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place for me to be critical and vent

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i'd like to personally call out god and apologize for calling my dad worthless, because he was worth the $1 he had in his pocket

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If I'm so redeemable, then why do I not know what needs to be fixed? Why do people never tell me, instead opting to leave? I don't even know what I've done to become the monster I am; all I know is how I react to confrontation near my cage.

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just a few more people to push away and i can successfully kill myself without anyone worrying ✨

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im such a terrible person why is my knee jerk reaction to having a falling out to immediately bash the other person. it doesn't make me feel any better. im just so awful

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so overwhelmed with emotions i feel like im gonna vomit

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i need to lock all my feelings in a cage and never let them out until i die apparently

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everyone is leaving me it was a mistake to ever think i could allow myself to be vulnerable and care about people and befriend them it was wrong im stupid i should never ever ever trust anyone to stay ever

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it is so so so so funny to me whenever people think im obsessed with them because they're being stupid and im laughing at them. like

sweetie ❤️

im obsessed with myself 🥰 there isnt any room for you

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i literally want to blow up and kill myself. this week has been utter dogshit

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did you know that expressing feelings of exclusion from communities = dislike of said community? i didnt

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whyyyyyy is it that when old friends come skipping back into your life, all those old feelings come rushing back and suddenly you're tripping over yourself every time they message you? you used to have such a small, barely noticeable crush on them. how could it possibly have blossomed into something so big when you've barely spoken to them over the past five years? and yet each time you get a message, you're only falling even deeper and growing more obsessed.

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anyone else notice a lot of kids these days really really really WANT to be traumatized or something? so they make up bullshit that harms others? just me?

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going a lil feral but not in the good way. l i k e ong

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hewwo all my sweeties!! 💖✨so i just started watching this really cute cartoon called steven universe, but i saw someone here say there's some really icky problematic stuff in it?? just hoping someone could help educate me thanks <3 uwu

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"trans people are allowed to exclude cis people from their dating pool. a trans person who doesn’t date cis men but does date trans men is not the same as a cis person only doing that." Ok what? Alright let me break this down here as someone who is nonbinary. You say trans men are allowed to not be attracted to cis men. And yet, you also say that cis men are NOT allowed to be not attracted to trans men. This is a blatant double standard.

let me break this down for you:

black people are allowed to not be interested in pursuing relationships with white people. however, if a white person is saying they never want to date a black person, this comes from a place of racism rather than a marginalized person not wanting to date someone who may occupy a different position of privledge or someone who wants to only date people who relate to key experiences of their oppression and marginalization.

ding ding ding you're correct there are double standards because as it turns out it's two different scenarios idiot.

why one person get cast for leg when other person get cast for arm? double standard much?

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it's almost like marginalized people are afraid that if they pursue relationships with people of non-marginalized groups, their partners will "slip up" and say something bigoted. it's why a lot of trans lesbians only date other trans lesbians, because if they pass enough, they'll have no clue how much of a terf their partner is or could be. and getting emotionally attached to someone that turns out to be super bigoted can double the emotional toll when you inevitably have to break up.

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Watch out for Deita/Deitachan-art. They're a pedophile who was recently kicked out of my Patron server for increasingly pushing the boundaries of acceptable content and making those "fiction vs reality" arguments when caught.

After being banned, she stalked and harassed the server member who reported her to me for several days after another member, MadMsMoxxi, doxxed that person and gave Deita her number.

Be careful. This person is dangerous.

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Oh playing dirty huh. Yet you take no responsibility for not informing I was pushing these boundaries? Neither you nor any of your moderation team cared to inform me of this fact. If you want to call me a pedophile, take responsibility for not addressing it. If you want to admit to your viewers you allowed this to continue without informing the offending artist.

Or you can brush it under the rug and pretend as though I’m just lying to demonize you. You sure are good at shutting down criticism in your community You play dirty Orchard.

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deita shut uuuuuupppp. you should KNOW those fucking boundaries. oh, wait. YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM.