Work In Progress

Frankie. Gemini. NativeAmericanMixed. Wiccan. Genderqueer.Parent

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My father's ex wife's son (I never claimed him as family because he never treated me as such) messaged me and blamed my brother, whom was my everything growing up, for his behaviors. Real mature. "Oh but he's changed" okay.

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My father's ex wife's son (I never claimed him as family because he never treated me as such) messaged me and blamed my brother, whom was my everything growing up, for his behaviors. Real mature. "Oh but he's changed" okay.

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Sometimes, I don't like how conditioned my father still has me. I know somebody was checking in on my sister-in-law on her solo trip but because of this man in my head I had to also check on her and couldn't go to sleep until I know she made it safely to get destination. She did so now I can rest easy.

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I traded hurricanes for tornadoes. We had cakes not sirens.

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My boys at it again! Gonna change their names to Leroy and Brown cause they the baddest cats in the whole damn town. The took out another field mouse that got in the house in the middle of the night. Woke up to dead mouse in the hallway, so glad they didn't put it on me. And before anybody comes for me, I love rodents. Used to own all sorts of em, but if a pest comes in I'm gonna get rid of it one way or another. I'm so glad they're comfortable in their home and can help protect it.

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Hope your partner is ok. That sounds scary to have happen!

Thank you. He's a bit better than before. Still was in pain this morning when he left for work, but he got there safely.

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My partner went through major surgery yesterday and it's been rough.

It pains me to see him in so much pain and there's nothing I can really do. He just collapsed blacking out on the bathroom hitting his head on the tub. It was frightening finding him in such a state. It's so bad I had to call his boss to call out tomorrow. There's no way he can operate any heavy machinery in his state at all. I wish there was more I could do.

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My cats caught a mouse in the house! My boys are good boys.

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Idk other anon sounds right. Why bitch about someone and never mention their highs but now? Sounds like he's not a great guy. Few months doesn't change years of issues.

Sounds like you're the problem in the relationship cause of how delusional you are.

The last thing I "bitched"about was my Coven really so, I don't even know why the last "anon" brought up my partner whom I haven't talked about in awhile. This is a place I like to rant out my frustrations because nobody knows me here. Think I look like that picture still? I don't. Things change every single day. People change every single day. It's called growth not delusion. Maybe your life may not be great and I'm sorry you feel like belittling others is the way to go, but you and "other anon" only get a fragment of what I let in. I don't put this kind of stuff out on my FB. And the stuff I put out on FB I won't post here. Last year he left his family to find work, he was away for more than half a year from his support. I don't know about you but that would make anybody a little crazy. Moving is always a stressful situation and when you loose a parent recently and that being the parent you looked to for everything it's hard. Y'all don't see the entire story, you see a frustrated parent who gets overstimulated and can't process emotions so they have to find an outlet before taking it to the person to talk it out. We're happy where we are in life right now. We've finally have no roommates or live with parents. It's just us and our family. It took awhile and a lot of back and forth, but we made it. We worked through all of our issues because we actually love each other. Got it memorized?

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Your partner sounds like a bitch.

Woah man, you only see when I'm stressed out and need to vent out. And I haven't vented about him in awhile. He's actually really great. He knows I'll accept all pronouns but prefer they/them so when he talks about me to people he'll call me they/them and his partner which makes me love him a little more every time. (Especially since our non-binary child came out and has started using they/them.) He's been nothing but very supportive and helpful since we've gotten our own space. It just took some time and a move out of Florida. When our kids are really making me want to strangle somebody, he steps in and let's me take a nap. When I say I wouldn't mind having something, he makes mental notes and gets them for me even though I tell him I can wait a long time because it's not a need. If I need something done around the house, he helps immediately or within a proper time frame. There would of been a time he would of vented to people and they would of called me a bitch. In just a couple of months, we've truly grown together and have had less complaints and more compliments. Amazing what having a home does to a family. In December, I may have agreed. But today, he's come a long way and is definitely not a bitch.

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If you could turn back time and change something, what would it be?

There's always the cheesy answer where I say "nothing, because with everything that happened brought me to right where I need to be." But everybody has 1 thing, and mine would be stopping my father's 2nd marriage. He asked my siblings and I before marrying her, but we said yes even though none of us wanted it.

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Calling one a lil bitch

So I can tell my sister-in-law less than a month after her mother passes, by taking a picture at a ouija board that her dead mother called her a lil bitch and she not get offended. But I leave the state and call a member of my Coven via an announcement during cakes and ale for the Ostara ritual a lil bitch and all hell breaks loose.

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Tell me how the cat listens better than my son. I saw my cat outside, a few houses down, so I called him in. He followed me back inside from the back of the house around the front and up the ramp (he went up the stairs) right into the house.

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Do you miss anyone from your life?

There's some people I haven't gotten closure from that cross my mind every now and then, but at the end of the day I have everybody I need in my life.

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Are you doing ok?

Honestly, I am. Thanks for asking.

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I've had a death in my family the past 3 years now. This year nobody better die!

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I've had a death in my family the past 3 years now. This year nobody better die!