Mar 9, 2020
Talking to you while youre driving. Talking to you while we fall asleep.
Every part of my wants to be with you. I am caught in your current and im leaning into it.
When we talk i often get emotional because i know this is going to feel like its not going to work. Distance is troublesome, but Im so crazy id drive down every weekend to see her. Do i want that? Does she? I throw myself into relationships ive waited for because I want love. This passionate fling will come and go in a flash and Im going to get hurt regardless. The taste is worth it if I get hurt. Just to experience your presence... and you.
Im crying writing this. Its doomed from the beginning.
