for him

he doesn't know that everything here is about him

[crushinghard-onhim]

I want to tell you my worries like we used to, but you’re too busy now with yet another girl whom you think you can heal, that you don’t realize you broke the very girl you mended.

[crushinghard-onhim]

Sometimes I think I’m over you, but life seems so dull without you that it’s almost boring. Then, when I saw you that day, the way my breath hitched and my heart felt a painful tug, was when I knew I could never really be over you.

[crushinghard-onhim]

I hate how we act like strangers in a room now, even though we both know too well what happened that night.

[crushinghard-onhim]

i teared when i found out, then i cried because i was afraid of how much power you still had over me, how much i cared, how i would drop everything if it meant you would be fine, even after everything.

— when i found out you were sick

[crushinghard-onhim]

The look you had in your eyes just now is going to be etched in my heart and mind forever, a reminder of all our missed opportunities.

[crushinghard-onhim]

We started off like a fairytale and now we're a tragedy

[crushinghard-onhim]

Today when you touched me and spoke to me, it felt so bittersweet, after everything the past year. Maybe I'll never stop loving you, and you'll always have a soft spot in my heart, but there's another waiting for me, holding his heart out for me now, and I trust that we'll turn out better than what you and I ever were.

[crushinghard-onhim]

You don't know my feelings for you and will probably never like me back, so I hate how insanely jealous I get when I see you flirting with her.

[crushinghard-onhim]

Seeing you lower your guards and smile so widely today in front of that child made me realize why I fell for you. It wasn't your looks, your popularity or anything of that sort, but instead your kindness and love for the people around you. I like you so, so much, I wish you knew.

[crushinghard-onhim]

I forgot how much I missed being near you

[crushinghard-onhim]

She broke you and it hurts me to see you around looking like the ghost of your past self. I miss the old you, please come back.

14.1.19

[crushinghard-onhim]

My friend just told me that crushes are depressing because they are unattainable in the first place yet we still fall for them. I hate how she was so right, especially about you, as much as I hate to admit.

9.1.19

[crushinghard-onhim]

ahhh I hit 2k followers but just realized haha thank you all!!

[crushinghard-onhim]

Tell everyone including myself I'm over you, but when I'm made to choose I'll always come back to you.

— after 9 months

[crushinghard-onhim]

Maybe if I knew you had a girlfriend earlier I wouldn't have fallen this hard.

[crushinghard-onhim]

ahhh I can't believe I have over 1000 followers on this blog 😩 thank you to all my followers and sorry for not posting much recently :( 💓

[crushinghard-onhim]

I miss you sometimes, and tonight is one of those times.