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There are traumas deeply set, unbudging

I don't remember them growing so wide

Their shoulders crammed inside my ribcage, my lungs can only expand for shallow breaths

The man who chased me

He said: it hurts to see you so mourning so deeply. I feel bad for you, pity, shame. I say, that's all?

It doesn't make you feel regret? Longing? Hope?

He says no. Maybe a month or two ago. For a month or two he sat with stale emotions. Molding and decaying, he tosses me out with them.

Working to live

I don't wanna do this shit anymore!

2020

who thought i’d be accomplishing so much but be so hurt over a singular person. I swear I am aware that I’m being gaslit and abused over and over again but I don’t know what to do. I’m trying so hard to fix things that aren’t mine to fix and it’s really frustrating. If anyone out there is reading this and going through something similar... take care of yourself. and follow your heart