better ghost than I am human

I spend too much time in my head and not enough time talking to people. Part time professional crybaby and full time cat whisperer.

[thebirdsareasleep-blog]

[inkskinned]

Can I tell you a secret? You don’t have to be in a relationship.    I mean it. I know they force it down your throat until you choke on it. Girls aren’t pretty unless they’re wanted. Boys aren’t men unless they’re having sex with someone. People aren’t lovable until they’re dating someone.    But a relationship won’t always make you happy, and as wonderful as romance is, it isn’t the only love that exists. I have seen friendships that are deeper and more pure than couples who swear it’s forever - and yet the friendship is the one people ignore.    I have heard so often “nobody loves me” out of the mouths of people who are single. And it kills me because if you ask them: where are your parents, your teachers, your classmates, your pets - they say, yes, okay, but it doesn’t count. Of course it counts, love doesn’t diminish just because someone doesn’t want to have sex with you. In fact, doesn’t it sort of make that love more real that they want nothing - not even a date - out of you?   It is pretty to be in love. It’s magical, I’m sure. But it’s also wonderful to stop for ice cream in your prom dress with six other girls. It’s also wonderful to go visit the world with nothing but a bunch of buddies who are really excited about learning.    The problem is: we’ve made everything about “the one”. But maybe “the one” is just you, loving yourself, having fun, and being happy. Maybe instead of looking for our other halves, we should be piecing ourselves together.   Maybe I wasn’t born unfinished. Maybe I am the one who makes myself better.

Single serving size // r.i.d (via inkskinned)

[cringequeenxd]

hi internet friends i’m back ! it’s been 3 years.

i don’t know if anyone still tumblr anymore or if i will continue posting after this post. but going through all my old entries over the past week really got me nostalgic and sad thinking about how naive, hopeful, and full of life i used to be about life, love, and everything in general. now i’m just a hollow shell of my former self - kinda really dead inside, jaded, and out of touch with my emotions.

i want to change that starting today.

time to resurrect my once hopeful, optimistic, full of life, passionate, and fearless former self back to 2019. i want to start living again, not just surviving.

i want to let go of my fear of failure and shoot my shot because life is short and tomorrow isn’t promised and you only live once. and even though i still don’t know what my purpose on this earth is and most of the time i still feel super unmotivated to do life, i’m going to create my own magic because for whatever reason i’m here anyway so - watch out world, here i cum.

that was a bad pun i’m so sorry it’s 3am goodnight.

[misswallflower]

[knitting-books-deactivated20150]

May the next few months be a period of magnificent transformation.

It is time.

[ambivalentlyyours]

[infull-livingcolour-deactivated]

I find comfort in knowing that people who I’ve cut out of my life are left with this version of me that simply doesn’t exist anymore. The memory and image of me that they have isnt who I am, and I’m happy that it’s that way. I’ve changed and grown and they wont ever get the chance to know the better version of myself that I’ve become during their absence.

[coffeebymoonlight-deactivated20]

This is so comforting and inspiring.

[zaccrenia]

[wordsnquotes]

I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.

Arthur Miller, The Crucible

[cringequeenxd]

me: the queen of keeping old messages from people who are no longer in my life and reading them at 6 in the morning just to relive the past again and feel the ache haha

[wordsnquotes]

The most intimate thing we can do is to allow people we love most see us at our worst. At our lowest. At our weakest. True intimacy happens when nothing is perfect.

Amy Harmon, The Song of David 

[oureax]

[picksnfros-deactivated20161214]

barnes & noble and chill

[mercury]

[bornonvenus]

[wnq-writers]

In relationships, there is always a side that holds on when the other starts drifting away, I don’t know which side I was but I know that I was never the one who gave up first.

A.A.Roses 

[hxxligan]

Sick and disgusting - Beartooth

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