I am only human sometimes

The name's Matthew Brown, or you could just read my damn ID tag. Orderly here at Baltimore State house of crazies. Need a hand? {Indie roleplayer} ~Multiverse ~OCs encouraged ~Mun & Muse both of age ~Occasionally NSFW ~M!A are always welcome tracked tags: crazyisascrazydoes Current M!A Satus: N/A Currently: online

[thingsthatworkyouup]

[rowanisawriter]

what happened what happened to the fluffy will graham

[licensetocannibalize]

he evolved

[crazyis-as-crazydoes]

willgraham-thelostlittlelamb replied to your post://-slowly rises from the dead-

[Hello, welcome back. *hugs*]

// Hellooo~ thank you *hugs*

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still-life-peach replied to your post://-slowly rises from the dead-

//I hope all is well!

//thank you <3 it is now, just had a lot of stuff go on at work but I'm good now~

[licensetocannibalize]

i now pronounce you murder husband and murder husband

[drhanniballecter]

You may now slaughter the rude.

[idontfindyouthatinteresting]

*bouquet of knives*

[crazyis-as-crazydoes]

//-slowly rises from the dead-

[oniric-multimuse-rp]

Grab a marker and write something on my muse! ( Anywhere over my muse's body. )

[sharonvalerii]

[crazyis-as-crazydoes]

make me choose  fallen-sparrow asked: Hannibal or True Detective

[brownberrypie]

Adam/Brady AU: The second time they meet Adam invites Brady in to look at the starts in his apartment. Brady could listen to Adam talk for hours, so he sits quietly and enjoys the marvels of Adam’s mind. After Adam apologises for talking so much, and explains it’s because he has aspergers. Brady says that it is okay, he likes to listen to Adam talk. It’s the first time Adam has not had to worry about being himself.

[tonystarking]

Grieving Beverly Katz.

[crazyis-as-crazydoes]

"Please don't be angry.

"How could I not be?"

[nbchannibal]

If you say so…

[mylittlegeekery]

#Earth Day #With arms wide open #under the sunlight #Welcome to this place #I’ll show you everything

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♠: A character I desperately want to roleplay with ‽: An unpopular/unusual ship with my character that I love ✄: Something about my portrayal that differs from others ✰: A reaction image I will probably never use ☠: A popular fanon headcanon about my character that bugs me

♠: I've actually never played with a Hannibal so I'd really like that. There's something about witty murder banter that really gets me all excited.

‽: I've actually found, admittedly very few, Chillton/Matthew shippers; along with some Matthew/Hannibal shippers. And I won't lie...I am a curious little thing. I wouldn't say I love them but...they're interesting. DON'T JUDGE ME

✄: I'm not sure if I have anything different. I mean...I play a lot on Matthew's confidence in social situations and with certain people who make him inferior. But I don't really think the way I portray him is different than the other roleplayers I've seen playing him? 

✰:  One day maybe...one day.

☠: That he's reckless. I know he'd do anything for his obsession but he's smart enough not to get caught (that's my opinion by the way, I don't hate it when people do it but I just am picky and like logic). 

[ofcrimsonteeth]

I thought of {✝} angels {✝} choking on their h a l o s . . .

[brownberrypie]

Adam/Brady AU: They had only been dating a short time when Brady stopped leaving his house. Adam knew he was in there, he could hear him talking, but he no longer answered the door. One day Adam stays outside knocking for hours until Brady answers. His apartment is torn apart and there are drawings on the wall. Brady keeps babbling about things that do not make sense. Adam is scared and does not understand what is wrong, or why Brady is acting like he is, he only knows it hurts.

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Will grinned at the other’s bashful nature, giggling as the lisp got thicker and thicker, until the other was ducking his head, hiding the rosy tint of his flushed cheeks from him. Will smiled, gently reaching through the bars to cup his chin and force his gaze back up, reveling in the blush. “Don’t hide it baby….shouldn’t one see a flower blooming?” he murmured softly, nuzzling him as best he could and leaning forward to gently kiss his hand, wishing for the day that the cool press of bars wouldn’t constantly hold him back or ruin the mood. 

It was Will’s turn to blush a bit, still unused to the reverent gaze that his nurse always gave him, tracing at his skin and making him feel like something treasured, adored. “Wake up as a family…to the licks from the dogs on our faces or Jay and Gavin playing or quietly reading books while waiting for their daddies to wake up….we’d all have breakfast together, a big, messy affair of pancakes and hot cocoa, and whipped cream fights. Just spend the day cozied up with each other…warming you with kisses and the kids with snuggles…”

He trailed off, brought out of the day-dream by a cold draft coming through the cell, reminding him of the real world and shivering as he wrapped his arms around himself, cold. “Least I still have my imagination..”

[crazyis-as-crazydoes]

Matthew found himself lost in the thought of this wonderful new life that was practically a promise, it hurt somewhere deep inside like the plucking of chords in his chest that bounced back the wrong way and snapped. He longed for it, longed for the feeling of the heat of flames licking at his skin from a distance as he gently nuzzled up against Will's own warm flesh with the tip of his nose. For a few moments he could forget the bars were there, he could imagine that the air was damp with the smell of a cosy fire and pancakes - the sounds of silence around them was filled with the sound of children and dogs in play.

But only for a moment. When Will's words trailed off he bought reality back with him. The orderly's features faltered a little and he pressed his face as close to the bars as he could manage; his eyes dancing with determination and the hint of childish whimsy. The promise he made was built on hope and wishful thinking, but he adored the man beyond the bars in ways he couldn't count on fingers or fathom in words. "One day you won't need your imagination. One day we'll have that little house, our fire...the dogs. Even kids. I promise."

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♪: A song (or two) that I associate with my character

♥: Most wanted AU

♦: Someone I follow and never roleplay with but enjoy watching from afar

♣: The url I wanted but didn't get

♠: A character I desperately want to roleplay with

‽: An unpopular/unusual ship with my character that I love

✄: Something about my portrayal that differs from others

✰: A reaction image I will probably never use

☠: A popular fanon headcanon about my character that bugs me

☢: Something about my character that I've never explored but want to

☃: A character I played on a whim and gave up on

✌: A character I played on a whim and FELL IN LOVE WITH

❅: A character I'm tempted to play

✔: What got me into roleplaying