Crystal knight

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[crystalbunny7]

It's so gross and disgusting how much I need you.

[crystalbunny7]

And as I run through the thick fog

looking around hopelessly for something that I know isn't there

The sounds of angels along the seaside flood my mind, like gooey warm honey

There's peace. See? Just over there!

Behind the graveyard of what once was, around the corner where anxiety never rests, just next to my unbreakable hope.

There will be peace.

[crystalbunny7]

I don't know what I expected,

Maybe not a serenade outside my window with a boom box in your hand,

Maybe not a letter sent to my home,

A love letter. And as I read it - my hands trembe and my eyes start to water.

No. Not that.

Not an angry confession in the rain about how your heart has betrayed you and can not resist the urge to run to me.

Definitely not that.

I don't know.

Suddenly; I don't know.

Is the highlighting too bright? Does the sun seem too hot? Does the rain give you relief and washes over your tired mind?

The earth doesn't ask for permission. She doesn't need the hands of someone who will inevitably leave her; damaged and bruised, used and confused.

As her shining sun beams,

as her deep waters gleam.

Her thunder loud and roaring

She is unbounded.

.

or something like that, idk

[crystalbunny7]

guys he texted me, it's all good.

[crystalbunny7]

He is the reason that I can't do long distance, also, just, AGHHHH!!!! Fuck him but also, I miss him. I don't even know anymore. I saw him yesterday, for the first time, and... it doesn't make sense for me to miss him.

This is why, I feel, I don't do one night stands. Wow, I hate that I miss him. He has not texted me as much as Katy's girl and wife that she's talking to for two months. I figured that if he saw me, and said all of those things that he would text me, even with his "oh I'm not tired, I'm pushing through" jet lag.

I am drunk. And I'm thinking about him. Why doesn't he think about me? Well, not enough to text me when he's mentally or physically busy with something.

Ugh.. and we fucked, raw. I hope that everything will be alright. I'm drinking and smoking.

Whatever...

[elvisloverangel]

Pleasee🙏

[heartmadebyangels]

can i catch a break

[crystalbunny7]

fuuucckkk I need my London boy <//3333

[crystalbunny7]

I can't talking to him is like literally reading the most smuttiest dark fantasy book ever, and every not and then my stomach drops and my core and hips start to feel hot amd heavy

[crystalbunny7]

"I'd make you feel how beautiful you are" HE SAID WHATTTTTT!??!?!?!

[crystalbunny7]

Yup, I still want to go home, take a shower, put on my pj's, eat something, watch an 80s movie and go to sleep

[crystalbunny7]

Celebrating the summer solstice, yk what that means? Getting high, getting drunk, getting fkn fat from amm of the delicious food & finding yourself thinking about your crush at a fkn zaļumballe.

[crystalbunny7]

Desperately want a lil sweet treat and to take a lil napin my pjs

[crystalbunny7]

Desperately want a lil sweet treat and to take a lil napin my pjs

[crystalbunny7]

I SAW JOOST KLEIN YESTERDAY!!!! BEST CONCERT EXPERIENCE EVERRRR!!!!!!

[sugarplumangeldoll]

I am cringe but I am free 🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽

[crystalbunny7]

i am too drunk to not order my dream perfume rn.... LIKE AAHHHHH!! I WANT IT BADDDD!!!! I NEED TO BE ABLE TO SMELL LIKE "Mojave Ghost"!!! That's it! I'm ordering it. I am drunk, watching my favorite movie, in my dream hoodie, and I'll get 50e tomorrow anyway and 50e later in June, so it's like I'm spending just 100e anyways soo..