Jalsa, Mumbai Feb 24, 2022 Thu 11:56 PM
♥️ ,
Tomorrow .. Feb 25th .. be the birthday of Ef Sheetal Bahl , and Ef Partho Das from The City Of Joy , Kolkata .. 💐
Love and prayers for Peace and wellness .. and the greetings of the Ef family for this day of joy ..
.. a sleepy head .. a discover tech of the mobile and here we are at the end of the day in anticipation of peace and calm, when at one end of the World aggression and war symptoms prevail .. sad ..
but the picture of the hand is not an avoidance of the moment, but indeed an unknown act on the mobile that was discovered today .. put the camera on , switch to self mode , get the right framing and then ..
simply wave your hand in front of the picture and the camera clicks .. picture taken ..
.. and the ‘HUEDEE’ .. I hope I have the spelling right of the brand that I wear , is most admiringly, the work of our very own Ef the smily Poonam for the city of joy Kolkata .. well done .. inverted circumstances give rise to converted opportunities .. and this is a wonderful inspiring example of it .. 👏👏👏
the speed of technology in making all and all an impact, to reduce the think do factor obsolete is so prevalent , it brings me to a level of the uneducated .. !
BUT there is a desire burning to learn .. to educate myself on computers, software, etc., .. a desire to learn music , raw and out of track even .. a desire to learn another language - most of the prominent from the land of my birth - Bharat - but also a few from the other side of the universe ..
there is the hope it shall happen .. writing about it hastens the process they say and I write profusely each day for the remembering of all that needs to be known and done ..
the reliance on the machine to remember, to do, to note , has I am afraid been taken over, all over again, by the moi .. in the writing of those gloriously coloured postits, stuck at every possible location of a visit during the day - the bed, the bath, the vehicle, the wall, the desk, the gym .. the Genesis .. everywhere ..
and there are the generous and gracious Ef that assist in most efficient manner the work that needed several others , with the regularity and efficiency .. only a lady could perform ..
.. and its work tomorrow of the film shooting kind .. and the nerves clang and shudder .. have been for long as to how it shall all be done .. apprehension disturbs .. un expectancy .. all rolled into one .. and still no solace and calm ..
the fear of non performance .. the fear of mistakes .. the fear that it shall not be up to the mark .. the fear of what the others would think .. the fear of shattered criticism unmarked and in the beyond of negative remark .. of failure , of reason undermined , of not being what was expected ..
there never was any expectancy .. it was always assumed .. and you know what ‘assumption’ did , didn’t you ?
oh dear the mind distracts again .. that really is the drawback of the times .. there is so much that occurs almost simultaneously in its immediacy , that transferring thought and deed to where we left off, never does seem the same .. and it occurs here too ..
went off to check the spelling of ‘huedee’ and ended up looking for the parcel delivered at the gate to security .. its contents still not opened .. keen to know what it is .. ok .. so shall traverse to the office and find out .. ❤️❤️🤣🤣
.. good night and my gratitude to the patience of them that stay .. and before the lights go off , a few nervous moments with the lines for tomorrow .. will I be able, will I be true .. all in the realm of hope ..
and yes .. the gratitude was for them that design me in the early years ..
how the heck do you do this .. ? see .. another learning knocking on the doors of the cerebrum ..
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