fuckin' ace, man

there is a shipwreck between your ribs. you are a box with f r a g i l e written on it, and so many people have not handled you with care. ezekiel 'easy' caerwyn. 21 yr old fire element. professional layabout, quidditch star & resident catalyst.

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[drayconnor]

“ what the fuck’s that s’posed to mean? all we’re doin’ is livin’ our lives and enjoying ourselves. what way is it you think we’re livin’? we’re not goin’ around skinning people and wearing them like a coat. & no, i probably don’t. but i don’t give a fuck. you didn’t see him after. you didn’t have to be in the aftermath of his heartbreak. i was. so i don’t give a shit about anything other than you hurting my best friend. & oh for fuck’s sake. us having been friends ain’t got nothin’ to do with this. you wouldn’t be nearly this pissed if i’d fucked you instead. & yeah, so you should know i have no fuckin’ regard for cheating. it doesn’t mean shit to me. ”

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❝  leavin’ behind a trail of broken hearts & screwing people over, yeah?      like  that’s any  fuckin’ better. & i  didn’t see him,  yeah?  i saw  him just     fuckin’ fine, dray. &  y’know what, he looked pretty fuckin’ alright, like     an asshole who didn’t give a fuck ‘cause you know what? he didn’t, he     shouldn’t. he had no fuckin’ right to be heartbroken when he’s th’one who     fucked us  over, like he fucks  everything over. just give it a mo’, dray, &     i can fuckin’  guarantee you,  you’ll be next.  he’s got that effect,  yeah?     he’s just too  good at fuckin’ everything up. & fuckin’ realize that it did    matter, a’right? it mattered a whole  fuckin’ lot. just like it  matters  that i    wouldn’t  have fucked  you, yeah?  i wouldn’t have fucked anyone s’the    point, s’the whole fuckin’ point. & that’s what you don’t get dray, ‘cause    you’ve never fuckin’ been in a relationship & commitment means fuck all    to you. havin’ someone who’s loyal, yeah? i get it doesn’t happen for you   dray, but it’s usually what people expect in relationships.  ❞

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{ ☻ } Person who could without a doubt make them happy.

there’s quite a few people in easy’s life that could without a doubt make him happy. perhaps they can’t be the "special someone” he wants or needs, but happiness doesn’t always come in the form of a lover, and from easy’s past experiences, it rarely ever does. instead, easy turns to his friends for happiness. 

he turns to ky, who’s quite possibly his other half and the one person he’d give everything for without question. to ryan, with her sweet smiles and rose thorn edges, and to orion, who always seems to know to on how to bring a smile about easy’s face. and when he can’t, he turns to theo, who makes him ache just as much as he makes him grin. because before easy’s fuck up he’d been just about the most dependable person in his life. so he turns to the people who love him, and he forgets about whatever else he doesn’t have, because beyond them he doesn’t need anything to make him happy, he already is.

{ ★ } Who inspires them.

a lot of people in easy’s life are what he’d call inspirational, but none truly get to easy the way mae does. he’s so fucking in awe of her, and from the moment that he’d first met her and learned of her story, he’s still convinced that to this day she’d been sent to him like a guiding light. that somewhere up there in the heavens, god still loved him, that god accepted him. after all, if he didn’t, why else would he have sent him an angel like mae? he sees so much of himself in her, of herself in him, and he feels so proud just to call her his friend. she’s survived through so much more than he has, and yet she still smiles as bright as the son. she’s beautiful to him, as a person, but also as the beacon that lights up his world.

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{ ✍ } what language(s) they can speak.  

answered here.

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☠♕ツ

{ ☠ } Their worst nightmare.

his worst nightmare is one he’s already lived, and now the nightmare is to return to that same position. some nights, easy still dreams of being back in his family home, living with a secret on his shoulders so large it weighed like anchors on his chest. he remembers the suffocating feeling, of being claustrophobic even without the tight spaces to trigger him, of looking at the boy in the mirror and hating so much of what he saw that some days he’d wish he never woke up at all. he remembers it all, sixteen years of learning how to grow to loathe himself, and perhaps the worst thing for easy to have nightmares about, that he does  have nightmares about, is falling back into that same life.

{ ♕ } would they rule, or be ruled?

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{ ツ } A guilty desire of theirs.

like easy isn’t just a shrine of guilty pleasures. of the worst however, and one he rather hates himself quite a bit for, is that he would fuck dray conner. wants to is a bit too strong of a word, but there’s no doubt about the fact that he finds dray attractive. he wants to cast an unforgivable at him more often than he can count, but even easy's subconscious  can’t help the way he’ll wake up with his blood boiling and his hips humping the mattress. hate sex is good sex.

[zachary-hassan]

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{ ♥ } How they show affection.  

easy is, surprisingly enough, a rather tactile person, and that’s one of the biggest ways he’ll show affection. from a first glance he doesn’t look that way, what with a rather standoffish attitude and perpetual frown found on his face, but put him around the people he cares for, and he’s easily found with an arm around their shoulders or with them pressed into his side. unlike most people who are freer with their inhibitions the sleepier they get, easy becomes rather jaded when he’s tired, especially prone to letting out an uncalled for comment when he hasn’t gotten enough sleep.

easy is also quite an open person with his love. when he loves someone, he’s in it for the whole nine yards, and so whether it’s declaring his life from rooftops or embarrassingly cheesy speeches at two in the afternoon, there’s never really a doubt about whether easy loves you or not. he either does, or he doesn’t.

{ ♕ } Would they rule, or be ruled?

with so much of his life already wasted under the thumbs of other people, easy has long since changed into a man who ruled his own. in his daily life, he’s a rather free spirit who lives to his own standards, and when questioned, answers to no solutions but his own. he’s rather confident and happy with himself as a person, and with how far he’s come, and so in most cases, he is definitely the one to rule. 

when it comes to his friends and relationships however, easy at times falls into a rather more submissive role. with his friends, it depends on their own personality, and how it plays off easy’s own, but he lives to make his friends smile, and therefore if it means bending, he’ll bend. in relatinoships, however, easy will easily enough be ruled, or do the ruling depending on their needs. which really in its own way, means he’s always ready to be ruled.

[drayconnor]

“ don’t need permission from you t’live my life how i like. he doesn’t need your permission either. you act like you weren’t so fuckin’ in love with him before. can’t go talkin’ shit on his person just cos you decided he wasn’t good ‘nough for you anymore. & he fucked me cos i was there. ain’t nothin’ to do with it bein’ me. & we’re not fuckin’ overselves over. we’re gonna be fine without each other. that’s the point in it just being sex. ”

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❝  you’re right,  y’don’t. but don’t think th’day  y’both crash & burn i won’t be     there to tell y’both i fuckin’ told y’so.  ‘cause th’both of  ya tell yourselves’     you’re so fuckin  alright th’way y’both are, but people aren’t  meant to live     th’way you two do. & you keep goin’ on about how he wasn’t good enough     & you just don’t fucking know the whole story, dray. fuck, does zach even     fuckin’ know? or did he just force himself into his own fuckin’  corner and     trick himself into  thinkin’ that  he’s the victim here so  he doesn’t have to     admit to how fuckin’  fucked up he already is. & you’re delusional,  yeah?     it was exactly because it was you, s’cause i was fuckin’ stupid enough to     ever think you were  my friend. & our  relationship, yeah?  was supposed     to mean that it wouldn’t be  just sex. that’s  th’whole fuckin’ point of havin’     a relationship. you— you’re a quick fuck, we get it, yeah? easy to replace     with th’next warm body, but i was in a relationship, & what zach did was     fuckin’ cheat.    ❞

[okthrill-deactivated20151119]

“I don’t- I mean, I’m not. Not the type. To do that. I- yeah, no,” he laughed at himself for being so flustered. “Oh, my name’s Thrill,” he reached a hand across the table in case the other boy wanted to shake it, “Nice to meet ya! Your name is…? I feel like I should know, I thought I knew almost everyone but I guess not.”

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it was simple enough to take the other’s hand, giving it a small shake before he let his fingers slip free. ❝  thrill, huh? s’cute.  ❞ probably the most  unique  name easy  had  heard  on  campus so far,  too.  ❝  nah, ‘less you’re into quidditch or in th’fire house, m’not special enough to have my name out there.  but m’easy, yeah? or ezekiel,  but no one’s called me that in, well, years.  ❞

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{ ☹ } A thought that makes them sad.

there’s too much in his life, that if easy were to stop and dwell on all the things that made him sad, he would probably never stop thinking about it. there is however, a major theme in the most deepest of his sorrows. an overall sense of loss lingers on his edges, woven through his fingertips and flowing through his bloodstream. he’s lost so much to the world already, and there’s always that aching, tender feeling of fear that he’s still got so much left to lose. from his family and the old life they represented, which wasn’t perfect, but his, and zach and the love he had spent so much of himself pouring into, easy’s spent years learning how to compartmentalize and therefore cope with his losses.

{ ♫ } Favorite music genre(s).

funny enough, easy doesn’t exactly have a favourite music genre. he listens to what people recommend to him and he sticks around for what he enjoys. he’ll try anything really, from techno to pop-rock and hell, throw in some classical why fuckin’ not. his itunes is a mix’n’match of all the possible genres you could name, and from artists like nickelback to the 1975, all the way to abba, variety is probably the label you stick on easy for his favourite “genre”.

{ ✍ } What language(s) they can speak.

growing up with a constant back and forth between usa and england through magical means, whereas easy wants to say he took the opportunity to learn as many languages as he could, the truth is that he can’t, at all. he speaks english, and maybe a smidgen of french, but besides that, bilingual isn’t something he can really boast of about himself.

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{ ☼ } Favorite season.

winter for easy is not only the coldest of months, but the hardest to cope through. after leaving his family over christmas break in the winter of o’ten, his thoughts of winter have since then twisted. 

easy’s favourite season had been winter once upon a time ago, with the sound of crunching through fresh snow and the smell of burning logs in the fireplace his safe haven. as of late however, easy has turned to the promise of spring. of new blooms and new beginnings. he hates the returning bugs and the following weeks of dragging through dirty sludge and rainshowers, but there’s something beautiful in the guarantee of a fresh start. something he’s needed for quite some time now, especially with winter once again approaching.