苦痛.

"I hate myself and I want to die"

[simply-quotes-deactivated202002]

Even when I hate him, I love him. Even when he stops calling, I hear his voice.

Jessica Warman, Breathless (via simply-quotes)

[deeplifequotes]

If you lose someone but find yourself, you won.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

here’s hoping

(via sophsmagotes)

[willow]

je suis sick of this shit

[hahanoui]

“ Why am I still searching for your name in places where you do not exist “

- words by Julianne Marie

[patientlights]

[meixj]

Do you know that feeling? when you wait for something that you don’t know, don’t understand you have a bad day, can’t wait to get home then you can’t wait to go to sleep to start the next day next month next year Do you know that feeling? where you only wait, never feeling quite whole never knowing when you’ll truly be happy? Do you know that feeling? k.n.j 1:06am

(via meixj)

[meixj]

Do you know that feeling? when you wait for something that you don’t know, don’t understand you have a bad day, can’t wait to get home then you can’t wait to go to sleep to start the next day next month next year Do you know that feeling? where you only wait, never feeling quite whole never knowing when you’ll truly be happy? Do you know that feeling? k.n.j 1:06am

(via meixj)

[haebollago-deactivated]

[quotemadness]

No one in my family, not one of my friends or classmates realized that I was going through life asleep. It was literally true: I was going through life asleep. My body had no more feeling than a drowned corpse. My very existence, my life in the world, seemed like a hallucination. A strong wind would make me think my body was about to be blown to the end of the earth, to some land I had never seen or heard of, where my mind and body would separate forever. ‘Hold tight’, I would tell myself, but there was nothing for me to hold on to.

Haruki Murakami (via rhee-al-ity)

[sundays-suicide]

I’m really unhappy about who I am

mentally, physically, socially, emotional (via sundays-suicide)

[thegoodvybe]

The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.

Ernest Hemingway, Men Without Women (via thegoodvybe)

[wnq-writers]

I am sorry you became a person that I loved dearly but I could not stay any longer with. It’s strange how sometimes people we love become toxic, sometimes how letting go of them is a way of taking care of whatever is left in you . But I hope someday you see that how sometimes staying with them makes us lose on so many things that we are supposed to experience. Moving forward in life is one of the kindest things we do to ourselves .

Kriti.G (via wnq-writers)

[larmoyante]

there’s a universe swirling inside of you. you have to learn to be your own earth, wind, fire and water. you are a natural phenomenon - not a natural disaster.

K.Y. Robinson, The Chaos of Longing (via larmoyante)

[thequotejournals]

It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.

J.K. Rowling (via wordsnquotes)

[sundays-suicide]

Anxiety holds me a hostage inside of my house and inside of my head.

Explaining My Depression To My Mother, Sabrina Benaim (via sundays-suicide)

[difficult]

Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.

R. M. drake (via difficult)

[kawaki]

would anyone like to idk.. treat me right