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collection of my silly little thoughts

[45percenterthen]

why is shooting ur shot (friendship edition) so much harder than shooting ur shot (romantic edition). babygirl i wanna befriend u so bad

[lelif]

grieving the person you used to be

marian keyes// ?// bigger than the whole sky, taylor swift// fiona apple// @inkskinned// would've, could've, should've, taylor swift// father, the front bottoms// @inanotherunivrse// ?// memento mori, crywank// @dakotajohnsongf// @ryebreadgf// quote: deathless, catherynne m. valente edit:? // bojack horseman s6 e16// a pearl, mitski// would've, could've,should've, taylor swift// ?// ?// ?// @heavensghost

[moonstoast]

—hunger & desire

clementine von radics // denis sarazhin // paper bags by fiona apple // kiss by edvard munch // denis sarazhin // climbing by lucille clifton // intimacy by angelica alzona // audre lorde

[ladybugpdf-deactivated20250512]

"the enormity of my desire disgusts me" this and "the pain of wanting anything" that. i can desire all i want. as long as nobody looks at me.

[ladybugpdf-deactivated20250512]

alright obviously cannibalism as a way of saying i want you so bad i'm going to eat you hits every time, but for me the other side always hits so much harder. i trust you with my life enough that it's okay if you're the one to end it? absolute banger. i never want to be apart from you so i'll let you physically consume me so i remain inside you? literally unmatched. i would do anything for you, so let me be the thing that sustains you? oh my GOD i need to lie down for the next 8 years i'm actually going insane.

[theotherrichardpapen]

desire - clementine von radics // intimacy - angelica alzona // bloodsport - yves olade // that unwanted animal - the amazing devil // the banquet - guillermo lorca garcia-huidobro // things have gotten worse since we last spoke - eric larocca // the body - stephen king // bones and all (2022) // dialogue between ghost and priest - sylvia plath // stem peels & pits collaboration with stephanie gonot - samantha margherita // give me a god i can relate to - blythe baird

[tridentarius]

[brokestrapmountain]

Love me and eat me. Possession, Andrzej Żuławski // Tanaka Mhishi, Literary Sexts // Hélène Cixous, Stigmata // Jennifer’s Body, Karyn Kusama // Postcolonial Love Poem, Natalie Diaz // Killer, Phoebe Bridgers // Bones and All, Luca Guadagnino // Famous Last Words (An Ode To Eaters), Ethel Cain // Hannibal, Bryan Fuller

[cunt-111]

A drunken desire harbours between us

Where words don’t reach but somehow,

An absurd sense of tenderness does.

Pull me apart with your teeth, please. 

Lodged in my throat, so much gone unsaid.

You’re the moon

When the tides of longing wash me ashore.

Picture inspo: “The mortifying ordeal of being perceived  v/s The comfort of being truly known and understood”