#moon.vent

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i'd like to personally call out god and apologize for calling my dad worthless, because he was worth the $1 he had in his pocket

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If I'm so redeemable, then why do I not know what needs to be fixed? Why do people never tell me, instead opting to leave? I don't even know what I've done to become the monster I am; all I know is how I react to confrontation near my cage.

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just a few more people to push away and i can successfully kill myself without anyone worrying ✨

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im such a terrible person why is my knee jerk reaction to having a falling out to immediately bash the other person. it doesn't make me feel any better. im just so awful

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so overwhelmed with emotions i feel like im gonna vomit

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i need to lock all my feelings in a cage and never let them out until i die apparently

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everyone is leaving me it was a mistake to ever think i could allow myself to be vulnerable and care about people and befriend them it was wrong im stupid i should never ever ever trust anyone to stay ever

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i literally want to blow up and kill myself. this week has been utter dogshit