caught in the crossfire.

(     ˢᴴᴱ      )          /          LIQUID     SMOOTH

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(          RIPE          )          /          ABOUT     TO     FALL          -

CRSSFRE     .     TUMBLR     .     COM  :          an     original     vigilante     oc     based     in     various     batman     media     such     as     but     not     limited     to  ,          comics  ,          films  ,          video     games  ,          etc  .          juliette     mei     king  :          a     study     in     the     it     girl  ,          two     sides     to     every     coin  ,          grief     turned     rage  ,          &     girlhood     turned     rotten  .          /          written     by     aria          (          slides  .          /          multi  .          /          pinterest .        )

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tumblr give me the log in to @crssfre-arc challenge

[moosings-deactivated20231019]

#RANDOM QUOTES ON TUMBLR PART 2  : (     some triggering content may be present !     change pronouns to suit.     )

i was devoured by regrets, fears, fatigue and love.

i imagine that you are able to love me enough to desire to come back for me.

but what does that mean, protect, it’s only a word.

since you like me, or you love me, i must be okay.

i don’t know if i’m real when i’m not being touched.

i just think about the goodness of you as a person.

the most ordinary thing about human beings is not violence or greed but love and care.

that is absolutely out of the question.

history has cut our throats.

everyone seeks a home, a refuge.

i love going on walks by myself.

i’m lying, yes, but why do you force me to give you a linear explanation?

i ask god to send a swordsman and god says ‘look at your hands’.

i don’t want just anyone to share life and myself with me.

no god, no idol, nothing except the burning pain of love.

someone in hell is sitting beside you on the train.

i love you as if you were god.

how i’d love to kill you.

i loved my friend.

people get hurt here.

months pass. years pass, and despair bites into me. i can feel it gnawing.

will you go on loving, or not?

at times failure is very necessary for the artist.

i’m all blood again.

i’ve forgotten, i’ve forgotten everything, and i don’t want to remember.

i am sorry that i cannot say anything more comforting.

all that might have been. exhausts me.

t’s the last day of somebody’s childhood.

the gift of life and the gift of death are equivalent.

there should be just one safe place in the world.

i want to live to see the future.

it seems like fate, doesn’t it?

i know that what happened between us was just an event and not a symbol—just something that happened.

can’t you love me a little? just a little bit?

you’ve just got to work, that’s that.

i love my life, and i’m excited to have it back again.

he looked like an angel, speaking of wisdom.

yes, i thought that’s how it should be.

i won’t tell you how i survived the wreckage.

i sometimes feel like a post standing in a raging sea.

i am not yet as honest with myself as i should be.

i am still ashamed of myself.

people do return to you, you live with them inside you until a few years later they are back with you again.

after this, you will always carry a bit of me, and i will always carry a bit of you, even if we both forget this conversation.

i’m a ghost that everyone can see.

you’re further gone than me.

i have huge respect for my own silence.

if i have to explain my reasoning, argue rigorously, i get agitated, confused—everything seems to fly out of my head.

in fairytales, one does what one wants, and in reality, one does what one can.

i’m sorry, but i can’t explain.

i might betray myself and tell everything i dread.

if we go down into ourselves we find that we possess exactly what we desire.

i am not very good at speaking, in public or private.

what i want is your heart.

but was that what i wanted?

i have everything clear in my mind to start with, and yet it’s as if, after a few words, something gives way.

i think beauty is a deceit.

i always come home. always.

there’s nothing more to say.

i want to know what it means to survive something.

i, too, admire people who have that ability, and i’ve made an effort to accept the fact that i don’t.

the moon is the deity of the mind.

sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths.

maybe, in the face of abandonment, we are all the same.

i kept on with clenched teeth, i said to myself: it will end.

but i know about suffering; if that helps. i know that it ends.

we’ll always be in each other’s lives and we’ll always have this feeling between us.

i want the blood running through my fingers to make a delicate sound.

in my heart i have a scream, always, waiting.

past a certain point, you stop being able to go home.

i’ve never been afraid of loneliness because i’ve never felt the need to justify my feelings to myself.

people fall down and stay down.

sometimes when i get really sad and depressed, you know, i lie in bed and think about you.

beliefs aren’t good or bad; they serve only to bring order, at least momentarily, to our anguish.

i can’t live as i once did.

there was longing in me that felt heavy as lead.

there’ll be no hymns to our glory.

learning so much is what got me here.

you don’t show your love and care by putting what you love behind a fence.

i do feel like a failure.

you think i can’t tame that?

and i think i’m beginning to learn finally what everything has been trying to teach me.

reality is not entirely real to me, and that is why i can’t get down to doing things.

it’s so hard to see the point sometimes, when the things in life i think are meaningful turn out to mean nothing, and the people who are supposed to love me don’t.

when i try to picture for myself what a happy life might look like, the picture hasn’t changed very much since i was a child.

[andremichaux]

The Cabin in the Woods (2011)

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will you be sad when juliette dies , don’t lie

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juliette : gets better at being herself and not feeling so tied down by her mom , starts to open up a bit more to people around her , is doing kinda okay

black m.ask : now what if i -

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(          SHE          )          /          LIQUID     SMOOTH  :          11     /     ?

[crssfrearc]

YOU     ARE     WORKING     TO     LEARN     INTEGRATION  ,          A     CROSSOVER     OF     JULIETTE     KING     &  *     CROSSFIRE  .          there     is     strength     in     one     feeding     the     other  ,          using     lessons     &  *     information     to     perfect     a     performance     in     both  .          evident     now  ,          as     you     sit     cross     legged     in     a     tight     black     dress  ,          feigning     interest     in     night     life  ,          in     his     club  ,          &  *     in     his     usage     to     you  ,          as     juliette  .          it     pains     you     not     to     laugh     at     the     irony  ,          sat     across     from     him     with     beautifully     painted     smile     &  *     features  ,          knowing     well     that     only     a     few     nights     ago          (          &  *     a     few     before     that          [          ...          ]          &  *     before     that          )          you     were     targeting     his     operations  ,          his     men  ,          his     alliances  .          yet     here     you     sit  .

@arcticrime​     :     people     like     their     secrets     out     here

“     oh     i     can     imagine  .     ”          spoken     with     dramatics  ,          raised     brows     &  *     nodded     head  .          “     you     probably     know     more     about     the     city     of     gotham     than     the     gcpd  .     ”          you     laugh     quickly  ,          leaning     forward  .          “     it’s     impressive     honestly  .     ”

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Sharp Objects (2018—) Directed by Jean-Marc Vallée

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@batfall​     :     kisses     her     forehead     because     he     moves     at     the     pace     of     a     snail

EYES     SHUT     GENTLY  ,          A     PEACEFUL     EASE     FALLING     UPON     YOU     AS     HE     MOVES     IN     COMFORTABLY  .          a     smile     graces     your     lips  ,          reminiscent     of     joy     you     used     to     only     dream     of  .          it’s     moments     like     these     where     you     find     ease     in     being     yourself  ,          your     true     self  .          blood     is     thicker     than     water  ,          or     so     they     say  ,          but     the     ties     that     bind     you     to     him     grow     denser     by     the     day  .          hands     move     to     rest     on     his     arm     for     a     moment  ,          grounding     yourself     before     he     pulls     away  .          you     look     up  ,          taking     in     his     features          (          &  *     trying     to     ignore     the     feeling     of     your     heart     fluttering     a     mess     in     your     chest          /          you’re     partners  ,          best     friends          )  .          “     thanks     for     coming     over          [          ...          ]          sorry     i     burnt     the     food  .          i’m     a     better     shot     than     chef     i     guess  .     ”

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juliette being the last king family member alive is so sick , what kind of evil person would do that to her ....

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juliette     king     has     arrived  ,          what     do     you     do  ?

*     smooch *     throw     drink *     marry *     leave     her

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send memes if you want free hugs and kisses

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(          SHE          )          /          LIQUID     SMOOTH  :          10     /     ?

[berleezymoved]

𝙴𝚅𝙸𝙻 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙳 𝟷 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂.    feel free to change pronouns/tenses/anything to suit scenarios, etc.

[name], where are we?

jesus christ, just tell us already, will ya?

watch out!

damn it, what the hell was that?

you trying to kill us?

don’t yell at me.

the damn thing jerked right out of my hand.

i can’t understand it.

radio’s dead, too.

take it back, cause the damn thing don’t work.

aw, go to hell! 

eat shit and die, will ya?

hey [name], what’s this place like anyway?

it’s right up in the mountains— totally secluded. 

best part is, we get it cheap!

you know, mom and dad would never let us go up to a place like this.

these mountains seem familiar.

the woods come awfully close to the house, don’t they?

what’s wrong with the woods? they can’t bite ya.

it’s a little claustrophobic, that’s all.

i think it’s beautiful.

it’s gonna be a bomb weekend!

it’s supposed to be one of these.

this place is a dungeon.

put these back will you?

i don’t like cellars.

probably just some garbage down there anyways.

well, what’s down there?

i got it right here.

i knew you’d like it.

i’m gonna check dinner.

dead bodies in the cellar, dead bodies in the cellar…

will you relax? i’m just kidding around.

what it is, it’s still down there.

maybe it’s just some animal.

what melodrama! what courage! a kiss my brave hero!

he’s just kidding around.

[name], get me a flashlight.

what the hell are you doing down here? jerkin’ off?

how come you didn’t answer?

i didn’t hear you.

did you find anything?

sh, listen to this. 

this is the tape i found downstairs.

jeez, i’d hate to find out what they used for pens.

hey, what’d you do that for? it was just getting good.

i just don’t want to hear any more.

she’s acting like a baby— it’s no big deal.

shut it off!

you just don’t know when you’re carrying something too far.

it’s just that ever since we came up here, things have been a little too tense.

it’ll be better tomorrow. things’ll smooth out, you’ll see.

what’ya say we stay up for awhile and listen to the storm?

help, let me in! open the door!

it tried to kill me.

i heard a noise and i ran.

the woods themselves— the trees, they’re alive.

we’re leaving this place right now!

wait a minute, i’m sure as hell not going anywhere.

there’s nothing out there.

trees do not attack people.

i don’t care how it sounds. i want to leave this minute.

i’ll stay some place in town tonight.

we’ve still got a few hours before morning.

i don’t know if i can wait that long.

for god’s sake what happened to her eyes?

everything’s gonna be all right.

we’re gonna bury her. now.

you’re a good man.

good? i’m the best.

don’t you know the difference?

you killed her.

[name], i think i’m dying.

jesus, i can’t feel my legs.

you’re gonna be just fine— you’ll see.

i don’t want to die.

you’re not gonna leave me, are you?

don’t let them take me away again, please.

gimme something to put me out.

i can’t be alone now, i can’t. i’d lose my mind.

there is no tomorrow!

why are you torturing me like this?

[crssfrearc]

tumblr isn’t letting me upload photos :(((((((((((((

[daisydarling]

hoyeon jung for w korea, 2021