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# CRVSTARIVM * is an indie, selective & literate solo muse blog for spina qoet, my warrior of light from final fantasy xiv . crossover & multiverse friendly. will not follow if you're under the age of 18.

emily is 24, uses she/her pronouns & lives in bst timezone . rules under the cut. psd credit . icon credit . bio . verses . also found on @dwnstone & @krkwlls

# RULES

I. I'm not interested in rpc drama/callout culture at all so forgive me if I'm not up to date on everything that goes on with it. this being said, I do NOT welcome racism, homophobia, transphobia, religiously-motivated discrimination, ableism or any other forms of discrimination. this is a hobby & a safe space. also, as a personal preference, I don't want to write or approve of writing taboo topics (non-con, incest, you know the sort of thing). also: free palestine. II. all that being said, content warning for other adult themes such as violence, foul language, death & mental illness. these themes and others will be appropriately tagged with tag tw, and you're more than welcome to reach out to me if you need anything tagged or avoided in our rps. I have no triggers. III. another theme on this blog will be discussions of sex and sexuality. while I do not write smut, spina is a grown ass woman. and although I don't write smut, all sorts of relationships are on the cards, which I like to create with a mixture of plotting and chemistry. IV. I am currently playing through post-endwalker content. Be patient with me. V. I will only write with mutuals. also I tend to be multi-para. there's no obligation to match or worry about word counts specifically but I do request that replies are... within reason. if you only write a couple of lines for each response you write, I'm not the partner for you, and that's okay. VI. My preferred style to interact is through threads (usually started by plotting / sending memes as starters). I'll think of more as I navigate this blog, I'm sure. but the basics are: be respectful. we're adults here and this is supposed to be fun. VII. This blog is... incredibly anti-Zenos Yae Galvus. If you write Zenos or consider him a comfort/favourite character of yours, I wish you the best & I'm glad you enjoy a character I do not, but I strongly suggest not following me. He will not be looked at with kind eyes.

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fair warning I may have to put an “I loathe Zenos” tag on this blog

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sorry for not adding any substantial commentary for once (it’s 3am) but 💕💕💕💕💕💕 innit

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oh I truly love Miss Spina and her lovely little quirks

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I need to go back to Spina photography, sidequesting & healer levelling but I fear nothing is happening until I finish Endwalker.

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My computer made a funny noise so here’s the girl

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I want to talk to people.

Yes part of this site is about rping with one another, and making sure that our muses talk to one another and potentially grow closer (or try to rip one another apart, but some of us want that too). But I do not want to just have the rp and nothing else. To be able to talk to one another and talk theoretical about our muses, or talk about ships. 

Hell, being able to talk about anything at all helps. Some of us just like to talk to one another, while others of us genuinely feel like people don’t like us when there is general silence. We want to form relationships, and for some of us starting interactions is hard enough that trying to find the courage to talk to someone OOC separately is nearly impossible to find.

This is an open invitation to come and talk to us. Make people feel welcome. RPing is more fun with other people anyways.

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10/10 delicious carrot would eat again

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I'm telling you now, Endwalker Spina is running on pure adrenaline. The woman is hardly sleeping and where I am now (lvl 85) is so sure she's going to start crying and never stop if she has even 5 minutes to process what's been going on.

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aside from a desire to see the world, a huge factor in why Spina left her village is due to their isolationist ideals. While some of the viera in occupied Dalmasca work as part of the resistance, the majority completely prohibit connections with the world of man.

truly, it’s the echo and her desire to wander that led her to accept a life of exile.

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Need plots that involve taking the Endwalker body switching shenanigans further. Need to explore the deep trauma of that beyond a single instance.

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OKAY, big endwalker lvl 83 discussion here, but I feel like the nature of solo instances needing to be self-contained ended up… sort of letting In from the Cold down to me.

SUCH an interesting concept that already feels wasted. Honestly, it was sickening, violating and something I know I want to explore in threads but I’m already wishing they did more with it other than just “aw man the timer’s run out, back to normal!”.

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what did spina‘s romantic/sexual history look like prior to ARR? what about her relationship to her own romantic/sexual identity?

HEHEHE thank you for the question.

So, Spina's adult life has been spent travelling from place to place, never casting an anchor anywhere for for too long until the Scions became family. This means it's, in all honesty, quite a limited history. A person here or there, provided they stayed within each other's orbit enough to forge a connection (she's a lovergirl and has never been interested in casual sex). To tell the truth, though, she falls for people very easily. Listen to any of her ballads and you'll learn that much.

In terms of her relationship with such things, to tell the truth I don't think she thinks of it at all. Idle crushes on women were, naturally, far more present in her young life & she has a tendency to be more surprised when she realises she likes a man. But I don't think she's ever had these big sweeping revelations about her sexuality.