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19. (by order) elibarra, hanuhail, utenathy, spookshack nmt, hsr, rgu, zzz

[cretaceouscodostomo]

hi guys i also write stuffs😁 leave a comment or critique it i want to improve!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86405021

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85795811

[cretaceouscodostomo]

[cretaceouscodostomo]

How big do u think is elias's butt?

definitely bigger than his will to live and self destructive tendencies (towards a certain mestizo)

[angelgesic]

An interesting part of Anthys character is how her CSA affected her. In RGU she has sex repulsed tendencies/Hyposexual tendencies, but in Adolesence of Utena she has hypersexual tendencies.

I can see her as both. I like to think RGU Anthy always had hypersexual tendencies but it was always used to exploit her as a rose bride, so she tried not to act on it as much. Or at all

But AOU anthy has a little more agency because shes looking for utena in the loop after she had the strenght to leave Akio in RGU. So now shes acting on her hypersexuality on her own terms. Its not good by any means cause its clearly a symptom of her abuse ane Utena doesnt like it. But I think the shift from RGU to AOU is interesting idk

[ramielshyte]

who wants to see cat boy elias raise your hand

[cretaceouscodostomo]

guess what

[cretaceouscodostomo]

[cretaceouscodostomo]

meow

[cretaceouscodostomo]

wip🤤🤤

[cretaceouscodostomo]

ELIBARRA RGU GRAHHHHH

[drill-teeth]

Something I really struggle to get people to understand is that like. Sometimes there was no intentional homoerotic subtext, the author was just extremely misogynistic. Sometimes the author wasn't "secretly shipping" those two men, the author literally just hates women so much that they see them as being literally incapable of relationships with depth. Like this is kind of a big thing with misogyny actually. A lot of extremely misogynistic people truly believe that a man can only have meaningful and complex relationships with other men because they literally just think women are so inferior they only exist to birth children and clean the house. It's like when people say along the lines of "no one worships exclusively men quite like straight men do". It's just that phenomenon actually. That happens to be manifesting in a raging misogynist's writing. Writing a man character who literally only puts effort into his friendships with other men while completely ignoring his literal girlfriend or wife is actually an extremely straight thing to write. And that doesn't mean you can't ship those men or that there are no stories with actual intentional homoerotic subtext. I just think it's important to be able to recognize extreme misogyny in writing and acknowledge it without brushing it off and assuming good intentions when literally all evidence is screaming that this was a misogynistic writing choice and not a representing gay men choice.

[cretaceouscodostomo]

i need to make more elibarra but college is taking most of my time like how simoun was haunted by elias im tweaking out

[tellmewhynix]

(warning for some big ass man titties)

I decided to finish on this wip I've had for a good while

[cretaceouscodostomo]

BOMBOCLATT JUSKO LORD SALAMAT LORD

[cretaceouscodostomo]

The reason why i feel so attached towards elibarra (and why I decided to make an art account) because its one of those moments where these characters and media feels like a part of me. I am, a mestizo, queer, very flawed (thank god hindi filam! I used to be resentful about the Phillippines/ Idealized whiteness. Jesus I really am Ibarra😭) filipino man, and especially in today's political climate, i feel so intimately empathetic towards elibarra, and the themes of noli as a whole. And I never really got to truly feel "represented" until now, and seeing Ibarra, (and especially) how flawed and tragic and human he is.. I just feel so seen and heard as I too, am many of those things.

Growing up I wasn't really into my own culture, and I always saw myself as a sort of an alien thats inbetween everything. Too different do be one thing, too sheltered to connect with the average citizen, too gay to connect with other men, too Filipino for outgroups, too anything, for anything. This book singlehandedly made me connect to my heritage more than anything in this world, and it makes me want to shout out that I *really* am a Filipino. That blood runs through my veins. It made me want to write in Tagalog again, explore the archipelago when I get older, learn about pre-colonial culture, truly understand history. I may not really fit at all, but basking in all of it, is enough for me. It has really revolutionized my own way of seeing things, and that despite my every difference, I am still a Filipino through and through, and I love that. Being Filipino makes me feel like home.

[ramielshyte]

The hopes and dreams Elias had for Ibarra and in turn for his country could be also gay if you JUST SQUINT YOUR EYES HARD ENOUGHHHH

[ramielshyte]

FILIPINOS stay strong we can get through this ban

Have a sexy Elias to keep u motivated

[cretaceouscodostomo]

#OH MY GOD 🤤🤤🤤🤤 #jumps around the bed as a monkey #the other monkeys see and they call the civil guard and they exile me to the forest #i come back to the bed but the other monkeys shoot me on sight

[variationsonacloud]

elibarra is lowkey an insane ship because what do you mean elias looked past his family history with the ibarras to help crisostomo. what do you MEAN he sacrificed himself for crisostomo. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE PLANNED HIS DEATH TO PROTECT CRISOSTOMO.

[tellmewhynix]

honestly i were crisostomo and my hot and buff sailor was willing to go through hell and back to save my life multiple times because I saved his once i wouldve just stfu about that necessary evil bs and listened to him during kabanata 49

[riwqeye]