nothing but the rain.

[csstarbuck]

𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 !   to   csstarbuck    ⸻     an independent, highly selective & private blog for     Kara “ STARBUCK ” Thrace   of  Battlestar Galactica.     by Jay  ( she / her   30+ ) ,  viet  , cst.   very low activity.  affliated with apollodama.

 MAIN BLOG.       VERSES.

rules under the cut.

activity will be very sporadic & low as this is not my main blog. if i’m not here, i’m very much there.

this blog is mutuals & 21+ only; i am not follow for follow given its low maintenance. if you choose to unfollow, please softblock.

no familiarity with BSG is required; crossovers, au’s, duplicates & all fandoms are welcome here.

all ships will be based on chemistry. it will never be my intent to force ship, but please note that Kara is highly flirtatious, a literal disaster, & you can count her out on emotional attachment / relationships 99% of the time.

mature content will be present on this blog and tagged. however, no gross content of any kind will be found here ( should be a given but gtfo with transphobia, homophobia, pedophilia, etc. ) and will be blocked on sight.

don’t be a dick. space is for lovers, ya’ll.

[csstarbuck]

@galaeus​, ECHO.

a hawkins starter for @csstarbuck​ oh my god why did you do this

“I feel like you’re the authority to ask about what the hell happened last night, but I also have a sneaking suspicion that I wouldn’t want to find out.”

                “ THE AUTHORITY, DEFINITELY, ” a sloppy grin slides over her lips. But it’s the only bright thing on her when everything else reads shit-faced and hungover, “ You’re gonna find out one way or another girlie. Just wait until you see what you got inked across your ass. ”

[stardustinthesky]

You know, the President says that we’re saving humanity for a bright, shiny future. On Earth. That you and I are never gonna see. We’re not. Because we go out over and over again until someday, some metal motherfrakker is gonna catch us on a bad day and just blow us away.

[samcaarter]

Battlestar Galactica: Resurrection Ship, Part I

[samueltanders]

[normalgirlism]

i stand in a valley watching it and you are not there at all

—mitski, a burning hill

[theflowersmusings]

NEON GENESIS EVANGELION SENTENCE STARTERS

“ god is in his heaven and all is right with the world. “ “ no one can justify life by linking happy moments into a rosary. “ “ as long as one person still lives, it shall be proof eternal that mankind every existed. “ “ humans constantly feel pain in their hearts. because the heart is so sensitive to pain, humans also feel that to live is to suffer. “ “ humans cannot create anything out of nothingness. “ “ after all, humans are not gods. “ “ are you afraid of other people? “ “ if you know pain and hardship, it is easier to be kind to others. “ “ that doesn’t mean it’s okay for you to give up! if you do, i’ll never forgive you as long as i live. “ “ god knows I’m not perfect either. i’ve made tons of stupid mistakes and later i regretted them. and i’ve done it over and over again, thousands of times. a cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred. but even so, every time i learned something about myself. “ “ those who hate themselves cannot love or trust others. “ “ mankind’s greatest fear is mankind itself. “ “ this is the impenetrable wall of jericho. step over this wall and you will be a dead man. “ “ it is simply the duty of the elite to protect the ignorant masses. “ “ i’m so fucked up. “ “ my mind is being eaten away. it’s unraveling my mind. what do i do? it’s defiling my mind! “ “ the interaction of men and women isn’t very logical. “ “ this is your home now. “ “ man fears darkness, and so he scrapes at the edges of it with fire. “ “ you mustn’t run away. “ “ sometimes you need a little wishful thinking just to keep on living. “ “ living alone is fine by me. i’m alone anyway. “ “ never underestimate the human animal to adapt to its environment. “ “ singing brings joy and revitalization to the human soul. “ “ man cannot erase this sadness because all men are fundamentally alone. “ “ the one who deserves to survive is the one who has the will to make it happen. “ “ after all, you are alive, so you will always have the chance to be happy. “ “ you are not the existence which should die. “ “ even though i felt pain, at least i knew my feelings were true. “ “ you’re all you have and you never even learned to like yourself! “ “ humans found a god, and, in their joy, tried to make it theirs. “ “ what’s wrong with running away from reality if it sucks? “ “ all you’re doing is sitting there and waiting for someone else to bring you happiness. “ “ the fate of destruction is also the joy of rebirth. “ “ i am not a doll. “ “ i might have been born just to meet you. “ “ are you afraid you will lose your identity if others leave you? “ “ _____ said he loved me. i loved him too. “ “ i feel sad, but the tears won’t come. “ “ thank you. my life was meaningful because of you. “

[normalgirlism]

I know why I was mad at you, Kara. A simple ‘thank you’ would have been sufficient. ‘Cause you were doing what you always did: buck authority, and get away with it. I bucked authority once, and I almost lost everything. So I guess when I showed up on Pegasus and there you were, doing it all over again…I don’t know. It pissed me off.

[theflowersmusings]

STAR TREK DISCOVERY (EPISODES 1-6) SENTENCE STARTERS

“ all my life, the conflict inside me has been between logic and emotion. “ “ i’m grateful to serve under a captain like you. “ “ war doesn’t provide too many opportunities for niceties. “ “ he doesn’t believe in me but i’m supposed to be the one who saves him. “ “ rules are for admirals and back offices. “ “ i’m trying to win a war. “ “ we have exactly no time to discuss the metaphysical implications. “ “ now that’s my kind of crazy. “ “ don’t apologize for excellence. “ “ personality doesn’t count. “ “ that’s just something people with no personality say. “ “ in times of crisis, ignorance can be beneficial. “ “ well, they say confession is good for the soul. too bad none of us have one anymore. “ “ you’re not an enemy, _____, you are a proven predator. “ “ another creature might have slunk back into the darkness but not you. “ “ perhaps you realize glory must be earned through sacrifice… and pain. “ “ you guys, this is so fucking cool! “ “ what did you think would happen when you bumped into someone who didn’t want you in their front yard? “ “ i’m swallowing the urge to set the record straight. “ “ you seem conspicuously free from bruises. “ “ i’ve learned to choose wisely. “ “ the only crime i’m guilty of is loving too much. “ “ my ship. may way. “ “ that gives you time and space to actually process what you’re going through emotionally. “ “ i love feeling feelings. “ “ take good care but, more importantly, take good care of those in your care. “ “ think of it as a placebo for my skepticism. “ “ it can only be what it is, not what you want it to be. “ “ i study war. this is where i hone my craft. i try to study from the best. “ “ the real world doesn’t always adhere to logic. “ “ universal law is for lackeys. context is for kings. “ “ i care too much about what other people think about me. “ “ _____ is a man who does not fear the things that normal people fear. “ “ i owe a debt for my crime and it would be best… i prefer to serve my time without getting involved. “ “ i wanted to protect them from war, from the enemy. but we are at war and i am the enemy. “ “ no matter your shame, gather your strength. “ “ we’re explorers, not soldier. “ “ sometimes the universe allow for the making of unexpected memories. “ “ battle is not a simulation. it is blood. and screams. and funerals. “ “ how rare to meet one’s own demons in the flesh. “ “ is this level of sarcasm always necessary? “ “ all life is born from chaos and destruction. “

[csstarbuck]

                    “ LISTEN , WHATEVER THE frak this ⸻ , ”  Kara waves a hand, gesturing at the shape of shadows and bullshit; he’s clearly not there.   He’s not real.   Or she’s losing it, really this time,  “ ⸻ is. I CLEARLY haven’t had enough to drink. ”

@demonstigma​

[majorsamcarters]

[apollodama-deactivated20220730]

all was golden when the day met the night. kara thrace and lee adama of battlestar galactica, written by syd and jay.

[csstarbuck]

  ⸻       pilots call me starbuck, you may refer to me as god.     ❜  

[csstarbuck]

                  THE REC ROOM’S flinted with a faint scent of fuel & smoke & sweat, the ashes from the end of a cigar tipped on the floor.     “ Oh, c’mon, Lee, ”    there are triad cards in Kara’s hands, laughter at the edges of her mouth,   “ Keep this up, you’ll be scoring Chief’s raptors instead of Hot Dog. ”

@apollodama

[csstarbuck]

                                  ⸻              VERSES.

— vi. MAIN.

all events seasons 1 - 4, including Kara’s re-emergence after season 3.

— vii. ALTERNATE.

tbd.

— viii. STAR TREK.

Kara is a fighter pilot within tactical division of Starfleet. She is hot-headed, brash, but spent time as a flight instructor and is considered one of the Fleet’s best pilots.

— viv. STAR WARS.

Certified X-Wing pilot for the Rebellion ( post-republic era ). For anything taking place during the prequels, Kara is a pilot for the Republic.

more tbd...

[csstarbuck]

tags.

m. - muse / p. - promo / vi. - main verse / vii. - alternate verse (au) / f. adama / f. apollo / f. athena / f. helo / f. boomer / f. chief / f. toasters / f. dee / f. six / f. roslin / f. fleet / o. - ooc. / lemon. - nsfw

[karlcagathon]

Battlestar Galactica: The Miniseries - Part 1