Hello Euphoria.

💀19, htx🍍

[fawlliams]

“And I’m worried I’ll look for you in everyone that I meet. I’m worried I’ll look into his blue eyes and my heart will sink because they aren’t the same chocolate brown that yours were. I’m worried I’ll run my hands through his sandy blonde hair and a lump will form in my throat because it isn’t jet black. I’m worried I’ll always compare him to you, worried he won’t be as smart or as funny or as kind as you. I’m worried he won’t make my heart beat or my stomach flutter. I’m worried I’ll spend the rest of my life looking for you in everyone I meet. I’m worried I’ll never find you.”

— f.a.w

[cuddersxo]

I think about this post all the time. I miss 2017-2018, I always think about you and I know one day our paths will cross again 💙

[fawlliams]

“What we were doesn’t make me sad. What makes me sad is what we could have been. We could have been so much. We could have been everything. We could have been magical, a work of art. We could have been that once in a lifetime, heart stopping, soul consuming love. We weren’t. That breaks me.”

— f.a.w

[cuddersxo]

💙 One day

[sixpenceee]

[fawlliams]

“And I never really found the love that I was looking for. The love that was meant to set my set my soul on fire and send shivers down my spine. I never found the love that was firework kisses and pulsing electricity. I never found the love that was meant to complete me. But I found other things instead. I found friends that were honest and caring. I found a job that was meaningful and worthwhile. I found hobbies that I enjoyed. I found books that I loved to read and music that I loved to dance to. I found an ice cream flavor that I never got bored of. And eventually all of these things helped me realize that I didn’t need that one love to feel complete. I could find happiness and purpose all on my own”

— f.a.w

[fawlliams]

“Someone asked me recently how to get over someone that was never truly yours. And I’m not sure how to answer that question. Because there is no closure, no moment of relief, no acceptance of what has come and gone. You don’t get to take down the photos and delete the messages. You don’t get to give away his old sweater and rip apart the ticket stubs. There is nothing there. Nothing to hold onto and nothing to let go of. No birthday cards and no anniversary presents, no roses or valentines chocolates, no favorite songs and no go-to date night movies. There’s nothing there. Nothing at all. It’s just one giant “what if”. And I still haven't figured out how to let go of the “what ifs”.”

— f.a.w

[fawlliams]

“And I’m worried I’ll look for you in everyone that I meet. I’m worried I’ll look into his blue eyes and my heart will sink because they aren’t the same chocolate brown that yours were. I’m worried I’ll run my hands through his sandy blonde hair and a lump will form in my throat because it isn’t jet black. I’m worried I’ll always compare him to you, worried he won’t be as smart or as funny or as kind as you. I’m worried he won’t make my heart beat or my stomach flutter. I’m worried I’ll spend the rest of my life looking for you in everyone I meet. I’m worried I’ll never find you.”

— f.a.w

[fawlliams]

“What we were doesn’t make me sad. What makes me sad is what we could have been. We could have been so much. We could have been everything. We could have been magical, a work of art. We could have been that once in a lifetime, heart stopping, soul consuming love. We weren’t. That breaks me.”

— f.a.w

[fawlliams]

“We were perfect So perfect. And we were supposed to have that love. That epic love that people write poems about. That love that teenage girls dream about. The love that makes people stop and stare. The love that takes hold of your heart and never lets go. But we never happened. We were the wrong place and the wrong time. And we never got a fair shot. I think that’s why I can’t let go of us and all that what we could have, should have been. And I like to believe that we’ll meet again in another life. And we’ll get the chance that we never got in this one And we’ll get married and have kids and build a life togther. And I’ll find the piece of myself that’s missing And we’ll have that epic love that people write poems about”

— f.a.w

[cuddersxo]

Wild

It’s crazy seeing things that I used to post thinking I would remember forever exactly what I was talking about, but in reality I have the slightest idea 😂

[cuddersxo]

Just some of my favorite cudlife tour photos :’) (i took the 1st one myself)

[cuddersxo]

A wonderful man that completes my life~

[cuddersxo]

I just want to share this wonderful picture .

[cuddersxo]

Hello Oct 15, 2013 was the best day of my life~ got to see this beautiful man live :’D

[cuddersxo]

9/20/15- Warehouse Live, Houston, Texas Got some sick shots last night of Kyle Soto from Seahaven. What a grandiose way to end summer!

[cuddersxo]

i made a deal with the devil

[caramel-mocha]

[literalnobody]

“money can’t buy happiness” is such a baby boomer concept like…. I don’t want excessive wealth to buy a golf plated toilet seat Karen, I just wish I wasn’t crying because I can’t afford both spaghetti and rent after working 40 hours a week