perpetual state of exhaustion and instability.

>> WELCOME to where I spew my guts and let the world listen to what I don't have the courage to tell my friends... Never be afraid to talk to me, I am always willing to listen to your confessions and offer my own advice if you want. Call me Skully.

[missangelicpoet]

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Derealization gang rise up!

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A weird coping mechanism that I've developed recently.

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Just a general anxiety that I have.

[phoenix-positivity]

I think the difficult thing with trauma responses and fears is that when people try to comfort you by saying your fears wont happen is that: well actually, they did happen? Why would they not happen again? I have no reason to believe they wont. I want to prepare myself for when they happen again. And the advice of 'Don't assume people are out to get you and hurt you' is so hard to believe because you've experienced that actually, people were out there to hurt you. It's so hard to regain trust in people once it's been broken.

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[bitter-and-angry]

[craaashouttt]

how did it make you feel to know youre not quite enough for someone who took so much from you and then just gave up?

[nosebleedmutt]

things my abusive father has said to me / pictures of "home"

[ojibwa]

[bitter-and-angry]

constantly walking on eggshells

[muttgirl]

I am not that fifteen year old girl anymore.