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This pendant case... ╥﹏╥ Looks more like a ring box
Be my lovehate until death do us part
Something like that lol
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Most of the time here I forget that the repost function exists….
If Ivan had seen at least one piece of art of himself by Till, he would’ve realized he actually was important to Till.
That’s because Ivan saw Till’s devotion to Mizi, and he saw Till draw Mizi all the time, so he linked love = art with Till. That is why seeing himself being drawn by Till would’ve let Ivan realize that Till actually loved Ivan and cared for him.
Now, Till, being the avoidant and confused boy he is, never showed Ivan his portraits and actively hid them from him instead. I like to think that this is because the flower crown Ivan crushed was made for Ivan, and thus Till equated doing things for Ivan with his efforts going to waste and being destroyed. Because of that, he believed it would be better to silently create and keep it to himself. No artist would want their creations to be destroyed.
I think this perfectly shows the nature of Ivan and Till’s relationship.
Ivan didn’t know how to communicate his emotions and intentions → he didn’t tell Till that he crushed the flower to prevent them from being monitored. Ivan acts to protect, but doesn’t explain.
Till jumped to conclusions too fast--> Ivan didn't appreciate his creations( and for someone who puts his soul into his creations, it equated to Ivan not appreciating him), so if love leads to loss, better to hide the love. Silent devotion over out loud rejection
Thus, just like the presence of art was proof of presence of love, the absence of art became the proof of absence of love. That is why Ivan internalized he wasn't even worthy of a single drawing.
This cycle kept repeating and even tho they reached an equilibrium, it was not a peaceful one. The love existed but recognition didn't.
The best way to describe their love is that they both loved the other in their own language, but Ivan didn't speak till's language and till didn't speak Ivan's language, so they sat in an uncomfortable silence. By the time till learnt Ivan's language he was ... watching over the kids in anakt.
p.s-and dont come saying till didnt like ivan, you dont draw mulitple potraits of someone you dont like.
The amount of work that went into all the code and symbolism and drawings...
It's fascinating
Can already imagine a video coming out in June. It It will be about the trio of survivors, but has AU inserts like in Wiege.
On top of that, these inserts will include that very same scene by sea where Till kisses Ivan (actually, I'm sure it's part of the VIVINOS school AU lore, you won't convince me otherwise; the clothes are the same)
Aaaand…
After that, we'll see a thousand posts about how this is just a Mizi's fantasy, because she wants everything to be good and love between Ivan and Till, and for Till not to flirt with her.
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It's a rambling post, but it's been sitting in my drafts for quite a while, so let's get it out there
It may not seem obvious, but in my opinion, Till and Luka have far more parallels than Luka and Ivan. People often attribute Luka-like traits to Ivan, and frankly, it upsets me. Ivan is no saint, and Luka no saint, but they are quite different, and it's probably an unpopular opinion, but I believe the ROMH song is completely unsuitable for Ivan, simply because he's not like that person. Till is.
Of course, Luka and Till are also different people in many ways, with different worldviews and different upbringings. But if we look at them:
they are both considered geniuses of their generation;
both won that competition in Anakt, which others believe is a precursor to victory at ALNST;
they are both immersed in their own reality;
they both need a sense of control. Contrary to popular belief, I don't see this in Ivan. But I see it in Till and Luka;
they both belong to the introvert type and both are classified by the authors as “hungry for love” (like Sua, with whom Till, no matter how funny, also has a lot in common);
They both belong to the jealous type (and Sua). Ivan is officially completely non-jealous. It might not be obvious with Till, who doesn't seem jealous of Mizi's relationship with Sua, but we already have enough hints to suspect that Till was jealous of Ivan's relationships with others.
Honestly, this all debate about whether Till didn't suffer enough over the loss of Ivan so confuses me.
I don't understand if all these people are just strange biters, or if they truly can't put two and two together.
I should say right away that I'm not talking about people who just want to see more content. I'm also looking forward to it, and we've been told several times that a lot has already been drawn and will see the light of day. Is that normal? A good story should be presented in measured doses, not dumped on the reader all at once. But I've also seen comments that Hyuluka has more development than Ivantill and… huh? Hyuluka, for me, is exactly the pairing I'm still waiting for to be revealed (I love all three pairings and am excited to hear more details about them). Their story is still full of questions and gaps, while Ivantill is mostly clear and straightforward.
Look at this
Isn't that enough for you to say, "Yes, he suffered and is still coping with his grief"? Since when has smiling and trying to live with what a loved one left behind been synonymous with renunciation and burn the boats?
It's constantly reiterated how naturally gentle Till's love is, and when he opens up as a person and grows up, his ability to reach out to others with love becomes so strong. It really brings me back to how emotionally stagnant he and Ivan were in the past, just like the way Till references it in RE-- Ivan being awkward and indirect and unable to properly create balance while communicating with Till's emotional depth, as he was such a suppressed person. However, he was still trying to express gentleness and care in his own way.
Then there is Till, years later, who has always harbored this kind of love, and now becomes so naturally attuned to Ivan that he learns how to respond to him emotionally and connect with him in the best way he can. Now, even after the continuous struggle, he doesn't run away. He can "read" him and identify Ivan's cues. Till understands him so much that in his mind, he can keep Ivan from leaving his world this time through living and preserving everything (and remembering what he can now realize was Ivan's attempts at reaching him, too).... read my soul and scars remember everything man
It's a guarantee that all the struggle and genuine care they had for each other that couldn't be communicated will be remembered now with permanence. These two are truly inseparable forever