You fail me🌹

germany📌 19 y/o🕉 Sie woll'n wissen worums hier geht? Man kann sagen es dreht sich um Drogen oder Knarren oder verantwortungslose Jugendliche

[wortliebe]

“Wenn sich jemand nicht für dich entscheiden kann, hat er sich bereits entschieden.”

[rumstrahlen]

[oriqinal-me]

[nightlightsex]

Wie oft hast du schon dein eigenes Verhalten so sehr bereut, dass du deswegen weinen musstest? Wie oft hast du dich gehasst für das, was du getan, nicht getan oder zugelassen hast?

[depressed-dyke]

[imyourfayevorite]

No matter what happens, you will only be his second best. No matter how many texts, how many sleepless nights you spend together, just the two of you, he will always have someone else in his mind. The guy who has a girlfriend will not come over at 8.30 pm just because you feel lonely, even if you asked him to. Even if you came over at midnight the night before just to help him finish his homemade pavlova. The guy who has a girlfriend will not notice that you need him right now. The guy who has a girlfriend will have an instant connection with you as soon as you learned each other’s name. The guy who has a girlfriend and you will be laughing and talking nonstop even from the first night. The guy who has a girlfriend will be your best friend, and you are his. The guy who has a girlfriend will comfort you when you break up with your boyfriend and will take your side. The guy who has a girlfriend will bake you crème brûlée to make you feel better. The guy who has a girlfriend will even joke about him being the reason you broke up. The guy who has a girlfriend does not have a clue. The guy who has a girlfriend will cook you breakfast after a movie night at his place. The guy who has a girlfriend will walk you home and stay there until you kick him out. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you feel special. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you forget about his relationship status. The guy who has a girlfriend will earn your trust. The guy who has a girlfriend will listen to you as you tell him about your family. The guy who has a girlfriend and you will talk about anything and everything at any given time of the day, but there is nothing he told you that his girl does not already know of. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you wait for an hour while you cook for him, because he was on Skype with his special one. The guy who has a girlfriend will casually mention his girl in front of you, and each time, your heart cracks. No matter how many times you stayed up all night together, by the end of the day, his thoughts will drift to her. She is the one he will dream about. The guy who has a girlfriend will text his girl whenever something good or bad happened to him, even if you are next to him, always. The guy who has a girlfriend will break your heart, ever so unintentionally, little by little, each time he showcases his love and loyalty to his girl. The guy who has a girlfriend is not doing anything wrong, which only makes you yearn for him more. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you dream of the impossible – if only he is not in a relationship. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you stalk his girl and mentally compare yourself and her. This may make you feel small, ugly, unworthy, undeserving of a perfect individual like him. The guy who has a girlfriend will inspire you; he will bring out your best potential you did not know you possess. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you want to prove yourself that you can be a better person for him, and with him. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you want to forget. There will come a point where you cannot handle this feeling and delete all his text messages. The guy who has a girlfriend will not realize and still texts you as if nothing happened. The guy who has a girlfriend will make you laugh and reply to his texts again. The guy who has a girlfriend is perfect in your eyes, but he is not yours to have. For though both of you fill each other’s waking hours, his heart is somewhere else beyond your reach. Do not fall in love with the guy who has a girlfriend, he will always choose her over you.

(via imyourfayevorite)

[technoherz]

Mein Verantwortungsbewusster Umgang mit Alkohol beschränkt sich im wesentlichen darauf, nichts zu verschütten.

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[behindtheirhazeleyes]

Du rechnest immer mit dem Schlimmsten, weil du so oft enttäuscht wurdest und wenn dann etwas Gutes passiert, zweifelst du daran und hinterfragst es so, dass du dir dein Glück selbst kaputt machst.

[zromero-deactivated20180814]

I don’t know what to do anymore because this empty feeling has never left.

[behindtheirhazeleyes]

“Manchmal ist es gut Angst zu haben. Es bedeutet, man hat immer noch etwas zu verlieren.”

— Meredith Grey

[perrfectly]

[chroelektro]

“Getränke voller Asche, Menschen die ich hasse. Doch ich gehe nicht nach Hause, denn man könnt ja was verpassen.”

— K.I.Z. (via rap-verse)

[nightlightsex]

Wenn dir jemand über seine Trauer erzählt und dabei lacht, dann sei dir sicher, diese Person ist innerlich schon tausend mal gestorben.

[shawtyfuehltsichsoallein]

“Denn während du fleißig auf der Hantelbank turnst, mache ich ‘ne Pepp-Diät für die perfekte Junkie-Figur.”

— Trailerpark (via fucking—junkie)

[kitty]

[perrfectly]

[schicksalspfad]

Als Kind habe ich nie verstanden wie Thaddäus einen Hass auf allen und jeden haben kann , wieso er jeden Tag schlechte Laune hat und immer alleine sein will. Heute verstehe ich Spongebob nicht wie er jeden Tag super drauf sein kann , immer glücklich ist und alle mag.