knew xiao was capable of holding his own, you knew of his strength. still, he made you worry everyday.
“xiao is more than capable of taking care of himself, [name].” zhongli finally replied.
“thousands of years worth of knowledge does not cancel out the fact that he is still prone to danger, sir” you argued back. “no matter what you tell me, i wont ever stop worrying for that boy-“
“of course you wont,” he said simply. “i wouldnt expect you to. but you must understand this, [name].”
he then turned to face you, amber orbs burning into your [color] irises.
“it all comes down to a matter of trust. have faith in xiao, im sure everything will be fine then.”
and even as he turned to leave, still your heart ached.
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throughout the entire day, you felt an unease in your chest, a terrible ache in your heart. it seemed to be worse than yesterday’s treatment.
your mind was plagued with thoughts of xiao and his safety, the chasm, the lying dangers awaiting him, and the worst possible scenario: his possible death.
the thought still terrified you. although you werent a part of the 5 yakshas, you still harbored a deep fondness for them. bosacius was like the older brother you’d never had, making flower crowns with indarias and menogias, sharing wisdom with menogias, and the peaceful days with xiao.
it was all so simple, but then their karmic debt had gotten the best of them. you’d watched, face screwed with pure terror as your dear friends lost their minds. you watched menogias slaughter bonanus, as indarias succumbed to her debt, xiao suffering screams ringing in your ears.
how useless you were then.
you had sworn to protect xiao after bosacius disappeared, promised to love and care for him. promised to do something because you couldnt before.
you were jerked out of your destructive thoughts when you felt a jerking pain on your hands. looking down, you saw you had bitten your nail down to the skin and hadnt noticed until it split open. you groaned, sticking the finger in your mouth to lick off the blood.
then, your heart lurched painfully. you gasped in pain, clutching your shirt near your heart.
nonononono-
i promised him. i promised to protect him.
another lurch, another gasp of pain. he was in danger. grave danger.
unable to stand idly any longer, you teleported to the chasm. as you did, the pain in your heart grew more intense.
“xiao!” you called out desperately. you could feel him, he was somewhere, why couldnt you see him?
“xiao!” you called again, this time a tear slipped out. then two, three, then a stream. your heart was in so much pain, your lungs felt like they were about to burst.
“XIAO.”
then a flash, and six figures materialized. hope flared in your chest. but as the figures became clearer, you realized none of them was the face of your beloved adeptus.
scrambling to them, you went to the closest person available.
“where is he, tell me now, where is he!?” you cried, more tears streaming down your face.
yelan examined your face, brow furrowed. biting her lip, she gently took your hand. then, shook her head.
the world stopped for a moment.
no…
yelan held your hand still as shinobu, the traveler, paimon and yanfei looked away in pity.
but then, a familiar presence erupted, golden energy started to swirl, and then a figure slowly started to materialize.
‘fret not child…under my watch will alatus remain alive.’
startled, you lifted your head to see if anyone else had heard the voice, but it seemed you were the only one. then, turning your head to the source, you gasped.
there he was.
xiao.
the pain in your heart and lungs finally settled, and you breathed easy again. releasing your hand from yelan’s, you quickly made your way to xiao, who was on his knees taking big gulps of air.
sensing your presence, xiao looked up only to yelp in surprise as you threw your body down on him, arms wrapped around his neck in a tight embrace as you pulled his head to your chest.
“you idiot!” you wailed, tears falling down your face as you held xiao tighter. “you big, stupid idiot! what were you thinking!? you almost- you could have…”
“i know…” he whispered softly, hands ghosting your hips, almost afraid to touch you.
“idiot, idiot idiot idiot-“ you cried, pouding your firsts on his back as you wept in his neck.
“i know. im sorry.” he whispered again, this time embracing you back.
yelan’s eyes softened at the scene. she motioned to the others, leading them away from you both.
“we ought to give them some space. im sure they have a few…things to talk about.
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meilin’ s notes: im well aware that while the travele and co. was trapped underneath the chasm, that the theory that time was at a pause in teyvat was made known but since zhongli broke that rule, i made it broken with the mc too. lemme know what you guys think ! i dont think i did too bad, but the first half was definitely not the best lol
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