listen closer to the words I say

"sometimes, you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, 'I'm not going to make it,' but you laugh inside — remember all the times you've felt that way."

[jjungkkook]

Black Swan - Las Vegas D2 (cr. kaysietam)

[dr-gaytorius]

The fact of the matter is that I do not want to do it

[dr-gaytorius]

"do what?" you might wonder. well. [gestures broadly]

[mournfulroses]

Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "The Anguish," originally published in 2018

[crazyperfectsense]

wow! a double shot of serotonin to the system and the brain is healing!

[crazyperfectsense]

just me and my meds against the world

[crazyperfectsense]

objectively speaking it's been a banner year for me — so it's even more unfortunate that I spent most of this year trying to focus on reasons to live

[reikacchan]

don't give up

[mornington-the-crescent]

[hobgobknowsbest]

makes me just think of this poem by Caitlin Seida

[nudityandnerdery]

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

my other grounding technique is remembering that the earliest abolitionists & the earliest suffragists had no proof that the world would ever make possible what they fought for and indeed many of them did not live to see it come to pass. and yet they did not succumb to despair so it would be disrespectful to their memory to let it overtake me

[weirdgirlvampire]

again and again and again and again

[crazyperfectsense]

taking cat outside on a harness for the first time (at 3am after imbibing a series of intoxicants and not feeling a single thing and then having cat try to run away in a series of three bounds after cautiously doing a very behaved lap, luckily restrained by the not-so-cheap harness/leash I bought): is this an emotion

[crazyperfectsense]

the vibes are soOoOOoOOOoooooOOooOOo goddamn bad

[crazyperfectsense]

update: none

[crazyperfectsense]

how have things been so bad for so long. I don’t even know how to talk about it anymore.

[crazyperfectsense]

the vibes are soOoOOoOOOoooooOOooOOo goddamn bad

[crazyperfectsense]

update: none

[resqectable]

“Never make fun of someone’s passion because that’s the thing that saves them from the world.”

— Unknown

[crazyperfectsense]

the vibes are soOoOOoOOOoooooOOooOOo goddamn bad

[crazyperfectsense]

blew the best smoke rings of my life and barely felt a single thing

[crazyperfectsense]

speechless

[crazyperfectsense]

how do you escape feeling terrible all the time