My Blog I Guess

25 years old Active(ish) August 2026

[crying-little-pea]

dont cry or i'll punch you

Okay fine

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Oh to gain muscle or become a twig hm hm hmm

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Feeling less sick so far today, painting and having coffee :)

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I feel so sick and tired from not eating, was gonna have some yogurt but we don’t have any so oh well, I just don’t have energy to do anything, I feel so sick and bored

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Ugh I ate and now I’m craving sweets. Not worth it

[ricecakes-and-jello]

“when can i see you” when im at my ugw ❤️

[frailandtender]

I hope one day I feel pretty enough to actually post a pic of myself here (bc i love seeing my moots), but atm I don't have nearly enough confidence for that

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I hate when my plans get thrown off

[decayingmelodiesz]

Saying I'm going to starve myself and then not starving myself prank

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I want to start losing weight again, idek how much I weigh. I think I’m still a healthy weight but whatever let’s do it

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I just discharged from php on Friday but now it’s Sunday and I’m so close to another attempt, I start iop tomorrow idk maybe I’ll just cut

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I keep getting so much anxiety and I also keep having anger freak outs screaming trying not to smash my head and break things I don’t know what’s wrong it’s like my brain is glitching out and the partial hospitalization program I’m in might have to discharge me due to insurance and I find out today I need a safe place to be during the day I’m scared

[onedaydear]

every day i waste money and calories

[wren-is-not-okayyy]

wasting money on саlories

[imfeelingsmall]

*eye twitching, through gritted teeth* maintaining is better than gaining *smashes hand through scale*

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I think I need to stop smoking weed it makes me too hungry and I eat and get fat

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I finally off that medication that was making me gain incredible amounts of weight I’m so happy!!

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My ex triggered my ed a lot, it was not a good relationship but part of me wants to get back with him just to trigger myself into losing weight