Warning: Daddy kink, praise kink, soft dom geto suguru, I don’t even have a tag to describe this, teasing, kink, Clit play, Sex toy’s, fem reader, non-penetrating sex, college au, mentions of virginity loss, crying, sobbing
a/n: I’m trying to be so normal about him. I am ashamed.
No but maybe it’s the harder parts that comes with it. Being vulnerable. You hated being vulnerable to people whether emotionally or physically. However, Suguru and you have been together for a few years. He knows that you’re a virgin but won’t force you into anything.
He’s patient and caring and oh so gentle. It drives you mad with bliss. He waits for you over and over again. You wanted him to taste you, to rub you and to pump you. Wait a minute…pump you? Surely you could’ve meant ‘pump you’ as in fucking you…no other reason…but even then youre a virgin—you can’t even take dick. Besides—why did your mind say ‘pumping’ specifically. There has to be a logical explanation to this nonsense…right?
You come out the bathroom and go look for Suguru. You find him in his bed scrolling his phone—manspreading his legs. He mindlessly sucks on his index finger and rub the bottom of his tongue. ‘He looks so cute.’ You thought. He turned his head towards you once he lend down his phone a bit. He stopped his little bad habit.
“Hey…” he looks at you with a welcoming smile. “Something the matter?” He looks at you confused. You shook your head no remembering what you wanted. “It’s embarrassing…” you look away from him. “Hm?” He replies. You look at him with the most bashfulness you’ve ever shown to him.
“Can we talk about our kinks…? I feel awkward…”
He sat up and put his phone down on the nightstand then gestures you to come sit down.
You sit on his lap facing him and you look up.
“Anything in particular?” He asks, looking down at you with his purple hues. You bit your lip in embarrassment. “I…” you mumble— he stares at you cautiously. “Clit play…” you weakly say from shyness. His eyes widen slightly. “Clit play?” He repeats. You nod your head in confirmation.
He processes your words then puts on an encouraging sweet voice. “Okay, what type?” He rubs your right thigh softly.
You look away from his eyes as shyness bit you again. He softly guides your face back to his eyes, “come on, you can tell me..” he egged on. “I’ll do anything you ask.”
You moan softly at his boldness. “Suguruuu..” you purr his name. “Hmmm..” he softly smiled. “So..back to my question..” you look up at him shy as ever. Suguru looks at you with attentive eyes. “What type of play do you like?” You stare at him then think about your answer. “I’ve always wondered..,” don’t say it. “Wondered what…” don’t say it. “I’ve always wondered what clit pumping would feel like..” you confessed embarrassed.
He looks at you relaxing all his face muscles then smirk at you coyly. “That’s so cute..” he says. You open your eyes and look up at him. “Are you not embarrassed?” You say shy. He shakes his head no.
“Why would pleasing my woman be embarrassing?”
He looks at you straight in the eyes.
“You expressed your desires to me, I’m very thankful for that—it means you trust me with these things.”
“Now, tell me how this works.” He says.
“Okay..” You say nervously. You stay quiet for a stretched silence. “But..don-” he interrupts you. “Anything.”
You got up and off his lap then grab your plastic bag near your bed and reach inside to grab your sex toy, pulling it out. You give the box and the manual that came with it. You then lay in his bed and sit in a fetus position tucking your knees into your chest out of sheer embarrassment. You hide your face behind your knees only listening for his reaction instead—you didn’t even have the guts to look him in the eyes.
You hear him turning the box to read the instructions, he opens the box and takes the toy out. He puts down the box onto the nightstand and grabs the manual again then starts to read it out loud.
You panic then jump onto him covering his mouth in further embarrassment. He looks at you startled then licks your hand away. You move your hand away disgusted and flushed. He continues to read the instructions out loud.
It made you extremely embarrassed.
“Suguruu..” you whine. He looks at you softly giggling, “I know I knowww..” he coo’s. He turns his head back to this hands and puts the manual and the box away only leaving your toy in his hands.
He turns back to you, his eyes looks down at you with a gentle dominance.
“Can you lay back on the bed for me? I’ll take care of the rest.”
“Mmh..” you look at him then reluctantly lay back down in his bed. He crawls over you then hovers over your hips with his then turns around to grab the toy, he turns back to you and puts it beside you in bed.
He settles down between your legs spreading them apart. He grabs your pillow from under your head and puts it under your back to make you slightly arch. He looks up at you ready for anything you have to say before you start.
Oh right, trying out a new kink means using the safe words.
“Red light means stop, yellow means slow down, green means keep going. Got it?” He nods.
“Let’s start with soft praise to help..” he says suggestively. “Alright…” you replied. You started to feel nervous but also turned on, maybe it was the anticipation for what your going to let him do to you.
Maybe it was because you were trusting him with something that you’ve felt shame for and accepting it for how your even into it. He strives to make his loved ones happy and he believes your one of his top priorities over himself. Why would he make his woman disappointed? Especially in bed.
You lay your head back into the rest of the pillows, ‘I hope..it feels good..” you put that thought in the back of your mind and start moving your hips in circles slowly under him. He looks at your hips and tells you stop moving softly. You stopped your movements and relax, “so cute…” he travels his eyes across your white lace panties. He reaches his arm under your left leg, lightly pressing onto your clit through your panties.
You breathe in and out slowly, his fingers softly lift your skin through your panties. “Oh baby…” he whispers. You softly gasp and slowly grind your hips. “Suguru..”
“It’s so easy to turn you on…” he slowly inhales through his teeth then hums. “Mmmmhhh…” he breathes out.
“Mmhh..” your voice whining.
“I am..?” You say breathless.
“Mmhhmmmm” he slows his words.
You look down at him and lock eyes. “How…come..?” You whisper
“Look at what we’re doing.”
You look at him and pause for a moment.
You hung tight onto the covers. He continues his slow build.
“Hmmmmhhh…” you try to slowly breathe in.
He knows a woman’s clit by itself is the most sensitive thing on a woman’s body. He understands why you would want it touched this way.
“Mmmh…mmh..” you moan and threw your head back into the pillow.
You leaked precum from your pussy as you felt your clit growing hard and sensitive.
He sucks in his teeth again “mmmmmhh?…is that all you can sayyy?” He drags the last letter. He looks down at your clit in your panties. Your clit started twitching. “She’s so excited…” he whispers.
You part your mouth but no sound comes out, you lick your lips and bit your bottom lip. ‘Why does he have to point that out?’ You let go of your bottom lip from your top teeth.
“I bet she’s so pink and pretty…” he whispers.
“But sometimes she can be red…isn’t that right?” He blew softly over you. “Suguruuuuuu…” you wince.
“Ohh I know honey.” He says empathetically.
“I just..” you feel hot tears start to boil. “I just-” you start to feel emotional. You start to cry slowly surrendering to the stimulation. “Oh baby…it’s okay.”
“Don’t fight it. keep breathing.”
Your stomach twisted tightly at its core, ‘damn it!’ You curse at yourself in your mind. Your voice breaks out in only helpless wails, “I just wanna loved deeply!” You cry out. “Oh my goooood!” You shriek.
“Shhhh…” he looks up at you, “such a noisy girl.”
“Can you lift your hips for me?”
You lift your hips for him.
He unwraps his left arm then slowly takes off your panties.
He spreads your legs keeping eye contact with you.
You look at him so shyly, you know it’s only Suguru but you still feel embarrassed. He looks at you concerned then says
‘I’ll do anything you ask.’
You speak up, “Can…you…praise my clit…?”
“Of course I can love, Kō yatte sawara sete kurete, hontōni ī koda ne.” He coos softy at you.
“Please..please don’t tease..”
“Don’t worry baby, I won’t keep you waiting.”
“Let’s get personal, yeah? ♡.”
You moan quietly. “Mmmh…”
He opens your legs and gets up close and personal with your pussy and spreads your flowery folds, softly holding your clit hood. He ghosts his breath over your clit then wraps his lips around it planting a soft open mouthed kiss. “Mmmh..” he moans and then circles his tongue around it. He lifted his tongue and looks up at you.
“So small and cute.” You look down at him blushing, “I love the way it twitches and begs for my attention.” He says so sweetly.
Fuck. It does make your clit twitch and beg.
“Horny? Yeah, I can tell by the way your clit throbs.”
He blows over your clit again, then starts playing with it softly up and down in a semi-fast motion. “Will you let me suck it baby?” You produced a long moan in response.
“There it is. Atta girl..”
“Oooohhhhhh your so goood.” He praises.
“Your doing such a good job baby.”
“I can lick it alllllll night.”
His words sends you over the edge, your stomach flexes hard as your squirt forces itself out of you involuntarily.
“So sexy.” He whispers looking down at your sensitive clit.
He gives it another soft open mouthed kiss.
Your body shakes as you look at him. He looks up at you then grabs your toy. He sucks your clit softly into his lips making is tongue swirl on your poor clit. He then starts to suck the soft tissue harder into his lips.
He sucks hard gliding his lips all over it sucking it up and down making his cheeks hollow. He lets go of your clit with one last hard suck then letting go with a soft pop.
He watches your clit twitch for attention as it grows bigger. “Let’s make it bigger.”
He puts the tube to your clit, “stay still…”
He squeezed the hand pump attached to the toy a little then gets close to your clit to see what happens.
You look away from your pussy getting frustratingly shy. ‘He’s looking so much…’
“Suguru baby…please…don’t…stare..”
“But I want too…” he replies.
He squeezes the pump again, a little softer than the last. His eyes pays attention to your clit grow slightly with the increased pressure.
He taps the tube twice, you instantly stifle a moan as your clit becomes more sensitive. Your clit was so exposed you felt the need to close your legs but since the toy is still attached you can’t do that. “Let’s leave it on for a little longer.” He says.
He grazes his index finger along the tube, “it’s so hard and big now isn’t it?” You can tell he wanted to get you begging.
“Yeahhh? Want me to suck it once it’s fat?”
“Mmmmmh…..I bet you do…” he coos.
“I have a question baby,” you listen to him carefully. “How long have you fantasized about this?” He looks up at you staring into your very soul.
“Many…times..” you mutter, “how many?” He interrupted.
“…more times than I can count…”
He looks back to your clit and just stares at it softly running his fingers along the tube. You both wait before he takes off the tube. All he did was praise your clit staring at it. You don’t mind it.
Suguru loosened the pump on you then slowly took it off—his eyes only being focused on your clit. He spread your pussy and softly says “oh my..”
“Your clit looks soooo cute like that.”
Your clit was bulging and big.
You blush and cover your face.
He leaned down between your legs and started sucking. You cry out as he licks and slurps you up obscenely as you cry. He sucks your fattened up clit and steals your soul from your body.
You start crying so much that you start sobbing. You started begging him for something. You didn’t even know what you were begging for. You cry and start just melting your words together like gibberish. You grip his hair and hang on.
You start to just surrender to the feeling.
You grind against is face trying to ride out your orgasm growing in your stomach. Your breaths got tighter in your chest. “Mmmmh..” he groans into your cunt. Your pussy soaking the comforter that’s your gonna have to wash later.
You stop grinding your hips and lay still against his gentle minstrations. Each time he licks and sucks your pussy you get closer and closer. You felt like your bladder was getting so full, you know your body is preparing to squirt everywhere.
He rests his tongue against your clit and starts licking harshly up and down making your body sensitive as hell. He rubs his tongue across your puffy wet clit making eye contact with you.
You cry out again, “aaaaaaahhhhh!!”
You continue to cry and feel your legs lock staying painfully in place.
Your nerves were on fire with need.
He knows you’ve struggled with intimacy in the past because you also admitted to him that you were scared of it. You hate your thoughts for being the way they are. You overthink everything. You felt like your thoughts were too vulgar or disgusting.
Your past partners didn’t accept that part of you before, so you had to lock that part away of yourself in order to feel accepted until he came along and flipped your idea of intimacy and devotion completely.
He loved all the parts of you that you couldn’t see, he loves the parts of you that you hate. When you cry in his arms, when you accidentally slip up your sentences, when you look up at him with those puppy eyes and beg him for something you probably won’t even use for the future.
Even when you look up at him during sex and blush ending up looking away when he praises you while his hand was rubbing your sensitive clit.
“I’m so proud of you so much my dove, please give me all of you.”
“Your such a beautiful woman, I’m gonna take care of you.”
“This is my favorite experience with you my orchid. It’s not because of the sex—it’s because I get to see you in your most intimate form. No walls. Just bliss, together.” He whispers.
Your legs give out and you end up collapsing in his arms. He caught your trembling thighs and slowly starts licking you softly tasting and feeling your throbbing clit in his lips.
Your tears dry stain on your cheeks while trying to not to sob from the amount of overstimulation he’s giving you. Your wiping your tears and sweat off your face trying to blink through your tears.
Your mind was also a mess.
Your thoughts kept looping his name like a broken record as you sob from the overstimulation. Your thoughts were growing loud with only him in your mind with the look of his soft eyes staring right into yours.
Your pussy was drooping creamy gushes of cum as he softly sucks your clit with his passion.
You burst out your sobs trying to communicate about how much you appreciate him between hiccups and soft coughs. He knows exactly what you’re trying to say.
He knows you’re trying to express your gratitude and love for him. He understands you because this has happened many times before. You would always cry and start sobbing about about how much he means to you. Or about how he’s making you feel like the most special woman in the world or even just about how much you love him. He never gets tired of it.
You love how he can break all your walls and let you be exposed.
He sucks sealing your extra sensitive clit in his lips so intense you lose your breath and squirt over his face violently as you squeal about how it’s ‘too much’. You pant as he sucks softly licking and twirling his tongue making all your muscles twitch. Your pussy leaks and wets the bed with squirt and cream.
He groans then sucks your clit harsh without warning. Your heart speeds up beats fast as he does. You start to moan extremely loud as his arms hold you tightly. Your eyes roll back as you hold your breath as you cum in his mouth.
He let go of your clit with a loud pop. Your clit twitches strongly after he let go. He kisses it softly as you cry. He whispers incoherent words of affirmation and praise as he does so.
You slowly look back down at him dizzy from the overwhelming sensation.
That was the only praise your ears could pick up when you were able to come back down to earth.
He massages your inner thighs slowly and sensually, comforting you after such a powerful orgasm.
He crawls up and wipes a tear away with his thumb, praising you again for simply taking it.
“You did such a wonderful job, I’m so proud of you.”
You blush immensely at his praise. You could barely look him in the eyes. He kisses your cheek softly and affectionate. Then he kisses you multiple times across your face.
It almost pains you with how sweet he is with you, you blush at the smallest things of what he does to you and takes it a mile with the praise even if he didn’t have a reason.
“Mmh..mmh…” you moan softly as he kisses you into your neck and breasts. “Hmm..” you moan quietly as he sucks your nipple into his lips. “Hmm..” he moans softly. He switches from your tittie to your mouth to kiss you passionately.
He loves showing you what he means rather than telling you. His actions always speak louder. He loves telling you how perfect you are and how your body is beautiful. He wasn’t afraid to show you how much he loves you and what better way to do that than make love to his loving girlfriend.
He reaches his hand back down to your clit and slowly starts rubbing you again. You moan into his mouth and he drinks your sound like water. You tasted your cum on his tongue as you kiss, a sweet tangy taste that makes your lips go numb or maybe it was his kissing or maybe it was both.
His love is the best kind of suffocating. He loves suffocating you with his love by overstimulating your poor pussy as you cry. It was so pleasant knowing he’s the one making you scream like that but that’s not ultimately why he does it.
He ultimately does it because he knows this kind of love heals you from any past experiences from your past. So for you to let him do this to you was all the more special to him.
He breaks the kiss and stares at you like you’re a flower. So beautiful and captivating in his eyes. So colorful.
“I’d love to see you all over again if I could.”
In this bedroom you’re safe with him.
In this bedroom he’s safe with you.
a/n: this one came from my ao3…gulps…