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Active June 2022

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After a few years and 80+ pounds of weight gain. I’m FINALLY back on track.

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I can’t wait to be able to wear the clothes I want without feeling fat and ugly

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Me to my ED, depression, anxiety and inner demons before I leave the house to hang out with friends.

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Follow me on Twitter if you’re on there. I’ll follow back.

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✨9 pounds lost in 4 days✨

Willpower works wonders

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✨Under 200 Calorie Snack to get your colors and protein ✨

One white cheddar rice cake

2 cherry tomatoes roasted in a pan

2 cut up and steamed asparagus

45 grams of chicken breast

Season to taste!

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*sarcasm*

I just thought I should share the supportive and loving advice my mother gave me when I brought up my concerns about my binge eating to her.

She said

“Just close your fucking mouth”

❤️❤️❤️

Isn’t she great?

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I

Literally

Can’t

Stop

Binging

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Was I good enough to be anyones thinspo?

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Don’t get addicted to the happy chemicals you get from binge eating.

Get addicted to the happy chemicals you get from

Working Out

Going on Walks

Meditating

Practicing Self Care

✨We are investing in ourselves in 2022. We won’t be tied down by our weight, negative self image or self destructive habits✨

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Friendly reminder from someone who lost 70 pounds and got to their UGW.

No your depression doesn’t completely go away but

OH

MY

GOD

The confidence and happiness comes in full force. I felt constantly unstoppable.

I wore clothes I never thought of wearing in a million years

I actually WANTED to be seen in public

People complimented me

Men actually talked to me

People were nicer to me

It was the most powerful I have every felt

Losing weight can be hard but the results are so so so worth it ❤️

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Almost a month into 2022 and all I’ve managed to do is gain weight.

Repeat after me

I AM BREAKING MY BINGE CYCLE

I WILL GET MY EATING UNDER CONTROL

I WILL FIND HAPPINESS AND CONFIDENCE IN 2022

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Sometimes it scares me how quickly and easily my brain rationalizes binge eating.

You’d think I’d have learned my lesson after gaining 90 POUNDS

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Me: let me be good and eat lots of vegetables so I can be healthy even though I’d rather eat pizza.

Body: I hear you. I get you. Thank you for nourishing me. But. I’m gonna have to…make it feel like your stomach is full of razor blades. Yeah? Peace and love babe.

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It’s weird to think that just a few years ago, not only did I lose 80 pounds in about a year but I also amassed nearly 50,000 followers on here in the process.

Now I’ve gained 90 pounds, a new account, most of my mutuals probably don’t even use tumblr anymore and I’m just the least confident I’ve ever been.

I can’t wait to get my dream body back. And I won’t lose focus this time. I won’t grow comfortable.