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OMG ARE YOU USING GUITAR GENIUS MIYAVI AS A FACE CLAIM?? OMG HE'S SO COOL AND YOUR SO COOL ITS LIKE A GREAT MATCH XD

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Photos by Mayumi Taka

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tzedakahs:

You’re completely right. I was in the wrong, for when I hung out with Spencer. I was fed misinformation that I should’ve took upon myself to find the other side of and educate myself to know the whole story instead of blindly believing whatever it was I was told, and for that I was completely in the wrong, and I apologise to Silas personally. If you send me a URL of his if he consents, I’ll send him a private apology.

The reason why I blocked was because I saw several receipts that reminisced of an abusive relationship I was in recently, and it was a snap decision that made me act quickly. It contained several trigger phrases and words, and it was very overwhelming, and I’m truly sorry if my blocking upset or harmed in any way.

I don’t think I’m anti black, but that’s not my call to make, and it’s not yours to have to educate, but I hope to be better as it wasn’t my intention to appropriate anything. And I apologise for vaguing, as it was childish of me and not my place. I went about it wrong, in hesitation and past hurt, when I should have waited for my initial feelings to pass instead of making a snap judgement, and talked personally.

alright i can see that youre scared my nigga but yeah we’re owed apologies, you can send silas’ to me and i can pass them to him but until then -- nah he doesn’t want to talk to you ; he been thought you was sus.

that being said, like its not my place to tell you what you get triggered by. but if you think that a autistic black nigga with bpd trying to understand what i did and didnt know what the fuck was going. but im over it, im over that and your friend. i don’t accept this apology until you give it to me privately. you been should have apologized. if you gonna vague a nigga about a m/i reaction / symptoms but you know what. im not hot over it anymore. but people know ya true colors, and if you ever put my name in your mouth again before you apologize to me privately then its over its done with. next time you’ll know -- maybe we still woulda be friends.

but nah, you ARE antiblack. thats my call nigga. you can apologize all you want publically to save ya uwu wokeness but you owe me an apology in my dms nigga. thats the l, you can unblock you can message me ; and you can apologize. you made several fucking posts about me about how you had a feeling i was abusive or some shit -- i saw it. it’s good to know that when it comes down to it, you always will be a snake who hate black niggas. like i’m dying nigga. you apologize for vaguing, are you going to apologize for the shit you said ? nah i guess not.

and unblock me nigga -- i shouldnt have to be blocked for no good reason

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@tzedakahs so i was gonna try to keep my mouth shut cause i wasnt pressed but you wanna tell me why you aint apologize to myself or silas for hanging out wit spencer and likin all them posts when he was dissing and deadnaming silas. but you wanna pretend like you was never down with him, but you really was. me and mine are owed the apology i let you ghost on cause i liked you ; but nah none of that no more 

 you wanna be black so bad, appropriating black characters, and then block a nigga when they too mentally ill for you and ya friend. but if we clearing the air, lets do it then. you antiblack nigga ? you hate niggas ? you wanna vague ( yeah i saw it nigga ; it was ableist nigga )  but you can’t at me or confront me like a real nigga ? nah im not about it.

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xinses has like 17 children

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XINSES’ CHILDREN FROM HIS EYES : IXORA W. QUEENS

ixora , while xinses’ youngest, is also one of his very few detractors. she holds a rather holy part of him in herself, that was given to her by him in an attempt of ridding himself of any sort of empathy or want to create non self serving life. she is not the first child of his he tried to give this to, but the first to live through the process. her name comes from the flower shaped nebulae and constellation near her home system.  her celestial idea & path is: COSMIC LIFE / EXPANSION / AND CREATION.

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she stands on the edge of rooftops, her pupils blown wide, pressing blood stained fingers into dark bruises beneath her eyes. breathing in the smoke of cities burning, she searches for avalon in the faded scars on her body. with slender hands held heavenward she begs the stars to fall from their skies. once, she believed blood to be beautiful, until she watched a lost prophet, urging the gods to burn the night.

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me: okay time to make one for ixora me, immediately realizing that ixora would never work with xinses psd: finally good content

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XINSES’ CHILDREN FROM HIS EYES : TAISES ABOSTI

taises has always been xinses greatest achievement. simply do to the boy’s resemblance to himself, his loyalty to his siblings, and his ability to carry out xinses’ orders. he is xinses oldest, and is the leader of xinses’ cosmic pirates. his name means ‘ash son’ as xinses mean ‘fire son’ his celestial idea & path is: COSMIC DEATH.

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🌒 MIRRORED /  messianick.

               CURIOUS THING, REEKING of the same esoteric power he recognizes in his love. A relative perhaps? But the artifact pulsing with malevolent red light at the center of its’ skull speaks of a more complicated connection. He rears his mighty head, nebulae billowing like smoke off of his untamed curls. His mouth drips with the dark ichor between the stars. 

     ❝ You are trespassing on Imperial territory. ❞ Vader has no desire to riddle with some old forgotten god. He is the rotten divinity of a new age, one which bows to his will, no matter if this…creature claims otherwise. ❝ State your purpose. ❞ 

                  HE IS MANY THINGS, but most prominent is that he is the promised end. where anakin eats suns, xinses has swallowed generations of evolution in a blink. fingers move again, porcelain face-mask grinning and speaking as though unperturbed. from the darkness, light was born; ironic ; his holy daughter with her temples and her soft ways -- having been born from his life side.  and for this one to LOVE the light so while basked in darkness akin to his own. he’s interested , and the stars rumble as night stills and stars around the galaxy blink into non existence.   ❛ I COME TO PARLAY, EMPEROR. ❜

                    ❛ i offer you a boon, in more ways than one. ❜      long fingers, too many on one hand to be normal, reach into his gaping skull. past the artifact elbow deep until his arm cracks as though broken.two more  pull the useless limb from the deep sink, two other cradle his face. from that gaping pit, a pomegranate; overripe and bleeding ichor. the set of his unholy grins, malevolent.     ❛ i offer only help, guidance -- a way. ❜

                        ❛ this could make her stay. ❜

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REV·E·NANT : one that returns after death or a long absence. the life we lead ? we’re NEVER truly alone. every day is a fresh horror. every memory a NIGHTMARE. even when it is just the two of us… there’s a pasty-faced clown sitting in the corner of the room, just laughing. at us.    /     private & canon-divergent jason todd of dc comics.  

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xinses calling ixora any name relevant to the fact that she’s essentially the same thing he is scares the shit out of me because like...he’s killed people for being too close to him much less ate his “”””””brothers”””””” arm for no other reason BUT for kicks. him acknowledging her in a level deeper than pet names, joking, or otherwise means that he’s serious with her 

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there will never come a time when we don’t need a hero like the doctor.

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                      ❛ BE STILL, XEMI 2. ❜            a great booming, a many voiced being descending upon the masses. he is everything, and yet nothing at all. his daughter, a shadow of himself. he splits himself, into a greater form -- greater than many can comprehend. then from that form he splits again, and again, and again until he’s something incomparable ; a nightmare upon the human tongue, a glitch in the matrix for any to see. but he knows she can see him, that she can speak his name and therefor she is his ; she descended from his stars, and when she dies he will take her light back into him great self and she will be safe. but until then, he scolds, harshly as he does all other things. his plans, foiled time and time again by a rebellious daughter.

                       when he speaks, from the super black hole that has become his face and mouth, giant hands reaching for her from the same inky moving rip in space and time.                      ❛ BEHAVE YOURSELF. ❜

                        ✱  STARTER CALL  /  @astroshe entered

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DUST TO DUST. have you ever seen the stars walking on land. the black void of space creeping across the horizon toward your window. you try to draw breath, but with each breath there is another lung full of glass and dust. it sees you, then, and it is vindictively happy with your demise. SCIFI + COSMIC HORROR CONCEPT + RP BLOG.