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𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 🫧／ ⋆ ۪ adult & he/him

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moving my blog tew @sheephrd :3c

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gachi!venti after tamsy threatens him bc he found The Book™️

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i’ve made the executive decision to FINALLY watch alien stage in one sitting. i’ll be back to let the presses know if i’m in shambles by the end 🫡

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update: I’M IN FUCKING SHAMBLES

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i’ve made the executive decision to FINALLY watch alien stage in one sitting. i’ll be back to let the presses know if i’m in shambles by the end 🫡

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may motivation find me bc i am struggling

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hey so i was busy losing my mind over the new genshin aq & NOW I’M LOSING MY MIND AGAIN?? WHAT IS THIS?

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happy new years :3

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revisiting tamsy with a reader who's just as deranged...

he can't deny that your presence brings him a sense of... unease. you're unpredictable & that keeps him on edge.

you know that saying, "keep your friends close & your enemies closer?" yeah, he uses this logic with you. except he no longer knows what he considers you to be.

you're awfully touchy with him, as if you know just how much your presence disturbs him (you do).

you sneak up behind tamsy one evening when he's returning to his room. your arms coil around his torso from behind, much like a snake does their prey.

he feels the hairs on his body stand up, yet that seemingly serene smile never left his lips.

"hello, darling~!"

".. good evening, [name]."

during the long car rides either to or from missions, your fingers would sneak beneath his sleeve, grazing his. he briefly glances towards you, a brow subtly arching at the sight of your mischievous smile.

you're insufferable, he thinks. but if that were true, why does he linger near you like a shadow?

when you're fighting trash beasts, you're grinning widely, eyes wide & pupils dilated in sheer joy. you find immense pleasure in destroying those creatures, to the point you even laugh while fighting them.

something's definitely wrong with you, tamsy thinks. yet he finds your unhinged behavior... endearing. the way you revel in the chaos, laugh even in dire situations, toy with the people around you (friend or foe)...

yeah, he had to keep you close. to study you, of course! there was no other reason (or so he tells himself).

he once asked you why you hang around him so much, & the response.. wasn't what he was expecting.

"say, [name].."

"hm?"

"you follow me everywhere whenever the opportunity arises. while it doesn't bother me, i can't help but be curious as to why."

there's a long pause. subtly, tamsy's heart slows in anticipation.

"i like being around people who are a lil crazy! just like me, hehe~."

so, you definitely see through his usual facade.. maybe not 100%, but enough to know there's more to him than he lets on. enough to know that he, too, has a few screws lose.

this only adds to his need to keep an eye on you, though. can't have you getting too out of hand, after all...

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merry chrimis & happy holidays

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a continuation of tamsy with a reader who’s kinda like columbina.

every now & then, tamsy finds himself plagued by... unpleasant dreams. he wouldn't call them nightmares, per se, but they're certainly not good.

during these occasions, he'd find solace in your presence.

sometime ago, you told him that if he ever grew restless at night, he was free to visit your room (yes, even if you were asleep). not in an odd way, of course—just for comfort.

so, sometimes, he'd do just that. visit your room late at night.. his knocks were gentle but firm enough to be heard.

you were already awake.

it was almost amusing, really. each time, you were conscious, as if you knew tamsy was on his way. & each time, he'd make himself comfortable on your bed, sometimes resting his head on your lap, other times simply laying beside you.

for the former, you'd take the opportunity to run your fingers through his hair, gently massaging his scalp. you were the only one with such a privilege, so... why not make use of it?

your voice was soft & soothing. if he had to imagine what laying on a cloud would feel like, he'd use your voice as a reference. even if you're simply talking about your day, just the sound of your voice alone was enough to ease the tension in his body.

sometimes, you'd share tales of the sky above—the moon, the stars... though, tamsy personally loved it when you sang for him.

a lullaby in a foreign language (latin, he'd come to learn later on). yet even if he couldn't understand the words, it sounded peaceful all the same.

& each time, it didn't take long for his conscience to drift away into a peaceful slumber.

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J-JUST LISTEN—

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yk that meme of someone sleeping beside their partner who’s hugging a huge fucking plushie? that’s me & tamsy.

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the urge to change my theme.... grrr

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── ⟡ ˙💭 ̟ 𝐄𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐄𝐒 of the past ...

❝ tums... ❞ there's a quiet hum; acknowledgement. ❝ my hands are coooold! ❞ ❝ and what do you want me to do about that? ❞ ❝ warm them up, of course! ❞ a pause, a sigh... then, a subtle sound of shuffling. ❝ come here. ❞ tamsy grasps his hands, hiding them within those baggy sleeves. the shorter grins cheekily—contently. ❝ better? ❞ ❝ much better! ❞

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I'm a sucker for men who'll say "Atta girl" in the most smug, velvety-est and smoothest voice known to man kind.