Diary Of A Cuckquean

absolutely committed and submissive to my unfaithful man... happily owned by @50ViewsOfJay We are NOT into humiliation. I have simply learned to turn jealousy into pride, admiration, pleasure, and joy as other women beg to serve my man. We have done three and foursomes with just women, but he usually plays alone and shares photos with me during the act. He does NOT share me, he does not want to and I am happy to be only his. Site is 18+ only NO DICK PICS PLEASE

[heracre]

[whitefireprincess]

“While kissing her neck, tell her all the dirty things you plan to do to her.”

— (via apocryphalstories)

[whoreforhim]

Mmmmm yes yes yes 💋

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS BETTER ♥️

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

I get the thrill of being a cuckquean but having your husband banging various women 3 to 6 times per day just seems plain humiliating and not a turn on anymore. It seems it's all about him and not about the journey of you as a couple when it's gotten this excessive. Why would all these other women want to bang a man who is with so many women??? It reeks of desperation. I feel sorry for their lack of dignity.

I feel sorry for your lack of having your own life.

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Any person who has to have sex 3-6 times per day is a sex addict. You can be in denial all you want. He'd continue to do it whether you agree with it or not. This isn't about your kink or even your kink as a couple. It's all about him. That's what makes him so different from other cuckquean's husbands.

Sigh.

Where was there any denial?

When have either of us disagreed that he’d do it whether I agree to it or not? Of course he would - HE IS NOT A MONOGAMOUS PERSON, but that’s why he’s NOT WITH A PERSON THAT WANTS MONOGAMY.

You obviously don’t understand or know what a cuckquean is, or what her husband is or should be, and you definitely make assumptions about a topic you don’t understand.

Just when I started to like tumblr again.

[trainingmycunt]

Watching the passion between my hubby and his lovers drives me wild, when I hear her bring him close to the edge i can feel my clit swell and throbbing with lust wanting more ….their moans grow faster and louder as I start gushing my sweet juices spilling them onto the the bed we share. They lay on each others face, smiles acros their. faces. 💖 sharing him

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Sounds like Jay is a sex addict

I mean, look at you, a real detective cracking the case.

👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻

[thesexyyz]

i just reviewed my own posts that tumblr believes contain adult content. they do, and they were hot. i have good taste. 

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Seems reasonable

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Do you and Jay have children? How does he manage his time with them?

Hey! Thanks for your ask. We manage our time around our jobs and family, just like anyone manages anything - but the children topic is something we don’t discuss on tumblr.

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Three to six times a day... every day... Your man is a sexual olympian! I bet he'd put most professional pornstars to shame.

I mean, I have shocked the world. Three is probably the daily average. There are days when it is just one or two gals. The days with five - six aren’t crazy unusual, but three or four is more common.

And he fucks and looks and moves like a porn star.

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

@whereishelenkeller - no, he does not finish with each visitor. I’m not 100% sure if the frequency, but I think usually once a day?

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Three to six times a day... every day... Your man is a sexual olympian! I bet he'd put most professional pornstars to shame.

I mean, I have shocked the world. Three is probably the daily average. There are days when it is just one or two gals. The days with five - six aren’t crazy unusual, but three or four is more common.

And he fucks and looks and moves like a porn star.

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Three to six times a day??? Almost every day? I'm exhausted just typing that. Nap time 😴 😊 Thanks again for sharing your journey

RIGHT? The scheduling alone sounds exhausting, let alone all the actual sex. And the talking before, after. And the maintaining of friendships. Nope, not for me. Lol

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Hey, I hope you had a happy Mother’s Day ☺️. You have expressed moments of disconnect or apathy in your lifestyle as it’s just become more routine and that can sometimes make you feel neutral about all of it. So how do you get yourself back in the groove of making it feel spontaneous/ sexually exciting again?

I’m actually not totally sure. My excitement ebbs and flows. It’s never not there, and I’m not not attracted to HIM - but sometimes I am not as excited as I could be when it comes to the Others. The thought still excites me, but it’s just so frequent - three to six times a day almost everyday - that it would be impossible for me to keep up with the constant arousal for all these years. I don’t know how he does it.

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Fun asks lately, thank y’all!

It has made me enjoy tumblr again. 😊

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

Now that you have been in each others lives so long and are more settled in your relationship, do you still get others trying to like challenge you for authority or attention?

I don’t think the others really respect me or US very much, they would definitely be okay if I was out of the picture - but no one challenges me specifically. I think they just text or call or send naked snaps or ask to hang out without thinking about me being in the picture, nothing against or for me. Does that make sense?

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

What’s something you want to accomplish this year and something you want to try for the first time?

Going on little weekend trips to see new places has always been my most favorite thing to do. Jay’s work schedule keeps him busy, so I set aside my joy of exploring. We’ve gone away here and there over the years, but not much. So I decided this year to start going away more, and I have been on three mini trips with friends! So I guess I already accomplished what I had wanted to do. I still hope Jay can find a weekend or two to getaway 😊

[curiositykilledthecuckquean]

If you're 5'10 how tall is jay? Your height is such a surprise to me never would have guessed. Yellow is also my favorite color, it's such a happy bright color

He’s a few inches taller than me. He is saying right now that he’s 5’11, but I swear that’s a lie and he’s definitely 6 foot. We’re close in height, but I’ve worn heels and not felt like I tower over him.