onigiri

blehb~

[at-doodles-daily]

11/27/21: yeah i play fortnite! it helps me prepare battle strats so we don't get gronked again!

[creamycreamcreme]

finally made it past an old flame..

[creamycreamcreme]

i always think back to all the fun times with you

[creamycreamcreme]

shouldn't be looking for gratification in a past

[creamycreamcreme]

speaking truthfully

[understands]

[creamycreamcreme]

yup yup still wanna get tipsy and chill on the balcony texting someone who'd keep me company

[creamycreamcreme]

[recaption]

[destroymylife]

[creamycreamcreme]

why am i afraid to ask you why we stopped talking

[especially]

[destroymylife]

[recaption]

[creamycreamcreme]

it really do be feeling like that sometimes

[creamycreamcreme]

Sometimes when I have these painful thoughts, the ones that sting more, my head tilts and stiffens abit like as if I'm being shocked. It's so strange but it helps I guess.. It just sucks that these thoughts even come to mind. I rly feel quite broken after what happened a few months ago.

[understands]

[creamycreamcreme]

I spent my last night trying to stabilize myself and I woke up still like this, lmaooooooo. I wrote so much on my journal, I don't even remember when was the last time I had such a long talk with myself. Years ago, I would never have thought that I would have these kinda feelings man. Well, it is what it is, right?

[destroymylife]

[creamycreamcreme]

Ahh... Man. Y'know I can't believe that my story went from down, up and back down again.. And this time it truly wasn't anything I did in the present. Yet again. It's just all of a sudden, from really I don't know what, that just ruined things. It really hurts and this is one of the nights where I so deeply hate myself for loving her, all this time. The really painful thing was that I had a chance, but her mind changed....

[understands]