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ash is falling from the sky like putrid snow and the fires are still burning down the house I grew up in, there is nothing left for me here. I am left roaming a wasteland, absent of love and life, scrounging for something to fill my soul.

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Avery let his jacket fall from his shoulders, moving to do the same to Josh’s. He looked back at Josh as the other pulled away. A light smile tugged at his lips, “You know I’m never going to actually agree to that, right?” He leaned in, pressing his own lips to Josh’s jawline, “I’ll take the compliment though.”

“I know, you never did,” josh hummed, “doesn’t mean I haven’t always believed it though -- because I have.” his smile curved up, finally pushing a hand into avery’s pants and brushing his fingers over his member before finally curling his hand around him, slowly stroking as his head tilted slightly, a soft sigh fleeing his lips.

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twlsted:

There always seemed to be a sense of pressure when it came to being with someone or feeling the need to have to impress them but with Josh, it wasn’t like that at all. Everything was just easier and comfortable and why they had never decided to do this before now was beyond Avery. Avery chuckled softly, tilting his head back to allow Josh more room. “Better late than never I suppose.”

he pushed avery’s jacket from his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor as his lips travelled upwards once again, stopping when he reached his lips. he stroked down the male’s sides, reaching his pants and pulling back to hold his eyes as he hesitated to tug them down, “yeah, better late than never... you are perfect, avery, you know that?”

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Avery would have been fine not doing anything with Josh that night. Hell, he would have been fine just going to sleep as long as he got to be next to him. It didn’t matter one way or the other to him but that didn’t stop him from returning the kiss, his hand coming up to rest on the back of Josh’s neck.

josh sighed against the other’s lips, enjoying how easy this was -- how easy everything proved to be with avery and while he hungered for him in every way, josh found himself feeling particularly patient. he was not usually willing to put aside sex, but with avery, he didn’t feel so rushed, he believed they had all the time in the world and he was ready for that. his lips curved up as he pulled avery in closer, “I wish I’d realised how I felt sooner, we could have been doing this for a long time.” josh hummed, trailing his lips along avery’s jaw and neck, breathing him in.

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“I would choose another bed but we’re kinda lacking rooms.” Maybe it was a bit insensitive on Avery’s part but he didn’t really care too much about that. “I’m sure if you’re sure.”

josh smiled, leaning into the other, resting his hand on the back of avery’s neck, “okay -- if you say so, boss.” he chuckled, bringing their lips together in a much needed kiss.

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“Yeah I’m sure.” Avery turned to face Josh. “Are you sure?” In the grand scheme of things, Avery didn’t care what happened between them that night as long as they were together.

josh’s brows knitted together, a soft laugh leaving his lips, “I’d do this anywhere with you, at any point -- I just mean... your ex is in the house, you guys literally only just broke up, are you sure you want to fuck in the bed you two were sharing with each other?”

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it was difficult to break the kiss, so much so that every time their lips parted, josh found himself chasing avery’s mouth to make it last that bit longer. he smiled once again, nodding his head, “you’ve always had me,” he retorted, “fuck, you’re amazing.”

“Shut up,” Avery breathed out, trying to hide the way Josh’s words almost made him want to blush. “If anyone’s amazing here, it’s you.” His hand dropped down to instead take Josh’s into his own. “Come on.” He moved to walk out of Mikah’s room with Josh to go down the hall before pushing open another door that lead to his own room.

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josh rolled his eyes, chuckling as he allowed avery to guide him out of the room. they head towards his own room and josh smirked, closing the door behind them as they entered, “you sure you want to do this here?”

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josh smiled against avery’s lips, humming softly as his tongue began to dance around the male’s own. it was still so strange to josh that this felt completely normal, like he’d been kissing avery for years, it was that, that kept josh from completely freaking out over sleeping with ave for the first time. he stepped forward, pressing their frames close together and flinching, but otherwise dismissing his pain as he slipped his hand from its grip on his shirt to his jaw, “I’m glad I have you.”

It didn’t feel odd. Being with Josh didn’t feel odd. None of it did. It felt normal like the two of them had been together this entire time and that was what put Avery at ease with this. The last thing he wanted was for things to be awkward or for their relationship to be ruined but he didn’t see that happening. His hand slipped from Josh’s neck to instead allowing his fingers to brush through his hair. “You’ll always have me.”

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it was difficult to break the kiss, so much so that every time their lips parted, josh found himself chasing avery’s mouth to make it last that bit longer. he smiled once again, nodding his head, “you’ve always had me,” he retorted, “fuck, you’re amazing.”

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“just don’t leave me for the fairy and I’ll cope,” josh groaned, trying to hide the blush that touched his cheeks at avery’s response. “seriously though — we both know I’m an asshole, so stop otherwise I’ll try it here, no joke,” josh laughed. glancing down to the baby and nodding his head, he let out a soft sigh, “actual representation of how I feel about everybody else in this town outside of this room.”

Avery rolled his eyes again, ‘I’m not leaving you for anyone so I don’t think you have to worry about that.” He chuckled softly and nodded his head before he looked back at Mikah. “I can see that.” He grinned before motioning to the crib for Josh to put the baby back in it. “Maybe I should just have you come over when the little one doesn’t want to get to sleep. If it was that easy for me, I’d be a happier guy.”

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“no?” he smirked, moving towards the crib when he was directed and lowering the baby inside, cocking his head slightly as he looked down at him, “god, he’s so fucking cute,” josh mumbled. “I’d gladly come by whenever you wanted,” he assured, stepping closer and curling his fingers into avery’s shirt, bringing their lips together while his other hand slipped into the small of his back.

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“There’s no one else I want.” And that was the truth. He grinned as Josh spoke before he found himself moving closer. He returned the kiss, bringing one of his hands up to rest on the side of his neck.

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josh smiled against avery’s lips, humming softly as his tongue began to dance around the male’s own. it was still so strange to josh that this felt completely normal, like he’d been kissing avery for years, it was that, that kept josh from completely freaking out over sleeping with ave for the first time. he stepped forward, pressing their frames close together and flinching, but otherwise dismissing his pain as he slipped his hand from its grip on his shirt to his jaw, “I’m glad I have you.”

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“just don’t leave me for the fairy and I’ll cope,” josh groaned, trying to hide the blush that touched his cheeks at avery’s response. “seriously though — we both know I’m an asshole, so stop otherwise I’ll try it here, no joke,” josh laughed. glancing down to the baby and nodding his head, he let out a soft sigh, “actual representation of how I feel about everybody else in this town outside of this room.”

Avery rolled his eyes again, ‘I’m not leaving you for anyone so I don’t think you have to worry about that.” He chuckled softly and nodded his head before he looked back at Mikah. “I can see that.” He grinned before motioning to the crib for Josh to put the baby back in it. “Maybe I should just have you come over when the little one doesn’t want to get to sleep. If it was that easy for me, I’d be a happier guy.”

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“no?” he smirked, moving towards the crib when he was directed and lowering the baby inside, cocking his head slightly as he looked down at him, “god, he’s so fucking cute,” josh mumbled. “I’d gladly come by whenever you wanted,” he assured, stepping closer and curling his fingers into avery’s shirt, bringing their lips together while his other hand slipped into the small of his back.

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josh tilted his head to the side and shrugged, “I don’t want kieran, you know what I want…” he pointed out, sighing softly and pausing, pretending to offer it some thought before scoffing, “how am I going to compete with someone who is literally a hyperactive sex-starved fairy?” josh looked down at mikah, smiling when he noticed the baby drifting off into sleep. “but that’s not likely, because I am great in bed.”

“I know.” Avery offered a soft smile. “You can’t, to be honest.” He couldn’t help the look of amusement on his face. “Might have to put that statement to the test, just saying.” He smiled a little more when he noticed Mikah drifting off to sleep. “Apparently our conversation is boring him.”

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“just don’t leave me for the fairy and I’ll cope,” josh groaned, trying to hide the blush that touched his cheeks at avery’s response. “seriously though — we both know I’m an asshole, so stop otherwise I’ll try it here, no joke,” josh laughed. glancing down to the baby and nodding his head, he let out a soft sigh, “actual representation of how I feel about everybody else in this town outside of this room.”

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josh just stared at the other, waiting for him to catch up before snorting, “wow, are you jealous?” he laughed, “you sad you didn’t get to fuck them too?” josh pouted playfully, “but yeah, apparently good enough that he fessed up to his wife and aspen scratched their name into his back.”

Avery gave a roll of his eyes, “No. If anyone should be jealous, it should be the guy that was recently fucking Kieran before he decided to jump on the Aspen train.” He smirked, “Yeah? Maybe that says aspen rocked his world a bit more than you rocked his”

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josh tilted his head to the side and shrugged, “I don’t want kieran, you know what I want...” he pointed out, sighing softly and pausing, pretending to offer it some thought before scoffing, “how am I going to compete with someone who is literally a hyperactive sex-starved fairy?” josh looked down at mikah, smiling when he noticed the baby drifting off into sleep. “but that’s not likely, because I am great in bed.”

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josh smiled at avery, still offering question after question to the baby, who babbled and giggled in return. it was strange, he was never much of a kids person but when mikah has been born, josh had immediately fell in love and it had been that way ever since. he coaxed his gaze back up to avery as he continued to rock the baby side to side, “so — kieran and aspen.”

“Kieran and Aspen what?” Avery raised an eyebrow before it hit him, “Shit, are you serious?” He blinked his eyes. He didn’t see that one coming from a mile away. “So, he hopped off of your dick and went to Aspen.  Wow. Just, wow.”

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josh just stared at the other, waiting for him to catch up before snorting, “wow, are you jealous?” he laughed, “you sad you didn’t get to fuck them too?” josh pouted playfully, “but yeah, apparently good enough that he fessed up to his wife and aspen scratched their name into his back.”

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“oh my god, what?” josh frowned, “the fucking dog whisperer, wow, I’m starting to reconsider the whole ring thing,” he teased with a laugh, following after avery and grinning brightly when his eyes rested on a wide awake mikah. his features softened as avery lifted him and turned to face him. “hi little man, I missed you,” he breathed, stepping forward and taking the child into his arms. “hi,” he crooned again, planting a kiss against his head as he pressed him close, ignoring the immediate pain that radiated across his stomach. “did you sleep at all?” he hummed, rocking side to side, the baby gurgled, pressing his hand against josh’s face, “you did? what did you dream about?”

Avery blinked his eyes, “I don’t watch the fucking animal planet. How was I supposed to know?” His eyes narrowed but his gaze immediately softened after Josh took Mikah into his arms. “Pretty sure he missed you too.” He grinned as he watched the two of them, listening as Josh spoke to Mikah and asked him what he dreamed about. It was always a sight to see really. Josh always seemed to be in his element when it came to Mikah.

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josh smiled at avery, still offering question after question to the baby, who babbled and giggled in return. it was strange, he was never much of a kids person but when mikah has been born, josh had immediately fell in love and it had been that way ever since. he coaxed his gaze back up to avery as he continued to rock the baby side to side, “so — kieran and aspen.”

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“I know, I’m fucking caesar millan,” he breathed, pushing his hands into his pockets as he rocked back onto his heels, “yeah — I miss him.”

“Who the fuck is that?” Avery asked with an amused grin before he pushed open the door to the baby’s room. “Little rebel,” he murmured when he found that Mikah wasn’t sleeping like he probably should have been. “Someone has a visitor,” he spoke with a smile, reaching to pick him up before turning to face Josh.

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“oh my god, what?” josh frowned, “the fucking dog whisperer, wow, I’m starting to reconsider the whole ring thing,” he teased with a laugh, following after avery and grinning brightly when his eyes rested on a wide awake mikah. his features softened as avery lifted him and turned to face him. “hi little man, I missed you,” he breathed, stepping forward and taking the child into his arms. “hi,” he crooned again, planting a kiss against his head as he pressed him close, ignoring the immediate pain that radiated across his stomach. “did you sleep at all?” he hummed, rocking side to side, the baby gurgled, pressing his hand against josh’s face, “you did? what did you dream about?”

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he glanced over at avery and smiled, following him up the stairs as he buried his hands into his pockets. josh wasn’t completely sure what to expect from avery’s ex, he assumed she would be pissed, hell, he would be, especially if avery wanted to bring around the person he’d pretty much left her for. as soon as they stepped inside, a deep growl sounded from behind josh till he clicked his fingers and both dogs planted themselves down into a seated position looking up at him expectingly. josh glanced up at avery, offering a small smile before heading towards the back door and leaving the dogs to their own devices before following after the male

Avery paused in walking the moment he heard the growl but said nothing about it until Josh joined him again. “Should be a dog trainer with the way you handle them,” he taunted as he began to head up the stairs. He knew it might be a little awkward until the living situation was arranged, but his ex wasn’t going to say no to letting Josh stay there after the guy almost lost his life. “You want to see the kid?”

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“I know, I’m fucking caesar millan,” he breathed, pushing his hands into his pockets as he rocked back onto his heels, “yeah — I miss him.”

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josh was surprised to hear that from avery, never assuming he’d be the one to mention it first, but fuck, that was incredibly hot. he paused for a moment, lips parting for a moment before glancing up as the car came to a stop. he glanced back at avery and licked his lower lip, “I’ll hold you to that,” josh breathed, suddenly feeling slightly anxious at the idea, but brushing it aside for now. he climbed out and opened up the back door, letting the dogs out and raising a hand so that they sat, “you want me to take them straight out back or?” 

The smirk stayed on Avery’s lips even after the car came to a stop and he got out. He glanced towards the dogs before looking back at Josh, “They can come inside if they aren’t going to tear my shit up.” He didn’t necessarily expect them to but, hey, you never know. “We can let them out through the back door. Come on.” He grinned as he went up the few steps leading to the front door before getting it open.

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he glanced over at avery and smiled, following him up the stairs as he buried his hands into his pockets. josh wasn’t completely sure what to expect from avery’s ex, he assumed she would be pissed, hell, he would be, especially if avery wanted to bring around the person he’d pretty much left her for. as soon as they stepped inside, a deep growl sounded from behind josh till he clicked his fingers and both dogs planted themselves down into a seated position looking up at him expectingly. josh glanced up at avery, offering a small smile before heading towards the back door and leaving the dogs to their own devices before following after the male

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Avery couldn’t help the way a smirk tugged at his lips, “I’m sure I can turn that pout into something else.” He glanced back in Josh’s direction, “Just throwing that out there.” He shrugged before moving to pull into his driveway and shut off the car. “Home sweet home.”

josh was surprised to hear that from avery, never assuming he’d be the one to mention it first, but fuck, that was incredibly hot. he paused for a moment, lips parting for a moment before glancing up as the car came to a stop. he glanced back at avery and licked his lower lip, “I’ll hold you to that,” josh breathed, suddenly feeling slightly anxious at the idea, but brushing it aside for now. he climbed out and opened up the back door, letting the dogs out and raising a hand so that they sat, “you want me to take them straight out back or?”