I feel like this right now
this collage sucks and I want to do it [because I don't even consider this done since I spent 7 minutes in it] it's like a reminder of what I want to do, a check point
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Three Goblin Art
trying on a metaphor

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I feel like this right now
this collage sucks and I want to do it [because I don't even consider this done since I spent 7 minutes in it] it's like a reminder of what I want to do, a check point
I have a crush on a person who lives on the other side of my state, and this is not the only impediment
Lately I have more or less recovered from various things; even though lately i'm always late with all the things i have to do, and i miss traveling finding new people and meeting old friends
My family and I live in a house surrounded by fields, even if we still have houses near us; Yesterday I woke up and after ten minutes when I was still asleep I heard a noise of my sisters and my mother crying, running I put on the first sweatshirt I found and ran where the noise was louder, I found my two sisters and my mother in tears with our cat in her arms, full of doubts and fears, I approached them and the cat as quickly as possible, and in a flash I saw the white patinas in the eyes of the small animal, it was as if I had no more strength in the legs and I shook in the eyes while a vise squeezed my stomach and heart; but immediately I had to force myself to console them, slowly I took my younger sister and carried her into the house while my mother did the same with my older sister; we sat my younger sister still with the cat in her hand while my younger sister cried and I consoled her my mother tried to calm the upper one after more than half an hour with her sitting in the center to console her my mother and I managed to take the cat out of her hand and bring her inside where we put her on the armchair and while she was crying we convinced her to lie on her bed to be more peaceful; we managed to do the same with my other sister and after a while they fell asleep, so I went out and went to where the poor cat's body was, and I was able to let off steam by stroking his cold and lifeless body, even if the thing what made me fall apart was the fact that it was hard and when I touched it I couldn't move any muscle, it was as if it made him even more dead than he was, while my mother went to her room I asked him what had happened, and she he told me that it was the dog of the neighbors who always kept the dog with a leash of 3-4 meters to bite him during a walk and the dog owner decided to let him die bled in the cold of a field with full wind alone, without warning us and without the possibility of trying to save it. I sat outside in a chair staring at the box with the poor cat inside, my mother came to console me sometimes even if she couldn't see it crying and then came back also seeing the fact that I don't cry in front of other people, at a certain dot she told me to take him to my room if I didn't want to leave him alone; once inside my room I put him on a chair next to my bed and lay down beside him; I tried not to fall asleep but I felt like after a roller coaster ride seeing the strong emotions I just felt, so I was in a state where I wasn't sleeping but I wasn't even awake, until my sister woke up, came to my room and collapsed new to cry. We all went to the garden and collected the objects he liked: the kennel from when we took him away from the street, a box of his favorite food and the pajamas where he slept; my mother and I decided to put him in a place where he often played, with a shovel I started digging while my upper sister and my mother gave me a hoe and a yellow scoop once the pit was finished we went to say hello for the last time; that was one of the most painful things I have ever experienced, because the thought that this was the last time I touched him, caressed him or even just saw him assailed me. Taking everything, we put it in the hole and with the yellow shovel we put a little bit of earth each and then covered it with earth; while I covered him my older sister went to get a seedling that we placed on top of her grave and my mother took two stones to make a similar tombstone; we all stayed there crying, making a group hug and crying, so we all returned in shifts; I who wanted to show myself strong for them finished consoling them mine on a white chair and secretly burst into tears; once I got back it took me a long time to fall asleep; so I decided to go in the middle of the night to water the plant. I woke up with my sister telling me that she had brought me some juice; and all day today I heard the crying of all three from all the rooms. That cat was called Zoro (like the character of One Piece) since when I found him in the middle of the street, my younger sister had fought to stay alive since he could not even keep up and did not poop or pee since he did not he had drunk and eaten enough; he was a playful man who at first had some difficulty staying with the other animals we keep at home; he was solar fun sociable and curious. And I will miss you
ASSC vs me; round 2
me 5 february 2020; ASSC today
me vs ASSC round one
me 5 october 2019; ASSC today
ASSC
it is like the third time that the new collection of "Anti social social club" has the same style as some of my old works; maybe that's why I like their stuff so much
I am not following online lessons at all and I am not the type who writes first so all my friends (especially my classmates and professors) are worrying about what is happening to me (they do not know that I have been diagnosed with depression so I'm a little nervous) I'm becoming a bit of a hikikomori and I'm sorry because I know it's not good for me and because they are caring for me, and I feel it ps. I saw a beautiful film called "Castaway on the moon" if you happen to watch it pps. the backdrop is the same texture as a tree that I have already published, I have robbed myself
during a day I saw an old atlas of my father on his desk, as soon as I saw it I immediately made a couple of scans with the maximum resolution available that only weighed so I saved them on my hard disk knowing that sooner or later I would have them used; after about a week I started working on moths and butterflies (in a while I will postpone those too) and after another few days at 4:00 in the morning I came up with the idea of changing the wings and putting many colors and then I thought about when butterflies fly and the trips they make and boom
ps.only that the scans and photos of the combined butterflies created such a heavy file that when I reopen the Photoshop psd file crashes
Sky
I believe the sky is underestimated; if you stop even for just a moment you feel your soul hovering in it is your heart turning yellow full and warm like the sun it hosts is an entrancing thing that can make you understand how deep it is upwards only if you look , is something that is within us and unites us all (I'm a big fan of heaven)
the very few times that I have felt this way have been fantastic
Sometimes we find ourselves at the moment when all our emotions take note of our body; they manage to get anywhere from the fingertips to the chest; they become more dense as if they mix with the blood and pitch to make themselves felt when they pass through the veins, you feel them you feel them but you can not help but choose whether to follow them or not. It is as if they can make you perceive something you think from the flesh in your body, as if the tendons were more tense and the silence you feel hissed even more; at that moment you feel the air you can feel it passing through the crevices of your fingers you move them as if you were following a path that you already know but that is not predetermined. At that moment you feel the drops of rain or sweat going down, you feel that they change speed if they meet a curve, you feel the parts of your body that get damp until they get wet, being surprised that it is there even if you already knew it until you lose it when they come down too much; like when your legs itch after walking in a field after a rainy day, everything sticks to you even if there is nothing. Feel everything even if in the end it only lasts a second you seem to be in harmony with the whole universe; like being the point of a huge painting, or as if I could perceive a strange melody, in the same way that the deaf touch the speakers to hear the music. Everything resonates around you, like a stone pulled into a puddle that causes a lot of falling drops to rise.
this is a poster I'm working on; at the beginning I was struggling to write the description of the posts and it seemed simple to create them instead (in fact I did them without a description) now I create something to tell what happens
well there are a lot of things i would like to tell you, kind of how quarantine is freaking me out of how i made a shitty figure with my possible soul mate or how professors video lessons suck because you don't know organize crises that I think about the things I have to do for school but I find stupid so I don't do them or existential ones; but boh in general is bad and I'm in a bad mood
this is the first job I came up with when I saw my capillaries
(it's a task for school we have to create content on a seven deadly sins, I chose anger)
(yes they are my eyes)
for school we must create seven contents that symbolize one of the seven deadly sins; I have melted anger and this is the second content that I have created
A poster and cover for album or playlist or whatever you want; taken from one of my favorite films and since I also like the ideas for the outputs and for the phrases that the protagonist uses, I know that they steal them (I do it often, I am like a set of films that I have seen) ps. it is done in 35 minutes both the poster and the cover cropped regularized images with saturation colors and texts after a day a bit like this, so boh if in the next few days it will still look nice I will make the version done well pps. I think the non-protagonist structure of this film is incredible
As absurd as it seems, I love parties; and I try to go there as much as possible, so I wanted to organize one just to participate, and while listening to Ray Charles's "I got a woman" I wondered how cool it would be to make one with the 50s theme; so I made a playlist with fifties music but I didn't know how to call it but in the end looking on Google how to organize one I found a cardboard template by Elvis Presley so the light bulb lit up to me, and in the end this is the result (even if the playlist is called "Jukebox")
(I made the poster afterwards because it seemed like a good idea)
the initial idea while watching "Pulp Fiction" in the dance scene