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What happened last December 16... Please. Erica told me that you're just being friendly daw. Haaayst. Creepy, stop na. Naiinlove ako. Ulit. Bumabalik. Bag o pa ko nakamove on nimo please lang

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Tangaa nako oy. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Gitan aw nako ang mga old posts nako hahahaha pila na ka months lol

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Sorry sa mura. Nakakainis naman kasi putangina. Ayaw ko na nito. I don't want to feel this way. Not anymore please. Sakit na siya 😔😥 Abi nko'g humana na ang tanan. Abi nko'g humana ko saimo. Not seeing you for months..... Maybe i've thought of you once or twice lang in a month. Hayst. Maybe i'm not really over you. Unsa'y makuha nako? Maghilak ko karun, maako ba tika? Unya kung oo? Tinuod ba na malipay ko? Unsa. Sht. Sht. Di ko gusto mo amin na wa pa ko ka get over. Di ko gusto na ingani. Mabuang sa isa ka lalaki na wa'y pake nako. Yawi. Wala nako kabalo saakong na feel karun. Nagsugod tanan sa December 16 or 17. Exam days. Sa hapon katong niuban ko sa imo manghud paadto sa Centrio. Nisakay mi sa sakyanan saimo mama. Nanawag ka. Nakadungog ko saimo tingog. Kabalo ba ka na murag ni kusog ug beat ako heart? Murag na excite. Kay ngano? Unconciously gimingaw na diay ko nimo.. Wa pa ko kabalo adtong adlawa. Dugay na ko wa naka feel ani. Nagkacrush ko'g duha ka laki, gi try nakog shift attention saila pero lahi rjud ka. Niabot mi sa Centrio. Naa daw ka sa Robinsons. Niadto mi didto. Nag storya2 mi ni Erica though kita ko saimo in pheriperal view, gapa as if ko na wa ko kita nimo. Gi try nako'g focus tanan ako attention kay Erica. Litse. Nganong imo ko gi bangga? Kabalo ko'g gituyo to nimo or assuming lang ko. Pero basta. Fuschia. Ngano ni smile ko ato? Wa nako napugngan? Ataya. Paggawas sa Robinsons, padulong sa KFC. Ngano imo ko gi kuhit? Ha? Ngano giingon pa nimo ako pangalan? I've thought to myself.. "omg kaila pa diay siya nako? sht. Omg. No. Di ko pwede kiligon. Naka move on naka Marianne" Nganong namula man ko ato na mga adlaw ha? Ngano? Biga kay ko. Ste. Ngano gapangurog ko? Ngano di nako mapugngan ug mutan aw saimo direction? Ugh. Boset. Ga hope ko na di ni muabot ug 2 years. Please lang. Nag 1 year na ako feelings. So sht lang. Ok naman ko na wala ko. I'm doing well on my studies. Hapit nako ma honor. Haay. Gakaulit ko saako self na gaka inani ko tungod lang saimo. Siguro karun flattered nakay ka. Siguro kung nabasahan ni nimo..... Ambot.

Familliar

This feeling is just.. Idk. I don't like it. Though i'm familliar with this feeling. Felt this a lot times because of you. I felt useless, so disappointed. At myself.... Cuz... Di na 'ko natuto eh. Ikapila naka feel ani. Ikapila na. Sakit na.

One word: Disappointed

Many things have happened today. The issue of my beloved idol, which i cried for like more than 1 hour. And after, realized that those issue aren't real. Well, im relieved. I just want to say this: I LOVE YOU JAMES REID. I GOT YOU. I WON'T EVER LEAVE UR SIDE. EVER. SOLID TO OY 😋😘💋 Creepy - well, saw you again today. In your black long sleeve shirt. It looks good on you. I missed you so much bruh. It's been months. ☺️ But the thing is.. I felt so fuckin jealous. You - talking to a girl. Like your whole attention was in her. Under those fucking beautiful fireworks.... It hurts me. NEW MEMORY. WATCHING THE FIREWORK - REMEMBERING YOU AND THAT GIRL TALKING LIKE KAMO RA ANG NAA DDTO. I MEAN SARILING MUNDO. JUST.. YOU DIDN'T EVEN THREW ME A LOOK. A LOOK. JUST A LOOK. MOTHAFUCKER. IT HURTS. IM SO DISAPPOINTED. SO HURT. CAN YOU FEEL ME?! OF COURSE NOT. UGH. Maybe yes.. Napansin mo ko. And you don't fucking care cuz for you.. im just the girl who's head over heels on you. The one who's desperate for your attention. Did everything to get ur attention. Gave you a cake on valentines day, gave you a gift on christmas day. Just a look that's all it took. Once again, i realized...

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Your unpredictable replies though. I so love it that it make my heart skip a beat. Makes me smile..

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I don't know anymore.. Alam mo na ba talaga? 😢💔 Kung oo, just.. I don't know. Masakit. Thank you for last night though. July 18. You texted me. We texted a lot. I had so much fun playing with you around.. Why can't i control myself when it comes to you? I said to myself that i shouldn't not reply to your texts. But i can't. Every text i receive from you, everytime your names appear on my notif... I can't stop smiling. You're making my day. Eventhough your replies are sometimes so kulit/nonesense, i can't fuckin stop smiling. While we were on the carnival, i can't stop looking at my phone. Waiting for you to reply. But when we rided on the rides, i forgot about you a little while. Just a little though. Going to lifestyle, i was expecting that you'd be in there, with your mom. Cuz Erica said. And then, hindi ako nabigo. Nandun ka nga. You know what happened to me? I feel so nervous. Not really. My heartbeated so fast. So fast that.. I don't know what to do or i should be. I can't breathe. I feel so.. I don't know. I DON'T KNOW. Just.. Thank you. Nakita na kita. On my night. You guys stayed there for 20mins+ and i got the chance to look at you. I was kind of happy that you're side glancing. Sometimes looking at my way. While my mom went to Erica's mom. They talked. Though only short. But atleast. You guys said that you're going home. While on the way out, I saw you talking to some girl. I was kind of jealous. Tangina. Erica and Karylle --" palagi akong tinitignan in a mocking way. Wtf lol. You know what? Everytime i see you personally.. I become happy. But somehow sad. Disappointed.. "eto ka nanaman Marianne. I though you've already moved on." Till now, i still can't accept the fact that i'm already inlove with you. So fucking inlove with you. And the fact that i'm crying right now while typing these. The fact that i texted you when i got home from Lifestyle. The fact that i wasn't able to control myself. The fact that i re-read our texts.. Smiling. The fact, that i woke up, hoping for your reply.. But no... Your name didn't appear on my notif anymore. I smiled, "Haay. Wag na kasi Marianne. Alam mo naman ang totoo eh. Tama na" Alam ko naman eh. Alam ko. Pero masakit.. Gusto kong isipin na may pag asa. Pero alam kong wala na talaga. Pinagmukha mo na yun sa kin na wala. Wala. Anyways, thankyou for making my day yesterday. Eventhough it was just temporary. A short.. Happiness. "But.. So what if i cried for him? Does that change the fact that i'm not his type? Will he love me for that? No. No. Fucking no. He'd just feel honored and MAYBE his ego will just boost up"

Ilang beses na ba kitang iniyakan?

Ilang beses na.

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I don't know anymore.. Alam mo na ba talaga? 😢💔 Kung oo, just.. I don't know. Masakit. Thank you for last night though. July 18. You texted me. We texted a lot. I had so much fun playing with you around.. Why can't i control myself when it comes to you? I said to myself that i shouldn't not reply to your texts. But i can't. Every text i receive from you, everytime your names appear on my notif... I can't stop smiling. You're making my day. Eventhough your replies are sometimes so kulit/nonesense, i can't fuckin stop smiling. While we were on the carnival, i can't stop looking at my phone. Waiting for you to reply. But when we rided on the rides, i forgot about you a little while. Just a little though. Going to lifestyle, i was expecting that you'd be in there, with your mom. Cuz Erica said. And then, hindi ako nabigo. Nandun ka nga. You know what happened to me? I feel so nervous. Not really. My heartbeated so fast. So fast that.. I don't know what to do or i should be. I can't breathe. I feel so.. I don't know. I DON'T KNOW. Just.. Thank you. Nakita na kita. On my night. You guys stayed there for 20mins+ and i got the chance to look at you. I was kind of happy that you're side glancing. Sometimes looking at my way. While my mom went to Erica's mom. They talked. Though only short. But atleast. You guys said that you're going home. While on the way out, I saw you talking to some girl. I was kind of jealous. Tangina. Erica and Karylle --" palagi akong tinitignan in a mocking way. Wtf lol. You know what? Everytime i see you personally.. I become happy. But somehow sad. Disappointed.. "eto ka nanaman Marianne. I though you've already moved on." Till now, i still can't accept the fact that i'm already inlove with you. So fucking inlove with you. And the fact that i'm crying right now while typing these. The fact that i texted you when i got home from Lifestyle. The fact that i wasn't able to control myself. The fact that i re-read our texts.. Smiling. The fact, that i woke up, hoping for your reply.. But no... Your name didn't appear on my notif anymore. I smiled, "Haay. Wag na kasi Marianne. Alam mo naman ang totoo eh. Tama na" Alam ko naman eh. Alam ko. Pero masakit.. Gusto kong isipin na may pag asa. Pero alam kong wala na talaga. Pinagmukha mo na yun sa kin na wala. Wala. Anyways, thankyou for making my day yesterday. Eventhough it was just temporary. A short.. Happiness. "But.. So what if i cried for him? Does that change the fact that i'm not his type? Will he love me for that? No. No. Fucking no. He'd just feel honored and MAYBE his ego will just boost up"

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Somewhere in November

I heard you sing I saw you playing guitar I was so nervous I wanted to run away from you You sang my favorite song You made my knees go numb You made my stupid heart beat You made me so damn nervous Why is that everytime i avoid you i tend to see you There's a chance that i could run away from you But, instead, i chose to stay and listen to you singing How i wanted to move on But this fuckin' heart won't let me Is it really love? Am i really falling for you? I'm confused as hell I'm still young and i'll be meeting new people in the future I'm just maybe wrong Maybe this is just an infatuation An infatuation, As what young people also experience through their teenage years Which they thought it's love It's that fuckin hormones though When i heard that you have a girlfriend I felt like my world stopped for a while As if on cue, i'm on the verge of tears How i wanted to cry but don't want to But i couldn't take it anymore I burst out in front of my barkada(black mambaz) Too late.. Too late.. My feelings for you.. so deep that i hardly can't move on What to do? Oh... I'll just smile and just go with the flow I'll just watch him from afar instead I'll just.. I'll just avoid you.. Then my barkada told me that it was just a joke that he have a girlfriend.. But what if? What if he'll have one? Bullshit. I cried hard that night Really? I cried? I cried for him? Why the heck? Is it just my ego hurt? Or my heart? Whatever i feel for you.. It's not a joke It's my very first to say this... I love you creepybear I think i love you already But don't worry... I'll do my best to move on I'll avoid my feelings,... I am afraid of getting hurt I told myself not to fall again But what happened? I fell.. I took the risk. I chose to like you.. And now, it's getting deeper... I don't want to say i love you.. It's bullcrap I don't love you... I just like you I'm just infatuated But whatever I don't know what to feel though I'll... I don't know Creepybear, I really really like you! Thank you for all those memories you left me. It feels so good to feel kilig. And that is because of you. I think you already know about my feelings.. It's quiet obvious kasi. I hope you'll appreciate my feelings for you. I hope you don't feel disgusted but instead flatter.. I hope so. And thanks so much. Because of you.. My day gets complete. Without seeing you, i feel empty tho. But whatever. That ends here it's already 10:28. 😒👍😔😌😊 Time written: 9:50 Finished: 9:20

Naweee haha ka cutie nmo oy 😍 hope to have a baby in the future nga pareha'g nawong ani ❤️😍😂 hahaha! Jk lang :') This day went well. Because of my bestfriends. Daghan kaayo nahitabo. Haha! Well, feeling nako na wala tika nakit an whole day. Nakit an man diay tika ganina buntag :) As always, every recess time, ga hesistate ko pirme. Kung mo naog ba jd ko.. But i do end up going down stair cuz i wanted to see you. Pero it turns out na wala ka. How many times naba ko na disapoint tungod nmo? Haha. Expecting and assuming hurts. Bisan asa ko gapadulong.. Ginapangita tika. Hahay Nganong everytime pag naa raka saako duol, or mahawiran lang ko nmo or like; magka memories ko saimo kay gakalimtan nako halos ang tanan? Hahay. Sauna pa lang.., ga duda nako kng kabalo naba jd ka. Pero i know na nakabalo naka pero ga hope ko na basin na paranoid ko.. Pero murag confirmed naman. Nag talk mi ni erica last night.. I wanted to move on. Gakahadlok ko.. What if kng makauyab naka? Maunsa nalang ko? Makakita sainyo mag PDA unya masakitan lng ko? Hahay Last two days ago, 11/11/14 Grbi ka kilig nga day kay naka hear ko saimo voice closely ug nakakita ko saimo personally nag guitar. If you only knew how much i tried to hide my kiligness and nervousness. You guys first sang "Demons" one of my fave songs before. Kiligmats haha. Nakikanta ko gamay sainyoha. Sheet! Haha. Sila Erica kay ga gara2 samok kaayo. Gapahalata haha. And my top 3 fave song... You sang it.. Ako'y sayo at ikay akin lamang. Nag strum nmo ato.. Nagpasangil ko na muadto kog locker... Cuz shet! I cant control my kiligness! Kyaaaah! Pabalik na ko sainyohang place.. Ga hesistate ko kng muadto ko sainyoha... Gapangurog na gali ako tiil hahaha! Kulbaan rkay ko. Murag abnormal ako heart ato na time na xzd lol di ko kahangin ug tarong wiw. Let her go dayun. Hahay tama na please? Na overdose nako sa kilig. Chuy pa gyud kay gabie unya wala na kaayo tao. Murag kita(Black Mambaz ug imong barkada)nalang nabilin sa school. In the middle of the school. Nag jamming. I know all the time kilig kay ko.. For sure pulaAaaaaaa kaayo ko ato na time! Swear! Thank god na gabie to siya! Wiwww 11/12/14 Yesterdaaay 😍 pinaka whut haha Many things also happened. One of my best days Niana si Erica na muadto daw mi saila. So like na excited ko omg ! Makita nako ka 😍😍😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ pero naa pd part saako na sana wala ka kay gsto ko mag move on. Pero mas grbi ang gsto nako ka makita. Nag jeep nami, pa forward na ang jeep, nakita namo ka ug imong group. Na excited si Kakay ug si Erica. Positive kay sila na muadto jpun mo sa balay ninyo. Ako kay negative. Pero deep inside kay, please please anhi mo, hahaha So niabot mi sa balay ni Erica, sge mig tanaw sa likod, hoping na makita ka namo pero nothing happened. Wala pa giapon mo. Pero pagka minutes later.. Nanga dunggan namo inyo tungog.., shet nag dali2 mi'g adto sa kwarto ni Erica hahahaha! Sheeeyt 😂 And then, gikulbaan ko........ You knocked on the door ... U went inside... Nakitan nako imoha hair,, nag change omg!! Naay hairstyle! Gwapo kaayo pakshet! Pero nag hilom2 rko.. then he asked Erica some question... "Aha ang iPad cai?" Gitudlo ni erica iyaha bed na duha kabuok na naa sa taas dapit... Sheeet nagpaduol ka ... Duol kay ka saako direction.. Naa raka saako kilid pagkuha sa iPad.. Bullshet waaaaaaah gapugong lng jd ko shet. Unya iya gikuha ang foam pagawas... Naglisod siya kay naka fold to.. Gi sipa2 nila ni Erica.. Joker kay siya hahahaha! Nigive up si Erica. Naglisod siya.. Nahulog ang ipad which na catch ni Erica xD ana siya saiya mga barkada "hoy tabangi ko ninyo" pero wala siya gi pansin gi tan aw lang xzd mga paras kay na hahaha! Naglisod jd siya. Ni ana ko na "Tabangi sa bay" unconciously! Nigawas rto saako mouth! Gsto nako siya tabangan pero ulaw.. Basin malisyahan nilang Erica ug Karylle haha >>>>> naa mi sa taas. Nangaon.... Unya nag storya2. Making some jokes... Nangutana si Karylle, "unsay japanese sa stupid?" So like ako pd kay,,, tanga2... Ni answer ko.. Without even realizing my answer na "Baka.." My eyes grew wider. Wtf? Na realize nako ako answer. Wtf. Nakadungog siya ato!!! Wtf!! Hahahaha! Laptrep kay mi ato xD naa ra siya lababo ato baah So like 11:50 na... Na shock si creepy. Mao dayn to nidagan sila padulong sa gate So kami pd mga baboy.. Nagpa dugay2 labi na si small. Abi nko biyaan mi nila. Mao dayn to nakita namo na ni tan aw si creepy saamo unya gipa dali2 mi. Sheeet! Waaah! Dagan! Peste! Gi hangos kog maayo! Grbi kay managan! Di kahulat! Samok!! Niabot mi sa jeep. Grbi gi hangos ang mga baboy hahahaha 😂 Duol rko sailaha ni creeps tong naglingkod mi. I acted normal. Dili ko ga tan aw sa ila direction. Mao dayn to nag 12:54 na.. Naa na sa Xavier Heights. Shet nataranta na... Unya ginaog nami dapit sa right stop. Girls man una ang gipatabok. So nag dagan2 mi. Hapit naligsan sila Karylle or Erica! "Hala hapit ka naligsan doh!" -Erica. Naa pami sa in the middle of the street ato Nag lalis sila gamay ato then natingala nalang ko naa naay nihawid saako shoulder. Iya ko gi sibog pa backwards. Gihawid jd niya pero dili kaayo kusog na mo sakit na ug mo mark. Sakto lang na hawid. Shock kay ko ato! Si creepy. Naa man to siya giingon basta murag gkasab an mi niya.. Nihawa dayun siya,, wala pako karecover still shock Then i only muttered, "sorry kuya" bullshet! WaaaaaH! After a minutes i came to my senses then Pero.. He did that because we are girls. Naa iyaha manghod. Babae baya mi.. Opkors boys are meant to protect girls. Natimingan lang man na naa siya saako kilid dapit. 💔 haha :') iba magkacrush sa isa ka tao.. Tanan nila iyang buhaton kay tagaan ug meaning.. Samok kay dba haha? Oh well. Ill try to move on. Dats lyf

Another heartbreak. Shocking Revelation

when i went to my bff Erica's house.. She told me something that shocked me big time. "He won't be in XUHS anymore. He got transferred to Corpus" Fuck, like really?! I didn't know.. I couldn't believe it. I asked for proof.. Yeah, the books. No, but i know she's serious. She isn't lying. Because when i also went to their house last week.. I wasn't able to see creepy(12PM) and when i'd ask her.. She'd say, "Nag practice sila'g basketball".. She don't want to hurt me. Ang sakit lang. Ang sakit. Wala na akong aabangan pagdating ko sa school. Wala na akong madadatnan na matangkad na lalaki pagbaba ko sa canteen. Sa tuwing may program, wala na yung matangkad na lalaki.. Na palagi sa pinaka last left ng section chair nila.. Ta's ako yung pinakaright o pinakalast sa right.. Makita lang yung likod niya. Wala na. Shete. Ang sakit. Okay, to move on or not? It hurts. I cried, like a lot. For like 30 minutes. "Ingana ka jd ka katamaan kay creepy noh?" Awts, bang. Like a needle shot directly into my heart. 💔

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