Ophelia

Tw Ed! 20 y/o, chronically ill. New to Tumblr. LGBTQ+, all genders, races, orientations, religions etc. welcome! Stay safe <3 block, don’t report, this is my safe space

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Introduction! This whole blog is a TW

Hello fellow ed Tumblr users. My name’s Ophelia (she/her cis), I am 20 and from germany.

I grew up with untreated hypothyroidism so I never knew a time in my life where I had a good relationship with food. Even in Kindergarden I was counting calories. I had my phases of gaining and losing weight and spent those often on Ed Tumblr during the past 6 years. But I never made my own blog. Now the time has come. I wanna get back on track and this time fr.

Height: 1,62m

Gw: 60 kg

Ugw: 53 kg

Ugw2: 45 kg

During the corona lockdown I actually made it down to 52kg already and I’m sure I can do it again.

On this blog you might find vents, life updates, thinspo or even meanspo, but I’m not really into that so it might happen very rarely.

Diagnoses because I’ll probably mention some illnesses here and there: Hashimoto’s disease, Hypothyroidism, asthma, depression with psychotic episodes, PTSD, generalised anxiety disorder, autism

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Guess who just had a costume fitting in theatre and is therefore returning to tumblr

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Is there anyone in this community with Hypothyroidism and Hashimoto’s? 😩 I am screaming into a void here, my body is so fucked, losing weight is impossible

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people who say “getting skinny won’t solve your problems” are just straight up lying. maybe it didn’t solve everything, but during the “honeymoon” phase of my ed, my personality came out more, i got into my first relationship, i started finding myself more, and people generally started paying attention to me more. before i lost any weight i was literally a ghost to everyone around me. just “the chubby girl who doesn’t talk much”. after i lost weight, people noticed me more and even complimented me. getting thinner made me a happier person.

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When i had my first high (or more like low lmao bc lw) I was 14 and for a year that was kinda the peak of my youth, having a boyfriend, a friendgroup, being stylish, working out and all that

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My th!nsp0 goes far beyond sk!nnyyyyy

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Let me be a be a itty bitty tiny bird??? A bunny???

Only carrots and lettuce for today

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WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH MY BIRTHDAY CAKE IF I DONT HAVE FRIENDS TO GIVE IT TO?? EAT IT?? TF NOT

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Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

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The way my water intake changes as soon as I get a new emotional support water bottle after my old one got leaky and kinda icky after a few years 😩 yes that’s my baby and she makes me drink water 24/7, she’s always by my side I love her

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Turned 20 today, been sad, listening to this on repeat

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i wanna be small enough to be coddled in someone’s lap

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Got a Hashimoto diagnosis now, too🤡

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if i gh♡︎st u it’s because i’m dead inside n forgot how to act like a actual human being

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"oh no skinny is in again! 😱😨😰" as if it hasn't been the beauty standard for literally CENTURIES.

the body positivity movement was merely preformative. it promoted obesity and made people think it was okay and beautiful to be fat as fuck. (it's really not)

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Goals ୧⋆｡🕯. -ʚɞ