‘she's gonna dream out loud’ @crumbledmountains - Tumblr Blog

"I was never good enough for my father and I'm still carrying the scars of that knowledge and the trauma of what he put me through to reshape me to his liking. this has left me convinced that I can never truly be loved the same way other people can be, I'm too different, too abnormal, I only manage to be tolerated by virtue of my efforts to fit in. luckily I have found a coping mechanism: I will form a bizarre codependency with this random criminal freak who nobody else can stand"

#ds9

imadoctornotanescalator

DS9 Textposts pt 73-???

#I can read it in his voice 😭#ds9

carolinahl92

Friend-offs and it’s just Reilly Opelka and Tommy Paul leaving flirty message on Taylor’s post through the years.

#It’s so funny because Taylor NEVER replies or he doesn’t comments their pictures like that #< prev lmaoooo #atp tour

toyotathonics

the way the men's QFs are literally Italians on one side and Children on the other

#men only have two moods #roland garros 2026

channelslam

for the first time since 2023, the chatrier night session will be a wta match!

#it has only happened four times before 🙄#you can do better rg

my grad cap 😄

#u talkin u2 to me #earwolf #scott aukerman #adam scott

blans

A very pink Roland Garros

#love TP in the middle lmaooo #roland garros 2026

radical-revolution

"No wonder we cannot appreciate the really central Kafka joke: that the horrific struggle to establish a human self results in a self whose humanity is inseparable from the horrific struggle. That our endless and impossible journey toward home is in fact our home."

-David Foster Wallace, Consider the Lobster and Other Essays (2005)

little hidden details/studio noises in u2 songs:

Larry whispering “Oh shit” after counting in at the wrong time on “The Unforgettable Fire”

Brian Eno saying “start” right after the count in on “Lemon”

Bono barely audibly whispering “achtung baby” right before the guitar solo in “The Fly”

Edge breaking a string in “Love is Blindness”

any others I need to know of, u2 friends?? I want to collect them all lol

#U2 #U2 band

hotforalbumart

Which album art do you like best?

Bring On The Night (Live) - Sting

Zooropa - U2

Neither (both!)

Voting ended onMay 30

#you’re really doing this to me huh #I chose zooropa. because the rich symbolism

rcntlydcccased

Bowie sketchbook pages !

#holy moly!#david bowie

cinemaocd

Ten People You'd Like to Get to Know Better Game

tagged by @soreheadinamblemood

Thank you!

last song: Spanish Ladies, Colm McGuinness, featuring Sean Dagher and Nils Brown. If bass voices make you want to fling your pants on stage, then this is the song for you...

currently watching: Widow's Bay, Nordic Murders (Baltic Crime), Taskmaster (Season 18), rewatching A Bit of Fry and Laurie

current obsession: Tudor history, Stephen Gardiner/Alex Jennings, true crime and of course perennial faves: classic film, Mark Rylance and Jane Austen...

currently reading: The Deacons for Defense: Armed Resistance and the Civil Rights Movement, Lance Hill

currently working on: my novel Valor Ecclesiasticus, too many sewing projects and a research obsession with the Epstein files...

last google search: Shavuot which is today and I didn't know what it was other than "a holiday"...So apparently it's a bit like Pentecost in that occurs at the same time of year and it's a celebration that marks the end of the end of a period of intense religious observations. While Pentecost marks the "descent of the Holy Spirit (which I've never gotten since isn't the Holy Spirit like everywhere all the time) upon the Apostles" and Shavuot marks the day when Moses received the Ten Commandments.

tagging: @iveseenitinmovies, @kjudithd, @perlahs, @schizoproud, @briony-poisoned, @pie-pellicane,@southofeerie, @maymoore, @crumbledmountains,@miracule

crumbledmountains

Ten People You’d Like to Get to Know Better Game

ayyy thanks for tagging me @cinemaocd ! :)

last song: the Stop Making Sense version of Take Me to the River by Talking Heads… was having a bit of a dance party by myself lol

currently watching: DS9! I’ve been dipping in and out but I finally have the time to watch it more consistently. Currently in early season 3.

current obsession: the music of Brian Eno :)

currently reading: London Falling, the new book from my favorite author, Patrick Radden Keefe. However, I’m liking it a lot less than his other books so far… feels a bit too true crime-y for my taste, and I don’t know if the story has enough substance to be dragged out into a full book. Holding out hope though.

currently working on: not much but now that I have time again I can resume working on my novel!! Have been doing a lot of planning these past few months but not much writing.

last google search: “jettison definition” while reading the news. I thought I knew what it meant but just had to double check!

tagging: @carcarrot @muined @atotnry @aphrostiel and anyone else who’d like to join in! :)