I don't cry over you anymore.
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@cozylittlewolf
I don't cry over you anymore.
Whatever I'm carrying with me spiritually, I can't seem to let it go.
How did I let someone ruin me so badly? Smh. You've literally made all my favorite things unbearable.
I think it's time for a change, but no one is going to like it.
me, on valentine's day
BIRDS OF PREY (2020) | DIR. CATHY YAN
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wingscal on ig
Damn this Valentine's day sucks. Foget love.
Went from "love is worth fighting for" to "there is no such thing".
I know I'm the issue I just don't know how to fix myself properly
Im loud. Too loud. When I get worked up it just bursts out of me. I'm sorry I don't calmly express myself. To me, I'm passionate. To you, I'm loud, annoying, overstimulating. All my life I've wanted to just be myself, and nowhere I ever have been have I been able to do that. I'm always worried about how it affects those around me. Every single day I wake up, I want more and more to go back to being able to just accept the loneliness. When I found comfort in myself. When I didn't have to worry about bothering those around me.
Idk where else to post this. Most my posts are lost in the nothingness anyway.
I feel so alone. So absolutely alone. I feel physically ill all the time from I'm assuming anxiety. Or I'm dying from cancer. I'm so lost. I want to be more for people, but I'm so physically sick of putting in all the effort for any type of relationship I have ever had. The thought of being alone also makes me ill though. My heart starts racing when I think about the fact that I talk to the same 3 people everyday and they all live in the same house as me. I have no friends. I have nothing anymore. Being alone used to be fine with me. But now I feel like someone else. Idk who this anxiety ridden person is, not about being alone. I just want to feel normal again.
Actually just realized I didn't even think of you today. Wow. I guess that's progress.
bowwiees on ig
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I have absolutely given up. At least for now. I don't have the energy to fight anymore.