Hi, yet another new account as misfortune keeps following me around. I have decided to delete my previous account due to it being bugged after staff destroyed it for no given reason and brought it back to me broken. I haven't been able to fix those bugs and my perfectionism can't accept it, so... new account... again.
Now, trust me, I really do hope this one won't have to be deleted due to stuff outside of my control again cause I am also really sick of having to hop accounts, I just want to keep this one and have fun. I do miss my old username already tho 😭 which I won't mention cause the nature of that name may have had something to do with whatever the problem was? I am not sure, but I don't want to take the risk. I could honestly imagine people would have seen that old name and assumed I was a bot, so, even though the name was amazing, I guess it's better if I don't use it. This one I use now matches my other accounts better anyway, so it's ok.
I also had a BUCK-TICK and Jrock polls sideblog but I won't make a new one for that just yet. I first want to see if staff leaves me alone as I never found out what the issue really was, name? Vpn? Idk, but if this account goes a few months without trouble, I might start a polls sideblog again as I did really enjoy it.
Moving into the introduction...
My name is Rae, I am in my late 20s, speak Dutch and English and I don't have much more to say for now. Well, except that I am... veeery normal about BUCK-TICK, you'll see that through posts and reblogs. I only follow for content, so I hope to get that in return. Follow me if you like to see mostly BUCK-TICK content but also Der Zibet, Dead End and... whatever else I'll end up posting! You don't have to follow me if you just hope to get a follow back :)
So, I'm a fanfic writer and starting fan artist.
My AO3 is CosmicDreamer69:
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
^ this used to be Nameless_Me and before that, Nyacchan.
I mostly write Atsushi x Issay but also Atsushi x Imai and occasionally Atsushi x reader (I do NOT and will never use "y/n" or OCs, don't worry.)
For the future I also plan other ships, but it will always be BUCK-TICK related.
My Poipiku (for fan art):
Cosmic Dreamer is posting 1 illustrations&etc. to Poipiku.
I'm new at drawing so there's not much here yet... at all... and the 1 piece that is there needs to be redrawn cause I don't like it 💀 mainly the shading I am not happy with, as well as a few other things. Anyway! I'll post most of my art on Tumblr as well but there is stuff that Tumblr would possibly end me for and that goes to Poipiku alone.
If you see this post in the future when I've drawn more, my art tag will be, very simply, '#my art'
I also work on music files since I like consistency. I got a drive full of several Jrock bands and artists and all of these files are 128 kbps, 44100 hz, around 91.5 db in volume and all files are .mp3.
Aka, the files are small but of high quality and have a consistent volume so no files will suddenly be very loud or very quiet compared to others. The volume also closely matches Spotify's 'normal' volume so they will work very well as local files. They may sound lesser compared to unedited files but I assure you, what you notice is just the volume change.
And I also have a Jrock discord for casual fandom talk, archiving and you are also free to host events such as tour viewings.
Check out the J-Rock Discord community on Discord - hang out with 41 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.
I will yet again be reposting a bunch of old stuff but, at least I can post again!
Sorry for the long post! Have the pics I used for my profile, plus a pic I considered as header, as compensation.
Btw, the 69 in the name is not to be funny, it's just a reference to BT's album Six/Nine. Cosmic-dreamer was sadly already in use.
