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recovering maladaptive daydreamer, respiratory therapy student, dancing/surfing/drawing, 18, leo

[moondustangel]

I despise how I physically cannot feel feminine when I'm fat. I feel like an ogre pretending to be a girl when I have a crush or try to fit in with the girlies. The makeup and nails certainly don't cut it.

[hitchell-mope]

Suzie: So, who’s the big spoon and who’s the little spoon?

Mike: We’re chopsticks.

Suzie: Aww that’s cute! Does that mean you snuggle up together real close?

Jane: Well yes, but it also means that if you take one of us away, then the only thing the other one is good for is stabbing.

[ashamagatinhos]

Oh what we could've had.

[livelaughlothcat]

Happy 40th anniversary of the weirdest fucking family dinner that the Byers family ever had to all who celebrate <3

[pixiedust111]

[staff]

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

[w3ightl0s4]

how it feels to remember how disciplined and in control I used to be

[adorningangel]

everyone once in a while i see progress and then i get confident, but then i get too comfortable and i start eating again

like no bitch calm down you’re still fat

[crunchyjellyfish25]

el didn’t have to go away and i wish people would stop saying that. this is the same show that picked up and a dropped a whole plot line about russia opening up another portal to the upside down. all of season 3 and a whole plot line of season 4 is retconned if the US military just stops caring about the upside down. That makes el’s sacrifice for nothing because another government knows about the upside down and they could make another vecna if they tried hard enough. the russians really just showed up, pissed off, opened another portal, and then fucked off on home without explanation.

if we’re gonna make up plot lines with no regard for continuity then just pull a reason out of your ass to give the only character who deserves a happy ending, her happy ending. please. it really wasn’t that hard.

[cloudycleric]

el is alive but not in a bullshit “i believe” kinda way but in a “fuck the duffers season 5 isn’t canon” kinda way

[crunchyjellyfish25]

[local-space-case]

i think my hot take that lowkey shouldn’t even be a hot take is that it wasn’t solely mike’s fault for his relationships with will and el being turbulent. el was lying about her life and also not properly communicating how she was feeling in her letters about his lack of affection. and when he did try to show her support, she invalidated his feelings by saying he didn’t get it. and yes i acknowledge it was different for her, but my point is more so that he did make an attempt at connection and vulnerability even if it wasn’t perfect (because they’re like 14, nobody is good at communication when they’re 14). and will, while understandably upset at not receiving letters also did not reach out to mike (im very frustrated that they didn’t have mike tell will that he called incessantly to talk to him but never got through). so yeah i understand why mike was very confused when he got to california because he thought everything was fine.

note that this isn’t me bashing will and el. they’re all young, traumatized kids navigating romance for the first time;it’s always rocky in those first time relationships. i love will and el and understand why they were hurt. i’m just saying mike gets a disproportionate amount of blame for the way these relationships panned out in season 4 when it was a combination of miscommunication from everyone.

[the-yappstronaut]

"we need more complex characters!!"

but the second a character shows signs of mental illness that aren't romanticized by the media they're suddenly 'poorly written' with 'bad development'

[crunchyjellyfish25]

no one needs to know how obsessed i still am with this show, two months later. i wish i had discovered this show when i was a lot younger and not literally in college. i feel like me again. i feel free to be weird again and it was buried under years of being tired of being the weird, quiet girl. i buried myself and pretended to be basic when my favorite music is owl city, i have severe social anxiety, i’m medicated, i have 100s of drawings i’ll never show anyone, i’m shy as shit until i’m comfortable with someone and then don’t shut up and i’m genuinely a weird person(i think i creep people out with my honesty).

i started yapping about other things. the friend group of weird kids on an adventure to save the world. it’s the best thing ever. i see myself in max because shes an introverted tomboy AND el because this is the third time i’ve gone on a MAJOR find myself arc. the first two were in high school.

i don’t think anyone understands how much the show about outcasts, for outcasts(it has lost its tagline privileges) help me find myself again. i truly am upset about the ending. they killed the main outcast. like wtf. justice for el. mike too. he will always be the paladin idgaf. it’s too sad rewatch.

the season that i pretend isn’t cannon does not outweigh how much this show helped me. i’m just gonna keep hyper-fixating in secret.

[dia-depeche]

Mourning when Lucas had more to him than just “Max’s Boyfriend”

[ceruleanheaven]

forgive me father for i have not locked in

[clericscauldron]

If i had a nickel for every time I faved a character who has a homoerotic relationship with his best friend, makes exaggerated expressions at everything and has had a lesbian haircut during the 4th storyline of their respective medias I'd have two nickels which isn't much but its funny how it's happened twice.